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JK Drabbles - One Shot #6 - Easy
Summary: What happens when slightly shy creative designer meets tattoo artist biker chick, and they realise they have more in common then they thought?  That includes being pig headed about their feelings.  Especially when things feel too “easy”. 
A bit of a slow burn. Warning: Smut at the end!
Rating: Mature. Minors dni Pairing: Jeon Jungkook / Reader Word Count: 8.8k
Also posted on AO3
MY MASTERLIST
Masterlist for JK Drabbles - One Shots
#1 - Welcome Home #2 - Be My Slave #3 - Wait (Song Inspired) #4 - Days Without Incident #5 - Selfish (Song Inspired) #6 - Easy (Song Inspired)
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Lady in helmet photocredit: https://es.pinterest.com/pin/1050253575598278096/ Man with rolled up sleeves photocredit: https://www.realmenrealstyle.com/how-to-roll-up-sleeves/
Chapter 6: Easy Inspired by: "Easy" by Danileigh (Remix feat. Chris Brown)
“Let me catch a vibe, let's just take our time Just relax your mind, and take it easy Don't have to decide, you do, I do, I Don't have to be mine, let's take it easy”
The song lyrics within the story are in italics.
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Jungkook had always been a little shy.  When he’d moved into the apartment across from you, you’d been the one who’d said hello.  He’d been having trouble unlocking his front door till you’d stepped in, twisted the key and rattled the door a little before it’d swung open.  The previous tenant had taught you the trick.
That was eight months ago. You’d become fast friends. You were both in creative fields. He was a creative director in the marketing department of a big corporation. You were a successful tattoo artist.  You were both movie buffs. You were both gamers.  You were both gym rats.  You both loved snacks, often making late night trips to the nearby convenience store just to load up on chips and ice cream.  You had argued passionately whether Rocky Road or Strawberry Cheesecake was the ultimate best ice cream flavor.  You had a bunch of gamer friends who crashed at your place regularly. Jungkook fit right in easily, making you a group of six.  Soon they were crashing at his place if you were busy.  It was total chaos.  It was perfect.
In other areas, you were poles apart.  He was shy around women. He’d been having a crush on a co-worker for months, but hadn’t dared make a move yet.  You were confident around men. You weren’t looking for anything long term. You didn’t want to be tied down. You just wanted something fun, something easy. Jungkook would see you kiss a new guy goodbye in the morning at your door every other week or so.  You’d smirked once when you’d made Jungkook buy you the biggest box of condoms on one of the late-night snack runs.  His face had turned all red when he recounted how the motherly lady cashier at the convenience store had winked at him.
You were a dancer. He had two left feet.  You used to do ballet, but a broken toe had forced your parents to accept that ballet just wasn’t going to be in your future. Your drawing and designing was. They grudgingly acknowledged your success as a tattoo artist. They ignored the fact that the only dance you did now was hip hop. You taught hip hop classes. You were good at it. You made it look easy.   You’d left your former life behind.  The ballet shoes, the ballet tights, the austere hairstyles, the bitchy ballet friends, the almost-fiancé tight-assed ballet partner.
Leaving that life behind was why you’d moved to a new city. Where you could start a new life.  Where you could breathe a little easier.  Where you could eat that last slice of pizza without worrying if your leotard might look a little tight during the next few rehearsals.  Where you didn’t have to cover up your tattoos. In fact, you could finally use your own skin as your canvas.  You could finally get that full sleeve you’d always wanted.  Where you could walk around in leather pants, tube top, combat boots.  Or cargo pants, tennis shoes, racer-back tank top.  Where you didn’t have to restrain the girls anymore because most ballet dancers were quite flat chested and you’d been blessed to fill C-cups.  In fact, now you pushed the girls into form fitting tops.  You weren’t above flashing some cleavage when you were looking for someone to warm your bed.  Your parents would have fainted at how vulgar it all was.  You couldn’t care less.  You were happier. Life was easier.
It's not that you wanted an easy life, as in not having to work hard. You were no stranger to hard work.  You worked hard for the things you wanted.  You worked hard to hone your design skills.  You worked hard to set up your tattoo shop.  You worked hard to push the boundaries of your art.  You worked hard to establish a big presence on social media to help spread the word and now had a decent following which brought in business.  Of course it helped that among your clients were some pro-gamers, a Tiktok influencer, a K-pop idol or two and even one Olympic sportswoman.
Another thing that would have caused your parents to faint was what you’d bought when you’d started getting a steady stream of customers.  Something you’d always wanted.  A motorbike.  Not just any bike. A Ducati Super 950 in Ducati Red.  With matching Ducati Red full-faced helmet.  Your socials had exploded when you’d posted a photo of yourself sitting on it.  #badassfemaletattoartist trended for two days. The Ducati sales rep who sold you the bike even called to thank you for the flood of enquiries they’d been getting for the bike.   You smirked, knowing that the bright shade of red lipstick you’d chosen, close to Ducati red had definitely helped.  Wearing the white spaghetti strap tank top with the plunging neck line definitely didn’t hurt either.
No one who have ever pegged you for a tutu-wearing, leotard covered ballerina. Only one of the guys in your friend group knew about your stuffy tulle and organza filled past. Jimin, one of your fellow dance instructors.  Late one night after classes, you and Jimin had gone for a bike ride to the nearby hilltop look-out some 30 minutes away from the city to get some peace and quiet. Jimin had just broken up with his long-time girlfriend and was pretty broken up he about it. You gave him a listening ear and a shoulder to cry on. Some how you’d ended up telling him about what you’d left behind.  You’d said you were happy now, and that was all that mattered. You didn’t think it was necessary to share this with everyone, so he promised to keep it to himself. 
So life was easy. But you kept things interesting. Despite your similarities, or dissimilarities, there were some things both Jungkook and you had never done. So you tried them together.  Bungee jumping.  Skydiving. Flyboarding.  Aerial yoga.  Needless to say, if it involved signing an indemnity, you were the one who’d suggested it. You even managed to convince the whole gang to go for Laser Tag.  They all complained when Jungkook and you killed everyone. They refused to play any sort of shooting games with the two of you again. Ever.
Some things, you’d introduced to Jungkook. Like riding a motorcycle.  He’d stood there starstruck the first time he’d seen you ride up to the apartment building on your Ducati after work one day.  You’d swung one very toned leather-clad thigh over the bike, pulled your full-face helmet off, your luscious locks falling free in a deep brown waterfall.  It was almost clichéd. Cue the slow motion, sexy music, the sparkles at the way the strands caught the light of the setting sun behind you. His breath caught in his throat. His throat bobbed as he swallowed when he saw you smirking at him.
“Like what you see, Kookie?”
“Uh, yeah, that’s some bike.  Almost 1,000 cc.”  He tried to regain his footing by talking technical specs.  Technical specs were always safe.
“Yeah, love having all that power between my thighs,” you said cheekily, relishing how his face turned red.  Ok, that’d backfired gloriously.  Now all he could think about were your thighs. How they’d feel wrapped around…  ARGH!   He was saved by Jimin turning the corner hollering for help to carry up tubs of ice cream and bags of snacks. 
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Two weeks later, you’d finally convinced him to take a ride with you. He’d climbed on behind you, slightly nervous at how close your bodies were.  He debated between putting his hands on your shoulders and on your waist.  The former seemed more proper.  The latter would allow him to keep his balance better, since he could lean forward a little. But you were wearing  a crop top, which meant his fingers would be resting on skin. He held his breath and placed his hands on your waist. He hoped you couldn’t feel his fingers trembling. You didn’t seem to.  You even placed your hands on top of his and squeezed.
“Hold on tight, Kookie,” was the last thing you said before your snapped shut your visor then started up the bike.
He didn’t know was more unnerving.  The speed at which you navigated the streets, the fact that there was nothing between him and the asphalt if you crashed, or the fact that your skin was smooth and warm. He had to admit, it felt good.  His thighs pressing on the outside of yours.  Feeling how well you controlled the bike, leaning into the turns with you.  Soon he was having fun.
You’d ridden up to the hilltop lookout point. There was a reason you’d brought Jimin there. It was beautiful. It was quiet. The city lights twinkled.  There was a large flat rock that jutted out of the hillside.  You lay side by side on it, looking up at the night sky.   You’d told him that was your special place.  Whenever life got too crazy, you’d lie there beneath the stars.  They helped remind you that there was a whole universe out there.  That your lives were just one moment in the entire fabric of time and space. It kept you humble.
That night, you’d told him about your former life.  Y/N the ballet dancer. Y/N who’d been engaged.  Y/N who’d left it all behind and was now a tattoo artist and part-time hip-hop dance instructor.   Who didn’t want to be tied down.  Who thought love was overrated. Who wanted life to be uncomplicated. Easy.  Jungkook looked at you wistfully. You looked happy. 
That night, he told you more about the girl at the office he was having a crush on. Lee Sooyi. She was in the sales department. She was one of the top performers.  Pretty. Petite. Sharp as a whip. Long silky hair. Long legs. Tiny waist. Big eyes. Used her looks to her advantage.  Had half the guys in the office drooling after her.  You were almost disappointed that Jungkook had a crush on her. She seemed so… typical. You’d expected more from him.  But hey, who were you to judge right?
He said it was rumored that she’d been dating the CEO’s son, Kim Taehyung, but they’d broken up. Twice, and they’d broken up again recently.  Rumor had it Sooyi had caught Taehyung making out with one of the PAs in his office.
This Taehyung sounded like a real piece of work. But being the heir to an empire?  Having the face and body that graced the covers of GQ?  Women would throw themselves at him.  You were pretty sure this Sooyi would forgive him in no time.  But you kept your thoughts to yourself.
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There was going to be a big office party next month at a new R&B/Hip Hop club that had opened about four months ago.  All the guys in the office had been vying for Sooyi’s attention, in hopes of being her date.  Jungkook had burst into your apartment in a panic. He was laughing maniacally but also panicking. You didn’t know whether to laugh or offer him a Valium.
He’d run into Sooyi in the office pantry, and in a moment of bravery he’d asked her to be his date for the party. To his utter shock she’d said yes!  Jungkook was good looking. All the office girls talked about him, finding him extra cute because of how shy he was.  Plus, unbeknownst to him, Sooyi planned to use him to make Taehyung jealous.
So, Jungkook was now having a mini panic attack. He didn’t know how to dance! He begged you to teach him.  You scrunched up your nose, looked up at the ceiling, pretending to think really, really hard, then asked him what he’d do to convince you to teach him.
His desperation showed in what he threw at you:  doing your laundry, letting you choose all the movies, paying for snacks. paying for take-out, washing your bike, cleaning up your tattoo studio, letting you win at Call of Duty. That last one made you splutter indignantly, saying you won fair and square anyways and hit his shoulder to make him take it back.  You finally settled on cleaning up your tattoo studio for a month.
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Jungkook has always been a little shy. Well, a little shy around people he didn’t know well.  He’d be a little stiff and awkward.  He didn’t move with that confident ease that some people possessed.  People like you.  Comfortable with their bodies.  Comfortable being around other people’s bodies.  He stood, stiff as a statue in the dance studio where you taught hip hop.  You had the place to yourselves as there were no classes that morning.
He was dressed in a black hoodie, white sweats, sneakers.  You had to admit, despite being loose, the soft fabrics clung to his toned physique, showing off his broad shoulders and trim waist. Those hours in the gym were definitely not wasted. 
He stood in the middle of the dance studio, looking rather out of place.  Hands stuffed into the pockets of his hoodie, the hood up, looking like he wished he could disappear into it.  You laughed a little at him, pulling out your phone, scrolling through your music.
“Hmm…  let’s see… the old classics, Montell, Tupac, Notorious BIG,… maybe too hard hitting. Bruno, En Vogue.. too fast.  Ah, found something more chillax.”
The slow beats of Danileigh streamed out over the Bluetooth speakers.
Let me catch a vibe, let's just take our time Just relax your mind, and take it easy
You made Jungkook stand next to you, both of you facing the mirror. You showed him some basic moves, asking him to mimic you. He was so stiff, you couldn’t help but burst out laughing.  His face and ears turned red. 
“Sorry, Kookie, I don’t mean to embarrass you.  You’re just so… stiff….” You wiped your tears away with the back of your hand. 
“Relax, take it easy. It’s just me.” You told him to loosen his shoulders.  Shake out his hands.  Release the breath he didn’t know he was holding.  You tried for a while, Jungkook doing his best to keep up.  Soon he was starting to perspire.  His brow completely furrowed as he did his best to contort his body.  Finally he gave up and slumped on the ground.  You started doing a robot routine, popping and locking before laughing and saying that he was more suited for that style, making him groan and cover his face.
“How are we going to turn this,” he gestured wildly at himself, “into that” he gestured at you, “in four weeks?” he whined dejectedly.
You took pity on him.
“We have time.  You need to relax.  Take your time.  You need to catch the vibe.”    You walked over to him and pulled him onto his feet.
“Come on, Kookie.  Let me try something.  Just close your eyes.  Feel the beat.  You don’t have to do anything fancy.  Just close your eyes first.”
Jungkook looked at you dubiously, but closed his eyes.  You reached up to push his hoodie off his head. He frowned, but kept his eyes closed. 
You stepped in front of him, both of you facing the mirror. Your bodies not touching.
“Ok, now, put your hands on my hips.  Keep your eyes closed.”  You started swaying side to side with the beat. 
“Can you feel that?  Take your time.” You swayed slowly. Jungkook nodded. “Relax, take it easy. Don’t think. Just feel.”  You continued swaying.
“Okay, if you feel it, you can start swaying too. You can open your eyes now.” Jungkook opened his eyes.  He looked at you in the mirror.  He was almost a head taller than you.  He usually tried not to stare at you. Especially since that first time he saw you on your bike.   Now he let his eyes drift.  He admired the curve of your shoulder, your neck.  The hint of cleavage when you moved your arms.  The sliver of skin above the waistband of your sweats and your flat abs. 
He blinked to break the spell you had cast on him.  He focused on the movement. He was mesmerized by how you swayed, and how smoothly he was swaying with you.  He never knew his body could move like that.   You made it look easy.  Now he found it easy.
Don't have to decide, you do, I do, I Don't have to be mine, let's take it easy
He grinned.  You grinned.  He felt it.  He felt the groove.  He forgot to be self-conscious.  He let the bass of the music vibrate through his body.  The beat bounce through his hips. The push of your hips travelled up his arm.
“I’m going to add a little twist to my sway, okay?  But you just do you, okay?  Do what feels right, you don’t have to follow me.”
You started adding a little grind to your sway, twisting your hip, left, then right. You added a little heel tap at the end of each sway. Jungkook was enraptured by your sinuous movement.  Because your movements were now bigger, your hip occasionally brushed against his.   He couldn’t help himself. His fingers dug into your hips.  When you swished your hips from side-to-side double time. He was so lost in the music his hips met yours and moved in tandem. 
Your eyes opened wide at how smooth his moves were.  He was keeping up with you!  You looked so good together in the mirror.  You felt like something had clicked.  Your movements identical, almost as if your thoughts had fused together. Your bodies moved closer.  Your back was now pressed against his hard chest, your ass against his crotch. Your arm snaked up, your hand gripping him behind his neck.  His hand drifted lower down your hip.  His lips ghosted along the shell of your ear, his warm breath making your shiver.
Suddenly, he straightened up. grabbed you by the hand, spun you away. The moment shattered.  He grinned as he pulled you back in, then dipped you, making you both laugh before pulling you back up.   He released you quickly, awkwardly, rubbing the back of his neck with his hand. 
The best defense is a good offense. “Wow, Kookie, we’ll make a dancer out of you after all!” you cheered, bouncing on your feet, clapping him on the shoulders. He blushed, party from your praise, but mostly because of how it felt when your ass rubbed against his crotch. Yes, you affected him.  And he knew he’d affected you too, if only a little bit. But you were his friend. You were like one of the guys. 
You were not his usual type – usual being the sweet, girly type. Talking to you was easy.  Spending time with you was easy. Just being himself, was easy.  You were so confident.  You had men eating out of the palm of your hands.  To be honest, initially you’d intimidated him. 
So he just put it down to the dancing. In any case the moment had passed. Things went back to normal.  Easy normal.  Over the next few weeks, you’d walked Jungkook through some more popular hip hop/R&B favorites that were usually played in clubs. He had a girl to impress.  He was a quick study.   Once he’d gotten over his awkwardness, he was actually a pretty good dancer.
Something had shifted after that dance session with Jungkook.  You couldn’t quite put your finger on it. But you started noticing little things you hadn’t noticed before. The little mole he had under his lower lip.  How cute his dimples looked when he smiled.  How his hair would fall into his eyes and he’s sometimes blow it out of his face annoyingly when he was concentrating on something.   How he’d play with his lip ring when he was nervous.
But he acted like nothing had happened.   You reminded yourself it was his crush on Sooyi that had gotten him started on dancing in the first place.  He was doing all this in the hopes of impressing this other girl enough for her to want to date him!  Why should things between you and Jungkook change? You’d already spent so much time together, done so much together.  Things between you had been good. Easy. 
Baby, when you with me, with me Got no worries, worries I love it when you touch me, touch me Feelin' so lovely, lovely He reminded himself it was his crush on Sooyi that had landed him in this situation in the first place.  But this had now gone beyond just dance lessons. He was starting to enjoy spending time being closer to you.  He liked how your bodies moved together.  Now when the gang hung out, Jungkook would plonk himself on the sofa next to you, entire leg pressed against yours and you were fine with it. You just fit. When he passed you in the kitchen he'd reach out and twirl you before going to grab beers from the fridge.  You’d shimmy against each other and laugh when trying to squeeze past each other in hallways or trying to get around furniture.  Jimin looked at you knowingly, studying your faces.  You’d scoffed, telling Jimin nothing was going on.  Jungkook was crushing on someone else!  Jimin merely nodded, smirking.
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It was the day of the party. Jungkook was a bundle of nerves.  He was just thankful you’d be there.  The club owner, Yoongi, was a friend of Jimin’s. Your group of dance instructors had performed at the club a couple of times.  In fact, your group had helped raised the club’s profile when it’d first opened by holding charity events, organizing regional dance battles, pushing out social media dance challenges. Yoongi was so grateful your group had permanent VIP status. Drinks were on the house, and you never had to stand in line.   What’s more, Yoongi even let you park your motorbike right outside the club, encouraging you to take shots with it and the club’s signage in the background. 
Today you were a little late.  Your last customer’s session had taken a little longer as he was a bleeder, so you had to keep stopping to wipe blood away so you could see what you were doing.  You’d joined the gang at their usual VIP booth, downed a shot then looked around for Jungkook.
Then you spotted him.  He was with a fairly large group of corporate types. All sporting long sleeved shirts, rolled up to the elbows. Neatly pressed slacks.  Same stuffy corporate air. You almost laughed at how uptight all of them looked. The women were no better.  Pencil skirts. Silk blouses that clung, with more buttons being undone as more drinks were downed.  Silky bouncy hair that was tossed over shoulders. Heavy make up and fake eye lashes.  You wondered how their make up didn’t crack when they smiled. It was so thick.
You had to admit Jungkook looked good in his white button down and caramel colored slacks.  He was sitting at one of tables at the edge of the club, his arm around the back of the chair of a slim brunette.  Ah, that must be Sooyi.  You looked at her with interest.  She was pretty.  She was chatting with the girl next to her. But you noticed that her eyes kept drifting to the tall, attractive man at the next table.  You recognised him. Kim Taehyung.  You’d seen his picture in GQ, the handsome heir to Kim Industries.  When she saw that he was looking she leaned closer to Jungkook, putting her hand on Jungkook’s thigh, talking and laughing prettily.
Jungkook smiled at her, obviously enjoying the attention.  He leaned towards her and brushed a lock away a lock of hair off her face, tucking it behind her ear.  She fluttered her eyelids at him.  She actually fluttered them! You scoffed and downed another shot.
“You okay, Y/N?” Jimin asked, seeing you mutter to yourself.
“I’m fine,” you grunted, downing your third shot.  Jimin eyed you suspiciously.
You saw Jungkook lean down to whisper something in Sooyi’s ear.  She glanced at Taehyung to make sure he was watching, then nodded at Jungkook before standing up with him and making their way to the dancefloor.
The only pleasure you got out of watching them dance was seeing how smooth and natural Jungkook looked.  No one would have guessed that just four weeks ago he was as stiff as a board and danced like a robot.  Sooyi was doing alright. At least she had a sense of rhythm, even if all she did was wave her arms in the air and move her hips from side to side.  She did, however intentionally brush her hips against Jungkook.  The skank.  You downed another shot.
Then you heard it. Familiar beats.  You looked up in shock at the DJ who winked at you, knowing you liked the track. Danileigh.  Your heart sank.
Let me catch a vibe, let's just take our time Just relax your mind, and take it easy
Jungkook’s eyes widened. He held Sooyi by the arms as he spun around looking for you till he found you.  He caught your eye and grinned. This was it. This was his chance to show off some moves.    He was so busy looking for you he didn’t see how Taehyung moved closer to the dancefloor, eyes trained on Sooyi.  Or how Sooyi’s eyes never left Taehyung’s even when Jungkook held her closer.
You watched as Jungkook placed his hands on Sooyi’s hips.  He started swiveling, catching Sooyi by surprise. She snaked her arms up his chest slowly, smiling coyly at him, one hand wrapping around his neck, the other going into his hair.
Jungkook closed his eyes.  He moved his hands to small of Sooyi’s back. He pulled her closer till her body was flushed with his.  His body continued moving to the music.  
She moved along with him. She pressed herself against him, grinding her hips on his.  She smiled. But she was not smiling because she enjoyed being close to Jungkook. She was smiling because she could see how jealous Taehyung looked.
You on the other hand couldn’t breathe.  You felt a burning sensation in your gut.  Jungkook looked like he was so into her. Eyes closed. Body pressed against hers.  In fact, he’d pushed one knee between hers to get closer. 
But who were you to feel this way? He wasn’t yours.  You were friends. So, you gave him some dance lessons.  You played games together.  You’d told him you weren’t looking for anything serious.   
But maybe you couldn’t lie to yourself anymore. The way you seemed to fit together.  The way being with him was easy.  The way he saw the real you.  The good bits, the bad bits, the crazy bits, the broken bits.  Maybe something really had shifted and you’d just been living in denial.  You downed another shot as Jimin watched you with worried eyes.
Then suddenly you stood up, your empty shot glass clattering onto the table.  Sooyi had stood up on tip toes and pressed her lips to Jungkook’s.  One hand in his hair to pull his head down to hers. The other hand reached behind her to push his hand down so that he was gripping her ass.
You couldn’t watch anymore.  That burning sensation in your gut flared. You felt like it was going to burn you up from the inside.  Your heart was racing.  Your feet moved before you even realized you were leaving.  Jimin called after you, but you didn’t hear him.  Your blood was pounding in your ears so loudly, you didn’t even register the sounds of the club.  All you knew was you needed to leave.  You jumped onto your bike, pulled on your helmet and roared off into the night.
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It felt wrong. Everything felt wrong.  He thought he’d enjoy being with Sooyi. After all, he’d been crushing on her for so long.  But half an hour into the date, his mind started wandering.  When she started talking about some clothing collection from a new designer, he thought about you. What time were you coming?  Did your client like that new design? Did you see the trailer for that new PlayStation game?   Focus, Jungkook! He scolded himself, reminding himself that Sooyi looked very pretty in her pink silk blouse.  He smiled at her as she chatted animatedly, resting her hand on his thigh.
Then Sooyi suggested dancing. Jungkook readily agreed, confidence buoyed by your lessons.  He thought Sooyi looked a little stiff, but she swayed to the beat.  Her hips brushed against his, so he wasn’t complaining.
Then he heard Danileigh. The song that had started it all.  He held onto Sooyi’s arms to swivel her around as he looked for you.  There you were!  This was your song!  He grinned at you.  You looked sexy as always.  Tank top in urban camo print, beige utility boot cut pants, black combat boots.  Hair done up in low bun.   He pulled his eyes away from you before anyone could catch him staring, bringing his focus back to Sooyi.
He placed his hands on her hips and started swiveling, feeling the beat.  He remembered how it felt that first time with you.  Letting the vibe go through him. How right it had felt to have you in his arms. But it wasn’t you now.  Sooyi snaked her arms up his chest slowly, smiling coyly up at him.  She wrapped one hand around the back of his neck, the other reaching up to slide through the silky strands of his hair.
He thought it would feel very intimate, but something was still off.  So he closed his eyes, hoping that would help his body forget what it felt like to dance with you.  He moved his hands to the small of Sooyi’s back.  He pulled her closer till her body was flushed with his.  She was so petite and small.  He continued moving to the music, still feeling a little confused as to why everything felt a bit off.
Sooyi moved her body along with Jungkook’s.  Now she was really getting into it.  She pressed herself against him, grinding her hips against his suggestively.  He could feel her small, soft breasts pressing against his chest.  He pushed his knee between hers to get closer, his hips moving against hers.  His eyes were still closed, so he didn’t see Sooyi smiling widely, her eyes trained on Taehyung.
Suddenly, Sooyi stood up on tip toes and pressed her lips to Jungkook’s.  One hand reaching into his hair to pull his head down towards her.  Her other hand reached behind her to push his hand down to make him grip her ass.  Jungkook was so startled his eyes flew open.  He didn’t even kiss Sooyi back.  He just pushed her away, eyes blazing.  His skin crawling.  Sooyi was smirking, but she wasn’t looking at him.  He followed her line of sight and turned, then realized she was looking at Taehyung. 
