kirkw4ll-a

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ALWAYS AN ANGEL --

independent & private, mutuals only, portrayal of MARIAN HAWKE from the dragon age franchise. beloved by august (25+, they/them). formerly kirkw4ll. focusing heavily on clair obscur: expedition 33 and am NOT spoiler free! minors dni. triggering themes including suicidal ideation, depression, and self harm will be present. a look into survivor's guilt, being both the cautionary tale and the one telling it -- how sometimes it does not matter what you do, the ending is always a bad one. how to lose everything and still manage to smile-- most importantly, what lies beneath it. diving into a hero complex, hope as a superpower, and knowing the maker is trying to kill you and refusing to let him WIN. CARRD.

NEVER A GOD.

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officially moving hawke. u can hit me up in dms or on dis.cord for the url

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officially moving hawke. u can hit me up in dms or on dis.cord for the url

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officially moving hawke. u can hit me up in dms or on dis.cord for the url

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officially moving hawke. u can hit me up in dms or on dis.cord for the url

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officially moving hawke. u can hit me up in dms or on dis.cord for the url

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officially moving hawke. u can hit me up in dms or on dis.cord for the url

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okay i did a big think and today here’s what’s gonna happen:

move hawke to a new more private blog, move other single muses to my multimuse because i am icarus and blogs are my fucking sun, ignore step 2 in favor of possibly bringing my amell to her own blog don’t even judge me

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is tumblr on desktop broken rn

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honestly i should just round up all the muses i have single blogs for and shamefully put them back on my multimuse……. so much shame….. tale as old as time…. oh yes of course i can juggle a million blogs….. it’ll be easy i said….. it’ll be worth it i said……..

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kinda thinking maybe a fresh start with hawke might do me some good…….

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❥      NON - SEXUAL   ACTS   OF   DOMINANCE . 

feel free to edit or elaborate as you please .   ( add  ‘ reverse ‘  to your message if you’d like to see how my muse would perform the action ) . otherwise , send in one of these for my muse’s reaction to   …

[ lit ]  your muse lighting a cigarette , spliff , etc. for mine . 

[ order ]  your muse ordering for mine at a restaurant or bar .

[ guide ]  your muse putting a hand on mine’s back to lead them .

[ pay ]  your muse paying for mine at a store , bar , restaurant , etc . ( you can specify where or for what . )

[ open ]  your muse opening a door for mine .

[ dry ]  your muse drying mine off with a towel after a shower , bath , swimming , etc . 

[ instruct ]  your muse giving mine instructions / telling them what to do . 

[ groom ]  your muse adjusting mine’s appearance , such as straightening a tie , fixing their hair , or buttoning their shirt for them , etc . 

[ direct ]  your muse taking mine by the chin and telling them to look yours in the eye .

[ disagree ]  your muse sternly telling mine  ‘ no ‘ .

[ rest ]  your muse resting their arm over mine’s shoulder / s .

[ clean ]  your muse cleaning a smudge of something off mine’s cheek , forehead , etc .   feel free to specify what and how . 

[ answer ]  your muse answering a question meant for mine . 

[ coat ]   your muse holds mine’s coat out for them while they put it on .

[ pilot ]  your muse taking mine by the arm , hand , shoulder , etc . to lead them . 

[ stare ]  your muse staring mine down . 

[ placement ]  your muse telling mine to sit down .

[ teach ]  your muse taking control of mine’s hand , arm , hips , etc . to make sure they do something correctly .  

[ patience ]  your muse telling mine to be patient .

[ tears ]  your muse wiping away mine’s tears .

[ swat ]  your muse swatting mine’s hand away from something they’re not supposed to touch .  

[ jewelry  ]  your muse clasping a piece of jewelry for mine , such as a necklace , or earrings . 

[ enough ]  your muse commanding mine to stop talking . 

[ retrieve ]  your muse requesting or ordering mine to retrieve them something .

[ invite ]  your muse inviting mine to sit on their lap .

[ lean ]  your muse inviting mine to lean into their side while they’re sitting or laying together . 

[ calm ]   your muse telling mine to  ‘ just breathe ‘ .

[ scold ]  your muse scolding mine for something .

[ comfort ]  your muse pulling mine into a reassuring hug .

[ approval ]  your muse complimenting mine on a choice they’ve made .

[ beckon ]  your muse beckoning mine to them without speaking . 

[ laces ]  your muse lacing , tying , or zipping something for mine , such as shoes , a dress , or a jacket , etc .

[ stay ]  your muse telling mine to stay in the car . 

[ defend ]  your muse defending mine’s reputation , dignity , or safety for them . 

[ feed ]  your muse feeding mine something , feel free to specify what .

[ volume ]  your muse demanding mine speak louder .

[ read ]  your muse reading something to mine .

[ refill ]  your muse refilling mine’s glass for them . 

[ possessive ]  your muse resting their hand on mine’s leg or the small of their back while they’re sitting beside each other . 

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TELA NADAS --

an independent & private multimuse ft. characters from dragon age, asoiaf, and more. penned by august (25+, they/them). minors dni. triggering themes may occur. not spoiler free. graphic ft. sansa stark from asoiaf. carrd. 

NOTHING IS INEVITABLE.

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also truly sorry if i’m just distant or quiet or something i promise it’s not you it truly is me and my terrible brain. the winter is rough for us all and no matter how much self care or medications i try, i end up always curling up into a self isolating ball just playing video games and barely speaking to anyone unless i Have To until the world begins to thaw

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my want to write and be online vs my severe depression: FIGHT!

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my friends got me into ff14 and………. oh no i’m hooked

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my job has a rule abt like needing to call out 2 hours in advance but i left my house, slipped on ice, and it hurt sooooo bad i straight up walked right back into my house