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I just got stuck in traffic on the way home from work and needed to pee soooo bad 😩

I leaked a few times in my panties, and I had to sit in the car in my parking lot for a minute to get the desperation under control. I was wearing light pants and I didn’t want anyone to see me with wet pants. Getting up the stairs was so hard! Every step I thought I was about to lose it. Finally when I started unlocking the door I lost a huge squirt of pee into my pants! I was absolutely frantic trying to stop it

I finally got inside and as soon as I got the door closed behind me I just stopped trying. Piss absolutely poured out of my pussy and soaked my pants. I tried to stop it and make it to the toilet before a puddle formed but I just couldn’t stop peeing.

It felt so good though my legs were about to give out 🤤

[kyi-0m0]

Clicker trained to pee myself is such a hot idea but the even more humiliating aspect of it is not being able to stop yourself whenever anyone ever uses a clicker whether its for you or not 😵‍💫😵‍💫

[kyi-0m0]

“I need to pee but I…”

Can’t vs won’t vs shouldn’t

Can’t; locked up, physically unable. Pee shy, maybe so full they can’t go. Or maybe they’re just in denial. Convinced they have no option but to hold. “I have to pee *so* bad but I fucking can’t.”

Won’t; refusal. Maybe holding intentionally, or in a situation where they see refusal as the only viable solution. “Maybe I do have to pee, but I absolutely *won’t.*”

Shouldn’t; They know better. Hands between their thighs knowing the wetting is inevitable. Maybe they’re in a car. Maybe in bed. Somewhere you should not pee. “I have to go so bad… but I really shouldn’t…”

All three are so <333

[kyi-0m0]

One of my best holding experiences:

I started by drinking a huge bottle of water, then started playing undertale. I was thinking maybe I could get to the end but halfway through I was starting to squirm.

(During some points I spread my legs real wide and didn’t allow myself to hold or touch down there. I also tried to not squirm my hips and grind myself into my bed below but it was eventually really hard and I would spurt a little in my pants if I did this)

I was holding myself and crossing my legs whenever there was text and I would try to hurry through it using the skip the best I could. I started off very strong but it hit me very fast. I got through ruins and near the end of snowdin I felt it. I beat Papyrus and went through all of waterfall but kept dying to undyne. At that point, I was literally leaking in my underwear and sweat pants that I decided to leave on to make it more fun. I kept squirming, even rubbing my pussy to try and keep it in.

I died again, but at that point I couldn’t take it anymore. I pressed my bladder just a little and leaked quite a lot. It was hard and I just couldn’t keep the leaks in so I decided to go to the bathroom for some more torture. 🤤

For this part, I took all my clothes off and sat on the toilet (still not allowed to pee). I had an extra bottle of water and then poured the water over my genitals while still trying to hold. It felt so amazing and it was such a fun tease. I spurted only a little, then got my clothes back on, flushed and washed my hands. The sound of the water didn’t help and the warm water on my hands made me nearly piss myself on the floor. I was so desperate and potty dancing to try and hold it in.

After that I got in the tub and tried to keep holding until I exploded. I was squirming desperately and potty dancing while constantly leaking into my sweatpants and everytime I would try to hold the rest back and not give myself that relief I needed. I turned the shower on but faced it away from me so I wouldn’t get wet and kept holding. The leaks kept becoming more and more and everytime I pressed on my bladder just a little, I would squirt and gush. I couldn’t stop whimpering and thinking how badly I had to go potty. I was soon very wet with pee running down my legs and I just couldn’t take it anymore and just spread my legs pissed my pants all the way. Everything was soaked and I was soon standing in a large puddle while shivering the entire time. My little tdick was so hard the whole time and it felt so good to finally just let go and have an accident in my pants. 🤤

