kowaaiii

[kowaaiii]

My dearest,

each night i sleep alone without you, another bright star of the night sky fades away. each day the sunshine yet fades darker than before. i’ve lost you my dearest. wondering around in search for you. gazing upon my hands as they grow more faint. each breath more painful than the last. trying to arise from the suffering, i plunge even deeper. there is no sunshine in this world without you. there is no nighttime starlight peaking through the window. blackness encloses every corner. you deserve the treasures of the world. but i cant find you to bring them to you. praying for a higher power to help save me, but no one has answered. i always tell myself “just another day”, “just another day..”. as another star from the night sky burns up and disappears among the darkness, i find myself wishing so dearly that was me. although i cant make it true. i promised to always be here for you, and to never leave this earth without you. my heart is broken without you love. my heart went with you as you wondered off into the darkness. i miss you love. my soul cries every second i cant experience this life with you. my soul feels frail and weak without you. i love you my dear.

i will always love you.