I Have A Thing For Pharmaceuticals & Wine 🍷 23 in SoCal 🌤 Addies & Opiates 💊 🌈
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Finally got my own script. 😎😛😍
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Why do you snort shit off of money?
Cuz I got the money to do it. Unlike most of these broke ass jokes that try to come at me.
Aside from that, money is stronger when it comes to crushing pills more than once.. regular paper rips. Plus if I’m out and about it’s not like I can bust out a mirror and start chopping lines.
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bad times with adhd:
cant read
can read, but cant comprehend what ur reading
boredom more like Time To Suffer
rsd
u wanna watch a video thats any amount of time??? thats too long, even if the video is like 10 seconds
becoming too aware of how things feel or how u do certain things or just regular bodily functions like breathing or blinking
staying up until 4 AM or later for no reason aside from adhd said so
that sinking feeling when u realized uve spaced out for most of a conversation and u feel too bad abt doing it to ask the person to repeat what they said
overstimulation
meltdowns
when u have the motivation to get shit done, but executive dysfunction is like “lmfao nope”
trying to get certain stuff done and ur managing ok, but u still get distracted on occasion and u scold urself every time u do but u cant stop urself from doing it
the antsy anxiousness that comes with being confined to doing smth for too long
“i hope i remember this” u didnt remember it
outbursts which cause u to snap at ppl and then u feel bad but u couldnt help it
no volume control so ur constantly told to stop yelling but u cant make ur voice quieter
*someone explains instructions and its a rather simple thing* “ok got it” u dont got it
getting irrationally irritated over the smallest shit but u cant help it everything is just So Frustrating
“u know what i think im having a good day” and then mood swing that makes u either Super Sad or Super Mad for no reason
having what ur gonna say right in ur head but somehow u still space out in the middle of talking and forget what u wanted to say
forgetting why u were upset but still feeling upset
the sinking feeling of remembering why u were upset and now ur even more upset
when rsd is being extremely irrational and u know its bullshit but u dont have the energy to fight it so u just sit there in sadness
when rsd makes u self conscious abt stimming in public
having absolutely no time perception at all. what even is time ive never heard of that in my life
needing to get smth done and u manage to focus, but ur focusing on the wrong thing
overanalyzing past stuff thats happened and realizing other shit u couldve said that wouldve helped the situation and damn why didnt u think of that when u were in the situation
this is long i should stop now
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do you ever just listen to sad music to let it hurt or is that just me
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Roxicodone.
Xanax.
Soma.
Adderall.
Pharm Love.
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Love it lmao 😆
Best drug experience ever? I want details lol
Best drug experience ? haha it maybe had to be Nocturnal 2015, the first time i ever tried ketamine . So it was Day 2 and i happened to be kicking it under some sign where it told you where the porta pottys were at and so happen to see @hempwaffles walking my way or we planned to meet up, anyway he offered me some and i was like “fuck it first time for everything.” anyway i end up doing like half a spoon full not knowing how much is too much. After that intense ass burn we kick it like 3 min, he gives me another big bump or to kill the rest and i was like alright coo.
Anyway i end up K Holeing that night during pretty lights set, i only remember hearing the whole set but sitting down with my eyes closed that felt like forever but maybe was like a hour, maybe i don’t even know. What made it funny was we were sitting on a slope so it felt like i was rolling down the whole hill but in reality i was perfectly still. I started thinking like how the fuck are we gonna make it to the car since walking from the venue in San Manuel to where you park can be far as shit, other than that it was a good experience since all of it was new to me, and i was around my good friends & made sure i was ok . Maybe couple months after i think i had told him it was my first time ever trying it & he laughed because he thought i had tried it before and said he wouldn’t of gave me that much if he knew, but regardless still maybe one of the best drug experiences i lived through lol.
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