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As A child, (in a not so perfect life), I would look upto God (whom I knew nothing about), and ask "what I must of done that was so wrong, to deserve this life? " because what I had done here, surely didn't warrant that chaos. Not having any other explanation,   I was convinced I was being punished for something I must have done in another life  Now I look up to God (as if he has anything to do with it at all) and think "What could I have possibly done so right to deserve this life?" Because what  I have done here surely doesn't warrant  all the wonderfulness that surrounds me. So either I must have done some pretty awesome stuff in another life or I have one heck of an IOU I should probably get workin on

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You will find yourself thinking the same mean things you think about yourself about other people. The difference is that you won't believe the mean things you think about others, because your too busy looking for reasons you are wrong about them and right about yourself to see the truth about anything.

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Don't fool yourself. If you haven't figured out how to be fair to yourself, then you have no idea how to be fair to anyone

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Maybe I was jaywalking...  again

Maybe I took too long to get to the other side... again

I don’t know, but I feel like I’ve been ran over by the time truck...

and it was a hit and run.... 

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INTJs definition of self-care

Staying in their own room all day long just browsing the internet without any interruption from the outside world.

Playing video games or watch movies when they’re supposed to finish a project or study for the exams. 

Staying up until 4AM to enjoy the state of the world when everyone is asleep. 

Buying a new, expensive shower cream or a shampoo. 

Buying new, cute stationery. 

Reading articles or watching informative videos to learn random facts everyday.

Wearing black or simple clothing to not attract attention.

Wearing earphones in public.

Oversleeping. 

Talking to cats and spending time with them. 

Putting time aside to do nothing. 

Organize their desk and cleaning the whole room. 

Buying new notebooks or sketchbooks. 

Refilling the glass of water or bottle and place it near desk to remind themselves to stay hydrated. 

Cleaning their gadgets especially the screen. 

Organizing their wallet or handbags. 

Discovering and creating new music playlists. 

Talking to a random person on the internet or a close friend at least a few hours per day to fulfill their social needs.  

Finding and sharing memes with someone. 

Indulging in their hobbies. 

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If you have a deep desire to move forward, a way is being prepared for you. — Bryant McGill

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This is of course a form of passive violence; the...

This is of course a form of passive violence; the threat of losing everything if you don’t play along. If you tell the truth to your boss, will you be fired? If you speak your mind to your neighbors, will you be ostracized? Should you just sit down and shut up? If you are honest and free, will you lose everything? By being a free soul, will a perverse society attempt to execute your energy stream? Will you be punished materially, socially and mentally?

— Bryant McGill

For more clarity you can read in context here: http://bryantmcgill.com/20131129040100.html

(This passage is from my book, “Voice of Reason,” but I post all my writings freely as a gift for those who cannot afford them.)

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Feeling like an impostor is one form of self-doubt.

The Imposter Syndrome / Impostor Phenomenon

“I always feel like an impostor, faking it, that someday they’d find out I didn’t know what I was doing. I didn’t. I still don’t,” she said. “I suppose that’s my one little secret, the secret of my success.

“The Imposter Phenomenon is an emotionally debilitating condition characterized by persistent and unwarranted anxiety about achievement, dread of evaluation, fear of failure and exposure, inability to internalize success, and lack of enjoyment of accomplishment and achievement.”

Emma Watson commented about its impact for her: “It’s almost like the better I do, the more my feeling of inadequacy actually increases, because I’m just going, Any moment, someone’s going to find out I’m a total fraud, and that I don’t deserve any of what I’ve achieved.

Quieting Our Inner Critic For More Creativity And Confidence.

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If you love me and another, do me a favor and don’t choose me.

Day 315 (via myonlywayoutofhere)

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Yes yes yes!

Do you ever hear your name being called? But it isn’t anyone around you nor could it have been your imagination, because the voice you heard it in was definitly not the usual voice inside your head. 

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23 Emotions people feel, but can’t explain

Sonder: The realization that each passerby has a life as vivid and complex as your own.

Opia: The ambiguous intensity of Looking someone in the eye, which can feel simultaneously invasive and vulnerable.

Monachopsis: The subtle but persistent feeling of being out of place.

Énouement: The bittersweetness of having arrived in the future, seeing how things turn out, but not being able to tell your past self.

Vellichor: The strange wistfulness of used bookshops.

Rubatosis: The unsettling awareness of your own heartbeat.

Kenopsia: The eerie, forlorn atmosphere of a place that is usually bustling with people but is now abandoned and quiet.

Mauerbauertraurigkeit: The inexplicable urge to push people away, even close friends who you really like.

Jouska: A hypothetical conversation that you compulsively play out in your head.

Chrysalism: The amniotic tranquility of being indoors during a thunderstorm.

Vemödalen: The frustration of photographic something amazing when thousands of identical photos already exist.

Anecdoche: A conversation in which everyone is talking, but nobody is listening

Ellipsism: A sadness that you’ll never be able to know how history will turn out.

Kuebiko: A state of exhaustion inspired by acts of senseless violence.

Lachesism: The desire to be struck by disaster – to survive a plane crash, or to lose everything in a fire.

Exulansis: The tendency to give up trying to talk about an experience because people are unable to relate to it.

Adronitis: Frustration with how long it takes to get to know someone.

Rückkehrunruhe: The feeling of returning home after an immersive trip only to find it fading rapidly from your awareness.

Nodus Tollens: The realization that the plot of your life doesn’t make sense to you anymore.

Onism: The frustration of being stuck in just one body, that inhabits only one place at a time.

Liberosis: The desire to care less about things.

Altschmerz: Weariness with the same old issues that you’ve always had – the same boring flaws and anxieties that you’ve been gnawing on for years.

Occhiolism: The awareness of the smallness of your perspective.

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Strong words to use on a Resume

If you have ever had to write a resume for work or for an application, then you know the hardest part is figuring out what type of words to use that sound professional and and intelligent.

Example: If an application asks you if you have any relevant experience for a job at a day care center and you have experience, like you have babysat children. You would look at the words in the columns to see what words you should use that will help your resume stand out. You might put down “Have supervised and attended to children on a regular basis.”

I hope this is helpful to you.

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The truth

This is what I know, what I wish for to be content today, will not be enough to keep me content tommorow.

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Passionate people.

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I was never aware of any other option but to question everything.

Noam Chomsky (via fyp-philosophy)