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[la-memoir]

“Give people time. Give people space. Don’t beg anyone to stay. Let them roam. What’s meant for you will always be yours.”

— Reyna Biddy

[la-memoir]

Dear Love,

How have you been?

Hope you are doing well, and happy in life.

Today, i feel like i’ve been waiting for you for quite sometime. I am starting to doubt if you will ever exist in my life. I honestly hope and pray that you do, because i couldn’t wait to love and be loved once again.

I am just sad and empty tonight.

I feel like everyone else is in a relationship but me. I feel like everyone is being pursued but not me. Am i not beautiful? Am i not desirable? Am i unkind? What is wrong with me?

Please find your way to me as soon as you can, because im starting to believe that perhaps, you will never really exist in my life. Please find me, so we can love as soon as we can.

Hopefully, will love you,

Josielle

[la-memoir]

“It’s both a blessing and a curse to feel everything so very deeply.”

— David Jones

[la-memoir]

Dear Love,

I will introduce myself to you, today, the first day of December 2023.

Call me love. I am twenty-two years old, presently in my senior year in the university. If you don’t know yet, I am studying in UP Diliman. It was quite challenging, but do not worry because I am doing my very best to finish my program and graduate with flying colors. Aside from being a student, I am also working as a part-time research analyst in a start-up company. In my free time, I love walking around the university, and on fridays, I play badminton with my college friends. I also like listening to music, and watching informative videos that tickles my interest. I will delve into that, once you get to know me better.

With regards to my family, I am the youngest child. I am still living with my parents, and I plan to do so for the rest of my life. Are you perhaps okay with that? I love them so much, I wanted to give them the best life as much as possible, especially on their remaining years on earth. I hope you can help me, and I hope you can join me to relieve this dream.

I also have a nephew who has autism. This nephew is my favorite person in the world, yes, unfortunately, more than you. I love him with all my heart, and I want to care for him, and support him as much as i can. I hope you can allow me, and support me with that.

That is about me for now. I hope this December is good for you. Always take good care of yourself, and enjoy your life every single day. I will be praying for your safety everyday, so you can make it into my life as soon as you can. Please do know that i am patiently waiting for you.

I do not love you yet, but i know i will someday.

See you soonest.

Will love you,

Josielle