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From @veggiedayz: “Blackberry has a song he wants to sing for you.” #cutepetclub [source: http://ift.tt/28SdMmN ]

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Went for a day trip with the other half today, to the place my Uncle had properties before he died. This was the first time I'd been there since just after he passed, and I feel so much better for having gone up there today

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You wanted me to show more interests To always keep a big bright smile Be that pinky little perfect princess But I'm not that type of child 🖤🎶💚🎶🖤 https://www.instagram.com/p/CJFkN4og_WmQCwjTeO45GGrU6VLSi6yVKtfvYM0/?igshid=3fn6xve21z11

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🎶 Lost trust, 21 grams of soul

All the sanity I ever owned, gone

But I'm still breathing 🎶

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🎶Lost trust, 21 grams of soul

All the sanity I've ever owned, gone

But I'm still breathing

Through the thunder, and the fire, and the madness

Just to let you shoot me down again

But I'm still breathing 🎶

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Decided to try and make myself presentable and went on a date last night, haven't done the whole dating thing in over a decade #singlelife, but I think it went well 🤷🏼‍♀️

Guess only time will tell

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The truth is hiding in your eyes And it's hanging on your tongue Just boiling in my blood But you think that I can't see What kind of man that you are If you're a man at all Well, I will figure this one out On my own #Paramore #Decode #NotThisTime https://www.instagram.com/p/CGpfBuPAd8Cs7HHFiblUVZudQxR1QPbg-XGKsI0/?igshid=12x16k0fwqodp

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Having one of those nights where you're exhausted but failing at the whole concept of sleep 🙄 thinking it's time for a movie #tiredbutcantsleep #oneofthosedays #redhair #glasses #tattoos #septumpiercing https://www.instagram.com/p/CFHlrkCArpEg-7RVQRT82BkQ2yNvkDBLyakS_80/?igshid=1wvol384r2aqj

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Having one of those days where I struggle to motivate myself, even though I'm at TAFE #nomotivation #failingatstudying #cantfocus (at TAFE NSW - Newcastle) https://www.instagram.com/p/CBeXxP7DxmvOax0Iuu2z3MjtHtgxQ4E5lDKzv40/?igshid=11oolz5g0ftq3

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🎶 Nah, I won’t waste my life being typical I'ma be original Even when it’s difficult And I won’t change myself when they tell me, “No” I'ma be original 🎶 #OriginalBySia #RedHair #Glasses #Tattoos #SeptumPiercing (at Wallsend, New South Wales)

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Time for a movie and drink after spending the day hitting the books #PathologyCollection #PathologyAssistance #StudentLife #StudyStudyStudy (at Wallsend, New South Wales) https://www.instagram.com/p/B_kN4x3Ae4rjPeVhCuYx9Phb6RCO0erYsjPAUQ0/?igshid=zxa59x5tns1e

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It's amazing the difference a different hair colour, a few new tattoos, and removing some piercings can make

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Hair done, relaxing at home watching Galaxy Quest before bed then back to work tomorrow from 11-5 #WorkLife #NewHair #DragonTattoos #SeptumPiercing #GreenEyes #Glasses #GalaxyQuest #AlanRickman #DareToDream (at Newcastle, New South Wales) https://www.instagram.com/p/B-KDvxSAfhoOTnnyemDzhPnFBTEmdnNcK0NPII0/?igshid=yhu9vx46jnf9

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Just having one of those days where I don't want to do much of anything but I've got so much Tafe work to do before class on tuesday #doublecert3 #pathologystudent #messyhairdontcare #glasses #tattoos #septumpiercing (at Wallsend, New South Wales) https://www.instagram.com/p/B9c87AnAQFJbcwm51k6EG06rQBo6msueapIv_U0/?igshid=1wu89xticyicg

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Such an amazing concert and, to date, the best rendition of You're the Voice

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I've always loved this song, but combined with images of the devastation the fires have caused to my home country it has left goosebumps all across my body, and sent shivers down my back.

I truly hope we get some sort of reprieve from the weather soon, our Firefighters desperately need a break, there's been too much loss already 😔

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It's amazing how much this song resonates within everything that has happened in my life for the past decade. The loss of so many of my loved ones, whether our lives went in different directions or they have passed away, or the addictions I have struggled with and overcome.

The depression I push past every single day of my life to keep moving forward, or the anxiety I feel about leaving my house and being outside around people who could be judging me for how I look.

I know I am not alone with my struggles, almost every person on this damn planet struggles, but no two people have the same struggles. This song is what has helped me to move forward and take control of my life instead of letting my demons control me.

💜🖤💜🖤💜