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ALDRIC'S FIIIIIIIIT 😻 👀 ❤️

your honor I love them I love this

recognition of the self through the other (monsters)

yes they're awful. yes they're tender. yes they fuck so nasty it could kill another pope.

tiefer as always belongs to my much and most beloved @kmclaude

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there's a cool meme going around right now about 'what symbolic imagery do you associate with yourself' and now i'm wondering what you'd pick for your characters (or for yourself too, if you want to wing it that way). congrats on the almost release :3

Oh shit hmmm characters are easier since I don't think of symbolic imagery for me probably the rotting self esteem anyway hmmm I mean I only ever pay attention to like 3 characters sooooo

Jehan - lamb, lilies, gold, the smell chicory coffee, mahogany wood (if I were to design him a house he'd have one room like the den from the house I lived in during Katrina year that had wood wall paneling and deep green carpet -- feels very seventies but also very warm and tired and for me at least a feeling of relaxation in the middle of stress)

Annemarie - lace, light powdery blue, water, smoke, snakes (water moccasins), gators a bit thanks to Jem, cats a little bit (in my kemonomimi soul I give her kitty ears), stained fine China and rusted tarnished silverware, hairbrushes (thanks to draculard), chipped paint

Tiefer - red, blood, two fingers of whiskey, dim firelight, the smell after it rains, gators thanks to Jem, cats if only bc my ex and I trade this one haggard white cat meme back and forth and go 'tief'

This is basically shit i associate with them whoops

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debauchery™️

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I wish I were saw myself as cool and sexy enough for such but I appreciate it all the same lmao

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For the trademark ask game - very predictable answer: priests! When I see priest kink I think of you. When I see you I think of priest kink. When I see a normal priest just being a normal priest doing normal priest things there is also an extremely high chance I think of you.

*all I ever wanted from prince of Egypt playing in the background*

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New ask game:

Reblog if you want your followers to tell you what your trademark ™️ is. Like, what’s that thing that really identifies you.

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Join us for a week dedicated to the weirdest, grossest, perviest, scariest things the Kuroshitsuji fandom can create. The only limits are your own freak flags.

More information to be shared in July!

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🎵 I'm your martyr🎵 Will you be my victim 🎵

censored watercolor illustration, full is on my bluesky

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what if Agnes and Tiefer kissed once bc they're doing their annual get tipsy and commiserate over the dead man they love and Agnes gets a little ballsy and feels so bad but Tiefer kisses her back and is pretty chill about it which shocks her until he drops a "you're neither the first woman nor family member to kiss me" bomb all nonchalant and then she has an "oh..." moment because Nathan had told her Tiefer had a hard upbringing, Tiefer had issues with his sister that's why he was so prickly with her at first (its the misogyny...and well their secret relationship), and connects some dots and has an "oh shit oh god I'm so gross" minispiral while Tiefer is like "you can just ask next time hon"

(Meanwhile Tiefer has been fucking her son so he cannot judge)

(I don't think Tiefer would fuck her. Even out of like pity. Maybe a handy tho? To have something to hold over her since it would be cheating on her dead husband. Maybe not. I think he knows he has to play very chaste--at least with the collar on his throat, she expects it of the priesthood (and she should)--and very much a victim to be pitied or risk suspicion. But i wouldnt put it past him to pry with her--questions like "so how long have you wanted to do that?" that turn into "did you think about that often? Did you touch yourself?" Basically probing for a confession.)

I am never sure how cruel Tiefer should be. His relationship with Agnes is one of lies and loathing but also he genuinely does grow to like her and love her because she treats him with kindness despite how unkind he started out towards her. I think he also sees her as essentially an easy fucking mark: he can carry on with her husband and then later rape her kid and she's too nice and naive to realize. But also God she is so kind to him and a bit mothering to him and sweet on him and he likes that, he never had that. I think he sees her (affectionately) as a dog.

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what if Agnes and Tiefer kissed once bc they're doing their annual get tipsy and commiserate over the dead man they love and Agnes gets a little ballsy and feels so bad but Tiefer kisses her back and is pretty chill about it which shocks her until he drops a "you're neither the first woman nor family member to kiss me" bomb all nonchalant and then she has an "oh..." moment because Nathan had told her Tiefer had a hard upbringing, Tiefer had issues with his sister that's why he was so prickly with her at first (its the misogyny...and well their secret relationship), and connects some dots and has an "oh shit oh god I'm so gross" minispiral while Tiefer is like "you can just ask next time hon"

(Meanwhile Tiefer has been fucking her son so he cannot judge)

(I don't think Tiefer would fuck her. Even out of like pity. Maybe a handy tho? To have something to hold over her since it would be cheating on her dead husband. Maybe not. I think he knows he has to play very chaste--at least with the collar on his throat, she expects it of the priesthood (and she should)--and very much a victim to be pitied or risk suspicion. But i wouldnt put it past him to pry with her--questions like "so how long have you wanted to do that?" that turn into "did you think about that often? Did you touch yourself?" Basically probing for a confession.)

