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Dream 7.5

After the first dream, I fell back asleep and ended up dreaming again.

"9/25/24

I go to a festival with a man. theres a gang making trouble in he festival right next to some sports game. We leave for a bit, and I end up returning with a kid. I defend the 7 year old from the gang. Then later, as I'm waiting for the old man and kid, I look at the gang leader and say "you wanna wrestle". he says "hell yeah!" and I win. he storms off.

Later on I'm telling my parents about it all as I wash up (the bathroom was the one in my parents old Colorado house. They had removed the bathroom door when I was a teen because I had to earn privacy after getting bad grades..).

I'm shirtless as I talk to them, proud of myself. They pay no mind to my feminine chest. I tell them the story, how I won.

I just wanted them to be proud of me. And they looked disappointed."

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Dream 7. third supernatural dream

"9/25/24

Me, Sam and Dean were looking around a house. (The place reminds me of another past dream I had- I'll write it later. Its a outfitting building in the woods, an apartment?). People where going missing, and we were going to find them.

We seporated for a moment, and I'm caught. I'm now in the same room as the missing people, a man towering over me.

He motions for me to sit in a cardboard box in the ground, the people behind me scared and cowering. I sit in the box, by the food that was stored in the same box. The man says a few other things, but ends it with "You know, some people find dirt relaxing". He begins to shovel dirt on top of me, and I can feel the cold wet weight of it on my legs.

I watch as the people were scared, the room around me dark and molded, the man smiling as he continued. I try thinking of ways to save myself, how to dig myself out...

Will my brothers find me?

Then I woke up".

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Dream 7, road trip

"Weird ass dream last night.

Was with my family. On a road trip at first, then we stopped at popeyes. Everyone ordered, but I didn't order in time. I kept letting people go before me, and never got to order.

We went home, but this was in one of the old places we lived in. The apartment Ansbach Germany.

They were looking for something, and I felt a need to hide something. I dont know what, we were all adults, why did I need to hide things?

I skimmed over some leftover fried chicken for a bit, focused on food, then went outside.

My mother held me and my sister. then my sister drove around to practice for a race. It was a black cadillac with weird add ons. lifted and going faster. I asked my mother about the car, and she said she was handy.

Then I woke up.

Note: Waking up, I felt immediate stress over everything. That I needed to hide. I also find it weird that I had thoughts about how i wasn't good enough and of course my parents threw me away.

Also weird as i had an old silver cadillac, and my sister had a black one for some reason?."

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Dream 6, Vampires n Family

"8/4/24

A Vampire, of all things, came to meet my sister. Found that she aged and he didn't. And while no one watched, he also aged.

He met up with another vampire in the house, I think its another one of my sisters.

Then they had us all... do something? All I remember is Dad texting me and mom some info about the vampire, then saying he shouldn't have said anything.

I walk into a room to see the Vampire bashing my fathers head in. Repeatedly. into the shelves. I couldn't see my fathers face, but I heard the bang bang bang...

I wake up, its 3 am, and I cant get the banging out of my head. Im now worried I will hear them"

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Dream 5, second Winchester Dream

"8/2/2024.

Another Sam and Dean dream.

There was a man and his family. I've drempt of them before.

Anyway, a creature is after the family. their all rich, greedy people. There was a party at their place when the thing returns. They knowingly keep trying to escape it.

I remember the family mans female friend taking chairs outside when the creature grabs her. then we scare it off. The thing isnt taking family, just those close to the family.

Our psychic feels her in the walls of the home. The man and his wife begin to fight about all he cares about is things and not her. He claims she's the first woman he truly loves.

Well... the monster takes her.

We walk outside, Dean trying to figure out a way around the monster. Meanwhile, the mother is looking at arms to buy? or tattoos?

She claims that the monster only show's up when we're around. Which is wrong, we came before the monster was around).

Then everything goes quiet, thumping sounds out, telling us the monster is near.

then I wake up".

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Dream 4, Avatar?

(Please forgive me, post-wake Kloud CANT WRITE CMONNN).

"7/7/24.