He whirled back around, about to confront Sooyi for using him but he saw Jimin rushing out of the club. Jungkook cast around looking for you but he didn’t see you.  Something had been off the entire evening, but now that feeling was not just a vague sense of unease. It had escalated into a blaring alarm that something had gone terribly wrong.
Jungkook caught up with Jimin outside the club, just in time to see you roaring off on your motorbike.
“What happened, Jimin?” Jungkook asked, worry written all over his face.
Jimin sighed. “Y/N’s been watching you and Sooyi.   When Sooyi kissed you, Y/N took off.”
“Oh.  But,” Jungkook hesitated. “I didn’t kiss Sooyi back.”
“Y/N didn’t stay long enough to see that,” Jimin said.  “Look, I’ve seen the way you two are around each other.  You may not want to admit it, but you are good for each other.  I don’t know why you insist that nothing’s going on.”
“Did Y/N say that? That nothing’s going on?” Jungkook asked.
“She told you about her past right?  She closed herself off emotionally.  I know she keeps insisting she doesn’t want anything permanent, she wants her freedom, keep things easy. She doesn’t show it, but she gets lonely too.” Jimin added.
“I thought this is what she wanted! That’s why I didn’t push it.  I thought the attraction was one-sided. That maybe it was just me. She seemed fine with her flings. She could have any guy she wants! I mean, have you seen her?!?” Jungkook waved his arms about exasperatedly.
“She could.  But in the last two months, she hasn’t had anyone over. Didn’t you notice?  Then in the last four weeks, she’s spent most of her free time with you!   Not that the guys are complaining.  We know you guys have been in the dance studio. But Jungkook, I have to tell you.  She looks happy.  I’ve seen the way she looks at you.  She’s fallen for you, Jungkook.”  Jimin said quietly.
“Jimin, I have to find her,” Jungkook ran his hands through his hair in frustration. “She thinks I’m into Sooyi.  She couldn’t be more wrong.  Where do you think she’d go?”
“There’s only one place she’d go when this sort of thing happens.  Come on, I’ll drive you there.”
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Surprisingly, there was no one on the hill.  You lay on your rock, staring up at the moonless sky.  Clouds obscured the stars too.  They reflected your mood.  Overcast. Directionless. Lost.  
You thought you had a handle on things.  You thought you knew what you wanted.  You had your art, your studio, dance, friends.  Life was easy.  You were happy.  Weren’t you?  In those years when you’d been building the life you wanted, you’d worked so hard to get to where you were today. But then, now what?  You hadn’t allowed yourself to think about what came next. 
You sighed, closing your eyes.  You didn’t know how long you’d been lying there for.  You’d left your phone with your bike, wanting to be left alone.
Your thoughts swirled as you thought about what had changed.  What had changed was the presence of a doe-eyed  man.  Who’d somehow slipped into the spaces in your life you didn’t know existed.  Slipped under your skin when you weren’t looking. 
Now those spaces felt empty.  Because he wasn’t yours.  He was with someone else.  You didn’t realize you wanted him till it was too late. You clenched your fists, the image of him kissing her making your jaw clench, your brows furrow.  You wanted to scream.
“You know, if you light up the bat signal, you might get Batman to make an appearance.”
You shot up onto your feet.  Eyes wide open in disbelief.  Brows furrowed in confusion.    “What…  how….  why….. what…..? “
Jungkook laughed.  “I have never seen you speechless. Wait. Let me enjoy this.”  He took out his phone and snapped a photo of you.
You recovered from your shock. You looked behind him, eyes narrowing.  You crossed your arms, raised your chin.  “Where’s your girlfriend?” you asked him, voice sharp with hostility.
He seemed a little taken aback by your reaction. “Um, I don’t have one.  I was hoping you’d be interested in the position?” he asked a little hesitantly.
“What?  What game are you playing at Jungkook? I just saw you kiss someone else! Her hand in your hair, your hand on her ass.  What happened?  Did she not like the way you kissed?  You know what, I don’t care.  Just leave me alone. I don’t take any one’s cast offs.”   You tried to step around him so you could stomp off.
He grabbed you by the arm and pulled you into a hug. “Will you just stop and listen,” he growled.  “First of all, Sooyi kissed me. I didn’t kiss her back.  Second, I didn’t grab her ass. She pushed my hand onto it. I pulled away.  Third, she was only doing all that to make her ex jealous. She was just using me.”
You tried to wriggle out of his hold. “So what?  That’s no concern of mine. Poor you, it must have been so terrible to have a pretty girl come on to you.  You poor baby,” you crooned, voice dripping with sarcasm.
“Will. You. Stop. That,” he growled again, squeezing you to shut you up.  You yelped as he crushed you, but you stopped wriggling and talking.  “Something felt off the entire night. Right from the time we left the office for the party.  I tried to have conversations with her, but I’d be thinking about you.  I had to force myself to pay attention to her.  Then she wanted to dance.  Man, she was even more stiff than I used to be,” he laughed.  You couldn’t help it. You sniggered, making him smile.  You buried your face in his chest.
“Dancing with her, just felt all wrong. I tried closing my eyes, tried letting the music take over. Nothing worked.  Then they played “Easy”, and I saw you.  That’s when I couldn’t deny it anymore. The only one I wanted in my arms was you.” Jungkook held you at arms length so he could look at you.
“Yes, you, you stubborn woman.  I was actually going to ditch Sooyi and ask you to dance with me when she decided to force herself on me.”   Jungkook shuddered.
“So, nope, I don’t have a girlfriend, but I’m hoping you’d say yes to being mine.”  Jungkook looked at you with his puppy dog eyes, playing with his lip ring nervously.
Instead of answering him, you cupped his face with both hands and drew him down till your lips met.  His lips were pillowy soft, yet firm. Warm, in contrast to the cold of his lip ring. His tongue traced your lower lip, asking for entrance. You open your lips on a sigh and he slipped in, his tongue sliding on yours making you moan.  His arms closed around your waist, crushing you to him. 
After an entire night of things feeling wrong, this felt right. The way your lips moved in sync.  The way your breaths mingled. The way your bodies fit together. The way the connection between you seemed to thrum.  The air around you seemed electric, alive.
Jungkook broke the kiss, breathless, pressing his forehead to yours.  
“Jungkook,” you breathed.
“Hmm?”
“Mine or yours?”
“Mine.”
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The clouds parted during the bike ride back to your apartment building.  The moonlight painted patterns on your skin as Jungkook peeled off your clothes slowly, kissing each patch of newly exposed skin.  When you were bare, Jungkook knelt next to you to admire you.  Hair fanned out over his pillow.  Big eyes staring at him with desire.  Chest heaving, thighs rubbing together. 
You reached out to tug on his shirt. “You’re wearing too much clothes Kookie,”  you chided.  He grinned, unbuttoning his shirt. As he undid the last button, revealing his glorious chest and abs, you got up, sitting back on your heels, smiling coyly at him. You unbuckled his belt, unzipped his slacks, reached into his boxers, freed his cock, leaned forward and took him into your mouth all before Jungkook could even register what you were doing.
He moaned, his mouth going slack.  Your tongue pressing against the underside of his cock, down to the base as you took him all the way in.  You sucked as you moved upwards, tongue swirling around the head, before you took him in again.  The fact that you were naked, while he was still almost fully clothed just made it hotter.  He gathered your hair into a ponytail, then he pulled on it, creating some tension.  You grunted as you continued to pleasure him, his hips starting to roll.
“No,” he placed his hands gently on your head to still your movements.  “Need to be inside you.”  He pushed on your shoulders gently, to get you to lie down.  He got up to stand by the bed, taking his clothes off.  His muscles rippled with his movements. His big cock was rock hard, jutting out form his body, shiny from your saliva.  He gripped his cock, pumping it slowly as he walked to his bedside table and retrieved a condom.
“No need, Kook, I’m on the pill.”
“But, you made me buy all those condoms.”
“That’s for safety and hygiene, not contraception,” you wrinkled your nose.  “Come here, Kook.”  You leaned back on your elbows, slowly spreading your legs. “I want you raw.”
He climbed onto the bed and settled between your legs, hovering over you.  He leaned down to kiss you.  “But first, let me worship this body.” He trailed kisses down your neck, over your collarbone, nipping you along the way.   He moved down the swell of your breast, deliberating going past the nipple without touching it, then moving between the breasts, to the other breast.  This time when he neared the nipple, he blew on it without touching it, making you groan. 
He mouthed at your breast a few more times, before moving his lips over the nipple lightly, making you gasp.  You tried to make him do more by grabbing the back of his head and pushing it towards your breasts but he caught both of your wrists in one hand and pinned them above your head, immobilizing you.
“Uh, uh, uh….   So impatient.  Be a good girl and just take what I give you, Baby,”  he said darkly.
Then he closed his lips around your nipple and sucked. Hard.  Your whole body jerked.   
“Aah!  Koook!”   You felt him smile against your skin.
He continued lapping at your breast, tongue flicking over the nipple while he grabbed and squeezed your other breast, pinching and rolling the other nipple.  Your body arched off the bed.  Pleasure shot to your core, making your clit throb. 
He lapped at the other breast now, mouth and hand swapping sides.   His kisses trailed lower, over your sternum, your stomach, your abs.  He used both hands to fondle your breasts now, playing with both nipples. 
He kissed your mound.  “Hmm, smooth,” he said, approvingly. Then without warning he dipped his tongue deep into your folds and pressed hard on your clit, making you cry out.  His big hands held your thighs open as he showed you no mercy.  He alternated between fucking you with his tongue, licking your clit and sucking on it.  Then he slid two fingers inside you as he sucked on your clit, making you mewl.  He stroked your warm walls faster as he felt your muscles tightening. Your thighs were clamped around his head. Those thighs he’d admired that day he’d seen you on your bike.   Those thighs were now quivering as you neared your climax.
“Kook!” you gushed, as he continued stroking and sucking you through the aftershocks.  Your legs fell open as he climbed back up to kiss you, your taste on his tongue.  He slotted his hips against yours, rubbing his cock against your wet folds.
“Need you inside me, Kook,” you panted between kisses. “Fill me up with your big cock, Kook.”
Jungkook groaned, slotting the head of his cock against your entrance, pushing in slowly.  The stretch was delicious.  You both moaned at the fullness.  At the closeness.  You wrapped your legs around his hips, digging your heels into his ass to pull him closer.    When he was in all the way to the hilt, he paused for a short while so you could both enjoy the sensation.  Then he pulled out suddenly till almost the tip and rammed all the way back in just as suddenly making you scream.
Over and over.  He pounded into you.  He straightened one of your legs and pressed it to your chest.  He rolled you onto your side.  He flipped you over so you were all fours.  He pressed your shoulders down so that your chest was on the bed while your ass was up in the air, cheeks red from being smacked.
You pushed him down so you were on top.  You rode him as he held your hips.  You sat on his face.  He flipped you so that he could lie on top of him, pussy on his face while you sucked him off.   You both lost count of how many orgasms you’d coaxed from each other.
Then you soaped each other gently in the shower, washing each other with care.  You were already almost asleep on your feet so Jungkook dried you, dressed you in one of his oversized t-shirts and put you to bed. He slid in behind you, wrapped his arms around you and succumbed to sleep.
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You heard the clinking of cutlery.   Bacon, was that the smell of bacon?  Your stomach rumbled.  You opened your eyes blearily.  Where were you?
Grey rumpled sheets.  Grey pillows.  Grey quilt. White walls.  The only spot of color, a poster on the wall, from the game Monument Valley.  Jungkook’s room.  You looked down.  You were wearing an oversized t-shirt. Jungkook’s.  No underwear.  Eating breakfast without any panties just felt wrong, so you went searching for your thong and found it in your pile of discarded clothes on the floor. It wasn’t much, but it made you feel a little less naked.
You walked out to the kitchen rubbing your eyes and froze.  Five pairs of male eyes blinked at you.  Seokjin was at the stove frying up bacon.  Namjoon had a piece of toast halfway to his mouth.  Jimin just spit out some coffee all over Hobi’s newspaper.  Jungkook was seated at the head of the table, his eyes open wide as he took in your clothes, or lack there-of.  The t-shirt wasn’t thin enough to be transparent, but it was obvious you weren’t wearing a bra.  It was long enough to cover your ass, but short enough to see you didn’t have any shorts on.
Seokjin reached down to turn off the stove before his bacon burned.  No one else moved.  You took a deep breath.  If can’t beat ‘em, join ém, right?  So you held your chin up, sauntered over to Jungkook and deposited yourself onto his lap, one arm around his shoulders. You smiled at everyone.
“Good morning guys!” you said cheerily.  “When did you guys get in?  Did you save some bacon for me?”  You reached down and stole a piece of bacon off Jungkook’s plate.
Jimin recovered first, having wiped the split coffee off his chin.  Unfortunately, Hobi’s newspaper was ruined. “Hey Y/N.  About an hour ago.  Sorry if we woke you.  You must have had a long night.” He looked pointedly at Jungkook, who looked a little shell shocked.
Hobi looked between Jungkook and you, then started grinning.  “Finally,” he smiled.  “Coffee, Y/N?”
“Yes, Hobi!” you beamed, throwing Hobi an air kiss.
Namjoon put down his half-eaten toast, looking totally confused.  Seokjin came over with a plate of bacon, winking at you and Jungkook, taking the seat at the other end of the table.  Hobi came back with coffee for you, Jimin and himself.  Seokjin threw his arm around Namjoon, laughing as he tried to explain what was going on.
Jungkook, having recovered, leaned closer and whispered in your ear.  “I left a note on the bedside table that the guys were coming over for breakfast so you wouldn’t just walk out in nothing but my t-shirt.”
“Well, I am wearing my thong,” you whispered back.
“That’s not much better!” Jungkook hissed.
“I didn’t see your note!”   You protested.  “I smelled bacon and I came running.  Somebody wore me out last night!” You pouted
“Well, I didn’t hear you complaining about coming so many times last night,” he gloated.
“You know we can hear you guys, right?” Jimin smirked.   The rest of the guys burst out laughing.
“Ok, ok,” Jungkook laughed. “Excuse me while I go put some clothes on my girlfriend.” Jungkook put his arms around you and stood up, lifting you up bridal style while you squealed.
“Or,” Jimin drawled, “you could take some clothes off.  It’s a Saturday. Take your time.  Maybe, another hour, or two?  We still have time before we have to leave for the exhibition. We’ll just be here finishing breakfast,” he waved his hand dismissively at you, sending the other three into fits of raucous laughter.
Since getting some clothes on you was the goal, Jungkook carried you back to your apartment.  Getting you dressed did indeed take another two hours. Well, getting you undressed came first, followed by you and Jungkook christening several flat surfaces in your apartment.  Not before making sure your front door was bolt-locked.  Then followed by another shower before finally getting dressed. 
After breakfast you all went to the nearby museum to view the latest collection by one of the up-and-coming young artists in the country. Namjoon was a big fan. The art was supposed to be appreciated in silence, so visitors drifted around without talking.  The six of you moved around the exhibits, reading the inscriptions.
 Jungkook and you moved separately but always gravitated back towards each other.  Once in each other’s orbit, you’d have to touch.  A hand on your lower back.  Your hand on his arm.  His warm fingers holding yours.  The silence was not awkward. It was easy. 
The gang went out for a late sushi lunch after all that walking. You decided to interrogate them about what they seemed to know about what had happened between you and Jungkook.
“Come on, Y/N.  It was easy to see what was happening between the two of you!” Hobi crowed. “The only person who was oblivious to it was you! Oh, and maybe Namjoon,” Hobi laughed, as Namjoon sputtered.
“But, ….  But…   I didn’t even realize it till…. “ you trailed off, ashamed to admit that it’d taken seeing Jungkook kiss someone else before you could admit to yourself that you had feelings for him.
Jungkook felt bad that you were being put in a spot. “Come on guys. To be fair, I could have said something earlier.  I could have been more honest with myself too.  I kept telling myself, there was no way she’d be interested in me.  I thought I’d been permanently friend-zoned.”
“Why did you think that?” you asked curiously.
“Because…” he floundered.  “Because… things were…  too easy!  Everything was just soo… easy with you!   We got along so great!   I’ve never met a girl like you before! You’re like one of the guys…. But way cooler…and … with nicer boobs!”  The entire group cracked up.
You hit Jungkook on the shoulder.  “Oh my god!   I can’t believe you brought up my boobs!  Now I have to show everyone my boobs because only you’ve seen them! How are they supposed to know they are nicer?” Your hands went to the hem of your tee, making Jungkook panic and jump up and grab your hands, his eyes wide open.  The entire group cracked up even harder. You joined them this time.
He looked around at everyone, eyes narrowing at you, then he laughed too.
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Eight Months Later
“There, all done,” you put down your tattoo gun and wiped the skin on Jungkook’s left ribs, above his heart.  He held his left hand up to admire the matching tattoo on his ring finger. “Easy” followed by tomorrow’s date.  You had a matching tattoo on your rib and ring finger too. 
“Easy”, a tribute to the song that had started it all for you.
Tomorrow’s date, because tomorrow was the day you were going to put rings over those tattoos on your ring fingers as you said “I do”.      
You’d both decided to have a small luncheon at the R & B Club for just family and close friends.  Yoongi and the gang had even gone to the trouble of decorating the club, even though you’d insisted it wasn’t necessary.  Jimin and Seokjin might have gone a little overboard with the extravagant white lily and tulip arrangements, balloon clusters and arches and glitter everywhere.  Jungkook’s parents were coming, and to your surprise, so were yours.  Jungkook had insisted you invite them even though you’d said they wouldn’t be caught dead in that sort of club, or in any wedding not held in a proper grand ballroom. 
A wedding wouldn’t be a wedding if there was no dancing. Plus you were in a club!  The DJ, who was obviously also invited had asked you what song you’d wanted for your first dance as husband and wife.  You’d grinned at each other, then turned to the DJ and said in unison “Easy”.
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JK Drabbles - One Shot #6 - Easy
Summary: What happens when slightly shy creative designer meets tattoo artist biker chick, and they realise they have more in common then they thought?  That includes being pig headed about their feelings.  Especially when things feel too “easy”. 
A bit of a slow burn. Warning: Smut at the end!
Rating: Mature. Minors dni Pairing: Jeon Jungkook / Reader Word Count: 8.8k
Also posted on AO3
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Masterlist for JK Drabbles - One Shots
#1 - Welcome Home #2 - Be My Slave #3 - Wait (Song Inspired) #4 - Days Without Incident #5 - Selfish (Song Inspired) #6 - Easy (Song Inspired)
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Chapter 6: Easy Inspired by: "Easy" by Danileigh (Remix feat. Chris Brown)
“Let me catch a vibe, let's just take our time Just relax your mind, and take it easy Don't have to decide, you do, I do, I Don't have to be mine, let's take it easy”
The song lyrics within the story are in italics.
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Jungkook had always been a little shy.  When he’d moved into the apartment across from you, you’d been the one who’d said hello.  He’d been having trouble unlocking his front door till you’d stepped in, twisted the key and rattled the door a little before it’d swung open.  The previous tenant had taught you the trick.
That was eight months ago. You’d become fast friends. You were both in creative fields. He was a creative director in the marketing department of a big corporation. You were a successful tattoo artist.  You were both movie buffs. You were both gamers.  You were both gym rats.  You both loved snacks, often making late night trips to the nearby convenience store just to load up on chips and ice cream.  You had argued passionately whether Rocky Road or Strawberry Cheesecake was the ultimate best ice cream flavor.  You had a bunch of gamer friends who crashed at your place regularly. Jungkook fit right in easily, making you a group of six.  Soon they were crashing at his place if you were busy.  It was total chaos.  It was perfect.
In other areas, you were poles apart.  He was shy around women. He’d been having a crush on a co-worker for months, but hadn’t dared make a move yet.  You were confident around men. You weren’t looking for anything long term. You didn’t want to be tied down. You just wanted something fun, something easy. Jungkook would see you kiss a new guy goodbye in the morning at your door every other week or so.  You’d smirked once when you’d made Jungkook buy you the biggest box of condoms on one of the late-night snack runs.  His face had turned all red when he recounted how the motherly lady cashier at the convenience store had winked at him.
You were a dancer. He had two left feet.  You used to do ballet, but a broken toe had forced your parents to accept that ballet just wasn’t going to be in your future. Your drawing and designing was. They grudgingly acknowledged your success as a tattoo artist. They ignored the fact that the only dance you did now was hip hop. You taught hip hop classes. You were good at it. You made it look easy.   You’d left your former life behind.  The ballet shoes, the ballet tights, the austere hairstyles, the bitchy ballet friends, the almost-fiancé tight-assed ballet partner.
Leaving that life behind was why you’d moved to a new city. Where you could start a new life.  Where you could breathe a little easier.  Where you could eat that last slice of pizza without worrying if your leotard might look a little tight during the next few rehearsals.  Where you didn’t have to cover up your tattoos. In fact, you could finally use your own skin as your canvas.  You could finally get that full sleeve you’d always wanted.  Where you could walk around in leather pants, tube top, combat boots.  Or cargo pants, tennis shoes, racer-back tank top.  Where you didn’t have to restrain the girls anymore because most ballet dancers were quite flat chested and you’d been blessed to fill C-cups.  In fact, now you pushed the girls into form fitting tops.  You weren’t above flashing some cleavage when you were looking for someone to warm your bed.  Your parents would have fainted at how vulgar it all was.  You couldn’t care less.  You were happier. Life was easier.
It's not that you wanted an easy life, as in not having to work hard. You were no stranger to hard work.  You worked hard for the things you wanted.  You worked hard to hone your design skills.  You worked hard to set up your tattoo shop.  You worked hard to push the boundaries of your art.  You worked hard to establish a big presence on social media to help spread the word and now had a decent following which brought in business.  Of course it helped that among your clients were some pro-gamers, a Tiktok influencer, a K-pop idol or two and even one Olympic sportswoman.
Another thing that would have caused your parents to faint was what you’d bought when you’d started getting a steady stream of customers.  Something you’d always wanted.  A motorbike.  Not just any bike. A Ducati Super 950 in Ducati Red.  With matching Ducati Red full-faced helmet.  Your socials had exploded when you’d posted a photo of yourself sitting on it.  #badassfemaletattoartist trended for two days. The Ducati sales rep who sold you the bike even called to thank you for the flood of enquiries they’d been getting for the bike.   You smirked, knowing that the bright shade of red lipstick you’d chosen, close to Ducati red had definitely helped.  Wearing the white spaghetti strap tank top with the plunging neck line definitely didn’t hurt either.
No one who have ever pegged you for a tutu-wearing, leotard covered ballerina. Only one of the guys in your friend group knew about your stuffy tulle and organza filled past. Jimin, one of your fellow dance instructors.  Late one night after classes, you and Jimin had gone for a bike ride to the nearby hilltop look-out some 30 minutes away from the city to get some peace and quiet. Jimin had just broken up with his long-time girlfriend and was pretty broken up he about it. You gave him a listening ear and a shoulder to cry on. Some how you’d ended up telling him about what you’d left behind.  You’d said you were happy now, and that was all that mattered. You didn’t think it was necessary to share this with everyone, so he promised to keep it to himself. 
So life was easy. But you kept things interesting. Despite your similarities, or dissimilarities, there were some things both Jungkook and you had never done. So you tried them together.  Bungee jumping.  Skydiving. Flyboarding.  Aerial yoga.  Needless to say, if it involved signing an indemnity, you were the one who’d suggested it. You even managed to convince the whole gang to go for Laser Tag.  They all complained when Jungkook and you killed everyone. They refused to play any sort of shooting games with the two of you again. Ever.
Some things, you’d introduced to Jungkook. Like riding a motorcycle.  He’d stood there starstruck the first time he’d seen you ride up to the apartment building on your Ducati after work one day.  You’d swung one very toned leather-clad thigh over the bike, pulled your full-face helmet off, your luscious locks falling free in a deep brown waterfall.  It was almost clichéd. Cue the slow motion, sexy music, the sparkles at the way the strands caught the light of the setting sun behind you. His breath caught in his throat. His throat bobbed as he swallowed when he saw you smirking at him.
“Like what you see, Kookie?”
“Uh, yeah, that’s some bike.  Almost 1,000 cc.”  He tried to regain his footing by talking technical specs.  Technical specs were always safe.
“Yeah, love having all that power between my thighs,” you said cheekily, relishing how his face turned red.  Ok, that’d backfired gloriously.  Now all he could think about were your thighs. How they’d feel wrapped around…  ARGH!   He was saved by Jimin turning the corner hollering for help to carry up tubs of ice cream and bags of snacks. 
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Two weeks later, you’d finally convinced him to take a ride with you. He’d climbed on behind you, slightly nervous at how close your bodies were.  He debated between putting his hands on your shoulders and on your waist.  The former seemed more proper.  The latter would allow him to keep his balance better, since he could lean forward a little. But you were wearing  a crop top, which meant his fingers would be resting on skin. He held his breath and placed his hands on your waist. He hoped you couldn’t feel his fingers trembling. You didn’t seem to.  You even placed your hands on top of his and squeezed.
“Hold on tight, Kookie,” was the last thing you said before your snapped shut your visor then started up the bike.
He didn’t know was more unnerving.  The speed at which you navigated the streets, the fact that there was nothing between him and the asphalt if you crashed, or the fact that your skin was smooth and warm. He had to admit, it felt good.  His thighs pressing on the outside of yours.  Feeling how well you controlled the bike, leaning into the turns with you.  Soon he was having fun.