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a few weeks ago i had the house to myself (very rare occurrence) and was feeling already very deviant.. after scrolling through this blog for a bit i was like ok why the fuck not

let’s do this thing

i had about four-five hours until my roommate was going to be home, as well as a list of chores i wanted to get done before then, and an urge to b extra deviant …why not combine everything into one, hm? my favorite part of irl omo is the final stages — the leaking into the wetting. i’m also much more of a dom, so my preference is tilted more toward controlling someone else’s bladder, but i’ve wanted to dabble a little more into my own. so this was the second proper “hold” i’ve done myself. i didn’t have much time anyway, but also don’t have the patience or will to hold for very long (and little interest in suffering too long myself). so the rapid method is perfect

around 1:30 pm, i started. decided i was going to let myself piss every 15 minutes for the next two hours, and knew from my first hold that with a little psychological torment, that would have me shaking and leaking within an hour or two following. i was already painfully horny as soon as i started—honestly as soon as the idea hit my little head. i started edging myself for a bit. i’d already been idly rubbing my clit while scrolling, so i ramped that up. i got myself so wet and worked up, then switched out my fingers for a makeup brush. it was my first time every trying that and wowwwww let me tell you—had me feeling insane. i got myself pretty close by the first pee break. i went on like that for the next couple breaks, sipping water, scrolling, torturing my clit with a makeup brush. at about the hour mark, i decided to start my chores. i had dishes to do, and already knew my plan—i was gonna save those for as close to the cut off time as possible, and really feel alllll that running water. my wet hands, water splashing on me, the sound of the faucet.

the next thirty minutes went by, tidying the house, drinking, peeing, so on and so forth. here and there, i’d stop to edge myself a little more, then wash my hands and get back to work. as i said, my favorite way to speed up the desperation even more is some psychological torture. the first hold i did, i opted for sitting on the toilet with my legs spread every 15 minutes or so, forcing myself to stay like that at least 30 seconds before flushing and washing my hands as if i’d pissed for real. this time, i knew i wanted to do that, but i also wanted to up the ante. out of curiosity, i searched up some audio. i found a playlist (on youtube, idk why i was surprised honestly) of flowing water sounds and hypnosis videos. perfect. i started listening to those while on my hands and knees, scraping cat hair from my rug. by this point, i’d been peeing every fifteen minutes for about an hour and a half, and the need to pee each time was getting stronger. while on my knees, i was already squirming waiting the last 5 minutes for my next break. each time i went to the bathroom, i couldn’t help rubbing my clit just a little before i let myself pee.

3:15 comes around: i was going to get one more break after this before the hold would begin. it was the perfect time to start the dishes. barely a few minutes in, my legs were shaking. i knew i only have that one more break, and i was like: wow, okay, this hold is not going to last long once it starts, which is EXACTLY what i wanted.

while i washed dishes, i was listening to a hypnosis that was supposed to relax you into pissing the bed. i didn’t know if it would actually do anything for me, especially while actively doing something, but surprisingly, it had me feeling so loose and floaty. before that video ended, my last bathroom break came, and i had to pee BAD. i enjoyed it, knowing it would be the last for the indefinite future. the dishes still weren’t done, but i decided to take a quick smoke break before going back to work. barely ten minutes later, i was already feeling my bladder filling up fast. alllll according to plan

i went back to the dishes, and the playlist moved to another hypnosis. this one was text on screen, which i wasn’t reading, but the audio—ohhh man, the audio. it was a sort of hissing sound, then a loud sound of a single droplet of liquid hitting water, on repeat. i had to cross my legs. something about that sound had my bladder going crazy. not to mention, my pussy was throbbing by now. one of my favorite things about this whole kink is that hissing sound, so this video was absolutely sending me. it felt like my bladder and pussy throbbed in unison every time the droplet sound hit. the feeling of the hot water running on my hands was starting to get to me as well. there was no doubt i had to pee soon. it had been fifteen minutes since my last break—my body was accustomed. it was ready; too bad it wasn’t gonna get another break.

