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I didn’t do my research so the design remain under consideration… idk when id want this to be either, the creat depression era? ww2? cold war? hippies?

I don’t even know if I like this, I just needed something to draw. I was planning on the au to be majorly written

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Accidentally Scrolled too far into my phone gallery and found this from 2023 😭

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Wow you’re calling me a maniac…

(Okay maybe I am I do have chilly in the au to have the accent in the language when I possibly develop it)

pondering about a small vampire hunter au

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One guy is dragging everyone else to the therapy session

glad to see the recreyoblr fandom is still entertaining itself

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I learn my mistake i Will never do that mistake of a vote again. Lesson learn.

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guess who was surprised to find out broken stylus heads still works

my school friend looked at it and asked “when are they going to make out” 😭

my interpretation of @/datssokoolwhat au ashgfhkasgfgsajkhdk I love it smmmm

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technical difficulties ensues as i fucking dropped my stylus on the ground and the head broke and i ran out of replacements and i don't know when the shipment is arrive.

so, although i finally have the motivation to draw. i cannot.

as a result, i finally got around to editing the stuff i wrote for recreyover. the majority of them are terrible. i have two short chapters of girlboss R(onnie? owanda?)., lee crabtree, and roberto coming up that needs more work on.

do let me make clear that the only fucking parts of this fic i actually like are the bits i did for character study (the small snitbit of kristine and pretty much the entire chapter 5). i hate everything else. i am so sorry but if i wrote this shit, you'll have deal with it.

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LETS FUCKING GOOOOO

this is the gta episode

looking at the recreyo tag after I disappear from time to time is absolutely delicious

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Oh damn didn’t know! My bad, guys I just haven’t had the best relationship with the fandom.

Also, yea the concept art is nice.

AO3 Femslash Top 100: Round 3

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Can anyone tell me about the beef that’s happening here because of the two ships going together? Thanks

AO3 Femslash Top 100: Round 3

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ALRIGHT I KNOW THAT RESULTS ARENT OUT AND AND THIS ISNT MY POLL BUT FROM THE REBLOGS I CAN CONFIRM…

Recreyo is filled with furries. There’s no ‘the’, not even an ‘a’ cause everyone’s attention would be caught if you tried to ask for that.

Recreyo is a furry group.

Which Recreyo Member is a Furry?

Don't feel like you've acted clinically insane enough as a fan? Now this just might seal the deal!! Go with your gut decision! Remember the Gundam video?? This is a direct result!!

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I think that more fanfiction should be written with the aim to tackle the original meaning of hanahaki. Because when the concept of hanahaki disease was originally created, it was intended to be a metaphor for suppressing one’s feelings.

Your feelings are this beautiful garden of flora inside of your chest. When you express how you feel honestly, you allow for it to grow freely. But when you hide how you feel out of fear of rejection, and try to make it smaller and smaller, the flowers become cramped inside of you, until you choke on your own feelings. Every flower you cough up is something you’ve felt, but refused to say.

The whole “dying” thing is intended to be more symbolic especially. You’re killing off bits and pieces of yourself and how you feel, because you’re afraid to express yourself.

It’s not really supposed to be, “The one I love doesn’t love me back, and I’m dying from it.” Rather, it’s more along the lines of, “Repressing your emotions is bad for you, and it’s better and healthier to express them freely, even when it’s scary.”

Which is to say that, one, the cure for the disease should be telling the person that you are in love with how you feel. How the other person feels about the person afflicted should have nothing to do with it, as the trope is meant to be about feeling your emotions unapologetically.

And that, two, it’s not an inherently romantic trope. Obviously, it has romantic applications, but it can be written for any situation where a character is hiding how they truly feel. This can include a refusal to address a specific trauma, a desire to indulge in something that they’re ashamed of, and even really practical things, like wanting to ask one’s boss for a higher position.

Although (as an aromantic person myself) I don’t agree with this conclusion about the trope, this application would also avoid people calling it arophobic. When the thing killing the character is a refusal to be honest with themselves, rather than an unrequited love, it’s on nobody’s hands but their own to save their life.

There are a ton of ways that this interpretation of the hanahaki disease could be applied in new and interesting ways in fanfiction, and I’d love to read what things people could come up with!

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WORM SWEEP!!!!

reblog for a bigger garden :)

(update: per request i’m going to draw this at the end :D)

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Wow, you're so cool Tanner

Who the hell is tanner????

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Wait doesn’t that mean that YOU YOURSELF would receive it if you tag someone not the tagged person themselves

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One literally barks.

Which Recreyo Member is a Furry?

Don't feel like you've acted clinically insane enough as a fan? Now this just might seal the deal!! Go with your gut decision! Remember the Gundam video?? This is a direct result!!

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Reblog game based on the 3 viable career paths available to clever commoners in the 18th century