You’d ridden up to the hilltop lookout point. There was a reason you’d brought Jimin there. It was beautiful. It was quiet. The city lights twinkled.  There was a large flat rock that jutted out of the hillside.  You lay side by side on it, looking up at the night sky.   You’d told him that was your special place.  Whenever life got too crazy, you’d lie there beneath the stars.  They helped remind you that there was a whole universe out there.  That your lives were just one moment in the entire fabric of time and space. It kept you humble.
That night, you’d told him about your former life.  Y/N the ballet dancer. Y/N who’d been engaged.  Y/N who’d left it all behind and was now a tattoo artist and part-time hip-hop dance instructor.   Who didn’t want to be tied down.  Who thought love was overrated. Who wanted life to be uncomplicated. Easy.  Jungkook looked at you wistfully. You looked happy. 
That night, he told you more about the girl at the office he was having a crush on. Lee Sooyi. She was in the sales department. She was one of the top performers.  Pretty. Petite. Sharp as a whip. Long silky hair. Long legs. Tiny waist. Big eyes. Used her looks to her advantage.  Had half the guys in the office drooling after her.  You were almost disappointed that Jungkook had a crush on her. She seemed so… typical. You’d expected more from him.  But hey, who were you to judge right?
He said it was rumored that she’d been dating the CEO’s son, Kim Taehyung, but they’d broken up. Twice, and they’d broken up again recently.  Rumor had it Sooyi had caught Taehyung making out with one of the PAs in his office.
This Taehyung sounded like a real piece of work. But being the heir to an empire?  Having the face and body that graced the covers of GQ?  Women would throw themselves at him.  You were pretty sure this Sooyi would forgive him in no time.  But you kept your thoughts to yourself.
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There was going to be a big office party next month at a new R&B/Hip Hop club that had opened about four months ago.  All the guys in the office had been vying for Sooyi’s attention, in hopes of being her date.  Jungkook had burst into your apartment in a panic. He was laughing maniacally but also panicking. You didn’t know whether to laugh or offer him a Valium.
He’d run into Sooyi in the office pantry, and in a moment of bravery he’d asked her to be his date for the party. To his utter shock she’d said yes!  Jungkook was good looking. All the office girls talked about him, finding him extra cute because of how shy he was.  Plus, unbeknownst to him, Sooyi planned to use him to make Taehyung jealous.
So, Jungkook was now having a mini panic attack. He didn’t know how to dance! He begged you to teach him.  You scrunched up your nose, looked up at the ceiling, pretending to think really, really hard, then asked him what he’d do to convince you to teach him.
His desperation showed in what he threw at you:  doing your laundry, letting you choose all the movies, paying for snacks. paying for take-out, washing your bike, cleaning up your tattoo studio, letting you win at Call of Duty. That last one made you splutter indignantly, saying you won fair and square anyways and hit his shoulder to make him take it back.  You finally settled on cleaning up your tattoo studio for a month.
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Jungkook has always been a little shy. Well, a little shy around people he didn’t know well.  He’d be a little stiff and awkward.  He didn’t move with that confident ease that some people possessed.  People like you.  Comfortable with their bodies.  Comfortable being around other people’s bodies.  He stood, stiff as a statue in the dance studio where you taught hip hop.  You had the place to yourselves as there were no classes that morning.
He was dressed in a black hoodie, white sweats, sneakers.  You had to admit, despite being loose, the soft fabrics clung to his toned physique, showing off his broad shoulders and trim waist. Those hours in the gym were definitely not wasted. 
He stood in the middle of the dance studio, looking rather out of place.  Hands stuffed into the pockets of his hoodie, the hood up, looking like he wished he could disappear into it.  You laughed a little at him, pulling out your phone, scrolling through your music.
“Hmm…  let’s see… the old classics, Montell, Tupac, Notorious BIG,… maybe too hard hitting. Bruno, En Vogue.. too fast.  Ah, found something more chillax.”
The slow beats of Danileigh streamed out over the Bluetooth speakers.
Let me catch a vibe, let's just take our time Just relax your mind, and take it easy
You made Jungkook stand next to you, both of you facing the mirror. You showed him some basic moves, asking him to mimic you. He was so stiff, you couldn’t help but burst out laughing.  His face and ears turned red. 
“Sorry, Kookie, I don’t mean to embarrass you.  You’re just so… stiff….” You wiped your tears away with the back of your hand. 
“Relax, take it easy. It’s just me.” You told him to loosen his shoulders.  Shake out his hands.  Release the breath he didn’t know he was holding.  You tried for a while, Jungkook doing his best to keep up.  Soon he was starting to perspire.  His brow completely furrowed as he did his best to contort his body.  Finally he gave up and slumped on the ground.  You started doing a robot routine, popping and locking before laughing and saying that he was more suited for that style, making him groan and cover his face.
“How are we going to turn this,” he gestured wildly at himself, “into that” he gestured at you, “in four weeks?” he whined dejectedly.
You took pity on him.
“We have time.  You need to relax.  Take your time.  You need to catch the vibe.”    You walked over to him and pulled him onto his feet.
“Come on, Kookie.  Let me try something.  Just close your eyes.  Feel the beat.  You don’t have to do anything fancy.  Just close your eyes first.”
Jungkook looked at you dubiously, but closed his eyes.  You reached up to push his hoodie off his head. He frowned, but kept his eyes closed. 
You stepped in front of him, both of you facing the mirror. Your bodies not touching.
“Ok, now, put your hands on my hips.  Keep your eyes closed.”  You started swaying side to side with the beat. 
“Can you feel that?  Take your time.” You swayed slowly. Jungkook nodded. “Relax, take it easy. Don’t think. Just feel.”  You continued swaying.
“Okay, if you feel it, you can start swaying too. You can open your eyes now.” Jungkook opened his eyes.  He looked at you in the mirror.  He was almost a head taller than you.  He usually tried not to stare at you. Especially since that first time he saw you on your bike.   Now he let his eyes drift.  He admired the curve of your shoulder, your neck.  The hint of cleavage when you moved your arms.  The sliver of skin above the waistband of your sweats and your flat abs. 
He blinked to break the spell you had cast on him.  He focused on the movement. He was mesmerized by how you swayed, and how smoothly he was swaying with you.  He never knew his body could move like that.   You made it look easy.  Now he found it easy.
Don't have to decide, you do, I do, I Don't have to be mine, let's take it easy
He grinned.  You grinned.  He felt it.  He felt the groove.  He forgot to be self-conscious.  He let the bass of the music vibrate through his body.  The beat bounce through his hips. The push of your hips travelled up his arm.
“I’m going to add a little twist to my sway, okay?  But you just do you, okay?  Do what feels right, you don’t have to follow me.”
You started adding a little grind to your sway, twisting your hip, left, then right. You added a little heel tap at the end of each sway. Jungkook was enraptured by your sinuous movement.  Because your movements were now bigger, your hip occasionally brushed against his.   He couldn’t help himself. His fingers dug into your hips.  When you swished your hips from side-to-side double time. He was so lost in the music his hips met yours and moved in tandem. 
Your eyes opened wide at how smooth his moves were.  He was keeping up with you!  You looked so good together in the mirror.  You felt like something had clicked.  Your movements identical, almost as if your thoughts had fused together. Your bodies moved closer.  Your back was now pressed against his hard chest, your ass against his crotch. Your arm snaked up, your hand gripping him behind his neck.  His hand drifted lower down your hip.  His lips ghosted along the shell of your ear, his warm breath making your shiver.
Suddenly, he straightened up. grabbed you by the hand, spun you away. The moment shattered.  He grinned as he pulled you back in, then dipped you, making you both laugh before pulling you back up.   He released you quickly, awkwardly, rubbing the back of his neck with his hand. 
The best defense is a good offense. “Wow, Kookie, we’ll make a dancer out of you after all!” you cheered, bouncing on your feet, clapping him on the shoulders. He blushed, party from your praise, but mostly because of how it felt when your ass rubbed against his crotch. Yes, you affected him.  And he knew he’d affected you too, if only a little bit. But you were his friend. You were like one of the guys. 
You were not his usual type – usual being the sweet, girly type. Talking to you was easy.  Spending time with you was easy. Just being himself, was easy.  You were so confident.  You had men eating out of the palm of your hands.  To be honest, initially you’d intimidated him. 
So he just put it down to the dancing. In any case the moment had passed. Things went back to normal.  Easy normal.  Over the next few weeks, you’d walked Jungkook through some more popular hip hop/R&B favorites that were usually played in clubs. He had a girl to impress.  He was a quick study.   Once he’d gotten over his awkwardness, he was actually a pretty good dancer.
Something had shifted after that dance session with Jungkook.  You couldn’t quite put your finger on it. But you started noticing little things you hadn’t noticed before. The little mole he had under his lower lip.  How cute his dimples looked when he smiled.  How his hair would fall into his eyes and he’s sometimes blow it out of his face annoyingly when he was concentrating on something.   How he’d play with his lip ring when he was nervous.
But he acted like nothing had happened.   You reminded yourself it was his crush on Sooyi that had gotten him started on dancing in the first place.  He was doing all this in the hopes of impressing this other girl enough for her to want to date him!  Why should things between you and Jungkook change? You’d already spent so much time together, done so much together.  Things between you had been good. Easy. 
Baby, when you with me, with me Got no worries, worries I love it when you touch me, touch me Feelin' so lovely, lovely He reminded himself it was his crush on Sooyi that had landed him in this situation in the first place.  But this had now gone beyond just dance lessons. He was starting to enjoy spending time being closer to you.  He liked how your bodies moved together.  Now when the gang hung out, Jungkook would plonk himself on the sofa next to you, entire leg pressed against yours and you were fine with it. You just fit. When he passed you in the kitchen he'd reach out and twirl you before going to grab beers from the fridge.  You’d shimmy against each other and laugh when trying to squeeze past each other in hallways or trying to get around furniture.  Jimin looked at you knowingly, studying your faces.  You’d scoffed, telling Jimin nothing was going on.  Jungkook was crushing on someone else!  Jimin merely nodded, smirking.
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It was the day of the party. Jungkook was a bundle of nerves.  He was just thankful you’d be there.  The club owner, Yoongi, was a friend of Jimin’s. Your group of dance instructors had performed at the club a couple of times.  In fact, your group had helped raised the club’s profile when it’d first opened by holding charity events, organizing regional dance battles, pushing out social media dance challenges. Yoongi was so grateful your group had permanent VIP status. Drinks were on the house, and you never had to stand in line.   What’s more, Yoongi even let you park your motorbike right outside the club, encouraging you to take shots with it and the club’s signage in the background. 
Today you were a little late.  Your last customer’s session had taken a little longer as he was a bleeder, so you had to keep stopping to wipe blood away so you could see what you were doing.  You’d joined the gang at their usual VIP booth, downed a shot then looked around for Jungkook.
Then you spotted him.  He was with a fairly large group of corporate types. All sporting long sleeved shirts, rolled up to the elbows. Neatly pressed slacks.  Same stuffy corporate air. You almost laughed at how uptight all of them looked. The women were no better.  Pencil skirts. Silk blouses that clung, with more buttons being undone as more drinks were downed.  Silky bouncy hair that was tossed over shoulders. Heavy make up and fake eye lashes.  You wondered how their make up didn’t crack when they smiled. It was so thick.
You had to admit Jungkook looked good in his white button down and caramel colored slacks.  He was sitting at one of tables at the edge of the club, his arm around the back of the chair of a slim brunette.  Ah, that must be Sooyi.  You looked at her with interest.  She was pretty.  She was chatting with the girl next to her. But you noticed that her eyes kept drifting to the tall, attractive man at the next table.  You recognised him. Kim Taehyung.  You’d seen his picture in GQ, the handsome heir to Kim Industries.  When she saw that he was looking she leaned closer to Jungkook, putting her hand on Jungkook’s thigh, talking and laughing prettily.
Jungkook smiled at her, obviously enjoying the attention.  He leaned towards her and brushed a lock away a lock of hair off her face, tucking it behind her ear.  She fluttered her eyelids at him.  She actually fluttered them! You scoffed and downed another shot.
“You okay, Y/N?” Jimin asked, seeing you mutter to yourself.
“I’m fine,” you grunted, downing your third shot.  Jimin eyed you suspiciously.
You saw Jungkook lean down to whisper something in Sooyi’s ear.  She glanced at Taehyung to make sure he was watching, then nodded at Jungkook before standing up with him and making their way to the dancefloor.
The only pleasure you got out of watching them dance was seeing how smooth and natural Jungkook looked.  No one would have guessed that just four weeks ago he was as stiff as a board and danced like a robot.  Sooyi was doing alright. At least she had a sense of rhythm, even if all she did was wave her arms in the air and move her hips from side to side.  She did, however intentionally brush her hips against Jungkook.  The skank.  You downed another shot.
Then you heard it. Familiar beats.  You looked up in shock at the DJ who winked at you, knowing you liked the track. Danileigh.  Your heart sank.
Let me catch a vibe, let's just take our time Just relax your mind, and take it easy
Jungkook’s eyes widened. He held Sooyi by the arms as he spun around looking for you till he found you.  He caught your eye and grinned. This was it. This was his chance to show off some moves.    He was so busy looking for you he didn’t see how Taehyung moved closer to the dancefloor, eyes trained on Sooyi.  Or how Sooyi’s eyes never left Taehyung’s even when Jungkook held her closer.
You watched as Jungkook placed his hands on Sooyi’s hips.  He started swiveling, catching Sooyi by surprise. She snaked her arms up his chest slowly, smiling coyly at him, one hand wrapping around his neck, the other going into his hair.
Jungkook closed his eyes.  He moved his hands to small of Sooyi’s back. He pulled her closer till her body was flushed with his.  His body continued moving to the music.  
She moved along with him. She pressed herself against him, grinding her hips on his.  She smiled. But she was not smiling because she enjoyed being close to Jungkook. She was smiling because she could see how jealous Taehyung looked.
You on the other hand couldn’t breathe.  You felt a burning sensation in your gut.  Jungkook looked like he was so into her. Eyes closed. Body pressed against hers.  In fact, he’d pushed one knee between hers to get closer. 
But who were you to feel this way? He wasn’t yours.  You were friends. So, you gave him some dance lessons.  You played games together.  You’d told him you weren’t looking for anything serious.   
But maybe you couldn’t lie to yourself anymore. The way you seemed to fit together.  The way being with him was easy.  The way he saw the real you.  The good bits, the bad bits, the crazy bits, the broken bits.  Maybe something really had shifted and you’d just been living in denial.  You downed another shot as Jimin watched you with worried eyes.
Then suddenly you stood up, your empty shot glass clattering onto the table.  Sooyi had stood up on tip toes and pressed her lips to Jungkook’s.  One hand in his hair to pull his head down to hers. The other hand reached behind her to push his hand down so that he was gripping her ass.
You couldn’t watch anymore.  That burning sensation in your gut flared. You felt like it was going to burn you up from the inside.  Your heart was racing.  Your feet moved before you even realized you were leaving.  Jimin called after you, but you didn’t hear him.  Your blood was pounding in your ears so loudly, you didn’t even register the sounds of the club.  All you knew was you needed to leave.  You jumped onto your bike, pulled on your helmet and roared off into the night.
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It felt wrong. Everything felt wrong.  He thought he’d enjoy being with Sooyi. After all, he’d been crushing on her for so long.  But half an hour into the date, his mind started wandering.  When she started talking about some clothing collection from a new designer, he thought about you. What time were you coming?  Did your client like that new design? Did you see the trailer for that new PlayStation game?   Focus, Jungkook! He scolded himself, reminding himself that Sooyi looked very pretty in her pink silk blouse.  He smiled at her as she chatted animatedly, resting her hand on his thigh.
Then Sooyi suggested dancing. Jungkook readily agreed, confidence buoyed by your lessons.  He thought Sooyi looked a little stiff, but she swayed to the beat.  Her hips brushed against his, so he wasn’t complaining.
Then he heard Danileigh. The song that had started it all.  He held onto Sooyi’s arms to swivel her around as he looked for you.  There you were!  This was your song!  He grinned at you.  You looked sexy as always.  Tank top in urban camo print, beige utility boot cut pants, black combat boots.  Hair done up in low bun.   He pulled his eyes away from you before anyone could catch him staring, bringing his focus back to Sooyi.
He placed his hands on her hips and started swiveling, feeling the beat.  He remembered how it felt that first time with you.  Letting the vibe go through him. How right it had felt to have you in his arms. But it wasn’t you now.  Sooyi snaked her arms up his chest slowly, smiling coyly up at him.  She wrapped one hand around the back of his neck, the other reaching up to slide through the silky strands of his hair.
He thought it would feel very intimate, but something was still off.  So he closed his eyes, hoping that would help his body forget what it felt like to dance with you.  He moved his hands to the small of Sooyi’s back.  He pulled her closer till her body was flushed with his.  She was so petite and small.  He continued moving to the music, still feeling a little confused as to why everything felt a bit off.
Sooyi moved her body along with Jungkook’s.  Now she was really getting into it.  She pressed herself against him, grinding her hips against his suggestively.  He could feel her small, soft breasts pressing against his chest.  He pushed his knee between hers to get closer, his hips moving against hers.  His eyes were still closed, so he didn’t see Sooyi smiling widely, her eyes trained on Taehyung.
Suddenly, Sooyi stood up on tip toes and pressed her lips to Jungkook’s.  One hand reaching into his hair to pull his head down towards her.  Her other hand reached behind her to push his hand down to make him grip her ass.  Jungkook was so startled his eyes flew open.  He didn’t even kiss Sooyi back.  He just pushed her away, eyes blazing.  His skin crawling.  Sooyi was smirking, but she wasn’t looking at him.  He followed her line of sight and turned, then realized she was looking at Taehyung. 
He whirled back around, about to confront Sooyi for using him but he saw Jimin rushing out of the club. Jungkook cast around looking for you but he didn’t see you.  Something had been off the entire evening, but now that feeling was not just a vague sense of unease. It had escalated into a blaring alarm that something had gone terribly wrong.
Jungkook caught up with Jimin outside the club, just in time to see you roaring off on your motorbike.
“What happened, Jimin?” Jungkook asked, worry written all over his face.
Jimin sighed. “Y/N’s been watching you and Sooyi.   When Sooyi kissed you, Y/N took off.”
“Oh.  But,” Jungkook hesitated. “I didn’t kiss Sooyi back.”
“Y/N didn’t stay long enough to see that,” Jimin said.  “Look, I’ve seen the way you two are around each other.  You may not want to admit it, but you are good for each other.  I don’t know why you insist that nothing’s going on.”
“Did Y/N say that? That nothing���s going on?” Jungkook asked.
“She told you about her past right?  She closed herself off emotionally.  I know she keeps insisting she doesn’t want anything permanent, she wants her freedom, keep things easy. She doesn’t show it, but she gets lonely too.” Jimin added.
“I thought this is what she wanted! That’s why I didn’t push it.  I thought the attraction was one-sided. That maybe it was just me. She seemed fine with her flings. She could have any guy she wants! I mean, have you seen her?!?” Jungkook waved his arms about exasperatedly.
“She could.  But in the last two months, she hasn’t had anyone over. Didn’t you notice?  Then in the last four weeks, she’s spent most of her free time with you!   Not that the guys are complaining.  We know you guys have been in the dance studio. But Jungkook, I have to tell you.  She looks happy.  I’ve seen the way she looks at you.  She’s fallen for you, Jungkook.”  Jimin said quietly.
“Jimin, I have to find her,” Jungkook ran his hands through his hair in frustration. “She thinks I’m into Sooyi.  She couldn’t be more wrong.  Where do you think she’d go?”
“There’s only one place she’d go when this sort of thing happens.  Come on, I’ll drive you there.”
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Surprisingly, there was no one on the hill.  You lay on your rock, staring up at the moonless sky.  Clouds obscured the stars too.  They reflected your mood.  Overcast. Directionless. Lost.  
You thought you had a handle on things.  You thought you knew what you wanted.  You had your art, your studio, dance, friends.  Life was easy.  You were happy.  Weren’t you?  In those years when you’d been building the life you wanted, you’d worked so hard to get to where you were today. But then, now what?  You hadn’t allowed yourself to think about what came next. 
You sighed, closing your eyes.  You didn’t know how long you’d been lying there for.  You’d left your phone with your bike, wanting to be left alone.
Your thoughts swirled as you thought about what had changed.  What had changed was the presence of a doe-eyed  man.  Who’d somehow slipped into the spaces in your life you didn’t know existed.  Slipped under your skin when you weren’t looking. 
Now those spaces felt empty.  Because he wasn’t yours.  He was with someone else.  You didn’t realize you wanted him till it was too late. You clenched your fists, the image of him kissing her making your jaw clench, your brows furrow.  You wanted to scream.
“You know, if you light up the bat signal, you might get Batman to make an appearance.”
You shot up onto your feet.  Eyes wide open in disbelief.  Brows furrowed in confusion.    “What…  how….  why….. what…..? “
Jungkook laughed.  “I have never seen you speechless. Wait. Let me enjoy this.”  He took out his phone and snapped a photo of you.
You recovered from your shock. You looked behind him, eyes narrowing.  You crossed your arms, raised your chin.  “Where’s your girlfriend?” you asked him, voice sharp with hostility.
He seemed a little taken aback by your reaction. “Um, I don’t have one.  I was hoping you’d be interested in the position?” he asked a little hesitantly.
“What?  What game are you playing at Jungkook? I just saw you kiss someone else! Her hand in your hair, your hand on her ass.  What happened?  Did she not like the way you kissed?  You know what, I don’t care.  Just leave me alone. I don’t take any one’s cast offs.”   You tried to step around him so you could stomp off.
He grabbed you by the arm and pulled you into a hug. “Will you just stop and listen,” he growled.  “First of all, Sooyi kissed me. I didn’t kiss her back.  Second, I didn’t grab her ass. She pushed my hand onto it. I pulled away.  Third, she was only doing all that to make her ex jealous. She was just using me.”
You tried to wriggle out of his hold. “So what?  That’s no concern of mine. Poor you, it must have been so terrible to have a pretty girl come on to you.  You poor baby,” you crooned, voice dripping with sarcasm.
“Will. You. Stop. That,” he growled again, squeezing you to shut you up.  You yelped as he crushed you, but you stopped wriggling and talking.  “Something felt off the entire night. Right from the time we left the office for the party.  I tried to have conversations with her, but I’d be thinking about you.  I had to force myself to pay attention to her.  Then she wanted to dance.  Man, she was even more stiff than I used to be,” he laughed.  You couldn’t help it. You sniggered, making him smile.  You buried your face in his chest.
“Dancing with her, just felt all wrong. I tried closing my eyes, tried letting the music take over. Nothing worked.  Then they played “Easy”, and I saw you.  That’s when I couldn’t deny it anymore. The only one I wanted in my arms was you.” Jungkook held you at arms length so he could look at you.
“Yes, you, you stubborn woman.  I was actually going to ditch Sooyi and ask you to dance with me when she decided to force herself on me.”   Jungkook shuddered.
“So, nope, I don’t have a girlfriend, but I’m hoping you’d say yes to being mine.”  Jungkook looked at you with his puppy dog eyes, playing with his lip ring nervously.
Instead of answering him, you cupped his face with both hands and drew him down till your lips met.  His lips were pillowy soft, yet firm. Warm, in contrast to the cold of his lip ring. His tongue traced your lower lip, asking for entrance. You open your lips on a sigh and he slipped in, his tongue sliding on yours making you moan.  His arms closed around your waist, crushing you to him. 
After an entire night of things feeling wrong, this felt right. The way your lips moved in sync.  The way your breaths mingled. The way your bodies fit together. The way the connection between you seemed to thrum.  The air around you seemed electric, alive.
Jungkook broke the kiss, breathless, pressing his forehead to yours.  
“Jungkook,” you breathed.
“Hmm?”
“Mine or yours?”
“Mine.”
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The clouds parted during the bike ride back to your apartment building.  The moonlight painted patterns on your skin as Jungkook peeled off your clothes slowly, kissing each patch of newly exposed skin.  When you were bare, Jungkook knelt next to you to admire you.  Hair fanned out over his pillow.  Big eyes staring at him with desire.  Chest heaving, thighs rubbing together. 
You reached out to tug on his shirt. “You’re wearing too much clothes Kookie,”  you chided.  He grinned, unbuttoning his shirt. As he undid the last button, revealing his glorious chest and abs, you got up, sitting back on your heels, smiling coyly at him. You unbuckled his belt, unzipped his slacks, reached into his boxers, freed his cock, leaned forward and took him into your mouth all before Jungkook could even register what you were doing.
He moaned, his mouth going slack.  Your tongue pressing against the underside of his cock, down to the base as you took him all the way in.  You sucked as you moved upwards, tongue swirling around the head, before you took him in again.  The fact that you were naked, while he was still almost fully clothed just made it hotter.  He gathered your hair into a ponytail, then he pulled on it, creating some tension.  You grunted as you continued to pleasure him, his hips starting to roll.
“No,” he placed his hands gently on your head to still your movements.  “Need to be inside you.”  He pushed on your shoulders gently, to get you to lie down.  He got up to stand by the bed, taking his clothes off.  His muscles rippled with his movements. His big cock was rock hard, jutting out form his body, shiny from your saliva.  He gripped his cock, pumping it slowly as he walked to his bedside table and retrieved a condom.
