l0vestrk

[l0vestrk]

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i want to see all parts of your brain, the immoral and hateful, the macabre and disgusting, the perverse and revolting. i will go beyond accepting them, i will nurture them to a point where you enjoy them too.

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[l0vestrk]

If you give me a shred of affection or attention there is a chance I will become obsessed with u and I apologize for that 💔

[l0vestrk]

"Waiting to find the perfect one" I'm the perfect one I'm so loyal I will never leave I'll play so nicely if you stay in my eyes.

I'm right in front of you can you not see the animal desire that I hold for you why can't you why does it not ensnare you I could pretend to be normal if it soothed you.

I could never touch an angel like you but I am so greedy.

I am not what you are looking for but I would love to be.

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How to beg someone for attention without directly begging someone for attention???

[l0vestrk]

I think being kidnapped by someone would fix me.

[l0vestrk]

yearn for me. otherwise, i have no purpose.

[l0vestrk]

I'll make myself such a good fucking boy as long as you just look at me. I see that you smile whenever I'm around, I see that you want my attention, take it have it please show me that you want me I promise I will take your heart and be so gentle with it. Just say the word.

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i don't want a gentle love. i want to be suffocated by it. smothered. owned. if they aren't willing to go insane over me and me alone — then what's the point? i don't want them at all. i'm tired of begging for scraps. why can't someone devour me whole?

[l0vestrk]

People think jealousy is attractive and flattering until you physically feel sick and panic whenever they mention their friends or any activity related to them.

[l0vestrk]

you don’t understand doll, i need you

i need you

when you’re not looking at me i feel myself dying

[l0vestrk]

I find myself thinking shamefully about them, I just can't help myself

I feel so awful but the chemicals in my brain as my heart races encourage me

[l0vestrk]

stalking is so cute !!! < 3 oh how I'd love to have my own stalker watching everything I do, constantly checking my social media and investigating my entire my life !!! 💌

[l0vestrk]

My heart bleeds for you, screaming out in pain, calling your name, seeking your presence and affection and touch like a starving thing. Forever wanting.

[l0vestrk]

say you'll never leave me.

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Love me how I love you

[l0vestrk]

sometimes i long for something overly domestic, cuddling, small kisses in exchange for something, hand holding; and other times i long for that animalistic obsession, the kind that youd see in media, where wed kill for each other and would keep each other homebound and forget everything besides the other didnt exist. i wish wish wish i could have somebody willing enough for both, willing to have me and handle me

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I know I should not have you but please would you indulge me a little? It's selfish to want you, as I would tear myself in two, but surely it isn't much worse than now.

But I know why I cannot have you

The very language I use to describe such a thing reflects that oh so clearly