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hi. it's me. v1 ultrakill. i'm here to Complain. you get my name for context

i REALLY want sourcemates. like very, very badly. one big issue, i wasn't really the NICEST guy around, and i kind of fear no one would want to talk to me. but someone could literally kin some random filth and i'd still want to befriend them

second issue, i'm not a past life fictionkin. i don't know WHY i'm fictionkin, but i don't have any memories or anything to bond over, and i just feel like i'd be worth less in that way

i met a gabriel once. just in the wild. kind of startling, i wasn't expecting it, like .. at all, but we had a little chat. it was nice. i haven't seen them since

i'm too much of a coward (aka socially anxious and autistic) to seek out sourcemates, so i'll probably just keep crying out into the abyss hoping one suddenly appears in front of me lmfao

i did NOT mean for this to sound as venty as it does. oops !

i'm silly. ok yap sesh over. v1 OUT byyooommmdjgkh blasts away into the stratosphere

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record & cassette pngs ! free to use! credit not needed but appreciated :)

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Study of "Overthinker" by Nicolae Scarlat

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Jean Pierrot

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pansy, blue night, after the rain.

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the amount of shifts i am jumping in and out of rn is genuinely starting to make my head hurt a little if i think abt it for too long

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he'd follow me around most days. occasionally one of us would wander off for a little while (sometimes as little as a day, sometimes as long as a couple weeks) but after They left, it didn't really know how to be its own person so he'd just accompany me whenever i went.

he didn't talk much, especially not in the beginning, but it was never much of a bother so our dynamic was still rather relaxed i think. really it'd just sit there and sometimes listen to me talk, if i was so inclined. it'd stay with me in my apartment in bismark and eventually it would also come with me to joas when i wanted to be with my family. at first he and pablo had some.. tensions.... between them, so he'd stay in my apartment alone whenever i'd be home, but things eventually simmered down between them and pablo could stand to be in the same room with him without wanting to claw its eyes out. so it'd come with me.

sucre loved him, she always thought it was so fun to hang out with. i'm unsure if the sentiment was fully reciprocated but it never grew tired of her the same way i'd seen him grow tired of others (namely some of my customers, i'd sometimes have to chide him for scaring them off. scaring them OFF. heh.). pablo and valerie really didn't want much to do with it but they did realize he was important to me in some way so they'd let it stay so long as he didn't cause them trouble (which he didn't. i think it also recognized how important my family was to me so i feel it just had more patience for them than it would if we were not related).

things just felt natural between he and i. but maybe that's just thanks to all those resets and close proximity.

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This came up in discord and I'm curious about other fictionkin people's experiences about new media and kinfirming.

If none are applicable, please do share in the replies or reblogs if you'd like to! Please reblog for more responses! Or don't! It's all good!

Bonus question: please tell me in replies or reblogs if you do kinfirm when this happens?

Also bonus question does the popularity of the new media seem to impact whether you kinsider?

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this. this is how it felt when thomas came back to illinois.