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"your energy introduces you before you even speak"
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I can鈥檛 stop thinking about it. How you put what she might think before me.. if she was before in the past now and I鈥檓 here with you now.. why does it matter? Shouldn鈥檛 I matter? Doesn鈥檛 it matter how I feel?.. is she that important to you? is she the reason why you feel like you have to prove yourself or feel the need to do better and do more? is she the reason why you check into those places and need to still have her on there? do you still love her someway somehow.. if she took you back would you want her over me? is she more fun, more alive, more of someone you'd want to be with? is she that one person you wish you鈥檇 never lost? is she the one you look for in every other girl you're with including me? ..聽I feel so fucking useless and disrespected and unimportant.. maybe I should stop getting over the things you do so quickly, maybe I shouldn鈥檛 forgive you because you think these things are okay and now聽I'm mentally weaker than ever.. as pathetic as it sounds...I wish something would happen to me so you would stop taking me for fucking granted..聽
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These days have been so tough and there were more days I wanted to kill myself and be here than to fight through it. Yesterday was a bad night, even though you tell me you鈥檙e going to change and prove you care,聽you keep showing me that you don鈥檛 and how much I don't mean shit to you. You have no respect or love for me whatsoever. The fact that you acted the way you did and that you thought it was okay to say what you said.. makes me want to not be with you at all. It honestly pushed me over the edge and I don鈥檛 know if I can climb back up. I don鈥檛 think anything will change.. I try to be sweet and loving and like you said understanding, but it doesn鈥檛 work.. and if I try to distance myself.. that won鈥檛 work.. I am so conflicted and frustrated and I genuinely don鈥檛 want to deal with any of this shit in my life.. God help me
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what are we going to do with all this future?
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