just to add a little extra pain, i leaned against the edge of the sink, which perfectly pressed right into my bladder. holy shit. my legs wobbled. finally, i finished the dishes. almost perfectly timed with turning off the sink, the next video came on and it was nothing but streaming water sounds. since my body was already begging for my next 15 minute break (which it wasn’t going to get), i thought it was a great time to trick myself into feeling like relief was on its way. i went back to the bathroom, stroking myself lightly through my underwear as i sat down on the toilet. my panties were pretty wet already, but no piss yet , just from how turned on i was. i painfully opened my legs as i sat there, and i could feel that tingling right at the edge of the piss wanting to break free. about thirty seconds passed, and i stood up quickly, clamping my legs together. washing my hands sent a shiver down my spine. i was so turned on, i felt like i could lose my mind. water sounds still full force in my ears, i went back to bed. i teased my clit with the makeup brush until i was writhing, so close to orgasm but not giving myself the satisfaction.

i went through this routine for maybe the next 30 minutes—sitting on the toilet with no release, edging with the brush with no release, all the while sipping a bit more water and feeling the need increase. i think it had only been an hour since the proper hold started, and i didn’t think i’d even make it to the two hour mark. i went out to my balcony for another quick smoke break—i didn’t even necessarily want a cigarette, just wanted to keep myself busy (and i can’t lie, the feeling that i could start leaking at any second while outside was too thrilling to ignore, tho i’ll note no one was around and i live two stories up so no one on the street could see either, just one of those little exhibitionist feelings to be outside in daylight). at this point i was listening to another hypnosis. the voice in the video was describing in detail the feeling off my bladder slowly getting fuller, how good it felt to be filled, and even more, how good it would feel to release. but how it wasn’t time to release yet, i had to keep it in. about ten minutes into that video, i was feeling so floaty, so full, and so unbelievably turned on. just walking through the house and feeling my legs rub together was making me quiver. i went back to the sink to fill up my water, and the sound overtop of the audio made my knees buckle. i forced myself to stand with my legs apart just to make things worse. right about that point, the man’s voice suggested i let go just a little. just a drop to feel a taste of the relief that was to come. oh my god. he described how good it would feel, and encouraged, “just let a little bit of that warmth out.” oh man…i was holding on. i didn’t even think i could let out an intentional leak because i was so horny. but since i was still at the sink, i decided to fuck with myself, and wash my hands one more time. that did it: i had my first leak. it was just a small gush, enough to make my already damp underwear a bit noticeably wetter, but it didn’t get through to my pants.

i clamped my legs together again and squirmed. the hypnosis was right though: the taste of release felt so good. i wanted to pee and to come so fucking badly. not yet though: another round of sitting on the toilet first. this one was the hardest, and i definitely leaked a tiny bit more before i stood up. i paced around the house; a few more leaks. it still wasn’t soaking through to my pants though, i was able to keep them under control enough. i wasn’t sure how much longer i had though, and i was so desperately horny, i decided to go back to my room and get set up for the inevitable. i piled some towels on the floor, and laid back over them. i started dragging the brush over my pussy again. my entire body was shaking so hard i was practically convulsing. like he knew that, the voice in the hypnosis described how he knew i would be shaking from how badly i wanted release, and how good i knew it would feel. i was a little to close to the edge again, so i had to stop touching myself. but i still couldn’t stop wriggling my hips, squeezing my thighs together, rutting against the bunched up towels. i sat up, partially because i could not be still, but also so i could grind even harder on the towels.

again, the audio started describing how good it would feel to let go. i was straight up whimpering to myself, i was so lost in the sauce. again, he said, “just push a little out. not enough to get relief, but just a little push”. it was involuntary; a good sized leak jetted out. that one definitely soaked through to my pants. the warmth of it was so intoxicating, i couldn’t help but grind even harder on the towels. the more i moved, the more leaks i had to let out—at this point, they weren’t just leaks, they were full on spurts.

