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mcmillan i would die for you

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oh my god wait the easter chapter was never animated was it oh my GOD

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NOOOOO WAY !!!

gonna start watching it now this is the best time of my life ever ohhh my godosdsdd

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gonna start watching it now this is the best time of my life ever ohhh my godosdsdd

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the streets are saying they changed fags to drudges, this is so sad </3

kuroshitsuji in 2024 HOW ARE WE FEELING !!!!

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i’m at work but i literally can’t wait to go home and just cozy and watch it . AH

kuroshitsuji in 2024 HOW ARE WE FEELING !!!!

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quotev! it was either a creepypasta or vocaloid reader instead fic!

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kuroshitsuji in 2024 HOW ARE WE FEELING !!!!

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*crashes into your inbox* SO, I heard you’re self shipping with Ciel Phantomhive-

How about ● Ichi ● , ○ Ni ○ and ○ Yon ○ for him for that ask game?

Sorry for suddenly coming at you like that, but Ciel has been my favourite character for years and it’s exciting to see someone self shipping with him.

– villain-in-love

yes!! i love ciel so much, i’ve been self shipping with him for forever <3 qq hoping the manga comes back to him soon. no worries !! i love asks , feel free to crash into my inbox any time!

04/04: THIS TOOK FOREVER IM SO SORRY @villain-in-love

ichi — what’s a song (or several) that captures the dynamic you have together?

three vastly different songs… this took me a long time!! i’m bad at songs too!! (rip)

glue song ; beabadoobee

useess ; omar apollo

back to the old house ; the smiths

ni — did the meeting between you go?

good god, bare with me.

my self ship with ciel has always been based in this one fanfic i read on quotev, now deleted— rest in peace! it’s one of those that’s based in a modern + fan reader accidentally stumbling into the kuroshitsuji universe. the fanfic only ever made it to the start of the circus arc before being deleted, unfortunately!!

i’ve actually been so occupied with thinking about the recent chapters and arcs that i’ve completely ignored the meeting! so firstly i fall out of the sky.

yeah.

after that, really, it’s just a matter of ciel and sebastian questioning me, as i wonder what the hell is happening ! how do i get home ! what is going on !

funnily enough, i remember a scene from the fic going along that ciel finds a little plush keychain of him (seeing as your a fan) and he’s wondering what the fuck is wrong with you, probably assuming you have nefarious intentions because why else do you have a small plush of him.

our entire meeting is just me desperately trying to convince him to not lock me up (i’m not a criminal, i swear!) and somehow trying to get him to believe the unbelievable (i.e. his entire world is fictional to me, nothing he knows is real). the only reason he kept me around, actually, is because he figured i might’ve been able to help if i really did know everything in this ‘story’.

i did not help. in fact, i was a nuisance.

yon — capture two important memories in this ship

i’ve thought about the second one, so, so much, actually.

getting stabbed during the ripper arc!! lol!!! (it’s not fun, actually.)

important for myself / komie but i think it would also qualify as being important to ciel and komie.

the first instance of me actually getting hurt, also the thing that makes me realise… oh… right.. because this worlds really dangerous— more specifically the fact i’m so close (in proximity, at least) to ciel.

this would be really the first time ciel is ever genuine, just fully transparent with him. he says he won’t let komie die, if he’s worried about that. he says thank you, and offers ciel to call him ‘ki’ as a nickname, if he’d like. ciel doesn’t take the offer, but it’s a kind moment they share nonetheless.

being split up during the campania and bizarre doll incident (luxury liner arc)

ohoo..ooohhooo… oh i love this one!

first instance of komie majorly shifting a plot point!! hooray!

rather than lizzy and ciel being trapped in the boiler room, ki gets trapped !! oh no!! thank god he knows to vent!!

getting ciel to leave me alone was actually hard, he didn’t want me to die— not to mention lizzy wouldn’t budge. it took a quick ‘i’m fine, i know this, ciel, trust me, you know i can.’ to get him off, but eventually he let go.

the luxury liner arc is sort of the official start of ciel’s feelings by the way, i would say they were budding.. feelings a little earlier than this, but this is definitely where it starts. ciel and ki don’t get reunited until the ship really starts going down, around the time they run into undertaker carrying the machine, actually!

keep in mind, ciel this entire time was thinking i have to be dead, there’s no way he got out, edward even said he wasn’t on a boat yet.

so ooohhh.. he sees ki just walking behind undertaker and these other people carrying the machine that could quite possibly save the ship? oh, oh he’s relieved! and annoyed! and upset!

i was going to write a short snippet but then i thought, no…. also it’s already been like a couple of weeks.

the luxury liner as a whole is an important arc for the relationship, but being seperate i think is almost like the climax of it all.

i think when he finally runs back into komie with the undertaker he’s relieved, but the irritation gets the better of him and he grabs him by the arms, harshly. (harshest he’s ever been with him, really). he starts calling me an idiot (that’s not new), but he’s angry, and he starts yelling.

he was a lot more worried about komie than he’d admit, a lot more than he thought. he only lets go when komie says he’s holding too tight.

komie’s just staring, startled and confused, while he yells at him, looking back between ciel and sebastian— as if asking ‘you know what’s goin’ on?’

ciel, he says, and he says again louder this time when he doesn’t listen— “we have to go,” and he tugs on the younger boy’s arm, much gentler than the grip ciel has on him.

it takes a moment for him to regain his composure, but he lets go, backs up closer to sebastian.

komie looks at him. “your leg doesn’t hurt? sebastian should carry you.” he turns his attention to sebastian, before turning back towards the group carrying the machine— who’d earlier stopped to stare at the random screaming kid— to follow them.

he stares. “right.”

it’s an awkward walk to the hall (for both of them).