I am never sure how cruel Tiefer should be. His relationship with Agnes is one of lies and loathing but also he genuinely does grow to like her and love her because she treats him with kindness despite how unkind he started out towards her. I think he also sees her as essentially an easy fucking mark: he can carry on with her husband and then later rape her kid and she's too nice and naive to realize. But also God she is so kind to him and a bit mothering to him and sweet on him and he likes that, he never had that. I think he sees her (affectionately) as a dog.

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what if Agnes and Tiefer kissed once bc they're doing their annual get tipsy and commiserate over the dead man they love and Agnes gets a little ballsy and feels so bad but Tiefer kisses her back and is pretty chill about it which shocks her until he drops a "you're neither the first woman nor family member to kiss me" bomb all nonchalant and then she has an "oh..." moment because Nathan had told her Tiefer had a hard upbringing, Tiefer had issues with his sister that's why he was so prickly with her at first (its the misogyny...and well their secret relationship), and connects some dots and has an "oh shit oh god I'm so gross" minispiral while Tiefer is like "you can just ask next time hon"

(Meanwhile Tiefer has been fucking her son so he cannot judge)

(I don't think Tiefer would fuck her. Even out of like pity. Maybe a handy tho? To have something to hold over her since it would be cheating on her dead husband. Maybe not. I think he knows he has to play very chaste--at least with the collar on his throat, she expects it of the priesthood (and she should)--and very much a victim to be pitied or risk suspicion. But i wouldnt put it past him to pry with her--questions like "so how long have you wanted to do that?" that turn into "did you think about that often? Did you touch yourself?" Basically probing for a confession.)

I am never sure how cruel Tiefer should be. His relationship with Agnes is one of lies and loathing but also he genuinely does grow to like her and love her because she treats him with kindness despite how unkind he started out towards her. I think he also sees her as essentially an easy fucking mark: he can carry on with her husband and then later rape her kid and she's too nice and naive to realize. But also God she is so kind to him and a bit mothering to him and sweet on him and he likes that, he never had that. I think he sees her (affectionately) as a dog.

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Oh no

(May have figured out how to make it plausible he at least teased a confession out of her about her fantasies about him.)

(I actually could make a comic of her fantasy. And the feeling of reality never living up so may as well stay a fantasy. ...ohhhh nooooo.)

(I need to get even better at comics. Or have assistants. God to be a mangaka...)

I should know better than to ever say "haha wouldn't it be funny if" or "haha only joking" with my characters

That's how we went from Annemarie only ever just beat Tiefer to full on "she's in love with her brother she hates her brother for ruining her life she wants him as a doll she can fuck" sexual abuse and obsession. Because "haha wouldn't it be funny if she kissed him to make fun of him being gay" lead us here.

I should know that saying "Haha wouldn't it be funny if Agnes and Tiefer kissed" is knocking on doors begging for the devil to answer

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I should know better than to ever say "haha wouldn't it be funny if" or "haha only joking" with my characters

That's how we went from Annemarie only ever just beat Tiefer to full on "she's in love with her brother she hates her brother for ruining her life she wants him as a doll she can fuck" sexual abuse and obsession. Because "haha wouldn't it be funny if she kissed him to make fun of him being gay" lead us here.

I should know that saying "Haha wouldn't it be funny if Agnes and Tiefer kissed" is knocking on doors begging for the devil to answer

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🥹🥹🥹❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

You spoil me

(I'd draw him taking his dick out but unfortunately it is no longer pre-2018)

what if Agnes and Tiefer kissed once bc they're doing their annual get tipsy and commiserate over the dead man they love and Agnes gets a little ballsy and feels so bad but Tiefer kisses her back and is pretty chill about it which shocks her until he drops a "you're neither the first woman nor family member to kiss me" bomb all nonchalant and then she has an "oh..." moment because Nathan had told her Tiefer had a hard upbringing, Tiefer had issues with his sister that's why he was so prickly with her at first (its the misogyny...and well their secret relationship), and connects some dots and has an "oh shit oh god I'm so gross" minispiral while Tiefer is like "you can just ask next time hon"

(Meanwhile Tiefer has been fucking her son so he cannot judge)

(I don't think Tiefer would fuck her. Even out of like pity. Maybe a handy tho? To have something to hold over her since it would be cheating on her dead husband. Maybe not. I think he knows he has to play very chaste--at least with the collar on his throat, she expects it of the priesthood (and she should)--and very much a victim to be pitied or risk suspicion. But i wouldnt put it past him to pry with her--questions like "so how long have you wanted to do that?" that turn into "did you think about that often? Did you touch yourself?" Basically probing for a confession.)