finally, the audio said to let go. he described in so much detail how good it must feel to let it flow and feel all that warmth rushing out. though i wanted to feel that, i was way too horny and close to getting off to let go completely. the spurts just kept coming, feeling warmer and wetter. just grinding on the towels was so torturous—i needed to come so badly, and it was taking too long, i couldn’t take it. i gave in, and shoved my hand into my pants to rub my clit directly through my soaked panties. it barely lasted seconds before i came so hard, whining and moaning, still rutting into the warmth of the wet towels.

as i drifted back from the hard earned orgasm, i kept leaking little dribbles, but could feel i still had so much left inside me. i didn’t want to risk soaking through to the floor at this point, so i quickly rushed to the bathroom and into the bathtub. the second i stepped into the tub, i completely let go. usually it’s hard for me to piss after getting off, but not this time. the floodgates opened full force, and it all came rushing down my legs, pooling in my sweatpants before dripping out. i just stood there in complete bliss with my eyes closed, head back, still feeling orgasmic in the relief.

once it was all over, i took a quick little shower, gathered up my clothes and towels into the washing machine, and still had an hour to spare before my roommate came back. everything felt so amazing, and it was so satisfying to me to get to such a state of desperate bliss without having to be uncomfortable for hours. it’s also so interesting, rapid desperation (for me at least, with my tricks), because i’ve definitely had to pee more than that before but never that intensely. the mind games got me to that state so extremely so fast, which is perfect. i also didn’t feel like i’d done any possible bladder damage, as i surprisingly didn’t have to pee any more than usual for the rest of the day. so yeah, that’s the story of my second real hold, i’m still fantasizing about it weeks later. hopefully will get another chance to do this again in the near future

[kyi-0m0]

imagining hanging out with a girl who desperately needs to pee but we’re outside so she just has to pull off her panties and lift up her skirt and squat right in front of me since there’s no bathrooms and when I ask her if it feels good all she can do is moan and nod while the puddle below her gets bigger and bigger

[kyi-0m0]

Fuck me in front of mirror until I piss myself so I can see how pathetic you make me

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thinking about a character who desperately needs to pee but is absolutely freezing cold and the idea of going into a cold, tiled bathroom and pulling their pants down is just absolutely unbearable so they're desperately struggling to hold it

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Conditioning you to only cum when your bladder is full so everytime you're in the middle of an orgasm your body relaxes enough to piss yourself instead

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Pretty boys squirming and trembling whilst holding their bladder

Pretty boys drinking more and more water because they want to be good

Pretty boys letting go and tearing up with relief and embarrassment

Pretty boys <3

[kyi-0m0]

it's cute when people get so used to peeing in the shower that they immediately feel the urge every time they step in. as soon as the water starts running they realise they need to go, even if they had no urgency to do so before. even better if the water isn't even running, they've just stepped in to check their shampoo or something, and they're hit with an intense need to let go all over the floor and down the drain. even better than that, if they're so used to peeing in the shower at home that they can't help but do so in other, less appropriate places too. a friend's place? the gym showers? showers along the beachfront with barely any privacy? they can't help it, they've conditioned themselves to just let go whenever they wash, and it's so hard to hold it all in 🥺

[kyi-0m0]

boys pissing as u fuck their ass with a strap on

[kyi-0m0]

I keep thinking about making someone hold, and when they're finally near their breaking point - shaking, holding themselves with both hands, pleading - I say they can go to the bathroom.

I follow them as they slowly try to make it to the bathroom without leaking. They're leaned forward, still desperately holding themselves as they shuffle to the door. When they finally lay eyes on the toilet they have to stop and clench themselves even harder as a brief audible hiss fills the room. I can just hear them moan under their breath as the hiss stops, and I can only imagine how good it must have felt to let go in that moment.

They start shuffling towards the toilet now, faster than before out of desperation and hope, but I reach it before them and sit down. They can use the toilet, but I get to go first.

They try to complain but I ignore them and pull my pants down. They look at me with dread.

