koi112-2012

[koi112-2012]

Hey guys. Sorry it’s been a hot minute since I’ve been here, but I have been busy with school, kiddo, and as of 5 days ago, working on a Video game. I am excited and ready to see where this goes.

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Hey guys. I took down chapter 7 because it didn’t work, and couldn’t make it work toward Chapter 8. I will TRY to get the rewrite out tonight, but I am not promising. I am packing to sell my house and a move overseas for my ex husband’s health. We don’t know what is going on with him so I am trying to keep a lot of plates from crashing around my head. Love your faces, and hope to talk to you later. If there is something you want me to add, please let me know. Always looking at differing views and angles.

[koi112-2012]

Chapter Seven is Up and Active.

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I am working on Chapter 7 now. Sorry it’s been a while, but between healing, catching up on homework, and son being sick, I haven’t been able to get the chapter done. It is coming. I promise.

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Made these and they are AMAZING. Apple Cinnamon Rolls.

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Welllll...there goes the neighborhood! I was cleared to go back to my normal routine. Pfffffft. I have a 9 year old on the Spectrum. My routine is never normal. Just have to finish healing and I can swim! Woot!

[koi112-2012]

If you are reading my latest fanfic, just know that I haven’t forgotten it. I had to have my gall bladder removed yesterday. I need a few weeks to heal, and as soon as I am able, I will be back at it.

[koi112-2012]

Woke up at midnight in pain WORSE than labor. Took a trip to the ER (ex husband drove me.) and after my bloodwork came back perfect, I had an Ultrasound done and I have three gall stones. FML. Gonna have it removed. Just need to talk to Surgery to schedule it Monday.

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You are allowed to love who you want to, without limits, judgement, hate, fear. Hell you can love a salad and I won’t judge. The only thing I will judge you for: NOTHING. You can love who you love and that is all that matters. That and turkeys are evil, and my 8 year old son got to pet a goose today.

for women who are attracted to men

attraction to men is not “unfeminist”.

being attracted to men does not mean that you are “sexually available”.

you deserve to have men respect you.

being attracted to men does not make you deserving of male abuse.

your attraction to men does not invalidate any other attractions you may experience.

your attractions to and relationships with men are not worthy of mockery.

you do not need to experience attraction to women to have them respect you.

you are not at fault for male violence against other women.

if you experience abuse from a man you are in a relationship with, being attracted to him does not “justify” that.

you deserve to have your feelings and relationships respected.

being attracted to other women is not necessary for you to support them.

who you are attracted to is your business and yours alone, and other people have no right to police that.

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Chapter Six is live people!  Took me a week, but life decided to fuck me without the lube.  Kiddo was exposed, and he tested negative, so did I and his dad.  Got to love stupid parents who think shit like this is a hoax.

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Can this migraine go away already? I have homework I have to be doing and this isn’t helping.

[koi112-2012]

You may not see it now for all the voices telling you to end it, but I see you and you are here to make the world better. You have VALUE, WORTH, and those voices? They are so very, very wrong.

To any suicidal followers I may have: This is a sign to not kill yourself. You are loved and the world is special because you are in it. Keep holding on.

Reblog this when it’s on your dash. You will save someone’s life.

[koi112-2012]

Chapters: 7/? Fandom: Fallout 4 Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Graphic Depictions Of Violence Characters: Paladin Danse (Fallout), Paladin Brandis (Fallout), Arthur Maxson, Father | Shaun (Fallout), Piper Wright, Preston Garvey, Knight Rhys (Fallout), Knight-Captain Cade (Fallout), Roger Maxson, Nick Valentine, Scribe Haylen (Fallout), Senior Scribe Neriah (Fallout), John Hancock (Fallout), Robert Joseph MacCready, Doctor Amari (Fallout), Mama Murphy (Fallout), Sturges (Fallout), Cait (Fallout), Dogmeat (Fallout), Deacon (Fallout), Conrad Kellogg, Desdemona (Fallout), NCR Character(s), Eddie Winter, Codsworth (Fallout), Strong (Fallout), Magnolia (Fallout), Whitechapel Charlie, Gunner Character(s) (Fallout), Lancer-Captain Kells (Fallout), Proctor Ingram (Fallout), Proctor Quinlan (Fallout), Proctor Teagan (Fallout), Original Fallout 4 Character(s) Additional Tags: adding tags as I go, Polyamory, Dom/sub Undertones, Consent, I do not own the rights to any of the music used, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, There will be a part three because I can, The one where I lost the plot. Sort of, Part 4 is all about the food. Recipes that is. Series: Part 2 of When the Ball Drops Summary:

Cordova and Nate both leave the Vault and find life isn't what they thought it would be. Nate and Cordova find signs of life and it rocks them both to the core. Nate and Cordova separate, and in going their own way, Cordova still tries to make sense of what happened in the Vault and uses her past as a way to deal with the present.

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Not gonna happen. Amazon is over reaching and there is no way that I would ever allow Amazon access to my fan fic. Not gonna happen. EVER.

Amazon Unveils a [Horrifying] Fanfic Publishing Platform

Today, Amazon announced the imminent launch of its newest endeavor, Kindle Worlds, a publishing platform for fanfiction. When I read the announcement, I was horrified, then angry, then sad. I want to take a moment to explain why this is such a tragedy.

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[koi112-2012]

“My darling girl.” My grandma said to me over the phone once, “you sound so down. What’s going on?” I miss the phone calls, the random packages, just her presence. “Do you need anything?” No grandma I’m fine. “I’m sending you a check in the mail today. Buy something nice with it.” I do do not want you sending me money grandma. I have food on the table, clothes on my back. I’m good. Keep your money. “Well buy something for your kid with it.” Fine. “Well family member just pulled up. Call me later.” And I would always call the next day. She died in 2017 and the hole never fills.

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Chapters: 1/? Fandom: Fallout 4 Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death Characters: Female Sole Survivor, Eddie Winter, Original Nick Valentine, Male Sole Survivor, Roger Maxson, Codsworth (Fallout) Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence Series: Part 1 of When the Ball Drops Summary:

[koi112-2012]

Random facts about me:

My first tattoo is my profile pic and I got said tattoo when my ex told me if I got one, he’d divorce me. We divorced two months later.

I have over 110 ink pens. I collect them and NO ONE touches them but me.

I collect anything dolphin. I think they are awesome. They are super smart too.

I have had two major health scares in my life. I had a heart attack at 21, and five years later, cancer at 26.

My favorite color is green. Has been since I was 8 years old and my mom wanted to paint my bedroom pink.

I have as of this minute, 2,999 books on my Kindle app and I have read all of them. More than once.

I love to cook. Started to learn at the age of two. My favorite thing to make is cheesecake.

I am the oldest daughter of an oldest daughter of an oldest daughter. Going back 100+ years.

My eye color changed depending on my mood.

And the last thing: I blew two EKG machines and I have no idea how that happened.