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the front seat of the car is a type of confessional

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psa the idea that being a man and a woman devalues both of those genders or makes them "lesser" is an exorsexist myth. you can be fully a man/boy and fully a woman/girl at the same time and both genders can be just as real as a monogender woman or man. there are no rules kill the transmed in your head and live your androgyne dreams

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“We need more weird queer people” Y’all can’t handle 90% of the ways multigenders label their sexualities

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Louise Glück, Poems 1962-2012

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bitter brained, always drink, rail thin, zoloft, subtle change, shorter days, dead eyed, dead weight, your life, your dreams, your mind, your needs, my needs…

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Floor time is self care

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Yeah the sex was good but did it have themes and motifs

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i could point out the beautiful parallels between nico's crush on percy, the crush he developed due to childhood trauma and intense hero worship and hung onto even after he thought his hero betrayed him, and annabeth's crush on luke, the crush she developed due to childhood trauma and hero worship and held onto even after her hero betrayed her, and how both of their crushes are commentary on their upbringings, nico's being how grief and internalized homophobia caused him to latch onto the beautiful hero that saved his life, annabeth's being how growing up neglected and unwanted caused her to latch onto the first person who showed her any attention and how that attachment only strengthened in their shared grief, and how those parallels extended to show how their respective attachments left them vulnerable to manipulation yet ended up not joining the dark side, ironically in part because of percy, either because of the crush (nico) or in spite of the crush (annabeth), and how those crushes contributed to their overall character arcs, nico's being to learn to let go: of grudges, grief, and his own self-hatred as a two part climax on that one page of boo and the cocoa puffs in tsats with will being the catalyst to making him see his own worth, annabeth's being to learn what real, healthy love looks like (a spot of irony: percy taught her this, which is contrasted with her typically being the person to teach him stuff) in contrast to what she ultimately got with luke which was manipulation, because luke, also being a neglected kid, never learned what healthy love looks like, but you guys are not ready to hear that so instead i'll just try not to cry at the hypocrisy of the pjo fandom's obsession with nico's crush on percy while refusing to see annabeth's crush on luke as anything more than a disgusting mistake

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uterus, i dont need you. go forth and find a beautiful trans woman who wants you.

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you can’t fix me, i am her