I'm secretly desperate to pee myself, but I pretend that I can't go. I ask them to turn the tap on for me. They groan, but I've made it clear that this is the only way for them to get to use the toilet, so they do. I see them try to brace themselves beforehand, but the sound of the stream so nearby makes them leak even harder.

And then I finally let go. My stream is long and hard, and I moan as loud as I can with relief. I talk about how hard it was to go so long without using the toilet, how all I could think about was how good it would feel to let go. How warm and wet my underwear would feel, how big the puddle under my feet would be. I watch them squirm more and more, letting out leak after leak. Their moans and pleading are constant now. Their wet streaks have gone down to their socks, and they have a small puddle of their own. But by the way they're squirming and the amount of tea I made them drink, I'm sure there's plenty of piss left that they're trying to hold in.

When I'm done pissing, I sigh and take my time wiping myself before finally standing.

They gasp with anticipation and clumsily try to get to the toilet. By the time they've pulled their pants down, they're already peeing freely. For a moment I watch as their stream falls into their already soaked underwear, before they've finally sat down. They can't help but slump against the back of the toilet as the sound of their stream and their relieved sighs echo around the room. They can barely keep their eyes open.

Just watching their relief makes me need to go again.

I don't have much to add to this. This is perfect. I would love to do this to someone so much!

Making someone watch you get relief when they're on the very edge of peeing is such a delightfully cruel way to tease them.

Your ask did make me think of another similar scenario, having them sit down as if they're going to pee but telling them to hold it, then peeing through their legs while telling them to keep holding. All the while they're getting splashed by your pee and feeling the warmth and wetness, seeing if they could make it without letting go. If you're feeling mean, making them get back up and pull their clothes up without wiping away any of the splashes that got onto them so they're wearing damp clothes.

Just had to add that thought since it popped in my mind while reading your ask. But your scenario sounds incredible and I need to do that with someone!

[kyi-0m0]

I like the “interrupted” scenario, so here’s some thoughts

somebody peeing somewhere they’re not supposed to, like in a sink or an alley, and they hear someone coming so they have to stop

similarly, somebody hiking or camping who just doesn’t want to be seen peeing behind a tree. Same thing where they stop as soon as they hear someone

somebody in the middle of a very busy day, finally gets a break and a much needed pee, only to have their boss or teammate bang on the door with an emergency that only they can fix. Their bladder is full enough that they know it’s gonna be a long piss, so they force themselves to stop, thinking they can come back in a minute.

started to wet but managed to regain control

but what happens after?

they can’t stop for more than a second. As soon as their pants are back up they wet uncontrollably.

they manage to hold for a while longer - painful though it is - but leaks happen here and there, and the longer they’re kept from relief the more leaks come. They lose control and piss for several seconds before clamping down the flow and quickly excusing themselves. If the toilet is nearby, they’ll make it, though the damage is obvious. If there isn’t a toilet, then…

they think they’ve got control, but the first jostle makes them wet. Someone bumping into them. A shout that startles them. The sound of running water. Sitting down. Standing up. And once the floodgates are open there’s no closing them.

after being denied once, their bladder gives out the second a toilet is in sight. They make it, but it’s close, and their underwear (and probably the floor) show it.

[kyi-0m0]

just a gentle reminder for all us folks who like to hold...

you're meant to be full ❤️ your bladder is meant to be at capacity, holding as much as it can, making you feel it so intensely

you're meant to hold it all in, as long as possible, and you know that because of how good it makes you feel~ every second you decide to hold longer because you enjoy it is a reminder...

make sure to stuff your bladder full and then keep holding ❤️

[kyi-0m0]

really want a sloppy, musky doggirl to piss inside me after she cums

i really want to be a sloppy, musky doggirl and uhhhhhhhh

[kyi-0m0]

I want someone to notice me squirming and ask me if I have to pee so I can tell them no, just for me to wet myself and have them tease me about it. Like, "What happened? I thought you didn't have to pee."