“No need, Kook, I’m on the pill.”
“But, you made me buy all those condoms.”
“That’s for safety and hygiene, not contraception,” you wrinkled your nose.  “Come here, Kook.”  You leaned back on your elbows, slowly spreading your legs. “I want you raw.”
He climbed onto the bed and settled between your legs, hovering over you.  He leaned down to kiss you.  “But first, let me worship this body.” He trailed kisses down your neck, over your collarbone, nipping you along the way.   He moved down the swell of your breast, deliberating going past the nipple without touching it, then moving between the breasts, to the other breast.  This time when he neared the nipple, he blew on it without touching it, making you groan. 
He mouthed at your breast a few more times, before moving his lips over the nipple lightly, making you gasp.  You tried to make him do more by grabbing the back of his head and pushing it towards your breasts but he caught both of your wrists in one hand and pinned them above your head, immobilizing you.
“Uh, uh, uh….   So impatient.  Be a good girl and just take what I give you, Baby,”  he said darkly.
Then he closed his lips around your nipple and sucked. Hard.  Your whole body jerked.   
“Aah!  Koook!”   You felt him smile against your skin.
He continued lapping at your breast, tongue flicking over the nipple while he grabbed and squeezed your other breast, pinching and rolling the other nipple.  Your body arched off the bed.  Pleasure shot to your core, making your clit throb. 
He lapped at the other breast now, mouth and hand swapping sides.   His kisses trailed lower, over your sternum, your stomach, your abs.  He used both hands to fondle your breasts now, playing with both nipples. 
He kissed your mound.  “Hmm, smooth,” he said, approvingly. Then without warning he dipped his tongue deep into your folds and pressed hard on your clit, making you cry out.  His big hands held your thighs open as he showed you no mercy.  He alternated between fucking you with his tongue, licking your clit and sucking on it.  Then he slid two fingers inside you as he sucked on your clit, making you mewl.  He stroked your warm walls faster as he felt your muscles tightening. Your thighs were clamped around his head. Those thighs he’d admired that day he’d seen you on your bike.   Those thighs were now quivering as you neared your climax.
“Kook!” you gushed, as he continued stroking and sucking you through the aftershocks.  Your legs fell open as he climbed back up to kiss you, your taste on his tongue.  He slotted his hips against yours, rubbing his cock against your wet folds.
“Need you inside me, Kook,” you panted between kisses. “Fill me up with your big cock, Kook.”
Jungkook groaned, slotting the head of his cock against your entrance, pushing in slowly.  The stretch was delicious.  You both moaned at the fullness.  At the closeness.  You wrapped your legs around his hips, digging your heels into his ass to pull him closer.    When he was in all the way to the hilt, he paused for a short while so you could both enjoy the sensation.  Then he pulled out suddenly till almost the tip and rammed all the way back in just as suddenly making you scream.
Over and over.  He pounded into you.  He straightened one of your legs and pressed it to your chest.  He rolled you onto your side.  He flipped you over so you were all fours.  He pressed your shoulders down so that your chest was on the bed while your ass was up in the air, cheeks red from being smacked.
You pushed him down so you were on top.  You rode him as he held your hips.  You sat on his face.  He flipped you so that he could lie on top of him, pussy on his face while you sucked him off.   You both lost count of how many orgasms you’d coaxed from each other.
Then you soaped each other gently in the shower, washing each other with care.  You were already almost asleep on your feet so Jungkook dried you, dressed you in one of his oversized t-shirts and put you to bed. He slid in behind you, wrapped his arms around you and succumbed to sleep.
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You heard the clinking of cutlery.   Bacon, was that the smell of bacon?  Your stomach rumbled.  You opened your eyes blearily.  Where were you?
Grey rumpled sheets.  Grey pillows.  Grey quilt. White walls.  The only spot of color, a poster on the wall, from the game Monument Valley.  Jungkook’s room.  You looked down.  You were wearing an oversized t-shirt. Jungkook’s.  No underwear.  Eating breakfast without any panties just felt wrong, so you went searching for your thong and found it in your pile of discarded clothes on the floor. It wasn’t much, but it made you feel a little less naked.
You walked out to the kitchen rubbing your eyes and froze.  Five pairs of male eyes blinked at you.  Seokjin was at the stove frying up bacon.  Namjoon had a piece of toast halfway to his mouth.  Jimin just spit out some coffee all over Hobi’s newspaper.  Jungkook was seated at the head of the table, his eyes open wide as he took in your clothes, or lack there-of.  The t-shirt wasn’t thin enough to be transparent, but it was obvious you weren’t wearing a bra.  It was long enough to cover your ass, but short enough to see you didn’t have any shorts on.
Seokjin reached down to turn off the stove before his bacon burned.  No one else moved.  You took a deep breath.  If can’t beat ‘em, join ém, right?  So you held your chin up, sauntered over to Jungkook and deposited yourself onto his lap, one arm around his shoulders. You smiled at everyone.
“Good morning guys!” you said cheerily.  “When did you guys get in?  Did you save some bacon for me?”  You reached down and stole a piece of bacon off Jungkook’s plate.
Jimin recovered first, having wiped the split coffee off his chin.  Unfortunately, Hobi’s newspaper was ruined. “Hey Y/N.  About an hour ago.  Sorry if we woke you.  You must have had a long night.” He looked pointedly at Jungkook, who looked a little shell shocked.
Hobi looked between Jungkook and you, then started grinning.  “Finally,” he smiled.  “Coffee, Y/N?”
“Yes, Hobi!” you beamed, throwing Hobi an air kiss.
Namjoon put down his half-eaten toast, looking totally confused.  Seokjin came over with a plate of bacon, winking at you and Jungkook, taking the seat at the other end of the table.  Hobi came back with coffee for you, Jimin and himself.  Seokjin threw his arm around Namjoon, laughing as he tried to explain what was going on.
Jungkook, having recovered, leaned closer and whispered in your ear.  “I left a note on the bedside table that the guys were coming over for breakfast so you wouldn’t just walk out in nothing but my t-shirt.”
“Well, I am wearing my thong,” you whispered back.
“That’s not much better!” Jungkook hissed.
“I didn’t see your note!”   You protested.  “I smelled bacon and I came running.  Somebody wore me out last night!” You pouted
“Well, I didn’t hear you complaining about coming so many times last night,” he gloated.
“You know we can hear you guys, right?” Jimin smirked.   The rest of the guys burst out laughing.
“Ok, ok,” Jungkook laughed. “Excuse me while I go put some clothes on my girlfriend.” Jungkook put his arms around you and stood up, lifting you up bridal style while you squealed.
“Or,” Jimin drawled, “you could take some clothes off.  It’s a Saturday. Take your time.  Maybe, another hour, or two?  We still have time before we have to leave for the exhibition. We’ll just be here finishing breakfast,” he waved his hand dismissively at you, sending the other three into fits of raucous laughter.
Since getting some clothes on you was the goal, Jungkook carried you back to your apartment.  Getting you dressed did indeed take another two hours. Well, getting you undressed came first, followed by you and Jungkook christening several flat surfaces in your apartment.  Not before making sure your front door was bolt-locked.  Then followed by another shower before finally getting dressed. 
After breakfast you all went to the nearby museum to view the latest collection by one of the up-and-coming young artists in the country. Namjoon was a big fan. The art was supposed to be appreciated in silence, so visitors drifted around without talking.  The six of you moved around the exhibits, reading the inscriptions.
 Jungkook and you moved separately but always gravitated back towards each other.  Once in each other’s orbit, you’d have to touch.  A hand on your lower back.  Your hand on his arm.  His warm fingers holding yours.  The silence was not awkward. It was easy. 
The gang went out for a late sushi lunch after all that walking. You decided to interrogate them about what they seemed to know about what had happened between you and Jungkook.
“Come on, Y/N.  It was easy to see what was happening between the two of you!” Hobi crowed. “The only person who was oblivious to it was you! Oh, and maybe Namjoon,” Hobi laughed, as Namjoon sputtered.
“But, ….  But…   I didn’t even realize it till…. “ you trailed off, ashamed to admit that it’d taken seeing Jungkook kiss someone else before you could admit to yourself that you had feelings for him.
Jungkook felt bad that you were being put in a spot. “Come on guys. To be fair, I could have said something earlier.  I could have been more honest with myself too.  I kept telling myself, there was no way she’d be interested in me.  I thought I’d been permanently friend-zoned.”
“Why did you think that?” you asked curiously.
“Because…” he floundered.  “Because… things were…  too easy!  Everything was just soo… easy with you!   We got along so great!   I’ve never met a girl like you before! You’re like one of the guys…. But way cooler…and … with nicer boobs!”  The entire group cracked up.
You hit Jungkook on the shoulder.  “Oh my god!   I can’t believe you brought up my boobs!  Now I have to show everyone my boobs because only you’ve seen them! How are they supposed to know they are nicer?” Your hands went to the hem of your tee, making Jungkook panic and jump up and grab your hands, his eyes wide open.  The entire group cracked up even harder. You joined them this time.
He looked around at everyone, eyes narrowing at you, then he laughed too.
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Eight Months Later
“There, all done,” you put down your tattoo gun and wiped the skin on Jungkook’s left ribs, above his heart.  He held his left hand up to admire the matching tattoo on his ring finger. “Easy” followed by tomorrow’s date.  You had a matching tattoo on your rib and ring finger too. 
“Easy”, a tribute to the song that had started it all for you.
Tomorrow’s date, because tomorrow was the day you were going to put rings over those tattoos on your ring fingers as you said “I do”.      
You’d both decided to have a small luncheon at the R & B Club for just family and close friends.  Yoongi and the gang had even gone to the trouble of decorating the club, even though you’d insisted it wasn’t necessary.  Jimin and Seokjin might have gone a little overboard with the extravagant white lily and tulip arrangements, balloon clusters and arches and glitter everywhere.  Jungkook’s parents were coming, and to your surprise, so were yours.  Jungkook had insisted you invite them even though you’d said they wouldn’t be caught dead in that sort of club, or in any wedding not held in a proper grand ballroom. 
A wedding wouldn’t be a wedding if there was no dancing. Plus you were in a club!  The DJ, who was obviously also invited had asked you what song you’d wanted for your first dance as husband and wife.  You’d grinned at each other, then turned to the DJ and said in unison “Easy”.
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lachesismoonmist · 14 days ago
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I've Been Watching You - Chp 11
As Far As the Eye Could See
Rating: Mature. Minors dni
Pairing: Jeon Jungkook / Reader
Words: Total: 73k
Status: Complete. 10 out of 26
Story Summary: There's a hot new guy in the gym. You can't keep your eyes off him, and it seems he can't keep his off you either. What starts out as Friends-with-Benefits turns into something a lot more complicated as your past comes back to haunt you and you find out your best friend's long-kept secret.
Originally posted on AO3
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Chapter 11: As Far as the Eye Could See
Chapter Summary: Our MC gets all dolled up for the Charity Ball. She gets to see JK's work up close, with a little surprise thrown in for her. This is the MC's first outing with JK after they've become a thing, and what a magical outing it is, with gorgeous dress and dapper tux no less. Just when things are going well, her past finally catches up with her.
More notes at the end of the chapter.
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I stood in front of my full-length bedroom mirror.  The white and purple dress hugging my curves, swishing when I turned.  I had on my purple gold choker, which did a good job of hiding the last vestiges of the angry hickey on my neck.  Purple gold drop earrings and a purple crystal tennis bracelet were my only other accessories.  My make-up was light, eyes smoky to emphasize my big eyes, and a light dusting of blusher to highlight my high cheekbones. My hair was swept into an up-do, held in place by a comb with flowers made of crystals.  Cream colored strappy heels adorned with clear crystals, and a cream-colored purse completed the look.  It had been so long since I’d attended a formal event, but with this beautiful dress, I felt ready.
Jungkook had gone on ahead to the Four Seasons earlier to make sure the set up and lighting were okay.  He told me to arrive later as he would be busy networking, and I’d be a distraction to him wearing the dress.  Besides, he said, the princess always arrives last at the ball, so that every eye will be on her.   He also promised to save me a parking spot near the door so that I didn’t have to walk too far. 
Traffic was a little slow-going as it was a weekend, but the drive there was otherwise smooth. I texted Jungkook to tell him I’d be there soon.  I looked up in awe when I pulled into the big drive way leading up to the hotel. All the trees had been decked out with fairy lights, and a big banner with portraits of the three photographers hung on the main building.  Jungkook looked really handsome in it, as he was looking off to the side and his was showing his side profile. 
I was directed to a parking spot near the main driveway.    As I got out of my car, my heart nearly stopped.  There, at the main entrance stood Jungkook.  He was wearing a black turtleneck with a charcoal grey tuxedo, the cut emphasizing his broad shoulders, trim waist and long legs. His hair was styled, but still looked soft. He was looking around, but when his eyes finally landed on me, he broke into a dazzling smile.  He watched me walk over to him like a predator watching its prey, and held out his hand when I neared him.
“Hello Sweetness”.
“Hey Big Boy.  You’re looking handsome,” I reached out to tug on his lapels, bringing him towards me for a kiss.
He smiled as his lips met mine.   “I was right to tell you to come later.  I’d never get anything done with you looking like that in that dress.”   He tucked my hand into the crook of his elbow and we walked through the hotel lobby toward the Grand Ballroom.
The sight in the ballroom took my breath away.  The entire room looked like a magical forest, with fairy lights strung up all around.  The area was divided into five zones, each with its own theme.  Photographs from all three photographers were displayed in each of the zones.  The zone right in the middle served as a meeting area, with high cocktail tables and sharply dressed waiters and waitresses serving glasses of champagne and canapes.  A small stage was raised at the far end of the middle zone, and a stylish banner read “Children’s Leukemia Research Fund Photo Exhibition Charity Ball”.
Jungkook snagged two champagne classes from a passing waiter and handed one to me.  “Come, let me show you around”.  He placed his hand at the small of my back and steered me towards the first zone.
The first zone featured photographs of places, like buildings, bridges, anything man-made.  The other two photographers hailed from Japan and France, so the photographs were a mixture of old and new architecture from the various cities. 
My eye was drawn to several black and white photos of the Paris skyline, the Reine and the Eiffel Tower.   The depth of field was amazing, making it look like I was actually standing there.   I drifted closer. 
“Those are mine”, Jungkook said softly, coming to stand beside me, putting an arm around me.
“They’re beautiful”, I whispered.  “It doesn’t feel like a photo. It feels like I’m standing right there”.
“I’d love to bring you to Paris some day,” he whispered, warm lips brushing the shell of my ear. 
“I’ll hold you to that,” I smiled.
We moved through the other zones slowly. The second was dedicated to nature, in contrast to the first one.  I saw sunflower fields, rolling hills, a field of lavender as far as the eye could see.  There was also aerial shots of the ocean, and even a picture of an ice-tipped mountain. 
The third was all about food.  Steam rising from a bowl of noodles, the lushness of a ripened peach, the fire and smoke of meat being roasted. 
The last zone was the largest and full of portraits.  There were photos in black and white, sepia, both bright and soft colours.  There were pictures of children playing, a father holding his new born, seniors playing croquet, a Japanese woman in a kimono playing  a koto.  One particular photo caught my eye.  It was of a woman looking out a window.  Her face couldn’t be seen, but a little could be seen of her profile.  The mood was contemplative, almost sad.  I recognised the highlights in her hair, and in the corner of the photo, a purple woollen blanket could be seen.   My jaw dropped, and I stood there, rooted to the spot.
“It’s me” I said in wonder, eyes wide, staring at the photo.
“Yes” Jungkook confirmed, placing his arm around my waist. “I got them to include it as a last-minute addition for the exhibition, even though we’d finalized the photos already.”
“When was this taken?”
“Tuesday, in the late afternoon.  You were sitting on the sofa, staring out the window. The light was streaming in.  You looked like an angel. I just had to capture it on camera.”
“It’s beautiful, Jungkook.”
“No, you’re beautiful” and he leaned down to give me a quick kiss on the lips. “Come, there are some people I’d like you to say ‘Hi’ to.”
He led me to the middle area, where people were gathered, having canapes and drinking champagne.  He brought me to a small group standing to one side. I recognised the other two photographers from the banner. 
“This is Jun’ichi Yamada, and Jai Michel, my fellow photographers.  And this is Myung Dae, the General Manger of the Four Seasons.  Gentlemen, this is Y/N”.
“Aaah, mystery girl from photo!” Jun’ichi exclaimed, shaking my hand vigorously.  “Nice to meet you!’  he said, smiling widely.
“Bonsoir, Mademsoiselle”, Jai said in a deep voice, taking my hand and bringing it to his lips.  "Enchantée. Jungkook’s description and photo of you do you no justice.”
“Hey hey hey, enough of that” Jungkook said, taking my hand away from Jai as I giggled.
“Did you guys realise all your names start with ‘J’?” I asked curiously.
“Yes!” Jun’ichi laughed.  “We will start company called “3 J”.
“Knock it off,” Jungkook teased, “or we will be known as the 3 Jokers.”
“This is hardly a joke,” Myung Dae piped in.  “This charity event has already raised close to 2 million dollars.”
“Wow,” I said excitedly. “Congrats guys!”
“And the night is still young” Myung Dae added.  “Excuse me,” he said politely, moving away to speak to someone else.
Just then, I felt an uneasy feeling.  Like someone was watching me.  I looked around but didn’t see anyone I knew.    Jungkook put his hand on the small of my back, moving around introducing me to some celebrities and other photographers.  The uneasy feeling I had grew stronger. 
 “Y/N, are you ok?” Jungkook turned to me, a look of concern on his face.  “You feel a little stiff”.
“I don’t know.  I just have this uneasy feeling. Like I’m being watched”.
“Shall we go outside for some fresh air?” Jungkook offered.  I nodded.  He threaded his fingers through mine and we walked towards the ballroom doorway.
Then I froze, stopped in my tracks.  A tall, imposing figure stood in the doorway.  His hair slicked back, dark eyes staring right at me.  His lips lifted in a lazy smirk.
“Namjoon… “ I whispered.
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Links! JK's GQ cover JK at AMA 2021
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Author's Note: This idea of the MC's photo being on display at a photo exhibition is not new. I 'borrowed' it as I think it's terribly romantic.
JK in the tux! OMG... think of the GQ shoot he did with that black turtleneck. Throw a charcoal colored blazer like the one he wore at the American Music Awards (AMA) 2021. Click on the links above for his yummy GQ cover and AMA picture.
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lachesismoonmist · 14 days ago
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I've Been Watching You - Chp 10
My Baby
Rating: Mature. Minors dni
Pairing: Jeon Jungkook / Reader
Words: Total: 73k
Status: Complete. 10 out of 26
Story Summary: There's a hot new guy in the gym. You can't keep your eyes off him, and it seems he can't keep his off you either. What starts out as Friends-with-Benefits turns into something a lot more complicated as your past comes back to haunt you and you find out your best friend's long-kept secret.
Originally posted on AO3
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Chapter 10: My Baby
Chapter Summary: The MC recovers from her breakdown over the death of Nuri, with the help of sweet and kind JK. Expect lots of feels as they start to acknowledge what is happening between them. Things get a little heated in the bedroom too.
Author's Note: Sweetness overload! We see JK helping the MC out of her sadness. Things develop as they draw closer together. Of course, there's smut too. A new kind of smut!
Also, another shout out to @azurefangirl - I'm taking a leaf from her and posting a link to a dress the MC gets. See the bottom of the chapter for the link.
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I felt warm.  I moved a little to escape the heat, but an arm tightened around me.  My head had stopped pounding, but my face felt puffy. I cracked open one eye, just as his scent filled my senses. Then I realized, as I looked down at myself, I must be wearing his tee shirt.  When he’d changed me out of my work clothes, he’d taken one of his own tee shirts for me.  For some reason, it felt very comforting. The tee shirt was really soft and smelled like him.
Somehow during sleep, I had turned and ended up facing him.  I reached out one hand to push his hair off his face, then trail across his eyebrows, down his nose, and along his lips, stopping at his lip ring. 
“Jungkook”.  I whispered his name in the dark, suddenly feeling a rush of affection. Here I was, sleeping with this man, in my bed no less, and I didn’t have any uneasy feelings.  I felt safe.  I felt taken care of.  I felt like I wanted to melt into him.  I moved in closer, kissed his lips and settled against his broad chest.  I fell into a peaceful, dreamless sleep.
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The smell woke me up.  It made my stomach rumble.  I open my eyes but closed them immediately when I saw bright sunlight streaming into my bedroom.  A quick look at my phone on my nightstand told me it was 8am.
That smell, … it was … bacon!  And I could detect the smell of toast.  I sat up slowly, then swung my legs out of bed experimentally.  No pounding in the head. Good. I got up with all the grace of a day-old foal and shuffled out of the room, rubbing my eyes.
In my kitchen, looking delicious in a thin tee shirt and board shorts was Jungkook.  There was bacon frying in a pan, sunny side up eggs cooking in another, toast in the toaster, and I saw a pot off to the side.  His back was to me, so he didn’t see me.  He was signing along to a song on the radio.  I crept quietly up behind him, put my arms around his waist and my head on his broad back.
“Good morning, Big Boy.” I mumbled into his back.
“Hey Sweetness, you’re up.  How are you feeling?”  He put down the spatula and turned.  He put his hands on my cheeks, looking me in the eyes.  “You’re looking much better” he said, then dropped a kiss on my forehead. 
“I feel better.  My headache is gone.  Just feel a bit puffy in the face.”
“Yeah, it is a little puffy.” He patted my cheek.
I gestured at his tee shirt, the one I had on. “Why didn’t you just get a tee shirt from my wardrobe?” I asked curiously.
“For one, I don’t know where you keep your tees, and I wasn’t going to leave you sitting on your bed, about the keel over to go rummage through your drawers.  Two, I like how my tee shirt looks on you,” he took me by one hand and made me twirl for him.  I giggled.  “Now that’s the sound I want to hear.  I love your giggles and laughs.  Breakfast is almost ready. Why don’t you go wash up, and I’ll set the table?”
I went to my bathroom, brushed my teeth, splash cold water on my face, and attempted to tame my hair by tying it in a high ponytail.  I decided to leave his tee shirt on.
The sight that greeted me in the kitchen was like something in a restaurant. Crispy strips of bacon, sunny side up eggs, toast and OJ.  All plated nicely, and with a cloth napkin folded nicely on the side.
“Breakfast is served, Milady” Jungkook said with a flourish, sweeping his arm over the spread of food.  He walked to one of the chairs and pulled it out, gesturing for me to sit.  He pushed the chair in for me, and even took the napkin off the table, folded it into a triangle and put it on my lap. His antics made me all giggly.  I took a deep breath, breathing in the aromas, smiling happily. He sat down and poured me a cup of tea.
“Take it slow okay, baby?  Start with some tea and toast.  You barely ate anything yesterday.”
I nodded and took a piece of toast to nibble.  “So, I’ve been out for 18 hours?”
“Yup.  You just slept right through.  I got up at 8pm to scrounge for some food coz I was hungry.  That’s when Jimin showed up.”
“Jimin came here?” I looked up in surprise.
“He said he’d called the clinic looking for you around 6pm but they told him you’d gone home.  He said he could tell something was off when you hadn’t been responding to his texts all afternoon. When he probed, Seo Yun told him about Nuri.”
I nodded, not trusting myself to speak.
“Jimin said he tried texting you, then calling you but you weren’t picking up.  He waited for a while, then decided to come look for you.  Y/N, you should have seen how worried he was.”
I looked down at my hands, feeling bad about making Jimin worry.
“Hey,” Jungkook said gently, using one finger to lift my chin. “It’s alright. Jimin understands. He said he was glad I was here for you.  He knew all along that this was going to hit you hard.  He just didn’t expect it to happen so soon.   Then we exchanged numbers, and he made me promise to update him regularly on how you were doing, and to tell you to call him when you woke up.”
Seeing that I was about to get up to search for my phone, Jungkook put a hand on my arm to stop me.  “Sweetness, the call can wait. You really need to eat something.  I’ll text Jimin that you’re awake and that you’ll call him once you’re done eating, k?
“Okay,” I said, suddenly feeling hungry.  I polished off two slices of toast, finished a cup of tea, then had two slices of bacon and two eggs.  Then I drank half a glass of orange juice.  Jungkook watched me eat in amusement, and burst out laughing when I let out a rather unladylike burp.
“You’re adorable” he said, leaning over to kiss my salty bacon lips.  “Go call Jimin.  I’ll clean up here”.
I went back to my bedroom and found my phone charging on my nightstand.  10 new text messages, 5 missed calls.  I pushed number 2 on my speed dial.  The call connected right after the first ring.
“Y/N!” Jimin said, sounding agitated.  “Are you okay?!?”
“Hey Jiminie.  I’m okay.”
“You scared me to death!  I was wondering why you hadn’t replied to my messages, but I couldn’t call ‘coz I was stuck in meetings. Then in the evening I called but you didn’t pick up. As a last resort I called the clinic, and they told me Jungkook had brought you home.  Honey, I’m so so so sorry about Nuri”.
My eyes started watering again, but I took a deep breath to calm myself.  “It was his time.  He was suffering so much towards the end.  He’s in a better place now.”
“I’m glad you can see it that way, Honey.  I knew for a while now that it was going to hit you hard.  I’m just glad Loverboy was there and kept you company all night”.
