kittyplushy

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hi. just a reminder

you’re not invisible. not just a pair of hands.

you’re a whole person.

maybe they don't or won't see you but that doesn’t mean you aren't there.

love, someone who knows what it’s like to disappear

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Thank you Jon Wurster for posting this gem on your Instagram page

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if you're not aware, internet archive has over 400 live recordings of The Mountain Goats in concert going back to like 2005. these are all free to listen to and download. I could probably spend the rest of my life just listening to The Mountain Goats live in concert. if it weren't for the horrors

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I sang all night, the moon shon on me through the trees.

No brothers left, there'll be no more after me.

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"i never see you at the club" well i never see you at the internet archive mountain goats live show collection

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delusions are not a morally negative thing. in fact, they have nothing to do with morality at all. the next person to wrongly describe another individual as "delusional" or themselves as "delulu" is going to get attacked by me personally

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(voice of a girl who's already weird about it) can i be weird about this

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Well what the fuck do you want us to do???? "Oh Julianne you're so nice!!" "Oh Julianne that last drawing was really good!!" Do you want me to throw you a party? Should we send you money? Should we call you amazing for doing the bare minimum? Btw you're missing 3 days on @woodbrook-wanderer

Sigh. Yeah. I guess.

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I really hope Tumblr doesn't eat this ask because I want you to know that following you was one of the best things I've done, your passion for Sam/BtTWNS is so wonderful, recently I've started reading it because all of your posts have gotten me so interested in the series. I think you're a wonderful person, and I don't think my feed would be the same missing your posts, but I understand completely if you need to leave. You don't deserve to be treated this way, because you're genuinely a wonderful person. I wish you only the best, and I hope you can take care of yourself, all my love 🫂

I wish there was a way for me to kill myself then watch the people i left grieve until i feel like they did care and come back. I wish there was a way to do that. For catharsis. I genuinely hope that the great artists i see saw my posts about bttwns and got interested. I wish more people thanked me that way. I wish that people cared for me loudly. I wish. I wish i could just die

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Hey sorry for the random message but I wanted to check if you are ok? We don't really know each other so Im sorry if this is weird at all, but I had seen those posts that person had sent you and I wanted to make sure you were alright. That was really shitty.

Im trying to calm down now. I want to kill myself but i guess its just. The stress from yesterday bleeding into today. I just feel tired. I also kinda destroyed myself emotionally by reading an """x reader""" fic for Sam that just recounts the same point she doesn't really care for anyone but herself. I think I'm just tired of being ignored when i say im scared and i need someone to watch a scary Thing with me so i can get an essay out. I'm so sorry. I just need to die soon.

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Happy Juneteenth!! send sum extra love to ur favorite African-American selfshippers today 🙂‍↕️

❤️🖤💛💚

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announcing you're going to kill yourself is weird.

how else will i know people will care.