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hey ivy

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@lauraioanav

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Putrid Pile: The Pleasure In Suffering.

Marble Red Vinyl.

Includes an obi strip.

30 Copies.

Vinyls Of The Mutilated.

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So I need to move out of my parents house and and since I live in Nyc and everything is expensive I'll need to have roommates. How have your experiences with roommates been?

mmmmm I’ve had one roommate before and now I have my own apartment. does that answer your question?

lol I’m kidding. she was aight. it just annoyed me having to share a bathroom especially since i needed to rush places and stuff and she would always blow dry her hair for minimum half an hour. she also never changed the toilet paper and always left dishes in the sink moral of the story i hate living with messy people thanks for listening to my ted talk

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Jah <3

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U never answer any-fing-thing i submit :( still girl I love you hella much

Bitch I’m so sorry!!! I haven’t been on here in months and I have so much shit in my inbox. I’ll try to get around to some shit today but I get a lot of messages everyday and a lot of them are repeats or similar to the messages I’ve received previously so I find no point in answering them again

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How the fuck do I tell my friend I wanna kiss them? She’s so cute and like we once liked each other but we both were too pussy to make a move but now I dunno how to go about it I’m so awkward.

dont tell them just do it

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how the hell does one know if a guy is interested? is confessing really the only way? also what even is flirting how do i flirt dear god i need help

HONESTLY I HAVE NO IDEA guys are really confusing (at least to me they are but im also very blind to any sign SO LIKE,) but i suggest just coming forward and addressing it yourself to stop with the whole stress thing like yo thats what i did and it ended well 

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Hey b I'm ugly n uncomfy w everything n im trying to get back into school, gain + lose weight, wear more makeup, and wear prettier clothes bc ik it prolly won't make me feel better about myself but atleast I'll be pretty n sad instead of ugly n sad!! Maybe ppl will actually Like Me but prolly not. Ok advice please. Pleas e. please.

while it is important to love what you see, it has to all start with loving what’s on the inside. you will never find happiness if you keep trying to place value on things that are unimportant. being pretty means nothing at the end of the day, and anyone who likes you solely based on something so superficial is not worth the time and effort because they are not there for the long-run. focus on building beneficial characteristics that you can add to your persona like loyality, curiousity, selflessness, etc., and above all, just try to learn shit about yourself. for so long,  i genuinely thought that becoming thinner or looking a certain way would make me happy, but at the end of the day i was miserable because this mindset of “i’ll be happy once i look like xyz”/”i’ll be happy once people like me because i look like xyz” is based on a hunger that can never be satiated. you will always look for something more to change even once you reach the initial goal. believe me.

however, i do genuinely believe that having things like a personal sense of style, a balanced and non-restrictive relationship with excercise and food, etc. can do wonders for your confidence. however, you must be in a good head place before focusing on such things because, as an example, one of my friends is very fixated on thinking that makeup/clothes/losing weight will bring her happiness, but it’s become so obsessive to the point that it’s ruined her (her wording, not mine; i will never ridicule someone for struggling yo)

remember, the road to self love and recovery is never linear. do not be discouraged. everyone starts somewhere