“Yeah. He tried to get me to eat yesterday, but I couldn’t.  He cleaned me up and put me to bed while being a little jet-lagged. He slept beside me while I slept.”
Jimin went quiet, then said softly “Y/N, I don’t think you guys are just a fling anymore.  He really cares about you.  And you said, he slept with you? And you slept all through the night?”
“Yeah…..”
“This is serious Y/N.  You slept WITH him all night.  That means you felt safe.  Do you care about him?”
“I… “ I paused. “Yes, Jiminie.  I do.  He took such good care of me.  He held me and just let me cry it out.  He knew what I needed.”
“So are you ready to admit you have feelings for him?” Jimin probed.
I thought about it, then slowly started smiling.  “Yes, I do have feelings for him.”
“Then go tell him.  You guys were made for each other.” Jimin said encouragingly.
“Ok Jiminie.  Thanks for looking out for me.”
“Hey, what are friends for. You’re my BFF remember?” he laughed.
“I love you, Jiminie”
“I love you more, honey.  I’ll come by soon k?”  and we ended the call.
When I went back outside, Jungkook was sitting on my sofa, attention on his phone.  He looked up and smiled his dazzling smile “All okay with Jimin?”
“Yeah”, I replied, sitting down on the sofa next to Jungkook. “He said some very interesting things.”
“Oh yeah? Like what?” Jungkook asked, moving closer to me, putting one hand on my knee.
“That you have feelings for me,” I said, eyes searching Jungkook’s face for his reaction.
“Don’t need a rocket scientist to figure that one out, Y/N.  I care about you.  I like you a lot.  The only thing I could think about while in Paris was coming back to you.”  He reached out and took both my hands in his.  “And I know you have feelings for me too.”
I squeezed his hands, then reached up to touch his face.  He closed his eyes and leaned in to my touch. “I do.  You make me feel so cherished and safe. I haven’t felt that in a long time.  I really want to see where this takes us.”
He looked at me again, eyes shining with happiness. “Ok, let’s do this.” He smiled.  He leaned forward and touched his lips to mine.  Then he caressed my face, his expression soft and said “My baby”.
“Yes, Jungkook, I’m yours” as I captured his lips with mine.  He shifted, then scooped me up without breaking our kiss.  He carried me back into my bedroom and lay me down on the mattress.   He touched my face, my body. “So beautiful” he whispered. “You wearing my tee shirt just makes you all the sexier.”  He kissed me gently, hands roaming all over my body.  Then he slowly lifted the tee shirt and removed it. He pressed soft kisses all over my face, neck, chest.   
This felt different. Sex with Jungkook was usually hard, heavy and hot.  Now he was moving languidly, and when he took me, he did it slowly.  His hand holding mine, his eyes locked with mine. Then I realized, he was making love to me.  We savored every touch, every kiss, every sigh.  Somehow the connection felt deeper.  He whispered my name as he came, still looking into my eyes.  When my orgasm hit me it was so intense, I felt like I was seeing stars.  I got lost in his big doe eyes as we clung to each other.
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Over the next week, Jungkook pretty much stayed at my place.  He already had a toothbrush and some clothes since his luggage was sitting in living room.   I drove him back to his place for him to get some other personal items, his laptop, and his car.  In the late mornings he’d drive to the Four Seasons to oversee the setting up of the exhibition, which would feature many of his photos.  I went back to the clinic after a few days.  I busied myself with the office admin work and hung around reception to say hello to patients and their owners.  I didn’t try going to the backroom, not just yet.
We fell into a comfortable routine. In the mornings, make breakfast together.  Head out to our respective jobs, then meet in the evening for dinner.  Watch a movie, read a book, or game.  Then make love at night before falling asleep. 
Two days before the big exhibition, Jungkook walked into the apartment with a long garment bag.  “I promised you a dress from Paris.  Just had to get it pressed and ready for you to wear.”
He held it up while I excitedly pulled on the zipper.  Inside was a gorgeous cream and purple ombre Elise Hameau dress made of silk crepe, chiffon and Calais lace. 
I ran my hands over the luxurious fabric in wonder.  “Jungkook, it’s so beautiful.”
“A beautiful girl needs a beautiful dress”.  I snorted at how cheesy he sounded. “But seriously, when I saw this, I knew it was made for you.  Go try it on”  He passed me the garment bag, then pushed me towards the bedroom.  “I’m dying to see you in it.”
The bustier top of the dress fitted my form perfectly, with enough cleavage showing to be sexy yet tasteful. The cream colored flowy skirt reached my ankles, and had a high slit on one side to allow for better movement.  That was overlaid by the softest lavender chiffon I’d ever seen.  I wasn’t really a fan of frilly, flouncy dresses, but this one?  The fabric was so soft. It fitted so perfectly.  When I turned the skirt flared out a little, swishing when I turned the other way, making me giggle.
“You’re perfect” Jungkook leaned on the doorway to my bedroom.  Arms crossed, eyes moving up and down my body.
“It’s the dress.  It’s perfect, Jungkook!  The soft colors, the material, the slit.” I angled my left knee out so that my thigh pushed out of the slit.
“Yes, its definitely the dress.  It’s beautiful.  But what’s underneath the dress is just drop dead gorgeous” He stalked over to me, eyes burning.
He stood behind me, hands reaching for the zip of the bustier top and gently pulled the zip down.  As he did that he dropped kisses on my shoulder, moving towards my neck, then up behind my ear.  When the zip went down past my hips, he leaned down and kisses me along my spine, sending shivers up my back. I held the top of the dress to my chest, not wanting it to fall on the ground.  Jungkook stood up, took the dress from me, and helped me step out of it so that I stood there in only my panties.  He draped it over the chair in front of my little desk, then turned back to me.
“Like I said,” he trailed his fingers up one arm, across my shoulders, walked around me, then trailed his fingers down my back, “Gorgeous”.
He closed the distance between our bodies then, hands tracing my body up from the hips to stop when my breasts were in them.  He sucked on the sensitive spot of my neck, gently.  I reached back to hold the back of his, arching into his touch.  I rubbed my ass on him, feeling his cock hardening.
One of his hands moved back down my body, slipped into my underwear, went straight for my folds and he entered me with two fingers.  I gasped at the sudden intrusion, hips bucking backwards.  He locked his other arm under my breasts to keep me in place.
“You’re so wet, baby, “ he groaned.  “I love how your body responds to me.”
“Yes,” I panted.  “Only for you, Kook”.
“Good girl” he tightened his hold on me then walked me over to my desk.  He pulled out his fingers, spun me around and lifted me onto the desk.  He put his fingers into his mouth and sucked them.  “Delicious”.  He then slid my underwear off me, throwing it over his shoulder.
“Look at you.  You’re bewitching,” He admired my naked form.
“There’s only one problem here, Kook”. 
“And what’s that?” He asked with one eyebrow up.
“You’re wearing too much clothes” I said, smirking.
“I can fix that,” he said, pulling off his tee shirt and ridding himself of his sweats in record time.
I licked my lips, and pulled him towards me. Licking him at the neck, down to his chest, over his nipple, then down the hard ridges of the top of his abs.   My hands greedily reached for his cock, holding the hard velvety length, pumping slowly. 
He pulled me back up and kissed me hard, slowly pushing me on the shoulders till I lay flat on the table, looking up at him.  He tugged on my knees to bring me closer to the edge of the table.
“I’m going to fuck you on your table now, baby” he said as he pumped his hard cock which was leaking now.  “I wanna watch my cock entering your pussy until you beg me to stop.”
I propped myself up on my elbows, looking up at him.  “Show me”, I said breathlessly.
Jungkook stepped closer to me, pushing my legs apart wider.He lined his cock up with my entrance, then slowly pushed in, his hands on my knees.  He entered just past the tip of his cock, then pulled out.  He did it again, this time going a little deeper, but not all the way in, then pulling out again.
“You like that, Sweetness?  You like it when I take it slow?”
“Yes, Kook, anything you want. Just fill me up”
“Baby’s impatient.  Want me to stuff this pussy full of cock?”
“Yes! Yes!” I pleaded with my eyes.
He wasted no time in ramming in all the way, his hips snapping forward.  My body rocked with the force as I threw my head back from the sensation, the feeling of fullness.
He pulled out all the way to almost the tip, then rammed back in again. He did it a few times, watching each time as his cock slid out, wet from our juices. 
“See how your pretty pussy sucks me in, baby”  he crooned.  “Such a greedy pussy”.
Now he started pounding me in earnest.  Hands gripping my thighs so hard, I knew I would bruise.  He pressed a thumb to my clit, rubbing in time with his thrusts. 
My elbows gave way and I lay flat on the table.  I took my breasts in my hands and squeezed, then pinched and rolled my nipples.
“Fuck baby, yes, let me see how you make yourself feel good”.
As my moans got louder, he picked up his pace, as he increased the pressure of his thumb on my clit.  My orgasm hit me so fast and hard I had to grip the sides of the table as I drenched his cock.  He didn’t stop though. He kept pistoning into me, thumb still circling my clit.  He still hadn’t come yet.
Then he took my completely by surprise as he took hold of my ankles and brought them up onto his shoulders.  The change in angle and how deep he could go made my insides quiver again.  His pace was relentless as he continue to snap his hips.  In no time, I felt my walls fluttering again.
“That’s it baby, come on, give me one more.  You can do it.”
My orgasm washed over me like a flood, and I tried to close my legs and draw them towards me.  Jungkook was having none of that.  He bent my legs at the knees and push my knees wide apart as he continued to thrust into me.  He put his thumb back on my clit, and I whined from overstimulation.  A few more thrusts and he came with a hoarse cry, his hands dropping to the table of either side of me.  Sweat dripped from his face, and his breathing was harsh as he looked into my eyes. 
“You okay, baby?  I know you were a little overstimulated at the end.”  I nodded, still feeling a little breathless. "Told you, you hadn’t see my best work right? Now we stand at only two orgasms.  I won’t rest till you have at least four."  He voice low, making it sound like a threat.
“What am I? Some kind of sex toy to use for your pleasure?” I asked him disbelievingly.
“Seeing as you’re the one who will have more orgasms, I really don’t know who is using whom. “ He said as he scooped me up and brought me laughing to the bed.
Then he lay on top of me, kissing me deeply. I felt his cock start to harden again.  He expert hands moved on my body, caressing and squeezing, entering me, only to be replaced by his cock till I came apart.  Later that night, I came apart again.
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The Mission - Chp 2
The Rescue
Rating: Mature. Minors dni Pairing: Jeon Jungkook / Reader Words: Total: 11.6k Status: Complete. 2 out of 2
Story summary: What happens when two secret agents' paths cross?�� Sparks fly.  Jungkook is convinced he has found the love of his life.  But missions will always come first.  How much would you both give up for a successful mission?  At some point, does the price become too high? 
TRIGGER WARNING:  This chapter of the story contains a vivid rape scene.  DO NOT read this if this will be disturbing for you.
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Chapter 2: The Rescue
Your head was killing you.  You reached up to touch the back of your head, wincing when your fingers grazed a sore spot. It felt swollen. You were in a small room with bare stone walls.  The place smelled of mildew and rot. You lay on a small hard cot, but the room was otherwise bare. 
You heard voices and footsteps approaching.  Then one man spoke. The blood in your veins turned to ice.  You knew that voice. Min Yongsun.
“Hello, my dear,” voice dripping with malice.  “I searched for you for 18 months.  Not a single peep. Imagine my surprise when my men said they’d spotted you at the market.  Pity you weren’t with your Navy Seal Loverboy.  Oh, yes, I know all about Loverboy.  He’s not just any Navl Seal is he?  He’s Black Ops.  I know they’ve been looking for me.  They’ve been getting close.  But I’m done hiding here in Thailand.  Am ready to re-establish my empire in South America.”
Yongsun grinned. “You know, maybe I’ll keep you as a pet.  With Yoongi in jail, I’ll need to make sure I have a successor, right?  Whaddya say, dear?  I’ll keep you as a pet, use you when I want, and fuck a baby into you.  You’re smart, beautiful. Good genes to pass on, no?”
You just stared at him, eyes blazing.
“But first, I think my men and I will have some fun.  I’ll make you pay for what you did.  You cost me everything.  Yoongi is still in prison, all because of you. He refused to leave you!  I tried to get him to run. Love had made him soft,” he scoffed.
“Just like it’s made you soft.  How could you not know you were being followed?  Tsk tsk tsk.”  Yongsun shook his head.
“Kwangsoo! Bring her to our special room”.  Yongsun couldn’t hide the glee in his voice.
The man named Kwangsoo unlocked your cell and stalked over to you.  You recognized him. He was one of the men from the alley.  He grabbed you and twisted your arm painfully behind you, forcing you to march out of the cell. 
He brought you to a room down the long stone hallway.  It had a medium-sized wooden table in the middle.  A metal shackle dangled from each corner of the table.  A video camera on a tripod was set up on one side of the room, pointing at the table.
Your fear spiked. The shackles were not good news.  Neither was the video camera. Yongsun’s hench men forced you to lie on the table. They clamped the shackles around your wrists, immobilizing your arms, stretched up above your head at 45-degree angles.  Your wrists chaffed against the hard metal when you tried to wriggle your arms. One of the henchmen gagged you with a cloth.
Strangely, your legs dangled off the other end of the table. The shackles near you feet were attached to chains that could be lengthened.  Kwangsoo fastened the shackles around your ankles, tight enough to bite.  Then your feet were pulled downwards and apart, the chain of the shackles passing through rings at near the bottom of the legs of the table.  This forced your legs to spread wide open, your ass perched on the edge of the table.
Yongsun grinned at you evilly as he approached.  He took a switch blade out of his pocket, flicking it open with a snap.  He ran the flat of the blade along your jaw.   You glared at him making him laugh.
 “Strapped to a table, helpless, and still so much fire in your eyes.  I can see why Yoongi liked you.  Never would he have thought that this beauty hid a treacherous heart.” Suddenly he backhanded you across the face.  Your arms jerked against the restraints, causing your wrists to burn.
“You snaked your way into his bed, into our business.  I knew not to trust you.  Deep down I knew.  I gave you the benefit of the doubt for Yoongi’s sake.  And look where it got us.  Look at where it’s gotten you.”
He turned to his henchmen. “Turn on the recorder,” then he faced you again.  “I’m going to take my time with you.  Then I’m going to send the video to your Loverboy. Let’s see if he still wants you after we’re done with you.”
Still, you refused to display fear.  You continued glaring at Yongsun.  He walked over to the other end of the table, standing between your legs. You flinched when he leaned down with the knife, but instead of cutting you, he started cutting off the fabric of your jeans.  His cuts were quick, efficient, and soon the denim was ripped away from you.
“Look at her lace panties, boys,” he laughed. “So pretty, no?” His men sneered, one of them licking his lips, blowing a kiss at you.  Yongsun’s knife went to your blouse, popping off the buttons as he cut the fabric off you.  He ran the flat of the blade along your abs, up your stomach, towards your sternum. “Let’s see what’s she’s hiding boys,” he laughed.  He brought his knife up, cutting the material between the cups of your bra. He cut the shoulder straps as well and yanked the whole bra off.
“Ooooooh, boys, look at those tits!  Round and heavy.  And those perky nipples!  Wow, Yoong was one lucky man!  Bet you boys he feasted on those tits every night!”  His men laughed.
Yongsun groped your breasts with his meaty hands, squeezing hard enough to bruise, before he pinched your nipples so hard they hurt.   He bent down and captured one nipple with his mouth, sucking loudly. He bit your nipple, making you cry out in pain as you pulled on your restraints.
“Let’s see the rest of her, eh boys?  Let’s have a look at the pussy that bewitched my brother.” He slid the knife down along  your side, sliding under your panties, then cutting through the lace.  He ripped the material off.  You shuddered when the cold air washed over your most sensitive area.
“Oh, darling,”  Yongsun drawled. “How did I you know I like my pussies shaved?” He slid the blade of his knife over your mound.  “So pretty.  I’m going to enjoy myself very, very much, darling. You just lay there and look pretty, alright?  Are you going to behave, darling?  Going to let me show you how a real man fucks?”
You trashed against the shackles, trying to shout around the gag.  Yongsun came close to your head.   “What was that, darling?  You were saying?” He removed the gag.
You spat at him, snarling. “You’re just a piece of trash!  Yoongi was cursed to be born into your family!”   Yongsun back handed you again, making your head whip to the side.
“Tsk tsk, darling.  So feisty.  I would have loved to leave the gag off to hear you scream, but I think we’ll all have more fun with the gag on, eh?”   He tied the gag back on you, tighter this time.
“So beautiful, so treacherous.” He trailed the knife along your jaw again. This time, he pressed, cutting your skin.  You winced in pain.  He cut you again near your ribs, your blood dripping slowly onto the table.  He moved to stand between your legs again.   He ran the knife along the inside of your thigh, nicking you slightly before placing the knife on the table.
He gripped your thighs with his meaty hands, hard enough to bruise.  Then he leaned down and lapped at you.  Your whole body jerked involuntarily, trying to get away from him.  His five o’clock shadow was rough as he rubbed his face against you.  He turned his head from slide to side making slurping noises.  He scratched his fingernails against the soft flesh on the inside of your thighs as he feasted on you. He used his teeth on you, making you cry out in pain as he ravaged your tender flesh.
He stood up smirking, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand.  “Aren’t you having fun, darling?  I’m sure Yoongi has eaten out that pretty pussy of yours. Hmm, maybe you’ll enjoy it more when I fill you with my cock.”
He unbuckled his belt, unzipped his pants, pushing his pants and briefs down.  He reached down to grab a hold of his cock. Your eyes widened in fear as you took in his size.  He was big.  The head looked red, and angry.  He stroked himself slowly, grinning at you.  “See, darling, this is all for you.  I’m going to make you scream.”  He lined himself up your entrance, his other hand holding your hip and he thrust in. You screamed, your gag muffling the sound.  Tears leaked out of your eyes at the pain.  Your body bucked, the chains and shackles clinking as you pulled on them.  You were completely helpless.  You were chained up spread eagle, legs pulled wide apart.  Yongsun looked down at you, enjoying your suffering. “Not enjoying it yet, darling?”  He laughed.  ““Maybe you like it rough?” He gripped your hips with both hands, really ploughing into you. Your whole body bounced from the force of his thrusts as his men laughed.  “Look boys, look at those tits bounce!” He grabbed one, rubbing his palm roughly against you.  “Hey, Kwangsoo, bring the camera over here.”
Kwangsoo took the camera off its mount and moved slowly towards you.
“Make sure you zoom in, Soo.  Make sure he will see my cock entering her.  How I’m splitting her into two.”  Kwangsoo moved even closer, this camera focusing on your groin as Yongsun pumped in and out of you.
“Soo, make sure you take my fingers playing with her clit, come closer!” Yongsun pressed his rough fingers on your clit, rubbing from side to side harshly.  It hurt.  You refused to make any noise but couldn’t stop your tears.
Yongsun’s thrusts started getting sloppier. He pulled out suddenly and came all over your mound and abdomen, his hand pumping his cock.   “There you go, darling.  You look so sexy with my cum all over you,” he laughed, tucking himself back into his pants.
“Soo, you’re next!” he bellowed.  Kwangsoo had replaced the camera on its mount. He walked over to you, licking his lips in anticipation as he unbuckled his pants.  Yongsun had moved around to stand near your shoulders. 
“I hope you didn’t think the party was over, darling, just because I came on you.  No no, we’re going to party all night.  I’ll let each and every one of my men have a go.  After all, it’s not every day they will get to fuck a beautiful secret agent.”
The pain flared anew when Kwangsoo drove into you.  Yongsun watched gleefully, squeezing your breasts, playing with your nipples.  Your face was scrunched up in pain.
“Aww, Soo,  it doesn’t look like she’s enjoying herself,” Yongsun drawled.   “Maybe I should try choking her yeah?  I hear the lack of oxygen makes orgasm so much more intense,” Yongsun closed his big hands around your throat and squeezed.    You thrashed, pulling on your restraints so hard, you felt a burning pain in your right shoulder.  You’d dislocated it.   Your face started going slack as your air supply was reduced. “See, she’s not wincing anymore.  I’ll choke her, you give it to her good, Soo.”  Kwangsoo continued to fuck you, his fingernails digging into your hips.  Your vision started to blur as you tried to catch your breath.  Just as Kwangsoo finally climaxed and came all over you, you passed out.
You heard voices. They sounded like they were underwater.  Your mouth was filled with something wet and soggy.  You couldn’t speak.  Your face felt like it was on fire.  Suddenly you felt your head get whipped to one side.  You tried to open your eyes, but they were so swollen you could barely see.  Your head whipped to the other side.  Someone was slapping you.
You screamed then as you became aware of your surroundings and the state you were in.  Your arms were aching from being pulled upwards for so long.  Your wrists sore, crusted with dried blood.  Your right shoulder burned.  Your thighs aching from being held so far apart for an extended period of time.  But that was nothing compared to the horror you felt of someone sitting on you.  His knees on either side of your hips.  He was slapping you, left, then right, left, right.  You heard raucous laughter around the room.  The acrid smell of cigarette smoke. 
“Come on, Hajoon, enough slapping.  Fuck her already,” you heard a rough voice say.  You felt the weight on your hips ease as the man on top of you climbed off the table.  He stood between your spread legs and fucked you mercilessly.  Your eyes rolled to the back of your head at the pain.  Hajoon was soon replaced by another man, then another.   After that you lost count.
You were so sore you felt numb.  You’d lost all sensation below the waist.  Your legs felt numb from being restrained in that unnatural position.  You tried to lift your head.  You saw that your body was littered in bite marks, hickies and bruises. Your body was sticky with cum.  You dropped your head down in defeat after catching a glimpse of a mop of black curly hair at the apex of your thighs, rough hands pressing you open. A rough tongue torturing your flesh.  You jerked as you felt something warm and wet squirting onto your face.  One of Yongsun’s men was standing at the head of the table, watching you getting eaten out, his hand pumping his cock furiously.
“Yeah, Seoyon, paint that pretty face with your cum!” someone shouted to more laughter.
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You didn’t know how much time had passed.  You had been unconscious for a while.   You heard Yongsun’s booming voice again. “Everyone had a turn?”  At least six voices shouted “Yeah!” “Who went the most times?” Yongsun asked gleefully. Kwangsoo jumped to his feet. “Me! Me!  Let me have her again boss, make it seven!”   Yongsun laughed and waved his hand in your direction.  Kwangsoo gripped you by the hips and yanked you towards him as he fucked into you. “You like that, bitch?  Think your pussy can take more of this man?  Come on, scream for me.   Not going to scream? ….. “  He started slapping you.  Your already bruised face felt like it’d been doused in fire again.  This time, you screamed before you blacked out.
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You heard voices. Shouts.  Gun shots.  The thud of bodies dropping.  You tried to open your eyes.  The light in the room was so glaring you had to squint. Suddenly, the doors to the room where were you were chained to the table burst open as a group of men in all black, faces covered by helmets stormed into the room.  You heard a scream, it sounded like Kwangsoo, and the cracking of bone before his body fell onto the floor, a hole in his skull.
One of the men in black suits rushed over to you, frantically pulling off his helmet.  Brown doe eyes met yours, his expression one of horror and worry.
“Y/N!  Y/N, it’s me, Jungkook. Y/N!”  He cast around for something to cover with you, settling on a dirty looking blanket on one of the chairs.
Was it really Jungkook? Was he here to rescue you?   Your mind refused to accept it.  You must be dreaming.  Or you were dead.  Either way, you closed your eyes and sank bank into deep, black, oblivion.
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You heard a beeping sound.  What was that?  It was annoying.  You tried to move your arm, but you felt some tension pulling you, and pain on the back of your palm.   No, no, no. You were still tied down.  You really must have dreamed that Jungkook had come to save you.  You started trashing around.  No. No. No.  You heard a voice screaming.  It was you.  They’d removed the gag.  Strangely, they’d untied your legs. You kicked violently, still screaming.
You felt hands holding your arms and legs down, making you scream and thrash even more. You couldn’t open your eyes. They were swollen.  No. No. No.  You couldn’t take any more.  Then you felt a sharp pain in your neck and the world turned black again.
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Jungkook was going out of his mind with worry for you.  He hadn’t left your side since they’d brought you in, 48 hours ago.  You were in really bad shape.  Two broken ribs, broken nose, cuts along your body, bruises all over. The bruises on your neck from when you were choked were especially angry looking.  Cuts, scrapes and bruises around your wrists and ankles from the shackles.  Dislocated shoulder. The worst was your genital area. Sore, bruised, inflamed. They’d brutalized you for more than 24 hours.
When you’d disappeared, Jungkook had panicked.  When Junyeong didn’t return, he knew something had gone wrong.  His team had holed up in his apartment, planning what to do next. He saw someone drop an envelope off on his door step.  One of his teammates managed to chase down the man. They tied him up to a chair.
Jungkook’s heart sank with dread.  Inside the envelope was a thumb drive.  One of his teammates ran a virus scan on it. There was only one file. A video file.  
He saw you being chained to a short table.  He watched as the monster Yongsun cut away your clothes.  He clenched his fists so hard his nails broke the skin as he watched Yongsun and his men take turns to rape you.  Watched them laugh as they slapped you.  As Yongsun choked you.  As you drifted in and out of consciousness. 
In his rage, Jungkook had stormed over to the man they had caught, punching him in the face repeatedly till his teammates restrained him.  They needed the man alive to tell them Yongsun had taken you.  After a few broken fingers and a bullet in the knee, the man divulged the location of Yongsun’s secret hideout.