Anng, the avatar, was following a monster with Sokka and Toph. Something about the winged beast taking sokkas earth bending. it took someones earth bending. The owl like beast wanting to prove they didnt need it.

Soon it turned into anng proving to the beast that he deserved to earth bend. They fall into an arena and a battle starts.

Anng is thrown around a bit. the owl giving commands before throwing anng against a wall. Sokka is there pretending to be a rock.

Sokka gives some advice to anng and the owl telepathically grabs anng again, throwing him through a rock.

Toph helps end the fight, showing ME how to make moves to keep soldiers away.

Somehow everyone is captured by Iroh, Including Zuko, all captured in a rock ring. Zuko said something, Iroh said "Wrong answer", and everyone was taken out.?

They end up in the arena again, Iroh explaining how the avatar wanted something. Anng corrected and said he didnt. Iroh went "Oh! then what are we doing here? its past my bed time!". Then "you can all stay for the night unless you decide otherwise" and left. "

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Dream 4, the first Winchester dream

So far, as of 9/25/2024, I've had three of these dreams. I had started getting into supernatural a few months ago and so, it clearly reflected.

This dream, the girl with curly hair was back. Found out her name was Katherine.

"6/23/2024.

I was working with Sam and Dean, we were in a weird office-college thing, where people learned to work in business.

I sat in the class with students, when I heard a voice whisper "Katherine". I continue typing on my computer until I see the girl stand up too follow the voice out. I follow her, grabbing her before she leaves down the hall.

"You heard the voice, right?" I ask, and she looks at me weird, trying to pull her arm away. "Dont trust it. its not who you think, its dangerous" I warn her. She said something before the headed back to the classroom.

"I've seen a lot of messed up things happen to people. Please trust me" I say before she leaves into the classroom.

I look at dean, who was sitting in the lobby. We nod in agreement (and I start to realize I may be Sam in this situation). I head back into the classroom to 'work' for a bit and watch people.

There was a while scene where I'm looking for a wire for my computer, and how im only doing this job to pay the bills and afford top surgery. IDK.

The classroom was crowded, and so I decide to join Dean in the hallway. A jerk comes out of the classroom behind me, said something too Dean about 'stealing his purse', stole a purse that didn't belong to Dean, then left. (I recall moving my coffee away at the table I sat at during this).

a few seconds later, Katherine comes around the corner and tosses the purse on the table. looking me and Dean over.

(PS- after I spoke to katherine the first time, another boy walked past with white hair. He pointed at dean, said "I've worked with you guys before! That thing with Katherine, Am I safe?". I looked at him and said he is. He nodded and ran out of the building)."

(After dream note: "the weird thing is, i had a dream awhile ago of a liminal space, a bathroom with walls that went high. I dont remember much, it was years ago, but I know the voice was calling Katherine there. She's in danger".)

My dream ended before I could save her.

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Dream 3, the bait shop

"6/17/2024.

The dream ended in a forest. I was looking for something.

Before then, I was in a bait shop. Looking for people like me. The scene reminds me of gravity falls in a sense, the place was run down.

It was quiet, I was waiting for something.

I was making a song, about how even though I starting hurting myself at 13, I will be ok. "

I did have a second dream after I woke up but... I don't actually want to post it. nightmare fuel over pregnancy. no go.

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Dream 2

OK! Dream 2 suckas, I'm pumping these out cuz I'm bored today n don't wanna go change my cars oil.

All the pages of my journal are falling out.

"6/12/2024

Drempt last night that I was at a Jack the Whipper show (the funny dude at the ren faires). He had flags above the audience and was making a harry potter joke, slowly letting the flags down one by one. During this, a youtube teacher was leading guests on how to do it. She looked like my old starbucks boss, honestly.

She took his place, without him knowing, and stole the hosting of the show.

We then all thought a band was next. (a flash of an edgy guitar playing showed up in my mind), but it didnt happen. I made the joke that we can still do it. Then I woke up"

This was the dream after I tried "reality shifting" the night prior. Cuz why not.

The dream a few days after this was freaky, so keep an eye out for that post soon.

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Past dream recall

Hey yall!

