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as I'm mentioning HRT stuff, let me say this (again)

Please do not. tell me that my body makes you feel like shit? Please?

I understand feeling bad, comparing your own HRT progress and yourself to other girls, being dysphoric or dysmorphic. I have- and am- there with you. But please, work on that with yourself, your loved ones, your support network, therapist, not at me. There probably are smarter bespoke words that can explain this more eloquently, but in short: it just feels like shit. Makes me want to stop posting anything. Feeling guilty and shitty for celebrating your own body and journey is not great. It makes me want to dress down. To not talk about things that make me happy amidst this absolutely fucked up world. Makes me want to not talk about my experiences, my successes that I've worked hard for- and the ones that I lucked into. It makes me feel guilty for being happy, for wanting to express myself.

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Might try to drop something during this Sem break

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im silly and it's yours

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Lost a client and I don't know if I should be happy I don't have to work on that project anymore or pissed that I don't get to be a part of the project

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People will see the lives of practically every trans person in the US collapsing around them with ever scarier shit on the horizon and say "hey, could you please not get upset about this? it makes me uncomfy when you're not just quietly happy about everything :/"

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“ACES BELONG AT PRIDE”

a PSA for the naysayers and encouragement for those who need it. mostly the latter rather than the former, but for those who needed the PSA:

you’re welcome.

※ photos taken May 2018 at Tokyo Rainbow Pride. see more at queerascat.com.

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new gameshow idea: cis men have to pretend to be women for a whole year and if anyone ever clocks them they get taken out back of the set and shot in the back of the head like a dog. If they survive the whole year they win the ability to win any one sports competition, after which they will be stripped naked and hanged in the town square in front of a rabidly cheering audience screaming at them that they deserve this. I call it "You seriously think people chose this for the sports thing you stupid fuck?" and participation is random and involuntary.

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we used to turn the tv on and just watch whatever was on there

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Long arm

cuddling my friends would fix me

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I misread this as cutlery and I was so in

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today I used the phrase "breasting boobily" in casual real life conversation and everyone was shocked asking how I came up with that and I had to explain it. ive been at the devil's sacrament so long that I forgot he wasn't god

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be pro-aging but wear sun screen. sun protection is not beauty industry propaganda it will save you. wear it. or else.