Jungkook and his team stormed the place.  They gunned down everyone, including Yongsun.   They’d found you, passed out on the table.  You were covered in semen.  It’d dried in your hair. It’d glued your eyes shut.  Your wrists and ankles were bloody.   He refused to leave your side.
Jungkook was overwhelmed with guilt.  He hadn’t told you that he and his team had been tracking Yongsun for months.  When you’d turned up, Jungkook’s superiors said you’d be the perfect bait to lure Yongsun out.  Jungkook had initially refused, but orders were orders.  He made sure one of his teammates followed you everywhere, especially if he was not with you.  But that hadn’t been enough.  Junyeong was dead, and you’d been taken.  How was he going to explain that you’d been kidnapped because he’d failed to protect you?  Again, duty had demanded so much.  This time, he didn’t know if too much had been taken from you.  So much that you’d never forgive him, and that you could never be put back together.  But he would try.  He would be there for you. Even if you hated him.  He owed it to you. He'd jumped up in alarm when he saw your move the arm that had the IV drip attached to it.  You tried to pull it, then started thrashing and screaming.  The nurses came in to try to hold you down, but that made you thrash and scream ever more.  Only when one of the nurses plunged a syringe filled with Ketamine did you finally calm down slowly and stop. 
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You cracked open one eye.  The lights in the room were dim.  You slowly opened the other eye and looked around.  You were in a hospital.  Your right hand was attached to an IV drip.  A machine measuring your heart rate beeped softly.  You saw someone slouched in an armchair in the corner of the room.  For a moment, you felt the bitter taste of fear.  But then you recognized the mop of hair, and the tattoos snaking up the man’s arm.
You tried to speak but only managed to make a croaking noise.  Your lips were dry and cracking.  Your head throbbed.  Everything ached.  You tried speaking again, making more croaking noises.
Jungkook’s eyes flew open. He jumped out of the chair when he saw that you were awake. 
“Y/N, Y/N, it’s me, Jungkook,” he said standing by your bedside, gingerly taking your hand. “You’re safe now.  We got you out.”
“Jungkook?” you managed to whisper.  You started shaking.  “I’m so… so… sorry, Jungkook.  Junyeong, he….  He….  “  Tears started rolling down your face.
Jungkook couldn’t believe it.  You’d just survived being tortured for 24 hours, but the first thing you did was apologise for the death of his teammate.
“No, Baby, it wasn’t your fault,” he said, his voice breaking.   He sat down on the bed beside you, still holding your hand.
You were sobbing now, crying so hard your entire body was shaking.  He leaned over to hug you, but you suddenly shrieked.  You beat your fists against his chest, screaming.  “No! No!  Don’t touch me! Don’t touch me!”   You were flailing around, your eyes shut, tears running down your face.  “Y/N!  It’s okay!  I’m here, you’re safe! Y/N!” he tried to get through to you, but it wasn’t working.  You screamed and kicked, fists flying.  Jungkook tried to hold your arms to prevent you from getting more violent.  It just made things worse.  In the end the nurses had to sedate you again. They made Jungkook leave the room to let you rest.  He refused, but then settled on sitting outside your room.  There was no way he was ever going to let you out of his sight again. It took you another three days to calm down.  In the meantime, only female doctors and nurses were allowed in the room with you.  A male nurse had entered once to check your blood pressure and you’d started screaming.  Jungkook continued his vigil outside your room.  Their mission to take down Yongsun had been a success. But at what price?   He couldn’t say with any conviction that no price was too high for mission success after what had happened to you.  You were the one paying that price.  And he wasn’t sure you’d come back from it.
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You got better slowly.  You were calmer.  You were eating better.  You let Jungkook get close.  In fact, now you didn’t want him to leave.  You slept better if he was in the room with you, often holding your hand.
When you were ready to leave the hospital, they allowed Jungkook to take you home.  You had no family, nowhere you could stay.  Jungkook said he’d take care of you.  He took a leave of absence.  His superiors told him to take as long as he needed. As long as you needed.  They acknowledged your part in bringing down Yongsun.  Your agency likewise took you off duty.  They promised to take care of your needs, even if you never came back to active duty.  You had already sacrificed so much. It was the least they could do.
So you stayed with Jungkook.  He made up the guest room for you. He wanted to give you your space.   He cooked for you.  He took you on slow walks.  He massaged your hands and feet which had sustained some nerve damage.  Your cuts and bruises had healed.  A plastic surgeon had worked on that cut on your jaw, so there wasn’t much scarring.  But Jungkook knew the damage to your spirit would take a lot longer to heal.
He watched in dismay as you sometimes sat and stared into space.  Your once shining eyes looked dull.  Sometimes he’d hear you screaming in your sleep.  He’d run over to your room, climb into bed and hold you, rocking you back and forth till you calmed down.  When he tried to leave after you’d fallen back asleep, you’d woken up crying and clung to him, begging him not to leave you.  He stayed. Of course he did.  He started sleeping in your bed with you.  You slept better when he was holding you.
Hold you was all he did.  His hands never strayed.  He never even had any sexual thoughts about you.  He couldn’t.  The image of you being violated was seared into his brain.  He couldn’t imagine the pain and horror you had gone through. 
Over the months, the nightmares subsided.  Jungkook still slept with you, if only to offer you comfort.  On one of your walks, you chanced upon a lost little ginger kitten.  You’d insisted on bringing it home.  Little Gingi turned out to be good for you.  She would sit on your lap and purr, making you smile.  She’d bat at little paper balls you threw, making you laugh.  Sometimes you’d sit and stare out the window but Gingi would hop onto your lap, butt your hand with her head to get you stroke her.  She’d purr in satisfaction when you did.  You started smiling more. You joined a support group for women who had suffered from violent physical trauma.   Your heart broke when you heard stories about women who had suffered at the hands of violent husbands or boyfriends.   All your stories were different, but you all had the same important lessons to learn.  Whatever had been done to you didn’t have to define you.  Only you had the power to define yourself and to create the life you wanted.
You also started doing things with your hands. That seemed to soothe you.  You did a little bit of gardening.  You baked.  You took up crocheting.  You, who couldn’t sew to save your life, were determined to learn because you wanted to make toys for children’s homes.  You made little octopi for premature babies.   You made Gingi little hats that she hated wearing. You laughed till you cried at the grouchy look on her face.  
Jungkook watched all this with amusement.  He could see glimpses of the old Y/N.  He felt so happy.  You’d started going back to the gym.  You reconnected with your Krav Maga instructor, who asked if you’d like to teach a class in self-defense for young women. You readily agreed.  
Jungkook felt it safe enough that he could go back to work.  His day job, that is.  He no longer went on covert missions. Mostly because he didn’t want to be away from you for too long.  Also because his heart just wasn’t in it anymore.
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You were nervous.  It’d been a long time.  You weren’t quite sure if this would go smoothly.  But you wanted to try.  Jungkook had been there for you through your recovery.  He’d never asked for anything.   You admitted that without him, you wouldn’t never have come this far.
You showered, shaved, brushed your hair more times than you could count.  You’d picked up a frilly black lingerie set the day before.  A lacy black, sheer baby doll nightie with matching lacy black thong. You knew Jungkook would be home a little late.  You told him you’d make lasagna so he’d have hot food waiting when he got home.   Now you knelt in the middle of Jungkook’s bed, nervously fiddling with the bows along the sides of the baby doll nightie.
You heard the keys rattle in the lock, then Jungkook’s familiar bellow “I’m home!”.  You heard the thump of his bag hitting the floor.  “That smells good!  I’m starving.  Where are you?”
“In here,” you called out before you lost your nerve.
Jungkook appeared at his bedroom doorway.  His eyes widened when he saw you, his jaw dropping.   He saw how nervous you were, your fingers twisting the little bows on your nightie.   The nightie was so sheer, he could see the shape of your breasts, your nipples pebbled, tenting the material.   He saw the sides of the lacey thong, visible on the curve of your hips.  He felt the blood rushing to his cock.
He moved towards you slowly.  You looked up at him, eyes wide, biting your lower lip.   When he reached the side of the bed, he cupped your face with his hand, his thumb tracing your lips.  You closed your eyes and leaned into his touch.
“Y/N,” he said shakily. “Are you sure about this?”
“Yes, Kook.  I want to be with you.  I know these past nine months have not been easy for you too. “
“Y/N, we don’t have to do anything.  I love you as you are. We don’t need this.”
“But I need you, Kook.  I want to be close to you.  I want to make love to the man I love.  I need you, Kook.”  You paused. “I’m scared too.  I don’t want my mind to go back to those dark places.  But it’s time to step into the light.  Do this with me, Kook. Help me step back into the light.”
Jungkook eyes grew misty as he leaned down to kiss you softly.  You moaned into the kiss, leaning into him.
“We’ll take this slow, okay Baby?  I’ll be gentle.  Tell me if you need to stop.”  You nodded.
He kissed you again.  Your hands went to his tee, lifting the hem up, over his glorious abs and chest.  He broke the kiss to pull his shirt over his head.  You touched his warm skin, running your hands over his shoulders and down his chest.  You reached for his belt to unbuckle it.  He let you, then unzipped his jeans, pushing them down and shrugging them off.
You could see how badly he wanted you.  His cock was hard.   He climbed up over you, slowly pushing you down onto your back.  He kissed you again, tracing his hand softly on your face, slowly down to your shoulders.  He caressed your breasts softly, moving downwards to grab the end of your nightie. He slowly lifted it up over your head and tossed it onto the floor.   He kissed you again, kissing a trail down your neck, over your clavicle.  He slowly pressed his lips to the curve of your breasts.  He stopped to look at you.  You took his head and pressed it back to your breasts again.  He licked your nipple, making you gasp, before turning his attention to the other one.  He kissed his way down, pressing kisses to the scars on your ribs.   “So beautiful,” he murmured.  He kissed his way to your hip, then hooked his fingers under your thong. He looked again at you, questioningly.
You pushed his hand with yours, sliding your thong over the swell of your hip.  He pulled it down gently, tossing it onto the floor as well.
He kissed your hips, moving his lips slowly towards the juncture of your thighs.  He kissed your mound softly.  “Is this okay?” he murmured, looking at you.  You nodded again.  “I’ll be gentle, Baby, I promise.”
He moved his lips softly over your folds.  He made sure you felt only felt his soft lips and tongue. No teeth.  He slowly slid his tongue in deeper, till he reached your clit.  Your body jerked.
“Sssh, Baby, I’ve got you.  Let me make you feel good,”  he whispered.  He lightly lapped at your clit again.  This time, you groaned in pleasure.  He continued lapping lightly, making you squirm.  When he was sure you were enjoying it, he lapped harder, adding a little suction.  You mewled, hips bucking.  He continued tonguing you, as he slowly slid one finger into your folds.  You moaned, grinding your hips against his face and hand.    He let you set the pace.  He added another finger. When you bucked harder against him, he licked harder, his fingers working faster.  Soon you were shivering, clutching his hair.  “Kook!” you gasped as your orgasm washed over you.  He continued to tongue you gently to bring you down from your high.
You reached down and pulled him up to kiss him.  Your body felt so alive.  It thrummed with desire.  You had been afraid of being intimate with Jungkook, but now you didn’t know what you were afraid of.  You reached down to grab his cock, pumping him slowly.
“Want you inside me, Kook.  Need you inside me,”  you breathed as he moved to settle between your legs.  
“I’ll go slowly, Baby,” he said gently.  “I promise it won’t hurt.”   He slotted his head and your entrance and slowly pushed in.
You gasped, your muscle tightening up involuntarily.  “Y/N,” he said, “It’s me.  Relax.  Look at me, Baby.  I’m here. Look at me.”   Your eyes flew to his, blinking.  You saw the adoration in his eyes.  The fire of his love.   You exhaled slowly and relaxed. Holding your gaze, he moved forward, agonizing inch by agonizing inch.  When your breath caught he stopped.  He leaned down to kiss you, and when he felt you relax, he moved forward again.  When he was fully sheathed, he kissed you hungrily. He rolled his hips.  You moved yours against his, enjoying the sensation. “Is this okay, Baby,”  he murmured as he kissed your neck.
“Yes, Kook.  Feels so good.  Want you to move.”
He wasted no time. He slid back slowly, then slid forward again.  He controlled his strokes so as not to alarm you or hurt you.  When he kissed that sensitive spot behind your ear, you arched against him, moaning his name.   He moved a little faster, but still keeping it gentle. 
But you weren’t having it. Something in you snapped.  You reached down to grip his ass, pulling him against you.  You wrapped your legs around his waist.   “Faster, Kook.  Harder, please.  I need it, Kook.”
He could deny you nothing.  He thrusted faster and harder.  You were clawing his back, grabbing his ass.  Sinking your nails into his flesh, which only spurred him on.  You were both moaning now as the pleasure built up.   “Baby, come with me.  Come with me, Y/N,” he cajoled as he thrust hard into you.  You screamed when your orgasm hit you as he came, moaning your name.
He collapsed on you, his weight pressing you into the mattress.  You clutched at him, kissing him all over his face.    He rolled you onto your sides.  He gazed at you, floored by how beautiful you looked. Skin glowing.  Eyes shining. 
“That was,….” he started. “Wow,” you finished as you smiled at each other.
He reached out to caress your face, fingers tracing over your jaw, your nose, your lips. He tucked your hair behind your ear.
“I have a new mission,” he said cheekily.
“What is it?” you asked him curiously
“To convince you to marry me,” he smirked as you looked at him in surprise. “I know people in our line of work don’t do the marriage thing.  But I almost lost you. Twice.” He closed his eyes, taking a deep breath, thinking about how close he had come to losing you. He shivered.
When he opened his eyes again they were a little shiny.  “So, say you’ll be mine.  I want to let the whole world know.  I want you take my name, be Mrs. Jeon. I’ll make sure our lives are filled with laughter and light.  Our nights filled with passion and multiple orgasms.”
You laughed as he waggled his eyebrows at you.  He reached up to cup your face.  “Say you’ll be mine.”
You nodded. “I’m already yours, Kook.  I always was.” You drew him in for a kiss, a kiss full of promise.
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The Mission - Chp 1
Undercover
Rating: Mature. Minors dni Pairing: Jeon Jungkook / Reader Words: Total: 11.6k Status: Complete. 1 out of 2
Story summary: What happens when two secret agents' paths cross?  Sparks fly.  Jungkook is convinced he has found the love of his life.  But missions will always come first.  How much would you both give up for a successful mission?  At some point, does the price become too high? 
TRIGGER WARNING:  Chapter two of this story contains a vivid rape scene.  DO NOT read this if this will be disturbing for you.
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JK is a Navy Seal in this story, so here are some photos of him in his army uniform. Enjoy.
Chapter 1: Undercover
Jungkook and you had a lot in common. Too much. Maybe that’s why you and he fell so hard so fast.  Both skilled in martial arts.  Both trained (and deadly) in all manners of weapons, from small knives to large automatic machine guns to sniper rifles.
By day, you were nothing alike. You were the Lead Protocol Officer in the President’s office.  He was a NAVY Seal. By night, you both became invisible specters, moving in shadows, doing things that could not see the light of day.  Going on missions. You were an agent like James Bond, but without the flashy cars. He, part of the Seal’s top-secret Black Ops team.  So secret that the Seals not in the team didn’t know who was in it,
In fact, that was how you’d met.  On a mission.  You’d both been tasked to take down a dictator in a war-torn country far from yours.  You’d gotten there first.  You ended up fighting Jungkook. Somehow he’d managed to get you trapped in an armbar, him on top, hips straddling yours, his weight pinning you down.  As you struggled to free yourself, he’d ripped off your cap and mask.
Jungkook had frozen.  Your luscious dark brown hair spilled out over your shoulders. Your big brown eyes stared up at him.  He’d known you were a woman from your build and the way you moved, but he never expected you to be this beautiful.  In his shock his hold had loosened.    You’d scrambled out of his hold, sliding backwards on your ass, your eyes locked with his big doe-like ones. 
You’d seen your fair share of good-looking men. Men who tried their luck with you.  Diplomats. Presidential Aides. Security Officers. Cultural Attaches. Even one Ambassador. None succeeded.  No one ever caught your eye.  The men who moved in these circles had egos too big for their own good.  They paraded. They preened. You had no use for these pretty peacocks.
You were good at reading people. One look could tell you what the person was like.  Many of these pretty peacocks made your skin crawl.  Interactions with them left you feeling soiled.  Like you’d brushed against something coated in mud and it had come off on you.  Especially that one Ambassador who was married but felt entitled to have a fling in any other country he visited. You particularly hated the misogynistic ones who felt all macho, and that women were the weaker sex.  Little did they know you could take any of them down without even breaking a sweat.
You felt a jolt when your eyes met Jungkook’s.  In his eyes, you saw a kindred spirit.  In his eyes, you felt an irresistible pull.  In his eyes, you saw the promise of connection.  Then you blinked.  The moment shattered.  You were so shaken you shot to your feet and disappeared into the night.  You checked yourself for injuries.  Nothing.  The only thing injured was your pride as Jungkook had managed to subdue you and pin you down.  From his fighting style you knew he was military.  So definitely not just a pretty peacock. Pretty though, the camo face paint doing nothing to hide his high cheek bones, strong jaw, sharp nose. But those eyes.  You could see them whenever you closed yours.
In the end, Jungkook had been the one to finish the mission.  Your superiors were more than happy that someone else had done the dirty work, just in case there was any blow back.  But there never was. You made sure of it.
That was a year ago.  Right after the mission, Jungkook had managed to track you down.  As it turns out, your superior, Kim Namjoon and Jungkook were childhood friends.  Jungkook couldn’t believe his luck.  He made Namjoon send you to have a fancy dinner with a mysterious “contact”.   
You trusted Namjoon totally.  He sent you to this dinner without much information, so you knew it was your job to find out more.  You’d dressed to kill – blood red backless dress, blood red Louboutins, blood red lipstick.  Plunging neckline in front.  Blood red velvet clutch that didn’t just hold lipstick or car keys. There was also a wire garotte, small taser and switchblade.
You certainly weren’t expecting to see a pair of soulful doe eyes. Those eyes! The ones you saw ih your dreams. The ones that had haunted you since that mission.  Eyes that locked on you the minute you appeared.  That tracked your movement as the maître d' escorted you to Jungkook’s table.  As you sat down, you made a mental note to give Namjoon a piece of your mind for setting you up.
Reading your mind, Jungkook apologized for the cloak and dagger routine.  He just had to see you again.  Since you both knew about your real jobs, there was nothing to hide. Conversation flowed easily.  More easily than it had in a very long time. Your smiles were genuine.  Yours made your face glow in the low lighting of the restaurant.   His smile softened the planes of his face, cute dimples appearing, bunny teeth showing when he laughed.
Your chemistry was undeniable.  That night, in his bed, the chemistry ignited, making you feel like you were going to combust. You just fit.  He said he’d waited all his life for someone like you. Fiercely loyal. Deadly efficient.  Cynically pragmatic.  Your work schedules – both your day jobs and your covert jobs – were chaotic, but you made it work.  People in your line of work, the covert one, usually didn’t form attachments for fear of compromising their loyalties.  The mission always, always came first.  Jungkook and you had no illusions about any happy ever after or riding off  the sunset.  You just enjoyed each other’s company, living in the here and now. The connection was real. The sex was out of this world.
But work came first.  You got an assignment that would require you to go deep undercover.  Deep, drop-off-the-face-of-the-earth, your-own-mother-wouldn’t-recognize-you kind of undercover. A two-year long mission. No contact with the outside world, except one handler.  High up enough even Namjoon didn’t know who that handler was, what you were going to do and where you were going to go.
You’d dreaded this.  The day when work would make you put anything happening in your life aside.  The last 12 months with Jungkook had been the happiest in your life.   You’d hoped to have longer.  But duty called.  You couldn’t even tell him why you had to end it.
He yelled.  You yelled.  He begged. You cried.  He demanded to know if it was a mission.  You said it wasn’t.  You told him, it just wasn’t working anymore. So much time apart, it was too difficult.  You packed your bags and left. 
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You were sweating buckets.  Six months of being near the jungles of South America hadn’t quite acclimatized you. Why were you feeding mosquitoes here?  The mission required you to get close to the infamous Min family, and this was where the Min brothers stayed now. They were notorious for running drugs.  The younger Min, Min Yoongi had gone to high school with you. That was one of the reasons you’d been given this assignment. 
Back in school, Yoongi had always been aloof.  People know about his family’s nefarious reputation and kept their distance. But you had seen through his cold exterior and seen the sweet boy underneath it. You were a bit of a loner yourself anyway. You decided to befriend him, and became as thick as thieves quickly.  He became the brother you never had.  He loved you like a sister, calling you his sunshine because of how much light you brought into his life.
You kept in touch after parting ways, you going off to college, Yoongi helping with the ‘family business’.  You knew what that meant, that Yoongi would be involved in shady activities.  You didn’t think that was truly the life Yoongi wanted, but blood is thicker than water.
Anyway, life got busy, and correspondence dwindled to ‘Happy Birthday’s and ‘Merry Christmases’. Especially after Yoongi and his family had moved to South America. But six months ago, you’d reached out to Yoongi.  You said you were trying to get out of an abusive relationship, and needed a change of pace.  Yoongi, ever the protective one, had invited you to stay at his family estate.  He lived there now with just his older brother, Yongsun. It wouldn’t be a problem.
You knew you were stepping into the wolves’ den.  Yongsun was the boss of the biggest drug cartel in the region.  He wasn’t the ultimate target though. Your agency had their sights on someone bigger.  Yongsun was also the right hand man of a much bigger fish. Hyun Eoduun.  Hyun had a hand in every conceivable criminal activity imaginable.  Drugs. Weapons. But worse of all, human trafficking and sex-slave trade.  This was why he had to be taken down.
You were supposed to burrow your way into the Min family, and from there, find a way to blow open Hyun Eoduun’s operations.   You knew this was a long game.  You had to have a reason to stick around.  So you seduced Yoongi.
It wasn’t difficult to get him wrapped around your fingers.  You had always been the only one to ever treat him like a real friend.  Slowly he started involving you in the family business when you’d shown interest. Yoongi knew you were smart.  You’d be an asset.  Yongsun wasn’t entirely convinced.  He was a lot less trusting.  But during one attack on the house by a rival gang, you’d taken a bullet for Yoongi.  It hit you in the side, but the damage wasn’t bad as the bullet had passed through cleanly.  From then on, Yongsun treated you like family, saying he has happy Yoongi had found love.
Two years passed.  Things were moving along well.  Evidence had been gathered about all the illegal dealings. Incriminating evidence that could be traced back to Hyun. It was all going to come down to one mafia boss gathering at the Min estate. Hyun kept himself well hidden, but he would be there. Your agency was going to storm the compound and arrest him.
This was it.   This was to be the end the mission. You’d spent so long undercover, you’d sometimes wake up in a panic, forgetting where you were.  Forgetting that this life you’d built with Yoongi was all a lie.  Forgetting that your feelings for him were only half-truths.  As much as you looked forward to ending this charade, you also worried about how Yoongi would feel when he found out you’d been the one who’d betrayed him and his family. 
When the attack happened, Yoongi had grabbed you in a panic and tried to flee.  You’d gotten shot in the shoulder and leg and had fallen down.  Yoongi tried to help you up.  You told Yoongi to flee, before the agents came. You told him you’d be fine, that he had to run to save himself. Blood bubbled out of your mouth as you said “Sorry” to Yoongi over and over.  The last you saw before darkness claimed you was Yoongi struggling as agents pulled him away from you.
You’d woken up in the hospital, your leg in a cast, your arm in a sling.  Your first question upon waking was how was Yoongi.  In his refusal to leave you, he’d gotten arrested and had been put on trial for trafficking drugs.  Thankfully he wasn’t involved in Hyun’s criminal activities, so Yoongi got sentenced to prison.  Hyun was given the death penalty for having taken so many lives and endangering so many others. 
Yongsun, however, somehow managed to get away.  He’d gone into hiding.  You lived in fear for a while, wondering if he would hunt you down in revenge for betraying him and his family.  You spent the next 18 months lying low, taking your time to recover from your injuries.  Physical injuries only needed time.  Emotional ones, psychological ones, weren’t so simple.  But slowly you recovered, feeling more like yourself with each passing day.  Yongsun had totally disappeared.  Everyone reckoned they’d seen the last of him when his entire empire had been destroyed.  That pressure you felt in your chest slowly eased.
Your agency had put you on leave but said you could come back when you were ready.  You felt almost ready.  You’d recovered your strength with physiotherapy and had been keeping fit. Ever adventurous, you’d taken up Flyboarding. You itched to get back to work.  You need to keep your mind occupied so you wouldn’t think about your life before you’d gone under cover. 
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Four more weeks before going back to work.  That’s the timeline you’d given yourself. Partly because there was an international Flyboarding competition this weekend, lasting a week and you wanted to be right at the waterfront to watch.
Today was just the meet and greet before the main competition. All the competitors had a chance to showcase their skills as they were introduced.  The emcee was a big sized man with a loud laugh, who loved to gossip.  He’d throw in little titbits about each competitor, much to the amusement of the crowd.
Your heart stopped when you heard the next name. “Next up, Jeon Jungkook.  Jungkook has been Flyboarding for 3 years.  He’s a regular on the circuit.  Don’t let that charming smile fool you, JK is a Navy Seal!  And watch out ladies, he’s still single!”  A cheer went up amongst the women in the crowd. 
