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Fame On Fire - Not Dead Yet 

Tell me right now is this really what you wanted? I don't even care 'cause I'm laying at the bottom Nothing left to give, all my options are exhausted Yeah, I'm just trying to be honest

No, I'm not dead yet I'm losing myself to the darkness in my head Suffocating Getting hard to breathe, everything is caving in I won't let it Keep weighing me down, but this isn't how it ends I'd regret it No, I'm not dead yet

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I keep taming, keep training, keep taming the horse But it's wild, it's feral, and it's running its course Patiently, madness waits in line In the reception room of my mind

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i miss karaoke 

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So fitting. 999 pieces in place. Cat fucked off with the last piece. That’s fine. This is fine.

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40 year live stream tonight! if only i weren't thinking of you

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Sometimes, all I think about is you Late nights in the middle of June Heat waves been faking me out Can't make you happier now

You can't fight it You can't breathe You say something so loving but Now I've got to let you go You'll be better off in someone new I don't wanna be alone You know it hurts me too

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Chiodos "Notes In Constellations" (Official Music Video)

And I fall for her like snow from the sky. Gracefully I land in her arms. But I melted away like snow into the ground. I told her I've gotta go, I've gotta go.

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still seems about right 

She loves me not, she loves me still, but she’ll never love again 

She lay beside me, But she’ll be there when I’m gone 

Black heart scarring darker still, yes she’ll be there when I’m gone 

Yes, she’ll be there when I’m gone 

Dead sure she’ll be there

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Now the good thing is that at least men have very realistic expectations for women.

He said sarcastically, setting up a second verse in a comedy song

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Three sleepless nights

This isn't how it's supposed to be

But you're so good at taking your time

To get back to me

I will wait for you forever

If you would just ask me

I thought that I could change you

But you changed me

It doesn't feel right holding someone else's hand

Together on phone lines and living at two opposite ends

It scares me to think that you could find takers

Other than me

And better than me

But your head, it's elsewhere

And I'm talking enough for both of us

When will you see it's not so easy for me

You're careless and whispered

Insulting and bruising

And I thought that you said

Things were improving

These laces are untied

But my feet are still walking away

Away

(I fall from your eyes. Your eyes I trusted. You said forever.)

I never thought that you could say these words

Is this really happening?

I never thought that you could say these words

Is this really happening? (don't say...)

I never thought that you could say these words

Is this really happening? (don't say that we...)

I never thought that you could say these words

Is this really happening? (don't say that we can still be...)

I never thought that you could say these words

Is this really happening? (don't say that we can still be friends)

Erase my name from this page

How can you take all these days (What is inside me? What have I done?)

And throw them away (is this the only way that you'll notice me?)

As i sit here waiting for you (Dead words for closed ears all this is sung for you)

I stay up nights (If you are still pretending this is what's right)

Until stars leave the sky (why can't you look at me can you only see)

Knowing what my dreams can take away (one side, your side, can take away)

Walk away from me

This night is done.

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Like Moths To Flames - The Worst In Me (Official Music Video)

i never wanted to be loved by anyone

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ivoryline

Everything they said about you

Everything they've known was wrong.

Did you hear me call your name?

Did you hear me call

or were your thoughts just too loud,

or were your thoughts just loud enough

for you to miss it?

I thought you'd be listening

a little more intently.. for me.

But I'll be here when you're ready.

Until then, just be still and breathe.

Just be still and breathe.

But I was screaming.

I was screaming.

Everything they said about you

Everything they've known was wrong.

The outside doesn't feel

what the inside knows is real.

Did you see me walking back

through the same door that I left?

The same door that I left.

Why didn't you stop me if you could, stop me?

There was something that I missed.

Probably cause I didn't want to find it.

I didn't want to find it.

Then came the arguments, now there is silence.

Just be still and breathe.

Just be still and breathe.

And we're both breathing. We're both breathing.

Everything they said about you

Everything they've known was wrong.

The outside doesn't feel, what the inside knows is real.

Everything they said about you

Everything they've known was wrong.

The outside doesn't feel, what the inside knows is real.

Just walk away and save everything you can, and save everything you can.

Just walk away and save anything you can, anything.

Everything they said about you

Everything they've know was wrong.

The outside doesn't feel, what the inside knows is real.

Everything they said about you

Everything they've know was wrong.

There's a place that they don't know

and that's where I call my home.

Where I call my home.

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I hope u choose ur time right.

That’s a statement, not a question.

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You didn’t even see, This meant everything to me

I can still hear the trees At my back and haunting me Unafraid, unaffected This has all gone so wrong Under this December sky I walked away compromised, Counting steps, of what's left To bring this all to an end

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When I’m single, I’m this fabulous, independent, confident woman, and then I get involved with one disastrous man after another and I turn into this needy, insecure, fearful girl who becomes frightened of her own shadow.

Jane Green (via quotemadness)

and that’s why i should never have given up being forever alone

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Sometimes people just want to be happy, even if it’s not real.

Veronica Roth (via quotemadness)

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I’ve reached a point where I’m actually starting to worry I’ll never stop thinking of you. Missing you. I love you.