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“How bad were our sins? We were born in this world of death. Do you hate and wish to destroy this world with your own hands?” Let's assume that every time I roll the dice, there is a possibility of achieving this particular outcome. Then, I would be quite happy to make that wager. To seize fate by the throat, we have no choice but to stake everything.

♤ A MOMENT AMONG THE STARS — INHERENTLY UNJUST DESTINY ♤

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Lackadaisy - Ingenue

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sponsored by gepard c3r1 on my account

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[SPOILER HSR MAIN QUEST] early april fool because today is sunday

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Pride month gopher wood and sunday

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BLOOD!!!

The people were unforgiving.

For that one anon who asked a month ago what color was Taiyō's blood, here it is 🫶

It's yellow :)

Oh and no the missing king ISN'T Taiyō's Dad!! Stop saying that! They're not related! >:(

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@clownpallete EEE I drew a picture of your boy!!!

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𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒐𝒇 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈.

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Ah now that the challenge is over I'm going back to drawing again ;ᴗ ;

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I'm going to say it

Tiktok often makes me feel really fake as a system

So as a general reminder:

It's okay to not have noticeable switches

It's okay to not have an overt presentation of the disorder

It's okay for alters to be similar to you and to each other

Its okay to not have accents, or huge differences in styles, interests, likes, etc

It's okay to not switch for long periods of time

It's okay to never fully switch

It's okay if they're not constantly talking in the background

It's okay to not be able to feel/hear everyone all the time

It's okay to have a big OR small system, and for it to work however it's working

It's okay if your disorder IS disordering and you don't always like it, or them

It's a GREAT if your disorder isn't causing any distress or dysfunction right now

It's okay to be angry and frustrated with each other, just as much as it's okay to be happy and close-knit

It's okay that if, as you're getting older, things start to quiet down and settle, and things are less active and overt symptoms happen less

It's okay to not want those things

And it's just as okay to experience all of those things

None of these things, whether you experience them or not, are signs of someone else faking

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I can never be them 😩

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Yk that dissociative feeling when you look in the mirror and your reflection hits you like ?̷̭͚͈̪̋͋̕͝*̸͚̋̔͋8̷͔͓̬̰̞̍́̍̀̚k̷͕͙̺̙̜̐̎0̴̸̸̭̜͙͍̪̝̫̤̱͕̻͈͊̽̂̓̇̏̑͋̕͝=̷͔̬̭̫͆̾3̴̤̳̭̀͂̐f̷̺̗͓̼͋̏͘͝

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my personality is that i have multiple and you need to guess which one i am whenever we interact

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this post is for the people with memory issues

people who's memories are getting worse every day, who's memories are stable but poor, people who can't remember what they did today or yesterday or this week, people who's childhoods are a faded blur. people who have slow greying-out amnesia that seems to just fade in and out of existence, and people who have complete blackouts, and people who have both. people who mourn the happy memories they know they've lost, who fear the bad memories they've lost that still affect them.

people who have "emotional amnesia" that makes it feel like none of their memories are their own, because there's few or no feelings attached. people who can ONLY remember the feelings from certain or even most memories, not actual events. people who's memory issues scare them or make them angry or make them miserable. people who's memory issues get them called childish or difficult or rude. who can't remember the names or faces of those they love. who are constantly forgetting the things that "you'd remember if you really cared". who misplace everything. who remember so little of their lives that they barely know who they are. people who's memory issues come from trauma/dissociation, ADHD, traumatic brain injury, brain fog/chronic fatigue, drug use, alcoholism. people who have no idea what causes their memory issues. people who's memory issues come from something else entirely.

i love you, you're strong, and you deserve support and care for what you're going through. memory issues can be frustrating and upsetting and disabling, and your suffering deserves to be recognized. whether you're soaring through recovery or are only ever going to get worse, you deserve good things in life and to live the fullest you can, regardless of how much you remember.

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PET PET THE GRAPE BOI