You couldn’t believe it. Jungkook was here!  Walking away from Jungkook four years ago had left a gaping hole in your heart.  You’d stitched it up with duty and loyalty.  You’d encased it in stone when you went under cover.   But seeing Jungkook now, caught you unawares.  Your stone walls crumbled. You felt that gaping hole in your heart open up again. 
No, no, no. This couldn’t be happening. You were just about to go back to work.  Life was going to go back to normal.  But deep down, who were you kidding.  Life would never be normal. Not after Jungkook. Not after Yoongi.
You stood rooted to the spot as the crowd started dispersing once all the competitors had been introduced.  You turned slowly to go back towards the beach resort, when you felt it. Felt him.  Jungkook.  Standing there in his wet suit, the fabric clinging to every glorious muscle.  His shoulders, chest, abs, thighs.  His eyes open in shock as he looked at you.
He moved slowly towards you.  You were here!  You still looked so beautiful, despite that hauntedness in your eyes.  He watched your beautiful features flicker with emotion. Shock. Guilt. Nervousness. Desire.  Something in him snapped.  You still wanted him.  He closed the distance between you in smooth strides, reached up to hold your face with both hands and pressed his lips to yours.
The universe came to a standstill.   You melted against him, lips moving against his.  Your arms snaked up around his neck.  He slid one hand to the back of your head, angling it so he could kiss you more deeply.  His other hand slid down to the small of your back, pressing you firmly against him.  The water from his wet suit was seeping into your clothes, but you didn’t care.
He stroked his tongue against yours possessively, making you moan.  He bit your lower lip, then broke off the kiss, pressing his forehead to yours.
“If you keep making those sounds, I’m going to have to haul you into one of those cabanas and fuck you till you scream my name,” he said gruffly.
“Jungkook,” you said breathlessly.  “I’m so…. “
“No, not here,” he said, pressing his fingers against your lips.  “Meet me in my room in two hours.  It’s room 8118.  Get the front desk to give you a key.  I’ll should be back before then.” Then he left you standing there, your mind swirling.
You’re not entirely sure what you did for two hours.  You paced in your room.  You combed your hair repeatedly.  You brushed your teeth. Twice. Pulled on your nice white lace underwear.  Worn a sundress with straps at the shoulders that were tied in a bow.
The room was empty. It was a pretty nice room, on a high floor. Floor to ceiling windows overlooking the ocean.  The sun was setting, casting the room in a yellow glow.   The ocean was calm, a total contrast to your state of mind.  Your emotions roller-coastered between happy excitement at seeing Jungkook (who was still single!) and crippling guilt for everything you’d put him through.  How were you going to tell him about what happened in the last four years?  Sure, he might understand that your duty came first. You’d spent more than two years playing the devoted girlfriend, sleeping with the enemy as it were.    You’d given so much of yourself to your country. You weren’t sure you had anything left to offer him.
You were so caught up in your thoughts, you hadn’t even heard Jungkook enter the room. That was strange.  Your work required you to be hyper aware of your surroundings. No one should be able to sneak up on you.  But your thoughts evaporated as a pair of strong arms wound around your waist. Jungkook pressed his lips to your neck.
“Kook, I……”
“Sssh.  Later. Talk later.  Let me love you now.”
He pressed open mouth kisses to your neck, teeth scraping on that sensitive spot where your neck and shoulder met, making you gasp.  He reached up and undid the ties of your dress, pulling it down and off you. 
“Mmm… white lace.  You remembered,” he murmured.  “Let me see you.” He placed his hands on his shoulders and turned you around slowly. 
“So beautiful,” he said softly as he traced your curves with his hands.  He unhooked your bra, tossing it over his shoulder.  He bent down and captured a nipple in his mouth, licking, sucking, biting as you moaned. He moved downwards, going onto his knees. He reached up, tugging on your panties to pull them down. He helped you step out of them.  His doe eyes, looking up at yours through his pretty lashes, dark with desire. 
He placed his hands on your bare hips with reverence, shuffled forward on his knees and buried his face at the juncture of your thighs.   “Hmm, smooth,”  he whispered, lapping at you.  His hands moved inwards to spread you, revealing your sensitive clit.  He dove right in, his warm tongue stroking you. Your knees buckled under his onslaught, but he held on to your hips again, supporting you.  Your hands went to his hair, pulling on the silky strands. The sounds of him feasting on you making you wetter.  It’d been four years, but he knew exactly how to tease you, how to make you mewl, make you shudder.  He pressed harder, sucking on your clit as he slid two long fingers into you.   He stroked your warm walls, adding his thumb into the mix to press on your clit.  “Come for me, Baby.  Come all over my face.”  He went back to sucking on your clit as his fingers sped up. 
“Jungkook!” you gasped. You orgasm crashed over you like a tidal wave.  Your knees buckled again as the shockwaves rolled over you.  Jungkook held onto you, slowly standing up, his body sliding against yours.  He captured your lips, teeth and tongue clashing.  You moaned at your taste on his tongue.  You clawed at the buttons of his shirt, his belt, the zip on his pants.  Soon he was as naked as you.  He closed his arms around you, walking you backwards till your legs hit the side of the king-sized bed.
You surprised him by grabbing him by the arm, spinning around so that the back of his legs were brushing against the bed.  You put your hands on his shoulders and pushed him down to sit on the mattress. You bent down to kiss him, nipping at his lips.  Then down his jaw, his neck.  Along his collar bone. Down his impressive pecs, his glorious abs.  You knelt between his legs, reaching for his cock.  His big, heavy cock, swollen, jutting out from his body.  The tip already wet with precum.  You bent down to caress his balls, then took his hard cock into your mouth.
He hissed as you slid down, taking his impressive length all the way, the tip touching the back of your throat.  You grunted as you almost gagged, but you relaxed your throat, breathing through your nose.  Jungkook never thought he would ever experience this again.  Your lips around his cock, your big brown eyes looking up at him.  Your moans as you slid up and down his length. Your tongue swirling around the head, dipping into the slit, sliding down to the base of his cock.  Your warm mouth closing on his balls as you pumped him with your hand.  His hand going to your head, gripping your pony tail, tugging with just the right pressure to make you groan.  
He threw his head back, moaning your name.  The sight turned you on so much, you had to reach down to rub your clit to ease some of the pressure.  This sight turned him on so much, he gripped your head hard and fucked your mouth hard.  He came with a shout, filling your mouth and throat with his warm cum.
You swallowed it all, then stood back up to kiss him sloppily, saliva and cum mixing as your tongues twined around each other’s.   You pushed on his shoulders, making him slide backward on the bed still he was lying in the middle of it.  You reached for his cock again, stroking it slowly. It hardened again in no time.  You climbed onto his lap, your knees on either side of his hips.  You placed your hands on his shoulders as you leaned forward, sliding your wet pussy up and down his length.  Then you reared up on your knees, shifting your hips to line his tip with your entrance, and sank down on  him slowly.  You both moaned as you felt him stretch you, your warm walls gripping his cock. 
He looked up at you, adoration in his eyes.  Your rolled your hips seductively,  smiling at him. 
“Like what you see, Baby?” you asked him flirtatiously.  He nodded, eyes shiny with lust and excitement.
You started moving then.  Moving your hips to pull off him till only the tip remained inside you, then sliding back down.  You touched yourself, hands sliding up your sides, then moving to cup your breasts.  As you bounced on him, you squeezed your breasts, pinching and rolling your nipples. You moaned, throwing your head back.
“Yes, ride me, Baby.  Use me.  Use my cock.  It’s all yours.  I’m all yours.  Always was, always will be.”
You were too lost in pleasure to fully comprehend the depth of his words as you ground against him, the pressure building up.  He knew you. He knew your body.  He pressed his thumb to your clit in just the right way, triggering your orgasm, making you scream his name as you drenched his cock.  He came shortly after, gripping your hips to bounce on him as you both rode out the aftershocks.
You leaned down to kiss him, with him still inside you.  Your bodies rubbed together, your breasts firm against his chest, your nipples hard.  He reached down to grab your ass, pulling you against him as he rolled his hips against you.  He was getting hard again.
Suddenly he flipped you over so that he was on top.  He kissed you languidly, slowly rolling his hips as his cock filled you up again.  Your bucked your hips, prompting him to move.  He smiled evilly as he trailed kisses down your neck, thrusting into you.  He leaned down to suck on your nipple, making you arch your back of the bed with a loud moan.  You opened your legs wider, changing the angle.  You wrapped your legs around his hips, your feet digging into his ass as you tried to pull him closer.   He captured your wrists with one hand, pinning them above your head as he reared up to look at you.  Having you under him again like this, was a dream come true.  He bent to kiss you again, bracing his weight on one arm as he started thrusting into you in earnest.  He was like a man possessed.  He fucked into you so hard, your body bounced. The bed rocked.  Harder, faster.  He felt your walls fluttering. “Come with me, Y/N.  Come with me, Baby, please.” You screamed his name again as he came with a roar, his cum filling you to the brim.
He turned you onto your sides, him still inside you.  He reached out to touch your face gently. He kissed you all over. Your eyes, your nose, your lips.  You ran your hand through his hair, scratching his scalp in just the way he liked. He closed his eyes and moaned.  You whined when he softened and slipped out of you.
“Still so perfect for me, Baby” he said, smiling at you. He kissed you, pulling you towards him to deepen the kiss. But you placed both hands on his chest, pushing slightly. He stopped and looked at you questioningly.
“Kook, what happened four years ago….,” you paused, swallowing loudly. Afraid to break this beautiful moment, but more afraid not to tell him all the words you’d wanted to say for four years.
“Baby, I know.  I know why did it. In your place I would have done the same.”  He went on to say he’d been hurt and angry for a while.  How you’d just walked away. Like it had all meant nothing.  He’d even threatened to beat Namjoon up to make Namjoon tell him the truth, but Namjoon didn’t know anything about the mission.  You’d disappeared.  He channeled his anger into his work, and that kept him going. Till he heard about the operation that had taken down Hyun Eoduun.  Somehow he knew you were involved.  He had to admit, he admired your work.  It was a huge sacrifice to make.  Your agency had taken down the biggest, baddest criminal boss in the world. 
He did try looking for you. But you’d hidden yourself too well.  He’d despaired of ever seeing you again.  He too had encased his heart in stone after you left.  All he had was his work.  He never got close to anyone.  No other woman ever warmed his bed. He knew his heart would always belong to you.
You closed your eyes, not expecting to feel this overwhelmed by the depth of Jungkook’s understanding.  For how steadfast his love had been all these years.  You felt tears roll down your cheeks, which Jungkook brushed away with his thumbs.
“But,….  Kook, I had to get close to the Mins.  I had to…  seduce Yoongi.”
“I don’t care, Y/N.  You were only doing what you had to to survive.  To ensure the mission was successful.  But I have to know….  Did you love him?” Jungkook looked at you, his heart in his eyes.
“Yes, and no,” you said.  “We were friends in high school.  I loved him like a brother.  Whatever happened with him once I went undercover…  it was only to ensure I could fulfil the mission.  I had to give him my affections.  My body.  But I never gave him my heart.” You reached up to place your hand on Jungkook’s cheek.  “Because I’d already given my heart to you.”
Jungkook closed his eyes, turning his head to press a kiss to your palm.  One thing led to another, and soon Jungkook was making love to you again. Slowly this time.  You savoured every touch, every kiss.  The feelings you had for each other thrummed as your bodies joined again and again.
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Jungkook was going to Bangkok for training for two weeks. He managed to convince you to join him.  He gave you the keys to his place, saying he had some business to take care of, and would meet you there three days after the end of the Flyboard competition.
You had to admit, Jungkook’s pad in Bangkok was pretty nice.  Modern, minimalist.  Warm wood and cool glass melding into a pleasing, tranquil space. You got there early on the third day.  Jungkook had left you a message to say he’d be late. You were to make yourself at home, order in food if you were hungry, and head off to bed if you were tired.
You lay in the middle of Jungkook’s big bed, looking up at the ceiling.  Sleep evaded you.  Your mind was still a mess.  But foremost in your thoughts was something that made you feel warm inside. Jungkook still loved you.  He understood everything.  That connection between you had flared back to life like no time had passed.  You rolled onto your left, holding one of Jungkook’s pillows closer. They smelled of him.  They reminded you of all those nights you lay tangled up together in bed.  You closed your eyes and drifted off.
Something warm was pressing against you.  A warm chest warmed your back.  Warm thighs pressed against the back of yours.  Warm lips kissed a trail up the back of your neck.  For a minute you felt a slight panic as to how you’d managed to sleep deep enough that you hadn’t realized Jungkook had returned.  The old you would have already been up on your feet, weapon in hand.
But your thoughts fizzled out when Jungkook started nibbling the skin at your shoulder, his hand reaching around you to brush across your breasts through your nightie.  He used his teeth to pull the strap of your nightie on your right shoulder down, his big hand reaching into your nightie to palm your breast.  “Hey, beautiful,” Jungkook murmured, “miss me?”  You hummed sleepily.
“Sorry I’m late.  Got caught up with work,”   he explained as his hand continued to roam your body, stroking, squeezing.  He tongued the sensitive spot where you shoulder and neck met, giving you goosebumps.  He scraped his teeth lightly over the spot before pressing an open-mouthed kiss to it. He reached down to lift your nightie to brush your mound, glad to find you still slept without underwear.  His long fingers slid slowly in your folds, stroking you.  You gasped as he slid one finger, then two fingers into you.  His hard cock brushed against your ass.
“Hmm,  already wet, Baby.  You ready for my cock?” he smirked.
You started to turn, but Jungkook put one hand on between your shoulder blades to keep you lying on your side.  He put his right arm around you, hand  on your lower abdomen.  He pushed, making you bend forward by pushing on your back while angling your hips so your ass was sticking out towards him.  He trailed his hand from your lower back, down past your tail bone, between your ass cheeks.  Then he slipped his fingers in deeper, sliding over your entrance up to your clit.  He withdrew his fingers then to grab his swollen, leaking cock and lined himself with your entrance.  He pushed in slowly, moving his hips forward as he gripped your hips to pull you backwards onto him.
“So tight this way, Baby,”  he grunted through gritted teeth, as you moaned loudly at being filled.   He drew his hips back, then slid them forward again.  You stuck your ass out more, relishing the feel of him taking you this way, from behind.  Your body bounced as he thrust into you powerfully.  He gripped your right knee, making your leg bend, bringing your knee upwards towards your chest.    This allowed him to thrust deeper into you.  The sensations were overwhelming.  Your harsh breaths mingled in the air.  Your moans mixing with his grunts.   You were close. He felt your walls squeezing his cock.
“Come for me, Baby,  let me feel you.”  Your orgasm washed over you. He reached down to rub on your clit to prolong the pleasure as he pumped into you a few more times before he climaxed too, body shuddering.  He held you close, breathing in the scent of your hair.
You turned around to face him then, now wide awake.  “Hi”.
“Hi, beautiful,” Jungkook smiled, kissing you on the forehead, your eyes, your nose, your lips.   You reached up to hold his head to deepen the kiss, your tongue sliding on his lips demanding entry.  He moaned and let you in, your tongue exploring his mouth.     He rolled you over so that he was on top, his body pressing down on yours.   You smiled up at him, spreading your legs so he could settle his hips on yours. You both lost yourself in pleasure as he filled you again and again.
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For the next week, you did all the touristy things.  You rode on a tuk tuk.  You visited the Grand Palace and the many temples in and around the city.  You took a cruise down the Choa Phraya river.  You loved the night markets. 
Sometimes Jungkook had to be away for work.  You didn’t ask him for details about it. You knew he couldn’t tell you anyway.  So you’d wander around the markets, trying street food.   You didn’t notice a few rough looking men watching you.  You took a wrong turn down a deserted alley. 
The sight that greeted you had you rooted to the spot in fear.  Three rough-looking men were standing over the body of another man.  Your breath caught in your throat.  You recognized the dead man.  It was one of Jungkook’s team mates – the Black Ops team.  Junyeong.  The three men looked pretty roughed up too, so it was obvious Junyeong gave as good as he got, but was outnumbered.
“Hello, gorgeous,” one of the men smiled evilly at you.  “You’re losing your edge.  You didn’t know you had a body guard did you?  We’ve been watching you for days.”
You shook your head as you backed away slowly.  You couldn’t run away from it now. The ugly truth that you had indeed lost your edge. Twice now Jungkook had managed to sneak up on you, and you’d just brushed it off.  Now you’d gotten Junyeong killed, and yourself into a whole lot of trouble.  You adopted a fighting stance, determined not to go out without a fight. But then you felt a heavy step behind you and you turned just in time to see a fourth man raise his handgun and clobber you on the back of the head.
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I've Been Watching You - Chp 9
Don't Try to be Everything for Everyone
Rating: Mature. Minors dni
Pairing: Jeon Jungkook / Reader
Words: Total: 73k
Status: Complete. 9 out of 26
Story Summary: There's a hot new guy in the gym. You can't keep your eyes off him, and it seems he can't keep his off you either. What starts out as Friends-with-Benefits turns into something a lot more complicated as your past comes back to haunt you and you find out your best friend's long-kept secret.
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Chapter 9: Don't Try to be Everything for Everyone
Chapter Summary: The MC receives some really bad news. JK returns from Paris just in time to be there for her as she crumbles. Author's Note: This was a difficult chapter to write. I have experience first-hand the loss of a beloved pet. We see the MC being vulnerable, but thankfully JK is there to swoop in and be her hero.
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It’d been three days since the mind-blowing phone sex with Jungkook.  The clinic was busy as Eun Young was off in Japan for three weeks with her boyfriend to go skiing.  We also had a large number of Groodle puppies – 16 of them – come in for their shots, brought in by a reputable local breeder.  It was all hands on deck as the little rascals were curious about everything, peed and pooed everywhere, and wanted to say hi to everyone.  We even had a goldfish whose scales had been falling off due to fungal infection. And this was all before lunch.
Just as I was about to eat my lunch, my phone rang.  I saw the number, and whispered to my other vet, Seo Yun that it was Nuri’s owner.  With a feeling of dread, I picked up the call.  Nuri had passed away in his sleep about an hour ago.   The family wanted to let me know and thank me for all the care given to him.  They also asked for help in managing Nuri’s cremation, and to organize a small funeral of sorts.  I told Seo Yun to look into it.  Hands shaking, I walked to my office, closed the door, sat down at my desk and put my head down on it.  The feeling of grief and loss was unexpectedly overwhelming.
Just then the door to my office opened and in came Jungkook with a wide smile on his face.  “Surpri……” He stopped dead in his tracks when he saw my expression, and immediately closed the door.
“Sweetness, what happened?”  as he rushed over and engulfed me in a hug.
“It’s Nuri” I said shakily.  “He’s… he’s….  “ was all I could croak out as the dam burst and I broke down. Sob racking me, tears running down my face.
“Oh baby. Shush….” Jungkook said softly, stroking my hair as he let me cry it out.  Still holding me, he moved to sit down on my chair, with me on his lap.
I cried for Nuri, who had put up such a good fight till the end.  I cried for Nuri’s family, feeling their loss.  My feelings of loss when Hyeri passed came back.  I cried for all furkids whose time had come too soon.
As my sobbing slowed, Jungkook stood up slowly, and resettled me on my chair.  He squeezed my shoulder. “I’ll be right back”.
I heard Jungkook’s sonorous voice outside as he spoke to Seo Yun.  I couldn’t hear everything that was being said, but I heard Seo Yun say “Yes, I think she needs some downtime.  I can hold the fort in the meantime.”
Jungkook came back into the office and helped me to my feet.  “Come on, let’s get you home”.  Jungkook held my hand and led me out to the reception area.
Seo Yun was there, a soft look of sympathy on her face.  She reached out to squeeze my arm “Don’t worry about anything Y/N, we got it covered.  Go back home and rest.”
Jungkook led me to my car, opened the door, got me to sit in the passenger seat and buckled me up. I saw him wheel his luggage out from the foyer of the clinic and load it into my trunk.  Then he jogged over to the driver’s side and got in.
The ride home was a blur.   I just stared out of the window, looking at nothing.  My tears still flowed silently down my face, and my nose was now blocked.   I don’t even remember how I got up to my apartment.  I only came to when I was already seated on the sofa, clutching my purple throw to my chin, my legs drawn up so I rested my chin on my knees. 
Jungkook came over from the kitchen with a cup of hot tea. 
“Hey, Sweetness” he said softly, putting the tea cup down on the coffee table and sitting beside me on the couch.  He stroked my hair gently.  “Have some tea”, holding the teacup up to my lips.
I sipped the tea gingerly, feeling the warmth of the tea spread through my chest.  I took a shuddering breath and closed my eyes.  My head was pounding, my nose was stuffed and my stomach started growling.
“Did you eat lunch, baby?” Jungkook asked with concern in his eyes.
“N..n.. no.  The call came just as I was about the start eating”.  I shook my head, but regretted it as it made the pounding worse.
“Ok, let me order you something, k.  You need to eat.”   He took out his phone, placed an order then sat next to me and put his arms around me.
“I’m sorry, I’m a blubbering mess.” I murmured tiredly, resting my head on Jungkook’s shoulder.
“You have nothing to apologize for,” Jungkook said emphatically.  “I told you the other day I was in awe of your strength when dealing with loss, remember?  Well, everyone has a limit.  Sometimes even strong people need to lean on someone.”
“I don’t know why it all came flooding back.  I have to confess, even while I sympathize with my patients and their families, I do have to maintain some emotional distance. Otherwise I wouldn’t been able do my job, or be strong for them.  But with Nuri…” I rubbed by face with hands, “I think I became emotionally invested.”  Thinking of Nuri again made fresh tears flow.
Jungkook tightened his arms around me. “It’s only human, you know.  Don’t try to be everything for everyone.” He rubbed circles on my back soothingly as we just sat there for awhile.
Just then the doorbell rang.  “That would be your food.”  He went to the door, then came back with a bag containing a tub of chicken noodle soup. 
“I don’t know if I can eat, Kook.  I’m having a really bad headache and my limbs feel like jelly.”
“You have to.  Come on, I’ll help.”   Jungkook opened the tub of soup, fished out a spoon from the bag and held it out to me.
My movements were sluggish as I put my feet back on the floor and adjusted my purple throw.  I held my head in my hands as it continued to throb.
“Do you have pain killers?  Where are they? I think you need them”.  Jungkook asked, getting up from the couch. I pointed to one of the kitchen cabinets where Jungkook fished out the meds.  He filled up a cup with water and made me swallow the pills.
The soup was hot, so I blew gingerly on it and managed to swallow a few mouthfuls.  I passed the tub back to him and lay back on the couch feeling exhausted.
“Okay, if that’s all you can eat, let’s get you cleaned up and into bed.”  I merely nodded as Jungkook picked me up from the sofa and carried me to the bedroom.  He made me sit on the bed, then disappeared into the bathroom.  He came back with some towels and wiped my face and neck. 
He went back out to the living room, where I heard the sounds of zips being unzipped and luggage being moved around.  He came back with a plain white t-shirt.
“I’m going to undress you, just so you can sleep comfortably k?”  I nodded. 
He gently removed my scrubs, and pulled off my pants, leaving me in my panties. He then unbuttoned my blouse, removed my bra and put the white t-shirt he was carrying on me.   Then he lifted the covers and got me to slide in.
My eyes were already closing.  I heard some rustling, then I felt the bed dip and a warm body slide in next to me.
“Didn’t you come straight from the airport?” I asked sleepily. “I saw your luggage.  You must be tired.”
“Yup, went straight to Artemis from the airport.  Didn’t manage to sleep on the flight, so I’m going to catch up on some sleep now”, he explained, then pulled me into his arms.
“Kay” I murmured, snuggling closer to him, falling asleep almost immediately.
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JK Drabbles - One Shots #5 - Selfish
Summary: What happens when the "Ice Princess" neuro-surgeon meets the most eligible bachelor dashing cardiac surgeon? Could it be a match made in heaven? But fate tests their patience. Can their mutual attraction turn into something deeper? Or will selfishness tear everything apart?
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#1 - Welcome Home #2 - Be My Slave #3 - Wait (Song Inspired) #4 - Days Without Incident #5 - Selfish (Song Inspired)
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Chapter 5: Selfish - JK as boyfriend
Inspired by: "Selfish" by Justin Timberlake
"So if I get jealous, I can't help it I want every bit of you, I guess I'm selfish" – Justin Timberlake
Lyrics within the story are in Italics
A/N: I have to say upfront I don't know anything about surgery or surgeons, so bear with me. Also, see if you can find a reference to one of BTS's songs (Dimple). Heh heh.
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Jungkook was not a jealous man. He was not an insecure man. But he couldn’t help the feeling of acid burning in his stomach at the way Namjoon held you so closely, arm around your waist.  The way you leaned into Namjoon’s touch.
But all he could do was watch from the sidelines.  Watch how proud the senior Dr Kim was as his son, Dr Kim Namjoon and his fiancé, Dr Lee Y/N, both renown neuro-surgeons, cut the ribbon to officially open the hospital’s new neurosurgery and research wing. 
You’d warned him. You needed to make an appearance. Dr Lee Y/N, the doting fiancé of Dr Kim Namjoon. The very same Dr Kim Namjoon whose family had basically provided all the funding to build the new wing. Jungkook had assured you he’d be fine.  He knew you had to put on a show. But he couldn’t stop his hands from curling into fists when Namjoon leaned down and kissed you on the cheek.  When he couldn’t seem to swallow past the lump in his throat as you smiled dazzlingly up at Namjoon, your eyes soft with affection.
