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I have needed to have this looped. Enjoy.

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Precious

A Baekhyun scenario

Genre: Angst

Sitting in the living room with your eyes closed you listened to the sweet music coming from the other room. Your boyfriend was an artist in every way possible and you knew it would be a distraction if you were next to him. But you loved listening to him playing, so instead of watching TV you sat there in silence, only a thin wall separating the two of you. Suddenly the beautiful piano melody turned into a meaningless noise. A few seconds later there was only silence and you vividly heard something hit the wall with a sound that made you wince. You hoped it was not anything precious, he would regret it later. You stood up and went to see what happened. Just when you were about to go into the room Baekhyun opened the door angrily and almost bumped into you. He looked into your eyes with fear that he’d hurt you somehow, but when he saw everything was okay, the irritation appeared back on his face. You knew well that he saw you were worried. Your expressions were always so easy for him to read, you couldn’t hide anything. But he didn’t react at all. He passed you and walked towards the door, only stopping when you caught his wrist, but even then he wouldn’t look at you. “Baekhyun-ah?” You couldn’t let him go like that. “Not now…” He whisper. But you needed the answer right now. You were worried right now. “What’s wrong?” You said in the most caring voice possible. In response his body stiffened and you immediately knew you made the wrong move. “Not. Now.” This time his voice was harsh. Harsher than ever. Your eyes widened but he wouldn’t turn around to see the shock and sadness he had put on your face. As soon as your grip on his wrist loosened, he pulled his hand out, grabbed his jacket and left, shutting the door loudly. You couldn’t believe your eyes. You’ve never seen him so upset. He never treated you like that, like you were disturbing him. You went to his room to see what he threw at the wall earlier. Maybe then you could understand his behavior. You opened the door but you didn’t manage to step inside. What you saw broke your heart into a million pieces. From the remains of a photo frame smiled your face. His most important possession was shattered on the floor.

You stepped out and leaned against the nearest wall, not sure if your legs could support you any longer. You felt your back slide down until you were sitting on the floor, holding your knees tightly. Time passed and you couldn’t think of a reason for what happened. The whole situation didn’t make any sense to you. Was it your fault? That was the only possibility that you could see, since it was your photo that he smashed. But what did you do?

“________! Look at me!” You purposely kept your back turned to him while running away. You hated having photos of you taken. So no matter how much fun you had that day, playing, talking and eating snacks in the park, and no matter how many times he asked you, you wouldn’t let him capture your face. “________!” You could hear he was already out of breath and you started to laugh so hard you couldn’t keep your pace any longer. That was when you felt his grip on your wrist. Damn. You got caught. Now there was nothing else you could do so you turned to him with the cutest smile you could manage. At the same moment you heard a quiet ‘click’. “You lost! I got you!” Baekhyun started his little dance of joy, happy that he finally had your picture and, seeing him like that, you couldn’t help but smile even more. Later that day you saw this photo on a shelf next to his piano. When asked he said that it was the most precious thing to him, except for you. You had to admit it was pretty and there was nothing but pure happiness on your face.

You didn’t feel like crying but you felt tears running down you face silently. He always said how he loved that photo. How it was there even if you couldn’t be. How it gave him motivation and strength and inspiration while writing music. Remembering it now hurt so much and you sobbed loudly. What in the world could make him so angry with you? You tried to remember all of your conversations and the time you spent together in the last few days. You wanted to find something that was wrong. Anything. You had very little time for yourselves because of him practicing almost day and night. But you weren’t mad, you knew exactly what you were getting into when you two started dating and you haven’t regretted it once. You were made for each other. Or at least that was what you thought.

