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so here’s my thought process. I think I might abandon this blog - but add the muses to my @trustedmoons​ blog. that way, less blogs for me to worry about, and it’ll bring trustedmoons to life. if I become more comfortable again, I might feature a specific canon on this blog (it would be an AOT canon, of course). 

right now, I need to brush up on AOT and rediscover my muse for Annie, Marco, Marcel and Ymir. I like having my canons separate from my OC blog, so at least I know I’d never combine all my blogs. 

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damn I really gotta revive this blog man. I’m sorry I’ve been gone - my muse has kinda. flatlined. but I refuse to give up on this blog! 

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apologies for not being online. my muse has kinda... dipped.... so I’ve been on my main blog! if you’re interested in Discord threads where I can nurture my muses back, please PM me on @/deathcrowns

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independent semi-private and moderately-fair activity multi-canon. penned by Stormi. starter call post & shipping call post google docs

other blogs:  deathcrowns (main blog | multi-OC) - high activity | google doc trustedmoons (multi canon muse) - low activity | google doc

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official shipping call. like this to ship or if we’re already shipping, please COMMENT our ship so that I can POSSIBLY make tags for the future. 

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apologies for not being online at all. my muse has been v low and I’ve been dealing with Reality. please ♡ for a starter. 

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Today I forgive myself. Not just once. Again, and again, and again. As many times as it takes to find peace.

Unknown (via perfectquote)

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🥰 ( Kaja @ all ur muses )

send 🥰 if you've considered shipping our muses (still accepting)

of course! I want to ship all of them but SOMEBODY (glares at Marcel and Marco) is makin’ it DIFFICULT. 

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My rot is as hungry as me. & when God asks me about love, I always respond with cruelty.

Yves Olade, from “Belovéd” (via voirlvmer)

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I promise I shall never give up, and that I’ll die yelling and laughing.

Jack Kerouac (via thoughtkick)

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Why wasn't I allowed to be a child?

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You are not special. You’re not a beautiful and unique snowflake. You’re the same decaying organic matter as everything else. We’re all part of the same compost heap. We’re all singing, all dancing crap of the world.

Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club (via thoughtkick)

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Why should anybody at all die? Fact: You weren’t there, it wasn’t your fault, I stayed alive, I saved myself from death then, from self-loathing later

Alicia Ostriker, from The Imaginary Lover

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“I keep remembering — I keep remembering. My heart has no pity on me.”

— Henri Barbusse, The Inferno  (via mazzello)

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Was it possible I had something to give? Out of the nothingness that was my life? Really, what the fuck did I have to give? Woman with too many holes in her.

Lidia Yuknavitch, The Chronology of Water: A Memoir (via austerulous)

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Annie

“I miss somebody I never was and yet that is because  I never had the chance to know how ugly I would grow.  my face is rotting all away and you are asking me to stay.  for what? for what? I ask  and raise a flask.  tomorrows no guarantee  and nobodys lying beside me  at night where my dreams arise  or when its hard to close my eyes.  I wait for the end.”

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heck it, a compiled collection of angsty starters for your angsty needs … sentence starters

“You left me.”

“Please lie to me.”

“I need you to stay.”

“You’re scaring me.”

“I thought you cared.”

“I only wanted to help.”

“I’m not the one you want.”

“You never cared, did you?”

“I wasn’t made to be the hero.”

“Don’t lie to me. Don’t do that.”

“You’re haunted by something.”

“Did this mean nothing to you?”

“I don’t mean to push you away.”

“I thought we were meant to be.”

“I used to care what you thought.”

“You took my heart when you left.”

“There’s nothing left here to save.”

“Please, don’t. Please, don’t leave.”

“I won’t do it. I won’t become them.”

“You never even tried to save them.”

“I don’t want you here, not anymore.”

“I can’t believe you kept this from me.”

“You need to stop clinging to the past.”

“Nothing is ever good enough for you.”

“I thought I could trust you. I thought…”

“I don’t need anyone else. Not even you.”

“You can’t keep pushing yourself like this.”

“There’s no one up there watching over us.”

“Don’t do it unless you understand the price.”

“You got hurt… because of me. I’m so sorry.”

“Your eyes are so cold when you look at me.”

“They’re gone… and you need to accept that.”

“You keep hurting me. I just want to know why.”

“You can go, but you know they won’t love you.”

“You’re scared of them. I can see it in your eyes.”

“I don’t know how to let myself be loved like this.”

”You’ve done nothing but lie to me from the start.”

“What would you be willing to give to change it all?”

“You don’t even realize what you’ve done, do you?”

“I don’t know how to tell you what’s wrong with me.”

“You can fool everyone else, but you can’t fool me.”

“I don’t recognize the person in the mirror anymore.”

“If you keep doing this, you’re going to end up dead.”

“You break my heart. And I don’t know why I let you.”

“You need to lie back down, you’re barely conscious.”

“Something is keeping you awake. Is it fear or regret?”

“I’m here, because I don’t have anyone else to turn to.”

“Look me in the eye and tell me, again, you don’t care.”

“There’s not a single thing that real about you, is there?”

“They’ll keep kicking you down until you kick them back.”

“I just want to help you, but you clearly don’t want me to.”

“You don’t have to do everything on your own, you know.”

“We’re not good people. We’ve never been good people.”

“You won’t survive if you stay here… you know that, right?”

“I can’t even trust myself. How am I supposed to trust you?”

“You’re not a good person. You pretend to be, but you’re not.”

“You might not be a villain, but you sure as hell aren’t a hero.”

“You can’t move on if you let the past keep holding you back.”

“How can you look me in the eye and say something like that?”

“They’re gone. They’re gone, and there was nothing I could do.”

“Can you just tell me the truth?? For once, just tell me the truth!”

“Why won’t you let me in? Why do you keep pushing me away?”

“There’s something wrong here. And I don’t think it can be fixed.”

“I only wanted to make you proud. Now I see that was pointless.”

“I love you, but I can’t stay here and watch you do this to yourself.”

“You say you love me in one breath, then hurt me in the next. Why?”

“Oh my god, you’re burning up. Why didn’t you tell me you were sick?”

“There’s nothing there! It’s just a hallucination, you’re okay, you’re safe!”

“Leave if you want. But, if you do, don’t come back. Don’t ever come back.”

“Because I still think you could be a good person, I just think you choose not to.”

“You don’t have to love me, you don’t even have to like me, but I need you here.”

“You’ve never been honest with me… I don’t know why I expected you to start now.”

“Why do you keep risking yourself like this? Do you not care whether you live or die?”

“You keep breaking yourself down for them, but you know they wouldn’t do the same.”

“I would do anything for you. But, I’m starting to realize you wouldn’t do the same for me.”