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How the years go by

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i redrew one of my favorite tubbo screenshots :]

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Edit I forgot to post here yesterday!! They make me crazy (artist’s names are all listed in the bottom left corner)

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leading his people

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Ranboo and Ranboo and Ranboo and

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Ain't my circus but I would know my monkeys anywhere.

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guys i found a 100+ page scholarly article about dream smp fandom and i'm not joking

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i love when characters don't get to die

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Quackity has a nightmare. Sort of.

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I can easily work c!Quackity repeatedly killing himself into my worldview, but I REFUSE to accept that he is white

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jack and tommy's big conversation :''''(

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mcyt religion zine. piece about aeor and exor piece about santa perla piece about joel of stratos piece about mianite ianite dianite piece about church prime and the youtube gaming bell piece about jeremyism piece about the watchers and the listeners piece about the fates from sos

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when a house is both hungry and awake: c!wilbur, pogtopia, hadestown, and for thine is the kindgom

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way down hadestown / tommy vod, november 11th 2020 / @ orpheuslament / @maybe0rdinary / for thine is the kingdom, angelsdemonducks (ao3) / puffy's screenshots of the dsmp / @dec3ption-art / wait for me (reprise), hadestown / @ orphetoon / @waddei / @waddei / wait for me (reprise), hadestown / puffy's screenshots of the dsmp / wait for me (reprise), hadestown / for thine is the kingdom, angelsdemonducks (ao3) / @thunderbottle / @swiftlyswan / @ fearlastyear / @thunderbottle / @copepods / @bugflies00 / @waddei / @cryrosaur / @copepods / for thine is the kingdom, angelsdemonducks (ao3)

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c!tommy is so interesting because he is a rare case of a truly relatable and realistic abuse victim in media

his trauma doesn’t make him gentle and quiet, he never becomes “better behaved” for his abuser even when he TRYS to change. he consistently hides things from his abuser, lies to abuser, yells at his abuser despite knowing the consequences he will face, solely because he KNOWS what he is experiencing is unfair and cruel

he gets ANGRY and LOUD, and can be mean and selfish and that’s what makes him perfect, his personality is still his personality, the trauma changes him but he is still ultimately TOMMY

he doesn’t become just some broken empty husk of a person, he also doesn’t heal perfectly and magically move on. he ends up somewhere in the middle just like most of us do. he’s scared and damaged but he still gets excited, he still strongly loves his friends and family, he still has hope.

c!tommy i will always love you cause i GET you

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Las Nevadas, in all its glory, is inviting you to Begin Again.

reblogs r appreciated 🌹comms open

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Tommy basically said "the DSMP was good because it was, and still is, loved" and that basically sums up my feelings on the matter too.