I started the last post at the begining of my falling apart journal, a cringy dream that led to my gay heart.

Anyway, this post will be about past dreams I remember.

1 dream was repeated, when I was younger I was really into Slenderman. In some weird sense he was a father figure? IDK, I was really into the proxies and the idea of some messed up family in the woods that made a living killing bad people. I was one of THOSE people, I know. But things started to take a turn in Senior year of high school. I really started questioning Religion and I was, at the time, writing daily logs to "Mr.X", mostly as a way to express myself.

I always had the weird feeling of the christian God being some dark spirit that demanded attention. Feeding off the church, and very prevalent in my home. I felt the anger when I started separating myself. My mental state would get better and all, but its like there was something grabbing at me. There was something wrong in that house.

Now, I had a dream back then with good ol slendy.

The first one I was running. The forest around us, I was running from something. This was the first dream where I felt hunted, I turned a corner and hid in a tree, where I see men hung in trees with their intestines within the branches. Slender picking them out, masky aiding him.

Then they looked at me.

Then a second dream, there was a rustic old building, a castle of sorts. I was again being hunted, hiding, running. The breath in my chest stung as I simply was not fast enough.

It was a church. Next thing I knew I see him on the alter, waiting for me. I couldn't go back or run or hide anymore. There stood a being I once saw as family, as a father. My brothers, the proxies, standing by him. He demanded attention, and for me to come closer. This was the first dream where I saw Slenderman, at this point a foreign demon, on the same wavelength of God, of Jesus.

I would keep having this dream, over and over, each time I would get caught and torn open, caught and made to obey.

Slenderman was supposed to be some funny little internet boogyman. A fangirls dream, something to cringe at. But during these dreams...

This leads me to another one. I was in college at the time and working at a summer camp. Odd dream, I was in a camp (but not mine), a large building in the middle. I was getting along with people and a girl with curly brown hair. We looked out into the forest. And they all didnt have faces.

I dont mean it in a way of "I woke up and forgot", no, they all just didnt have them. I couldnt know them in this sense, I couldnt tell what anyone felt or said. It was like I was separated from normal people.

The girl with the curly hair returns in later dreams too.

The next time I saw her was in a bathroom. A large bathroom with showers that reached the sky. Blue and wide, dangerous. I guess the term now is a "backroom". The bathroom just kept going on and on. I told her not to go in.

These are important dreams I recall anyway, ones that started my questioning of religion at all. I had others when I was way younger about running away to find characters in the mountains or finding a new family.

I have a lot of dreams where I'm chased. and overall I tend to have an "I'm being watched" or "Something will go wrong any minute" mentality I'm trying to break.

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Dream 1

What's up! Imma start this blog off with writing the silly dreams I have. I dream journal to help ease night terrors mainly. I also hope to get into dreamscapes n the like, but one step at a time eh?

I did this a lot growing up, but my parents always threw them out... Well, I'm living on my own and I've gotten back to it. So have fun friends! this IS cringe AF! but alas, I am determined.

(This dream is what started my neverending love of Muriel from the Arcana).

"9/24/23.

At somewhere. The summer camp I worked at I think, or a house? (Its the basement of someplace familier). And a small party was going on. honestly more of a sleepover.

Me, Sidon (BOTW), Illya and Muriel were all hanging out. I show them around, were just dudes being dudes. Eventually we all go to bed, sharing the same beds (platonically I think). There just wasn't enough room. And space dictates that I sleep at the end of the only bed with room on it, with a Muriel who clearly doesn't like me.

Well, I layed at the end of the bed as to not make things awkward. Muriel pulled me up into the furs and blankets, and him.

Some people came in to watch us all, as if we were in some zoo enclosure. we fall out of the bed somehow. Muriel ontop of me (sorta).

He put me back on the bed, then went off for awhile. "

Note after the dream: It was awkword AF, considering I wasnt to crazy for Muriel at the time. ALSO, something felt wrong about Sidon and Illya, something wasnt right.

I swear my other dreams aren't as... fangirly. I think. IDK I'm just going though my journal.

See ya next post!