You didn’t know how much more time passed. You were still sitting in the same place, hung somewhere between thinking and sleeping. At that moment you wished you could tunr back the clock and cuddle with him on the couch happy that you have each other. You wished you could feel his warmth, hear his laugh and feel it while he would be holding you in his arms. It felt so unreal to wish for those things. Suddenly you heard the door open and the next moment Beakhyun’s tired eyes found yours. You could see sadness appear on his face when he saw you. It must have been because of how you looked. Exhausted, eyes red and puffy, tear marks on your cheeks. This view could break anyone. “Why aren’t you as…” He started to ask but fell silent when he saw the door to his room was open. He looked back at you slightly panicked. You stood up to face him and caught his gaze, staring right into his eyes. “I needed to know” Your voice came out a lot weaker than you planned, but you didn’t even care anymore. More important was if he cared. Baekhyun started shaking his head rapidly. “It’s not what you think…I…” He sounded so overwhelmed. He took a few steps towards you and wanted to hug you. It was his way of apologizing and it always worked but now. Right now you needed to know the truth. Before he could wrap his arms around you, you put your hand on his chest lightly. His arms dropped to his sides. He looked so vulnerable at that moment, staring at you with surprise. “Why?” You asked quietly. “What did I do…?” Tears started to fall again and you couldn’t stop them. You curled your fingers into a fist on his chest and waited for the answer that would probably break your heart. Beakhyun’s expression changed. For a moment he was confused, and then immediately concern and love appeared in his eyes. He put his hand on the one you still held on his chest and kissed it. Then in no time you were wrapped in his embrace, his warm arms holding you tightly. And that was when you started openly crying. You rested your head on his shoulder, hands grabbing the shirt on his back. You could feel Baekhyun kissing your hair lightly and his hands making little circles on your back. “Shhh. It’s okay. I’m sorry. Everything’s okay.” His voice was shaking, you could feel he was on the verge of crying too. You didn’t want to hurt him more, to break his heart too. But you had to know, and he still hadn’t given you the answer. “No it’s not.” You murmured against his chest and then pulled away slightly still holding his hands. “You didn’t answer me.” He looked at you, his eyes opening wider when he saw how serious you were about it. “It’s not about you. I just… You did nothing wrong.” He explained slowly, staring at you like he’d been saying something obvious. “So why the photo? Why me!?” The scream was unexpected even for you. You didn’t realize how much emotions you were holding inside you up until now. And you couldn’t take it any longer. You felt his hands trying to grab your arms but you shook them off and quickly made your way to your bedroom, shutting the door close. You leaned on them so he wouldn’t open it and then sank to the floor. You heard him knock and apologize for a long time but you weren’t able to look at him. You didn’t know what to think. You didn’t know if there was anything you wanted to say. So you just listened to his calm voice, sobs escaping your mouth occasionally. Suddenly he stopped and you heard his steps as he walked away. You were scared that he gave up on trying to convince you. But then he returned, sitting in the same position as you on the other side of the door. For a minute or two both of you were silent. “Well, it’s past midnight now either way, so I can tell you.” His voice was full resignation. “It wasn’t because of you, it was me…” You couldn’t help but laugh gloomily. Why did it sound so fake? But then you heard him slam his fist on the floor. “No, ________, listen to me!” He was so desperate at this point. You could see how much he wanted you to understand. “I don’t know why it was your photo that I grabbed.” He started to explain again when he was sure he had your attention. “I just… I was so angry. I wanted to make a song, but I only managed to write the lyrics. The melody wouldn’t come to me no matter how long I tried to compose something.” “Baekhyun… you were never so emotional when it comes to music…” You managed to say, your lips swollen from crying. “I know. But I needed to complete it really quickly. Because it’s your birthday today, ________ …” You couldn’t believe what you heard and then he started singing, his beautiful voice filling every part of your soul. Hearing him sing like that, with true feelings and only for you, made you smile. Even if the song was incomplete, the lyrics caught your heart. You could feel a part of him in every single word. All the emotions were too hard to keep inside any longer. You got up and the next moment the song was muffled by your lips pressing into his in a desperate kiss. You wanted to show him all the feelings you had for him and apologize for all that was wrong. And you knew he understood, he always did. The kiss became more and more calm and gentle until you felt him pull back a little. He hugged you tightly never letting you go. A smile spread across your face when you heard him whisper in your ear, the words warming up your heart. “Happy Birthday ________ …”

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OMG! MY BABY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!~ ♥

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KPOP is my World. FANDOM is my Country. BIAS is the President. FANGIRLING is my Job. KPOP FRIENDS are my Family.

(via fiftyshadesofhan)

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konnichiwa darkness-san, my old tomodachi

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me every time i go swimming: what if I was a mermaid

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Full DNA sequence of octopuses shows they’re the closest things to aliens on Earth

After the first full genome sequences of octopuses, biologists have determined that the creatures are totally unlike any other animal on Earth, their genome shows a striking level of complexity with 33,000 protein-coding genes identified, more than in a human. I knew there was something up with those smart blobby creatures.

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THIS ANIME LOOKS LIKE ITS GOING TO DESTROY ME

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reblog if you want your followers to tell you one thing they secretly think about you

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i just wanna boyfriend so i can casually slip it into conversations that i have a boyfriend

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he cracks me up 😂

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when you can't hit that last high note (thank so much for 9000 followers and 6 million loops guys holy ff)

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THIS WAS IN MY DRAFTS WHA T

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Kai is one of those people and also me

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Last one! EXO's Evolution (Nini Ver)

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Is nothing holy

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honestly I cannot decide between luhan and xiumin kill me //requested// 👌🏼