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Thank you to @iwanderbecauseimlost and @assortedvariety for the tag 💜

@askereiniongilgalad, @adarssuggestionbox, @wowstrawberrycow, @starstruck-mortal-mari, @tolkenian-enby, @ffigwit, @depressedyeti, the two listed above, and any moot who I have forgotten, you guys are amazing 💜

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Oh-oh.

Between the Mountains and the Sea, all the ladies, Elven, Dwarven, of Men, are attracted to thee.

Annatar always says that he has many, many names. But does he, really? Are you sure, girl? 🧐😒

See how Gil-galad doesn't tell everybody he meets that he, too, has many names?

Very mindful ✨, very demure ✨

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I like both, but waffles because I like the shape

I'm boutta start a war on Tumblr

Pancakes or Waffles (Reblog with answer then tag more people)

@mifgirlcomics @belladeezbombz

@mosslover999 @the-real-great-papyrus

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Alright, I’m just going to drop this here, then go to bed because I know some of my moots will be very happy and I’ll wake up to a bunch of notifications

I’m planning out another Ruby the goose story

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Summer camp- the only place where my boss watches me play with mud and make sandcastles with it and still get paid for it

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I’m seriously not used to the level of care my work family is giving me. I have never had so many people genuinely caring for my mental and physical health. One of my coworkers helped me get out of my room, and talk to her about a lot of stuff. Another will ask how I’m doing if I so much as breathe loudly. My two bosses will immediately go into mom and dad mode, and already have; mom when I mentioned I was overstimulated and she gets that, and dad when I mentioned I had woken up having a panic attack and he has ptsd and gets it. Today I was on dishes, and I was doing plates and I mentioned that I didn’t like touching other people’s food, or wet food, and my coworker asked if I wanted to switch to silverware. I could have stayed, it wasn’t that bad, but I switched anyways (and we got done quicker). My mom boss volun-told me on break today, and both of my bosses are also checking in with me if I show any signs of fatigue or overstimulation.

I’m so used to fighting my inner battles alone, that I don’t even have a response to when they ask me what they can do to help. But they care. They actually care. They are willing to drive with me to town to get candied ginger for the nausea I was feeling. They will take the plates over. They will tell me that I am absolutely not skipping my break to help them with archery. They will cover for me covering another counselor so that way I can keep going without overdoing it. My boss legit told me today “I know you’re a hard worker, but your body just doesn’t want to help you.” She wants me to focus on me. They all do. How did I get so lucky?

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I dug a big hole with my coworker

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I did a thing

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hello hello 👋🏼👋🏼

Been a while, hasn't it?

Do you have any song recommendations? 😁😁

Thanks!!!

Hallo wonderful human. It has been a bit. Here are my current go-to songs

And last, of course

Yes, this is quite a list. I don’t know when the next time I will be free will be though. I got put on a volun-told break due to fatigue

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aaaaaaand the first tick of the season that I didn’t catch before it bit me. And I think it was a deer tick. lovely

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Today was the first day with campers. I’m on support this week because I have to go to freshman orientation tomorrow, but so far…not going to say anything because there is no wood near me at the moment but…🤞

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Reading my own fanfiction is basically just a rollercoaster of emotional whiplash.

20% of the time: “Hold on. I wrote this? This is fire. This is emotionally devastating in the best way. This scene is dripping with tension. I’m a literary perfectionist. Someone give me a book deal.”

80% of the time: “Straight to jail. Immediate prison. Why is everyone’s breath hitching?. I used the word ‘gaze’ three times in one paragraph like I was possessed. Did I think 'his eyes darkened' was profound? Why is everyone clenching their jaws? Why is someone whispering 'their name like a prayer' again?? No one talks like this. What is this dialogue. Why are there so many weird metaphors and em-dashes…”

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So funny story, this is one of the reasons why I chose to learn French over Spanish. It’s actually one of the main reasons 😂

I can’t roll them either

I would not last an hour in Tolkien setting actually I don't know how to roll my r's.

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There is a group of retired people at the camp right now for a canoe event, and there is this white haired lady wearing a shirt that says “we the people, no kings in America”

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It’s the small things that give me hope, that help me realize there is still good in this world worth fighting for

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Lifeguarding is finally over and I’m off for the week. I’m so happy because now I don’t have to worry about lapse of judgement on things I say due to exhaustion. Time for a nap

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