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Why did you grow 1 millimeter in my bathroom.

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yippee! <- response to pleasant stimuli

wehh <- response to unpleasant stimuli

awawawawa <- creation of stimuli

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god i really need to stop leaving delicate jewelry i care about on my desk because i WILL idly fidget with it until it breaks. i sorted out (some) of my jewelry hoard earlier, and haven't cleaned up the rest yet, and i've ALREADY put on random rings too tightly then spent the next 2 minutes uncomfortably prying them off my fingers. like three separate times. i never learn

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ugh i wish i didn't live in a rental and that i also had a million spare dollars so i could totally redecorate my room and paint the walls a different colour and put a bunch of new posters up.... ugh my soul CRAVES a nice black metal bedframe and a bunch of random fabric pinned to the ceiling. i do love my current furniture (it all miraculously fits in the same small bedroom with like a centimeter of wiggle room) but it's all WHITE.... if only it was a gorgeous dark stained wood.... 🤤🤤

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I NEED TO LIVE THIS LIFE SO BAD

ohhhh i need a black rufflely parasol. it would go sooo fucking well with my velvet cloak

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why are my only options blue black or black in velvet. please don't do this to me. PLEASE

i should not be trusted with money right now because i WILL unwisely spend it on a polyester taobao JSK of middling quality

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i should not be trusted with money right now because i WILL unwisely spend it on a polyester taobao JSK of middling quality

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i hope nobody here is actually familiar with lolita fashion because i would get really embarrassed if anyone ever noticed how little i actually know about it

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and NO i haven't looked that hard through lolibrary because i KNOW that if i DO find a super gorgeous perfect skirt, it'll be one predating 9/11 that was last produced in yugoslavia and was handmade by genetically modified silkworms or something

okay but really why does looking for a solid black or black + red JSK have to make me god's most tortured princess. like i'm glad there's a some black innocent world JSKs on mercari but like... on taobao it is soo desolate. EVERYTHING i can find is super pastel/sweet and the few black pieces are either suspiciously cheap or so expensive i may as well just buy from somewhere with cheaper shipping. like please god i KNOW they have $50-120 skirts out there in OTHER colours this cannot be so unreasonable!!

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okay but really why does looking for a solid black or black + red JSK have to make me god's most tortured princess. like i'm glad there's a some black innocent world JSKs on mercari but like... on taobao it is soo desolate. EVERYTHING i can find is super pastel/sweet and the few black pieces are either suspiciously cheap or so expensive i may as well just buy from somewhere with cheaper shipping. like please god i KNOW they have $50-120 skirts out there in OTHER colours this cannot be so unreasonable!!

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i legitmately jaw drop emojied in real time when i saw this random taobao JSK posted in a reddit comment section. are you KIDDING me... i need her so bad it's not even funny

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wait other post cancelled. mutuals. when r ur birthdays.

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slowly teaching my pinterest the difference between gothic lolita fashion and normal gothic outfits by dripfeeding images to my different goth boards with the same tenderness i would handfeed an orphan seagull

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