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wilderness ( girlfriend ) shauna hcs ˎˊ˗

warnings : ( ♯6 ) fem reader . toxic ! shauna . season 3 shauna . physical touch . mentions of jackieshauna . canon divergence .

wilderness shauna who » hates how hopeful you are

she doesn’t really mean to be such a debby downer , but it’s hard to keep spirits up out there . besides , it’s easier for her to get what she wants from you when you’re upset . when you bring up in conversation how you’re gonna get your life together once you get rescued , she gives a scoff and rolls her eyes . you ask her “what ?” and she mumbles a “nothing . i just can’t believe you still think we’re getting rescued . c’mon , it’s been months .”

and you can’t deny that . things were getting worse , and not just between the two of you . she’s gotten more controlling , even , despite being free from everything else . she barged into your shared hut after dark one night , arms crossed and eyebrows furrowed . you could already tell by her expression and heaving breaths it wasn’t gonna be good news . “what did you say to hannah ?” is what she spits out . of course , you can’t remember . so , you give a little shrug and a shake of your head . “i dunno , uh . .” all she could do is stare at you , awaiting your answer . “i’ll help you jog your memory . about going home ? getting rescue ? how hunting’s been going good ? why would you tell her ?” you’re confused . were you not supposed to tell hannah about your hopes of getting rescue ? did shauna think hannah would try to sabotage getting help ? when you don’t tell her why you were speaking to her , she huffs . “it’s whatever , just don’t talk to her again , alright ?” and who are you to deny your leader ?

wilderness shauna who » needs her hands on you

to her , you’re simply something to toy with , something to keep her busy . she’s needed that for a while . the only person who she could play around with was jackie , and . . everyone knows how that went .

in group settings , she very rarely used to look at you , but now , it’s like a switch was flipped in her brain . her mindset is easy to understand , really . “i probably won’t live for much longer , fuck it .”

her idea of touching you is usually tugging you by the sleeve of your shirt , or by the belt loop on your shorts . she doesn’t care to be gentle with anyone , when no one’s gentle with her . she’ll accept a hug from you , but only if it’s from behind . it’s easier to imagine you as jackie that way .

she’ll only kiss you if she’s the one to initiate it . she needs to feel in charge among all the chaos . it’s grounding for her . she’d see you sitting around , probably chatting with someone , when she comes over and grabs your hand , rushing out of the camp . “wha- where are we going ?” you ask her , stumbling behind the brunette , barely catching your breath . “you’ll see .”

when you finally arrive at your destination , she’s already pushing you against a tree , or to the ground . she hates to say it , but she’s desperate . her hands are glued to your waist and neck the entire time , giving neither of you enough room to breathe . her hands are hot , aggressive and her kiss is bruising . it hurts , but you can’t complain when your body is buzzing all over .

wilderness shauna who » has such a sarcastic personality

before the drawing of the cards , you’re panicking . can you be blamed ? your entire life is on the line , but that’s not exactly unusual , considering the circumstances . you’re sat on an old animal hide , practicing your breathing exercises that your guidance counsellor taught you when you were an anxious freshman. then , shauna steps in , so quietly it startles you when you look up to see that it’s her . “what’s up with you ?” she asks , glaring down at you with a smug look on her face . “shauna , what if it’s me ? what if i get the card ?” and shauna , being great at dissolving situations , replies “well , what if it’s me ? huh ? big deal .” and when that doesn’t wipe the disgustingly nervous expression off your face , she sighs . “look , if it’s you . . i promise i’ll kill you quickly and get it over with , ‘kay ?” she chuckles , raising an eyebrow , then walks out , leaving you no less anxious than you were before .

wilderness shauna who » is a chronic clothes stealer

to her , not one item of yours is yours anymore . she has claimed all of your stuff long before you even realised . so , when she finds you in a shirt that you own , or wearing a headband with your name written on the tag , she won’t stay quiet about it . “that’s my shirt .” she states . you look down , and sure enough , it’s your shirt . one that you bought in ‘95 for a trip to miami . “what are you talking about ? this is mine .” and she shakes her head , a slight frown on her lips . “no , uh , it’s mine . you don’t remember ? i wore it on the flight .” and you know she definitely did not . she wore that flannel . “just- look , i wanna wear it .” she finally says , holding her hand out . you’re surprised . “even trade . i’ll give you my shirt if you give me that one .” she says , gesturing vaguely towards you . “fine .”

once you’ve given her your shirt , and you hers , she’s basically decided that you share everything . she owns everything you own . and you . there’s no way of escaping her now .

wilderness shauna who » is the biggest bitch on planet earth and you still want her .

LISTENING TO : mx by deftones . rivet gun by mother soki .

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“active in the last hour” CEE. GET YOUR ASS TO SLEEP.

omg I’ve been caught hehe

IM SORRY MY SLEEP SCHEDULE IS SO FUCKED :((((

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Hewhwejeheh… vi x hyperfem. Reaaddderrrr heeheeeheh

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sleepy bear butch dozing off the moment they touch the mattress x alerted bunny femme smiling to herself as they watch how warm and sleepy her butch gets and how easily they can sleep, pushing their face onto her chest gentle as she can, their slumbering breaths a lullaby to which she can surrender slowly and sweetly

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"you're so sweet!" thanks I'm obsessive and have abandonment issues

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should i cut everyone off and disappear from the internet forever

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I’m sorry to be the one to say this guys but … body hair DOES make you stink.

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Me :>

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stabbing is a sexual act

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I’m too hot for this shit

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are u masc or femme?

take one good look at my page anonie:3…

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I feel like a little kid in an 18 year old girls body

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Bye why are people on this app so nasty ?? AND SAYING MEAN SHIT BEHIND ANON IS CRAZY WORK 😭

I swear we can’t catch any breaks !

word for word… SAY IT TO MY FACE U PUSSSYYYY