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slutzuhira miller

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hey I’m back! …🦗🦗🦗… awsume

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just some doodles…. 🎉

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some studies~

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they are, what rukawa likes to call, three idiots.

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16 going on 17

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I used to make comics. One day I hope to make some more.

Colors by Sarah Dyer. I can't color on a computer.

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BIRTHDAY PRESENT FROM @/OCELHIRADOLL ON TWT!!! PW!BLANC PLUSHIE 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

I'd like to thank venus for taking the time of making this and the discord server "chat - sam's pride parade" for this gift. THANK YOU🩷😭

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rant about turning 20 you don't have to read it if you don't want I just wanted to post it somewhere. <3

HIIIII, SO.

today (02/07) i turn 20. I had too many mixed emotions about this all june; fear, anxiety, surprise, anger. turning from 1 to 2 really sounds serious. even if I'm legally an adult since 18, I feel pretty far away from what being really an adult feels like. I always get told that I look and act more young than I am (even if to me, I do look and act my age) But most of all, I was afraid of turning 20 and having to stop doing things that I like. I've been on the internet since I'm 5, I've witnessed a lot of trends and viral things, I participated on them and I have a lot of friends that I wouldn't met if not because the Internet. I didn't wanted to stop being that 15 y.o miru that stayed until 6 am reading fanfics and listening to k-pop, even if my life doesn't looks like that since 2022.

after therapy and reassurance from my friends, I realized that turning 20 doesn't means stop doing the "childish" things you like, you might just have less time to do them. I never stopped dressing inspired on j-fashion, never stopped watching anime, never stopped reading or writing fanfic, never stopped playing roblox, never stopped doing most of the things that made me happy, both as a child and a teenager.

I still think that 20 is going to be a confusing age, just as all the ages I've had. but I know my passions are going to be there to support me when no one else can. ♡

thanks for all the people that greeted me on this day, it really made me feel more special. <333

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Swim suit season everyone start getting covered in blood QUICK!!!

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GYYS GUYS... ONLY TWO MORE HOURS UNTIL THEIR VERY FIRST ANNIVERSARY...

IM GOING TO FUCKING EXPLODE INTO MILLION CONFETTIS I WANT TO CRY FROM JOY IM JUMPING AND SCREAMING

SEPHIZILIAAAAAAA🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

(I even got myself a very beautiful gift that I'm going to show along with some selfship art for the occasion... It's a beatiful acrylic keychain of Sephie OUGH... It was expensive but SO WORTH IT... My first actual merch of him, I'm so happy.... (Tho I do have a shirt but with an unnoficial fanmade cheap print so yea))

(Our anniversary is on 1st July, but I'm unfortunately not gonna be able to make the drawing on that day, but definitely in that month. I'm going to give my very best because they mean so much to me its beyond words... They deserve it.)

WAAAAAAH IM GETTING EMOTIONAL JESUS

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Doing this again, but this time with my most awesome badass bf ever (GUYS hes so damn pretty... Bro if you could just fathom how much i adore your ass)

Im curious UMM do we look good together- like do you see the vision yall DO YOU--

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hi guyss, sorry if I haven't been really posting, a lot of things going on my head rn and stress due to uni, I barely draw now 😭😭😭

I've been writing a mitryo fanfic, I might promote it here when I upload it to ao3, even if I think there's no mutuals that like slam dunk. but however, overall I'm doing fine!!! I got a Kaz pin that comes to uni almost everyday w me <3

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i need to make more edits they're fun 😔

a happier pt2 to my angsty comic or smth

more billpete stuff blah blah blah