I am never sure how cruel Tiefer should be. His relationship with Agnes is one of lies and loathing but also he genuinely does grow to like her and love her because she treats him with kindness despite how unkind he started out towards her. I think he also sees her as essentially an easy fucking mark: he can carry on with her husband and then later rape her kid and she's too nice and naive to realize. But also God she is so kind to him and a bit mothering to him and sweet on him and he likes that, he never had that. I think he sees her (affectionately) as a dog.

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I'd like to thank @d0nkarnage for this

what if Agnes and Tiefer kissed once bc they're doing their annual get tipsy and commiserate over the dead man they love and Agnes gets a little ballsy and feels so bad but Tiefer kisses her back and is pretty chill about it which shocks her until he drops a "you're neither the first woman nor family member to kiss me" bomb all nonchalant and then she has an "oh..." moment because Nathan had told her Tiefer had a hard upbringing, Tiefer had issues with his sister that's why he was so prickly with her at first (its the misogyny...and well their secret relationship), and connects some dots and has an "oh shit oh god I'm so gross" minispiral while Tiefer is like "you can just ask next time hon"

(Meanwhile Tiefer has been fucking her son so he cannot judge)

(I don't think Tiefer would fuck her. Even out of like pity. Maybe a handy tho? To have something to hold over her since it would be cheating on her dead husband. Maybe not. I think he knows he has to play very chaste--at least with the collar on his throat, she expects it of the priesthood (and she should)--and very much a victim to be pitied or risk suspicion. But i wouldnt put it past him to pry with her--questions like "so how long have you wanted to do that?" that turn into "did you think about that often? Did you touch yourself?" Basically probing for a confession.)

I am never sure how cruel Tiefer should be. His relationship with Agnes is one of lies and loathing but also he genuinely does grow to like her and love her because she treats him with kindness despite how unkind he started out towards her. I think he also sees her as essentially an easy fucking mark: he can carry on with her husband and then later rape her kid and she's too nice and naive to realize. But also God she is so kind to him and a bit mothering to him and sweet on him and he likes that, he never had that. I think he sees her (affectionately) as a dog.

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what if Agnes and Tiefer kissed once bc they're doing their annual get tipsy and commiserate over the dead man they love and Agnes gets a little ballsy and feels so bad but Tiefer kisses her back and is pretty chill about it which shocks her until he drops a "you're neither the first woman nor family member to kiss me" bomb all nonchalant and then she has an "oh..." moment because Nathan had told her Tiefer had a hard upbringing, Tiefer had issues with his sister that's why he was so prickly with her at first (its the misogyny...and well their secret relationship), and connects some dots and has an "oh shit oh god I'm so gross" minispiral while Tiefer is like "you can just ask next time hon"

(Meanwhile Tiefer has been fucking her son so he cannot judge)

(I don't think Tiefer would fuck her. Even out of like pity. Maybe a handy tho? To have something to hold over her since it would be cheating on her dead husband. Maybe not. I think he knows he has to play very chaste--at least with the collar on his throat, she expects it of the priesthood (and she should)--and very much a victim to be pitied or risk suspicion. But i wouldnt put it past him to pry with her--questions like "so how long have you wanted to do that?" that turn into "did you think about that often? Did you touch yourself?" Basically probing for a confession.)

I am never sure how cruel Tiefer should be. His relationship with Agnes is one of lies and loathing but also he genuinely does grow to like her and love her because she treats him with kindness despite how unkind he started out towards her. I think he also sees her as essentially an easy fucking mark: he can carry on with her husband and then later rape her kid and she's too nice and naive to realize. But also God she is so kind to him and a bit mothering to him and sweet on him and he likes that, he never had that. I think he sees her (affectionately) as a dog.

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🎵 I'm your martyr🎵 Will you be my victim 🎵

censored watercolor illustration, full is on my bluesky

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The eroticism of someone rewiring your brainchemistry but only so much--not enough to get what they want, not enough to stop the hurt either (it would be easier for him if he could have wanted her and they both know that) (but enough for you to think maybe you can do it to someone else?)

The eroticism of a cavity

Sure Tiefer is a gay man who is very much not into his sister but consider Pavlov's boner where she badtouched him so much that he kinda is attracted to her

(Really been struggling to like....create something that relays this without reading as "oh he's secretly bi and attracted to his sister" like it's a lot more "if it's you it's (not) okay")