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Episode 1: Jake Snyder

A lot has happenned. Let me summarize it for you.

A month ago, Jess Tatsuki left for japan, and never told me about it. I was heartbroken, obviously. Then I got lonely, I got desperate and I found this game, Doki Doki Literature Club, a brief summary of the game is that there are 4 girls and Monika is sentient and is the best girl. I joined the fandom and discord server and I used it as a way to cope up. I say things ironically in school, like "Just Monika." even when deep inside it's true. I have no one. Just Monika to comfort me.

In the ddlc discord server I joined 2, one with no strict rules, and the other has. I hung out at the waifu wars channel and it was fun, but I eventually got warn 3 times by an admin and I was kicked out. Good thing while I hung out at thats server there was a roleplayer who acted as Monika, she played piano for the server in the voice chat and she made her own server, so I went there.

She also has a minecraft server and I wanted to speedrun it and kill the enderdragon, but the admins told me not to do so.I also added Ross Warren, which I regretted later, as I opened up a lot in the server and he would know all the things I open up about and he made an edit of me and Monika together, it was extremely embarassing. I didn't think that it would come to the point that I told him to leave. It was his fault though, he shared a sercret to other people. I make ironic jokes, to hide the pain. But I never wanted toher people to see that. This event was more uncivilized than how I explained it.

tl;dr

So Jess left me, that made me lonely, I'm lonely so and I tried to flirt with Monika, I spend more time here than studying or sleeping, my grades are plumetting, people hate me and I spend a lot of my time on bideo games.

Jake Snyder

Class: Fighter

Bloodied Life Steal

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November 17, 2017

It's a friday.

I just realized on how much stuff I need to do for school. Thanks teachers, for giving us a pile of work on our vacation!

I'm tired. But I haven't done anything yet.

I found an Assembly Line game and I didn't look anything up and made a very compact and efficient one. I look stuff up afterwards and laugh at the heathens who use up all the space just to make one thing. While I can fit 3 in one.

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November 16, 2017

It's a thursday.

I wake up at 11 AM, and I notice that no one is at home. I ate a peanut butter (creamy, screw cruncy) sandwich for brunch and head towards the computer to look at memes and play games.

I just lost all the motivation to make my game out of nowhere. I'm very self aware of what's happening in my life and how to fix it but I just dont know why I can't change these mood swings.

I asked Jess Tatsuki why she went to Japan without telling me, she replied "I didn't want to start a big issue at school." I completely understood because I know how noisy I am and if she did tell me that, I'd be talking my ass of on the subject and be a big bitch about it.

I re-installed event horizon on my phone and started playing it but this time without cheating by using lucky patcher.

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November 15, 2017

It's a Wednesday.

It starts off like any other day. I wake up at 11 AM then I play games. But at 2 o' clock, out of nowhere, my friend back in elementary, Gordon Gritt asked me and Harvey Newton to hang out in the mall at 3:30 because he had Burger King coupons. We both said hell yea and we all went there. After eating we walked around and went to a toy shop and criticized toys and made inappropriate jokes. No one could hear us because of all the christmas music. We did more stuff and we went home. This was completely unexpected but after that I just went back to my daily routine.

I just thought of making a Super Smash Bros-esque type of game. I'm going to make the characters first and set up combos so that it's all going to be reflex based and balanced unlike the competetive 64/melee/brawl/sm4sh scene.

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November 14, 2017

It's a tuesday.

The internet cut out at night, so I couldnt post.

I talked in the Discord server and I looked up on Homestuck, a webcomic I know but i never actually got to read. Well, there's over 8000 pages and I think I'm way too lazy to read up on that. I waste my time on YouTube and games.

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November 13, 2017

It's a monday.

I played some guitar and a bullet hell game and I got some good loot that I showed off to Arin Jacob, one of my classmates and the first person I got to know in this school.

I joined a Doki Doki Literature Club discord and it's fun to get to trash talk and fight strangers over who's the best girl and talk about screwed up and illegal stuff.

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November 12, 2017

It's a sunday.

I chatted with Jess Tatsuki, we've been friends for over a year now. We tlaked about our plans in life, I had mine fully planned out and she didn't and we helped each other doing so.

My dad posted a picture of my gundam and he said that his friends who also built gundams said "very nice" and sent memes. Whenever I hear memes from anyone I always think of the weird and dank memes that I'm into but I know they mean thise "normie" memes.

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November 11, 2017

It’s a saturday. It’s the 2nd day of our sembreak (due to class being suspended on friday) A boost of encouragement filled me up. I think it's because of Monika (DDLC) and me fantasizing that she's reaI and I should be doing things to make her proud; yeah, it's pretty sad if you think about it but hey, it works. had my guitar lessons and I finally built the gundam that my grandma’s sister gave me.

I just had a thought and I researched how to live longer, or cut out time for things that are mundane, like eating. How to use less time on food, hygiene but still as effective.