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All is enough for me to realize that you are gone. It's time to let it all go.

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Tumblr has been my sanctuary.

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i recognized long before the fact that i am not enough and no matter how hard i try i will never be enough. of course i’m not fine with it but it is just how it is and as time goes by, i get used to the settlement. i find peace at it. it is just a matter of acceptance i guess and i already give up trying so hard to be enough. but i didn’t know my own reality will hurt me this much knowing i’m not enough for someone that i am so in love with. i should have tried harder. you deserve so much better, baby. you deserve so much happiness and i am not capable of giving you even half of it. i want to deserve you. i want to be enough. i want to make you proud of me. i want to give you so much. i should have tried. i should have not gave up. i should have tried until i get to say to myself that i am enough. until i get to say to myself that i deserve you. but thank you because even if i am not enough, even if i am as hell as scarred, you stayed with me and you still choose to stay with me everyday. even if how fucked up i am, how messed up my life is, and how unreasonable sometimes my decisions are, you still love me and you are still there after everything you went through because of me. i am not good enough and never will be but i am doing my very best for you and for that, i think that is more than enough because you love all of it. thank you for making me feel that even just that, i am enough.

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you know what i want right now, baby? i want your physical presence. i wanna see you moving. i want your raw voice. i wanna hear you say my name. i wanna hear you utter my love. i wanna sniff you. i wanna smell like you. i wanna see you smile. damn it, i love your smile so much it could light up the whole town. i wanna feel your skin. i wanna be burned by your flame. i wanna hug you so much to the point of squeezing you. i wanna hear your heart beating. i don’t care whether it is so quiet like it is almost a whisper or so loud to the point of making me oblivious with my own, i wanna hear it. i wanna hear you breathe. i want your arms wrap around me. i wanna feel your heat. i wanna feel you skin to skin or garments to garments. i want my head buried on your chest or yours on mine. i wanna feel your lips on my head. i wanna lay next to you. i wanna place my legs over you. i wanna leg hug you. i wanna caress your hair and rub your back til you fall asleep. i wanna stare at you sleeping like a baby every night. i wanna run my fingers on your skin. i wanna kiss your neck. i wanna own your mouth and bite your lips. i wanna hold your hand so tight not wanting to let it go. i wanna eat with you. i want your face to be the last thing i’ll see before i close my eyes. i wanna wake up next to you and kiss you good morning. i wanna do these things so much with you baby. i want you so bad but distance sucks.

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Write until it stops hurting.

I live by this, 4am (via 4am-reflections)

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Never complain if you love him/her more than they do. Love never seeks for answers and asks questions.

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Mag-iisang taon na pero di parin ako sanay ng wala ka.

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ANON TEXT GAME

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Be strong for Us. . . Please?

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Minsan talaga, di ko maiwasang mag-self pity.

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You are weak! you chose to let go even you had the chance to stay.

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I could not ask for more babe. You came, everything happened and all at once, YOU CHANGED. </3

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Kung tatanungin ako kung siya na...

Oo, nararamdaman ko't tiwala ako sakanya, sa relasyon namin at lalong-lalo na kay God.

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1. Internships are the building blocks of your résumé. Apply to them. Meet people. 2. Choose a degree that is relevant to the real world. Minor in History if you love it so much. 3. Everyone knows how to use Microsoft Office. Putting it under the “Skills” section of your résumé is not impressive. 4. See the world. This is the only time you have in your life to spend months in a foreign country. Take advantage of your lack of responsibility to travel. 5. 99.9% of employers will never look at your transcript. A 4.0 GPA will not land you a job. Good interpersonal skills might. 6. No employer cares whether you were on the executive board of your fraternity or sorority or other campus organization. Serve the organization because you love it, not simply to use it as space-filler on your résumé. 7. Proofread everything. Twice. Or else no one will believe that you’re “detial-oriented.” 8. You have four (or five) years to make something of yourself. Use that time wisely. 9. Go out with your friends on a Tuesday night despite having a test on Wednesday. The test won’t matter in ten years, but your friendships will. 10. Do not expect the college senior to fall in love with you after you sleep together. Actually, just don’t sleep together. This will not end well. 11. Really get to know your professors. Use office hours to your advantage. You never know what doors they can open for you. 12. Graduate school is rarely a good idea, especially if you’re only using it to delay the real world for a few years. The more money you make now, the less debt you’ll have later. 13. Realize that you will be in debt until you’re forty. Make peace with this early. 14. One bad grade won’t ruin your life. Get over yourself. 15. Beware of credit cards. No matter what they say, money isn’t free. 16. Don’t burn bridges. You never know when you might need help from someone. 17. Eat good food. Nothing will make you feel worse than six straight nights of Ramen. 18. Buy a plunger before you actually need said plunger. Just trust me on this one. 19. Press save. It will keep you from having that 4:00am mental breakdown. 20. All-nighters will not help you learn the material. Budget time throughout the day to study so that you can actually sleep before the final exam. 21. Use a condom. No one wants that “I’m late” text. 22. Work during the summers. Employers want someone with real-life experience. 23. Call your mom once a week. She wants to stay involved in your life, and a twenty-minute phone conversation won’t kill you. 24. You have four years to learn your alcohol limit. This will save you from puking at the office Christmas party. 25. The college cafeteria will make you fat. So will alcohol. Be careful about what you’re putting into your body. 26. Find a few hours each week to work out. Cardio is great stress relief. 27. So is sex. Booty calls are sometimes necessary. Don’t beat yourself up for it in the morning. 28. Learn to cook. Eating out is expensive and unhealthy. A few basics can last you a long time. 29. Take pictures. Not everything has to be posted to Instagram, but you will want to have these memories documented. 30. Volunteer. Not because you have to, but because you want to. The Humane Society always needs people to play with the animals. 31. Learn how to budget. Your parents won’t be around to give you money forever. 32. Buy shower shoes. Use them. Save yourself from foot fungus. 33. Beer is expensive. Buy vodka. 34. Interviews are nerve-wracking. Practice with a friend before you go. 35. Find good references. They can be the difference between being offered your dream job and being turned down. 36. It’s okay to turn down your first job offer to wait for a better one. Have faith in yourself. 37. If you’re treated like a slave at your internship, it’s okay to leave. Find a company that sees your worth. 38. Learn how to code HTML. This is an invaluable skill. 39. Also learn Photoshop. Every company in the world needs someone who can design a poster. 40. Take a couple classes just for fun. There’s a difference between smart and educated. 41. Know your priorities. Stick to them. 42. Start searching for a job a year before you graduate. It takes time to find something you want. 43. Apply for jobs you may not be completely qualified for. You may be the only applicant. 44. Don’t get too discouraged when you fail at something. Lay in bed for two days. Cry. Then get back up and start living again. 45. Everyone has something to teach you. Listen to them. 46. Make mistakes, but be sure to learn from them. 47. Textbooks are expensive and you will never need them again. Rent, don’t buy. 48. No one will ever care how wasted you were last night. They saw it first hand. Shut up. 49. No one is responsible for you except you. Think twice before you do something. 50. Don’t think that these have to be the best four years of your life. Life after graduation is pretty awesome too.

50 Things I Wish I Knew in College (x)

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Gusto ko ng ma-in love ulit. Pano na nga ba kiligin?

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'Spent' the night out.

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ang ganda na niya kahit mataba siya. pano pa kaya pag pumayat siya, edi taob ka?

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