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[kitsunerokko]

Hey, could a bigender transfem get a little help, need money for food if any of yall are willing. It's not like, desperate yet but I know it's gonna be pretty damn tight, if yall could help it'd be greatly appreciated.

blue pay option

[kitsunerokko]

once again, been a hot minute since i last used tumblr (mostly because i noticed in general social media kind of leads me down my own worst mental tendencies... in fact the reason i'm here today was because i was noticing the cycle starting again with a different place i was posting stuff. who would've thought that people would once again only care about the art & not when i need reassurance about an insecurity!? me, dumbass, thinking "this time it'll be different!")

anyway uhh, for the 2, 3, people who missed me, i am sorry to report this probably isn't indicative of me being active here again, more just, an explanation for my briefly using the site since i'm sure it's surprised somebody who follows why i was suddenly reblogging stuff for a spell.

got a new alter in the past month, no she does not have artwork done of her. yes we are self-conscious about the fact that not having art of her yet means less likely people will know she exists.

my birthday's coming up and yet all the fear with the US election (I unfortunately live here... in the United States, as a trans woman, a very dysfunctional one) is sucking any joy out of it. And Halloween too.

i suppose it's like it's always been really, my tumblr is a record of when i'm having a bad mental health time and need to put it into words lest i explode but also don't don't to tell anyone in specific, just the void.

[kitsunerokko]

the only good parts of twitter have been ripped away so now theres nothing but ragebait and circlejerking, tumblr has gotten markably edgier and more like the worst parts of twitter over the last ~6 years, reddit is as it's ever been, public discords are impermanent and infested with terminal levels of insincerity, bluesky is the darth vader funko pop of websites, forums are fading away, mastodon instances combine the triteness of short-form social media with the tiny userbase of a forum, and DIY website communities are painfully infested with libertarians. what is there. what's just cool

[kitsunerokko]

menstruation horror but it's about how people with "trans women are women" in bio get in the comments when a trans woman dares to describe her experience as a period.

[kitsunerokko]

discord server youre trying to be more active in would benefit from a wiki describing the most active members and major server events and injokes and such. unforchies this is insanely autistic thinking

[kitsunerokko]

Hey did you know it costs zero dollars to not be terrible to trans women? Wild right? It costs literally nothing to give us some basic respect and not shove us under a microscope and track our every action and overly moralize about it.

[kitsunerokko]

woke up from an overdose-induced hell sleep to find out cohost is shutting down so uh... back here, for my social media presence... what little of it there was

[kitsunerokko]

Being permanently mentally ill doesn't mean you'll be permanently unhappy

[kitsunerokko]

[kitsunerokko]

i accidentally re-opened some old wounds today. i wonder if i'm really healing, by being less reliant on my DID system than before, or if i've pushed them away, in the name of just chasing a haze of vague pleasure

every year since i got out of "the situation", it feels like it's still the same distance, and yet, how little braintime my other alters get compared to when the escape was still fresh...

but i don't think i'm actually cut out to run the show on my own, despite my best efforts. I'm just, distant... from everything, and everyone... all the time. I feel like I'm trying to belong, to a group, with others, through a window. No, through many windows, and I can't tell which pane of glass is the one I can walk through, if any.

[kitsunerokko]

donate an esim for a coloured sketch!

hey guys!! im one of the artists for this round

click here for the full thread of the tutorials and how to request for a coloured sketch. help us spread the word! 🇵🇸🍉

[kitsunerokko]

Hey so photographicmat 6locked me today, if my 6log vanishes any time soon you know why, make some noise if you don't see me after this post, okay?

[kitsunerokko]

i doubt i'm in much danger, given my sheer obscurity (also like, my camera aversion meaning i don't really have transition pics to share) but gosh yeah

recent events... cohost... can't post there yet but it is there, for like, hopefully can keep in touch with mutuals from here

[kitsunerokko]

Holy fuck

Okay, whatever the fuck you think of this situation. Matt is personally harassing predstrogen across other websites. This is a 40 year old CEO hounding a fucking diabled trans woman after personally discussing the choice to ban her for life from the website he bought. This behavior is fucking disgusting and cannot be allowed to stand.

Do not forget his actions here, do not let him forget them either.

[kitsunerokko]

🇵🇸: The ICJ Hearings on the Legal Consequences of Israel in Occupied Palestine is live now!

Watch on Al Jazeera Live or

on the International Court of Justice's live stream

Today we will be hearing from:

South Africa

Algeria

Saudi Arabia

Netherlands

Bangladesh

Belgium

Belize

Bolivia

Brazil

Canada

& Chile

[kitsunerokko]

"who radicalized you" ever since i was a child i wanted other people to be treated nicely and fairly because i didnt understand why theyd deserve otherwise and it fills me with disgust seeing how people treat their fellow human beings sometimes

[kitsunerokko]

They'll threaten to call the FBI on a trans woman for saying she hopes the CEO of this site dies in a looney tunes car hammer explosion but they won't even terminate the blog of the person who was proven to be a pro-contact pedophile running a forum website for other pro-contact pedophiles to congregate with children who self identified as "adult attracted minors." Which they were advertising on this website. Okay.