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me when i remember he’s coming back to me in april <3

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i’m so bad at aesthetics but i think it looks cute at least LOL

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● Go ● • Explain (or show) the aesthetic of this ship

With Hikaru and/or Kaoru 👀

i’m .. bad with aesthetics lol ?

honestly you can interpret the ones with two people as any the two out of the three in the ship! i honestly am bad at aesthetics i just chose cute relationship pictures on my pinterest feed hhaaaa

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ooh it’s funny that you mainly focus on kaoru, i used to mostly focus on hikaru! that shifted now, i think i focus on both of them, but i think i focus a little more on one sometimes (it shifts tbh!)

i don’t really have any set ideas i think!! not relationship-wise i think… bc honestly it’s really hard for me to imagine how the whole “i like my brother” “i like my friend too?” “oh shit i like both of my friends who are brothers, nay, twins?” “oh shit i like my brother and my friend” would go!!

once that hurdle is jumped i imagine coming to the conclusion of all three dating would come easier though, once…. the awkward confession and ‘what, what-now’ phase passed.

i think i’ve spent more time figuring out their backstory and how it all figures out. i take elements from both the manga and the anime, like i take things from some of the episodes that don’t have the same manga counterpart. (i think). like i don’t believe “the door the twins opened” is the same in the manga, but i mostly take stuff from the anime’s episode.

anyways !!! tamaki and i are half-siblings, so that goes with how i meet the twins! though i’ve always been in their classes, you know how they were before, so i’ve always kept that in mind, but i started liking the twins before actually… speaking to them.

“like” very loosely!! i’d say it’s more of a… passing fascination? without the passing part lol. i actually start to like them around the last year of junior high. something that’s been consistent in my whole thought process of figuring stuff out, ‘s been a few things:

i feel guilty over liking both of the twins, this is loosely referencing the fact that in ep.20 girls were shown to be willing to date either twin, not caring about the recipient of their initial letter

kyoya is the only person who knows about komie’s (me) crush

following the mangas chapters, whilst hikaru is in the whole haruhi shenanigans, pre-ski trip, kaoru figures out i like hikaru— except. that’s it. he does not know he is the second half of that crush.

it’s really weird. like it’s weird because essentially for a while this is the relationship:

i guess in a way i could consider our relationship a slow burn? hrmmm maybe one-sided is a better way to describe it…. one sided but eventually not!

You have no idea how excited I am to see someone else ship with the hitachiin twins I'm literally shaking hi!!!!!

@g8dess

hi!!!! i don’t usually see people who self ship with the same characters as i do, nice to meet you! :p

i do ship with both of them romantically!! do you have any sort of set dynamics or ideas abt them??

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Odd Introduction Asks

Made by somebody who is proship, don't like, don't interact

○ Zero ○ • What's the story behind the tag and/or emojis you use for your f/o

● Ichi ● • What's a song (or several) that captures the dynamic you have together

○ Ni ○ • How did the meeting between you go

● San ● • What are your favorite AUs to explore with this f/o

○ Yon ○ • Capture two important memories in this ship

● Go ● • Explain (or show) the aesthetic of this ship

○ Roku ○ • What are future plans you have together

● Nana ● • How does the s/i for this ship both differ from and look like you

○ Hachi ○ • What scenario is your favorite to imagine with them

● Kyuu ● • What about this ship can handle some improvements

○ Jyuu ○ • What is your favorite thing about this ship

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You have no idea how excited I am to see someone else ship with the hitachiin twins I'm literally shaking hi!!!!!

@g8dess

hi!!!! i don’t usually see people who self ship with the same characters as i do, nice to meet you! :p

i do ship with both of them romantically!! do you have any sort of set dynamics or ideas abt them??

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AWWH laurance getting the cat beret, they’d look adorable on him :) the gloves definitely look like something ciel could have in his closet! (they remind me of lizzy in the luxury liner arc for some reason!)

since a lot of other people are doing these I'll make my own one too.

reblog this with your f/o(s) (up to 4) and I'll assign them an accessory I have saved in my pinterest board (such as jewellery, gloves, bags, glasses, etc)!

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gaaasppp, laurance and ciel, if you could? <3

since a lot of other people are doing these I'll make my own one too.

reblog this with your f/o(s) (up to 4) and I'll assign them an accessory I have saved in my pinterest board (such as jewellery, gloves, bags, glasses, etc)!