The acid burned slow and low throughout the twenty-minute opening ceremony. Each time he heard a press photographer gush about how cute you looked with Namjoon, Jungkook clenched his jaw hard enough his felt his molars grinding against each other.
“Don’t Dr Kim and Dr Lee look so cute together?  This is a side of her she rarely shows!”
“Oh yes, to think she used to be called the ‘Ice Princess’!”
“We always knew they’d end up together! Their families are both from old money, and a long line of doctors.”
You were the best in your field.  People called you the “Ice Princess” precisely because you were that. Ice Cold. Unerringly precise.  Some said that was why you were so good at what you did.  You never cracked under pressure.  You did surgeries that would bring the most experienced surgeons to their knees.  You never let emotions get in the way.  You even looked the part.  Hair pulled back in a neat bun.  No make-up. You rarely smiled.  You were never rude. Just never warm.
Patients overlooked your shortcomings in the bedside manner department because of your brilliance.  You never sugar-coated anything or minced your words.  Truth be told, many patients and their families appreciated your candor.   They were paying top dollar for the best neurosurgeon in the region. Not for someone to mollycoddle them.
Your family was powerful.  Your family had influence. You learnt from a young age that people would try to get close for their own nefarious reasons.  You learnt to keep people at a distance.  You had a very small, very close circle of trusted friends. That, coupled with your ‘Ice Princess’ image made you seem extremely aloof. 
Hence the media’s fascination with how happy you looked on Namjoon’s arm at public events.  They’d never seen you look happy.  They gushed over how radiant you looked when you smiled.  They swooned when they discovered you had dimples, just like Namjoon’s.  One media outlet even called your dimples “illegal”. 
Little did they know the real reason behind how happy you looked.  It wasn’t because of Namjoon, though you loved him to bits.  He was like a brother to you.  You’d grown up together. Along with his sister Daeun, and the Parks,  Jimin and Ara. All three families went way back. All came from old money.  Ara, Daeun and you were the same age and were as close as sisters. 
Two other families were up there in the upper echelons as well, though their histories didn’t go back as far as yours – the Mins and the Jeons (Jungkook's family). Collectively these families were known as the “upper crust” families. The youngest generation, which included you, was now in their 20s.
It's bad for my mental, but I can't fight it, when You're out lookin' like you do, but you can't hide it, no
Jungkook knew Namjoon wasn’t the reason you looked so happy.  Jungkook knew that smile was not meant for Namjoon.  It was meant for him, Jeon Jungkook.  But knowing and seeing were two different things.  A hand lingering on Namjoon’s arm, or touching Namjoon on the chest.  Namjoon’s arm holding you protectively, his tall frame encroaching into your personal space.  The happiness that shone on your face that was for him, Jungkook, but nobody could know.
He couldn’t unsee it.  He couldn’t stop the jealous feelings clawing at the inside of his chest.  That acid burning in his stomach through the opening ceremony continued to simmer for another two hours. Two long, mind-numbing hours.  Filled with paperwork and reports as he didn’t have patients scheduled that afternoon.  Two angst filled hours till you finished your shift and could take a break.  Two hours of clenching and unclenching his jaw as he felt his need for you building up.  Felt the need to make you his on the most primal level.
That was why he now had you pinned against the wall of a forgotten supply closet in a less crowded wing of the hospital.  Both your hands pinned above your head with his right hand.  Your scrub pants down around one ankle, your other leg bare and hooked around his bare hip. His pants pushed down around his thighs.  Your top pushed up around your shoulders. The cups of your bra wrested down, your breasts exposed, bouncing with each powerful thrust of his hips against yours.  His left hand squeezing your right breast, thumb rubbing your hard nipple.
He took you roughly, raw. His kissed you hard, swallowing your moans.  His left hand pinched your nipple one last time, then moved down to press unerringly on your clit in just the right way to push you over the edge.  The way you gasped his name, your warm walls squeezing his cock had him cumming too.  You both froze when someone jiggled the door handle, trying to open the door.  You pressed your foreheads together and laughed softly when the jiggling stopped, the thrill of almost being discovered making you a little giddy.  After righting your clothes, Jungkook kissed you passionately before slipping out of the room.  He didn’t look back, knowing that you’d wait a few minutes before slipping out and making your way in the opposite direction surreptitiously.
This had been going on for months.  Stolen moments in forgotten supply closets.  Heated glances in break rooms. You getting eaten out in the bathroom of a posh nightclub.  A secret weekend at log cabins in the mountains away from civilization.  Glamping and rock climbing in the national forest three hours’ drive away.   Almost getting caught with your lips around Jungkook’s cock as you hid under his huge desk at home, Call of Duty running on his big-ass multiple screens. Jungkook almost having a heart attack when his brother had come home unexpectedly and was surprised to find Jungkook at home playing video games.
That would have been the most paradoxical, seeing as Jungkook was a Cardiac Surgeon.  Being doctors, that’s how you’d finally met again. He’d spent most of his teenage years studying abroad.  He’d then worked overseas for a few years and had recently returned home for good.   He’d seen you from afar on his first day at the Hospital eight months ago, during one of those management meetings.  He sort of recognised you. The same big doe eyes. But you were no longer that little eight-year-old girl with the serious expression.
You were beautiful.  You moved with confidence. Okay, you had a sharp edge about you, but something about you drew his eye.  That weekend the families had gotten together for a big dinner to welcome him home.  This time he got to see you up close.  He watched mesmerized as your icy exterior melted away.  Your face lit up as you laughed.  He couldn’t take his eyes off you.  Jimin and Daeun dropped a bombshell and announced they were getting engaged.  The entire room literally exploded with excitement.  Jungkook watched you smile fondly at the happy couple.  He was the only one who caught your wistful, slightly sad expression, which you quickly masked behind a huge smile as his Mum teasingly asked Ara when was her turn. Ara had been dating Taehyung, Namjoon’s cousin, for two years. 
When he finally got to talk to you, he felt a strange energy thrumming between you. It’d felt like gravitational a pull, slowly pulling him towards you all evening, and now you were here. He looked into your big brown eyes and felt like he was drowning.  You smiled politely at him, about to ask him how he was adapting to moving back home after so many years abroad but he beat you to it.  He touched you lightly on the arm. “Are you okay?”
Your eyes widened.  Your eyes searched his in confusion.  His eyes flickered towards the crowd around Jimin and Daeun, then flickered back to you.  He watched the emotions churning in your eyes.  Alarm. Guilt. Sadness. Resignation. You blinked, and the spell was broken.  Your mask slipped back into place and you smiled, nodding at him. You then sprung your question about how he was settling in and the conversation moved to safer waters.
But you’d gone out to the outdoor patio to get some air and he had followed you.  His feet moving before he realized what he was doing.  There was something about his earnesty and sincerity that told you it was safe to lower your guard. Jungkook had never felt this strong an attraction to anyone.  How right it all felt, even when just talking to you.
'Cause your lips were made for mine And my heart would go flatline If it wasn't beatin' for you all the time
That talk led to more talks.  Via text. Then via late night phone calls.  You felt like he really saw you.  The real you.  You talked about things you didn’t even share with Ara and Daeun. That feeling of loneliness sometimes even when surrounded by loved ones. Being happy for your friends, but wondering if there was someone for you. He talked about missing out from being away, but also missing the place he’d called home for more than ten years.  Never quite feeling truly at home, or wanting to put down roots.
Calls became chats over coffee. Then dinner.  Then movies. Game nights. Morning Runs. Rock climbing. You shared many interests.  Ara and Daeun noticed.  They confronted you.  You confessed, and said you were going to tell your parents soon.
But the universe had other ideas.  The Kims and your family had always talked about uniting your families.  Jimin had stolen Daeun already. Your older brother Chaewoo was still working in Paris, with no plans on coming home or settling down anytime soon.  Your younger sister Chaeyun had only just turned 20 and was still in med school.  So it fell on Namjoon to marry you.  Your parents were more open to the idea of you making your own choice, since all this marriage talk took place during the time of your grandparents, but Namjoon’s family was not.  More specifically, Namjoon’s grandmother insisted that Namjoon had to marry you.  Either that, or be cut out of the will. 
Namjoon came to you, desperate.  He didn’t want to marry you.  It wasn’t that he didn’t love you. He did. Just not in the marrying way.  Also, because he was already in love with someone else. 
“You are?” you’d asked incredulously. “Who is she? Why haven’t we heard anything about it?”
“Who is ‘HE’, you mean,” Namjoon had said nervously.
It was almost funny how you’d looked like an owl, your eyes open wide, blinking.
“He?”
“His name is Seokjin.  He’s a chef in New York.  His work has propelled the restaurant he runs to Two-Michelin-Star status.  He’s about to branch out on his own now.  He’s asked me to move there to stay with him. I was thinking of maybe applying for a position at their hospital after the new wing at our hospital was finished, and after we were done with that big case.” Namjoon started pacing.
“I’m doing okay. I don’t need my family’s money, so I don’t care if they cut me out of the will. But it’ll crush my grandma if I marry out of our circle, and worse, that I’m gay!  What am I going to do, Y/N? Why couldn’t Grandma have announced this just six months later?” Namjoon buried his face in his hands.
“Oh my god, Joon, this is huge,” you pulled Namjoon’s hands away from his face. “But you know we’ll all support you, right?  If you love Seokjin, we’ll all love him too.  Plus, we all kinda knew, you know,” you teased, elbowing him in the ribs.
“Knew what?”
“That you were batting for the other team,” you said cheekily.
Namjoon groaned and buried his face in his hands again as you laughed at him.
“I was going to just announce that I was moving to New York.  Let that sink in for a bit. Then later on start introducing Seokjin.  Maybe bring my parents and grandma to his restaurant, impress them with his cooking, you know?” Namjoon groaned, looking despondent.
So you two hatched a scheme.  For six months, you were going to pretend to be engaged to Namjoon.  Just to help tide him over till he was ready to move to New York to be with Seokjin. The whole gang was in on it.  You’d told them all that you were with Jungkook, and they’d welcomed him into your inner circle with open arms.
You told Jungkook about your crazy scheme to help Namjoon out. Namjoon begged Jungkook to let him ‘borrow’ you for six months.  Namjoon went as far as going on to his knees, prompting Jungkook to quickly pull Namjoon into a hug and back on his feet, both men’s eyes misty with unshed tears. Such softies they were!  Namjoon knew it was a big favor to ask for. But true love was worth it right? And that’s how he knew Jungkook loved you.  If Jungkook was willing to do this for you, to hide your relationship and let you pretend you were engaged to someone else, Jungkook was a keeper. 
Of course, Seokjin had to be in on it too.  There’d be photos of you and Namjoon in the press. So the whole gang jumped on a video call with him. He was a little startled initially to see such a huge group on the call. Namjoon smiled sheepishly at Seokjin as he made the introductions, but Seokjin was soon won over by how warm everyone was.   He could see how close the group was, and he was happy to finally put faces to the names he’d heard Namjoon mention many times.  He even jokingly called you his  “rival”, and declared that you and he were proof that Namjoon had good taste. 
Things worked out perfectly actually. Ara and Daeun would cover for you when you sneaked away for weekends with Jungkook.   They’d say you were spending time with Namjoon.  It was a win-win.  Nobody raised any eyebrows as to why the group was suddenly going camping so often.
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So if I get jealous, I can't help it I want every bit of you, I guess I'm selfish
This was it. This was the last big event of your arrangement with Namjoon.  The Charity Dinner to celebrate the building of the new wing of the hospital. The dinner where the senior Dr Kim would be announcing his retirement.
Jungkook steeled himself for an unhappy evening.  Okay, who was he kidding, it was going to be a miserable evening.  You’d be dressed to the nines, working the room with Namjoon.  Everyone would be going with a plus-one, so he’d asked one of the nurses, Seoyoon, to be his date.  She’d agreed readily.  Dr Jeon Jungkook was one of the most sought-after eligible bachelors. So handsome. Outstanding cardiac surgeon. Sexy accent from spending years overseas. From such a rich family with long history. The single women threw themselves at him, but he hadn’t shown interest in anyone. Seoyoon had felt like she’d won the lottery.  She would be pulling all the stops to seduce him tonight.
Jungkook felt bad about leading her on but he told himself, it was just for the dinner. A couple of hours. His eyes never left you the whole evening. Jealousy burned just beneath the surface of his smile.  That little laugh of yours, that belonged to him.  The way you tucked your hair behind your ear as you listened to someone, that was something he’d do for you. That little tilt of your head when you didn’t quite believe something, made him laugh at you when he teased you.  Every little bit of you, belonged to him.  Fine, so that made him selfish.  He’d never admitted that, even to himself. But after more than seven months of sneaking around, he had to face facts. He had to be selfish. He was in love with you.
What he didn’t know was that you were burning with jealousy too.  You smiled for the cameras. But you watched Jungkook out of the corner of your eyes.  You saw Seoyoon’s hand linger on Jungkook’s arm.  How she brushed lint off the lapel of his jacket.  How she pressed a hand on his chest as she leaned in to talk to him. Even though Jungkook did not respond to her, his attention fixed on you, your eyes flashed.  Your stomach roiled.  Your fists clenched.  How dare she touch what was yours.  Every bit of him belong to you! 
Namjoon noticed.  He felt so bad.  He took your hand, rubbed his thumb over your knuckles, hoping to soothe you.  He was just glad the six months were almost up.  He loved you for doing this for him, for giving up being able to openly love Jungkook. He’d stolen more than seven months away from you.  The guilt he felt for lying to the families, for being so selfish was eating away at him.
Suddenly you squeezed his hand so hard he almost yelped in pain. He looked at you, but your eyes were trained on Jungkook.  Seoyoon was pressed up against Jungkook, her lips on his face, dangerously near his lips.  Jungkook look startled, his eyes wide open, looking at you in alarm.
That was it. Enough was enough. Namjoon made up his mind.  He walked up to the rostrum and took the mic.  Time to man up. He tapped on the mic, making conversations die down as everyone looked at him. He confessed that he wasn’t really engaged to you.  You, being such a good friend, had agreed to pretend, to help him. Why? Because he’d already given his heart to someone else. Someone his family wouldn’t approve of, so he was afraid to come clean.  But he couldn’t be selfish anymore. Not when those he loved were sacrificing so much for him.  By pretending to give him your heart, you couldn’t tell the world that you’d actually given it to someone who was more deserving. To Jungkook. 
The entire room collectively swiveled around to look at Jungkook.  Seoyoon looked at Jungkook in shock.  Jungkook stood up slowly, his eyes trained on you.  He walked slowly to the VIP table where you were sitting.  He offered you his hand.  You took it, rising to your feet slowly.  Then he tugged you forward, pressed you against him and kissed you, right in front of everyone. 
You froze. Then you heard clapping. It started on-stage. Namjoon.  Then beside you.  Your parents. Then your friends.  Slowly it spread. You heard hooting. Jimin shouted “Yeah, baby!”  Slowly you melted against Jungkook, your lips moving together, like they were made for his. The rest of the room faded away. Then he pressed his forehead against yours. 
“You with me?” he asked you simply.
You nodded.
Jungkook held your hand and walked closer to the stage.  He looked up at Namjoon who was still standing on-stage and held out his hand for the mic.
“So,….  Hi,”  Jungkook grinned.  The audience chuckled.  Your group whooped.
“As you know, I just moved back home.  I often wondered if I’d made the right decision. But then I met this angel,” he wriggled your joined hands.  “And I knew, she was it for me.”
Jungkook went down on one knee.  Gasps rippled around the room.  Your eyes were open as wide as saucers as you stared down at him.
“Lee Y/N,” he said, face solemn. “Will you be my girlfriend?  For real?” his grinned mischeviously.
You put your hand on your chest and closed your eyes, breathing out heavily. You narrowed your eyes at him.
“You almost gave me a heart attack,” you hissed in a low voice.
“Well,” he whispered back in an equally low voice, “it’s a good thing I’m a cardiac surgeon then, right?” he waggled his eyebrows at you.
You couldn’t help it.  You laughed and tugged at his hand to make him stand up.  You took hold of the mic.
“Fine,” you said. “But only because you have such cute dimples,” you teased.  Everyone in the ballroom laughed.
Jungkook  tossed the mic back to Namjoon and led you out of the ballroom.
“Where are you going?” Jimin shouted at you both.
“Going out on our first official date!” Jungkook shouted back, grinning from ear to ear.
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Eight Months Later
Owner of my heart, tattooed your mark There for the whole world to see
Something was brushing against your ribs.  It was a little ticklish.  You also felt warm lips ghosting along your collarbone.
“Hmmmm”
“Good morning, beautiful,” Jungkook murmured against your skin, voice gravelly with sleep.  He lay beside you, fingers brushing against the tattoo you’d just gotten on your left ribs just before your honeymoon.  It was a heart, drawn to look like it was an embroidered patch. 
Jungkook had gotten a tattoo as well.  A pair of white angel’s wings, also on his ribs.  The tattoo artist had asked for the stories behind your tattoos.  Yours was a no brainer.  A heart tattoo, over your heart since your husband was a Cardiac Surgeon.  His, a pair of angel’s wings over his heart, because his wife was an angel. Cheesy? Yes. Romantic? Also yes. 
A slightly older woman had already tried hitting on Jungkook the day before, sidling up to him and asking him about his tattoo. You were both down at the beach bar of the resort you were holidaying at.  He smiled warmly at her, pointed to you and said “My wife’s an angel.  Isn’t she beautiful? We’re here on our honeymoon,” he said innocently.  The lady mumbled something like “Oh, that’s nice” and beat a hasty retreat.  Jungkook and you burst out laughing.
-------- “What’s for breakfast?” you asked sleepily, eyes still closed as Jungkook kissed your neck.
“You,” he said darkly, moving on top of you, his weight pressing you into the bed. 
You were still sore from last night, when you’d ridden him hard to show him how angels rode handsome devils who got hit on by older women. He in turn had said sex was good for heart health as it was generally considered a moderate form of exercise so you really ought to go fast and hard, many times. You’d cheekily asked him how many girls he’d used that line on and if it really worked.  He’d stuttered, wracking his brain for an answer, but his brain short-circuited and he forgot all about your question when your lips closed around his cock.
Bearing in mind that you’d be sore, he was gentle. He slotted his lips on yours, tongue stroking yours possessively.  He pressed kisses to your face, jaw, ears nibbling as he went.  Your giggles turned into moans as his lips moved to your neck.  He sucked on the skin, biting, leaving his marks on your skin. His lips traced the swell of your breast, tongue curling around your hardened nipple as you gasped, back arching off the bed.  You gripped his silky hair when he closed his lips around your nipple and sucked.  He kissed a trail over to your other breast,  using his teeth this time, pushing the boundary between pleasure and pain.
He shifted down, his lips drifting over your stomach, your abdomen, your smooth mound.  His big hands push gripped your thighs, pushing them open.  “So pretty,” he murmured, “so wet for me.”  He leaned down, placed the flat of his tongue of his tongue against you and licked a stripe up your slit.  You whined, still sensitive from last night.
“I know, Baby, just let me make you feel good,” he said, going back to gently dipping his tongue into your hole and giving your clit kitten clicks.  He focused on your clit then as he slid two, long fingers into your warm heat, stroking your warm walls.  Fast, harder. He pushed you over the edge by scraping his teeth on your clit.
You’d missed breakfast, and it was time for brunch after you’d made Jungkook come with your lips and tongue, and ridden him one more time.  You made your way to the restaurant, bumping into the older woman, sending you both into fits of giggles. Jungkook kissed the top of your head, pulling you into his side, his arm around your waist. It felt good. It felt right. --------------- Previous (#4)
Parts of plot inspired by: Be Mine, Princess by Azurefangirl
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lachesismoonmist · 2 months ago
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I've Been Watching You - Chp 8
So it's THAT kind of phone call
Rating: Mature. Minors dni
Pairing: Jeon Jungkook / Reader
Words: Total: 73k
Status: Complete. 8 out of 26
Story Summary: There's a hot new guy in the gym. You can't keep your eyes off him, and it seems he can't keep his off you either. What starts out as Friends-with-Benefits turns into something a lot more complicated as your past comes back to haunt you and you find out your best friend's long-kept secret.
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Chapter 8: So it's THAT kind of phonecall
Chapter Summary: Jungkook is in Paris for a photoshoot. He promises to call, and he does, but is so busy he has no time to talk. Then on Day 4 of his trip, he gets some free time. Time for a VERY important phone call. Author's Note: Ok, hands up those who saw this coming a mile away the minute JK said he had to go to another country [raises hand]. Sorry to be so predictable, but I had to separate JK and the MC as they were starting to become annoyingly sweet. Haha. Plus, this was a good chance to introduce yet another type of smut. So, SMUT ALERT! This chapter is here purely for smut. You have been warned.
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True to his word, Jungkook called me the minute he disembarked from his flight. I’d just stepped out of surgery, so we managed to speak for a few minutes as he waited for his luggage. Then he got whisked off by the magazine people.
The next few days went by in a whirlwind, as a few special cases came into the clinic. Also, Nuri got discharged so that he could be at home, as requested by the family. We all knew it just a matter of time now. Each day, I just collapsed at home after work and crashed pretty early.
Jungkook managed to videocall me on the first and second nights, just to say ‘goodnight’ and blow me a kiss. His schedule was more packed than anticipated, so he hadn’t really had any downtime, even in the evenings.
Things finally eased up on the fourth day. I went to the clinic to deal with some administrative work, then was meeting Jimin for tea at a new café in a newly opened art gallery in town. We stuffed ourselves with scones, finger sandwiches and canapes. Then Jimin had to rush off to work.
As I was leaving the gallery after tea, my phone buzzed.
[Hot Gym JK] Hey Sweetness. I finally have a break in my schedule. Call you tonight? 10pm your time?
[Sexy Vet] Sure! I’ll be home. Most likely gaming.
[Hot Gym JK] Talk to you later, baby.
I didn’t end up gaming. It was nice having some quiet time, so I curled up in bed with a novel I’d been trying to read for months. I lost track of time, until I felt my phone buzz. It was Jungkook, video calling me.
“Hey Sweetness”. I could see he was sitting on a bed, leaning against the headboard. His phone propped on some kind of stand because both his hands were free. His hair was wet, like he’d just stepped out of the shower. To my disappointment, he wasn’t shirtless.
“Hey Big Boy. How’s Paris treating you?”
“To be honest, we’ve been so busy working I haven’t really had time to do anything else. Not my first trip to Paris though, so I’d rather just chill in my room. Like now.” He sounded relieved.
“Well, I’ve not been to Paris yet, so it’s all still very romantic and mysterious to me.”
“It’s a pretty enough place, but I think the movies and books hype it up too much. Of course, it also depends on who you’re travelling with.”
“The last time I travelled for fun was… six years ago” I said, trying hard to remember my last holiday.
“Seriously? Six years of no travelling?” he exclaimed. “That sounds sad.”
“Well, I did fly to my Alternative Therapies conference.” I said defensively.
“That doesn’t count. Anywhere you don’t need a passport for doesn’t count.” He said with a serious face for all of two seconds, then we both burst out laughing. “Miss me?” he said cheekily.
“I don’t know, should I?” I answered coyly, batting my eyelids at him. “How’s the bruise?” I asked, touching myself on the chest.
“Still a little sore, but not that ugly yellow color anymore. Wanna see?” Before I could say anything, he pulled up his tee shirt. I saw the bruise, which had started turning a little purplish, but I saw a lot more than the bruise.
“Stop showing me your abs!”
“Why?” he asked, turning from side to side to give me a good view.
“Because I want to lick them” I said, salaciously licking my lips exaggeratedly.
He paused for a second, a little stunned but then a sly smile crept in. He pulled his tee shirt off the rest of the way. “Oh yeah?” He ran his fingers across his abs. “What else do you want to lick?”
So this was going to be THAT kind of phone call. “Hang on,” I said, looking for my phone stand. I set it up on my nightstand so that the whole bed could be seen. I lay back down on my front, propped my chin on my hands, looking into the screen.
“I want to lick that big, beautiful cock of yours”, eyeing him hungrily. “I want to take you in my mouth, going deeper and deeper until I’ve swallowed you up”.
He groaned “Want to see my big, beautiful cock?” he asked, hands moving toward the waistband of his sweats.
“Yes” I said, looking at him with wide eyes.
He hooked his fingers into this waistband, then pulled his sweats off in one swift move. His hard, swollen cock sprang free and bounced against his lower abdomen. He took himself in his hand, pumping slowly as his eyes blazed.
“I showed you mine. Now show me yours. Take off your nightie.” He said a low voice.
I sat up slowly, making a show of pushing my nighty up my thighs, over my hips, past the swell of my breasts, then over my head. I was bare underneath.
“Are you trying to kill me, woman? You sleep in nothing but your nightie?”
“Comfort first, Big Boy. So,….” I said as I trailed my fingers across the swell of my breasts “what would you do to me if you were here?”
“I’d take your beautiful breasts and squeeze them. Go on, squeeze your breasts.”
I moved my hands up my body, taking a breast in each hand and squeezing.
“Then I’d play with and pinch your gorgeous pink nipples”.
Without prompting, I rolled my nipples between my fingers as I gasped, throwing my head back.
“Yes, just like that baby,” Jungkook said breathily as he pumped his cock harder and a little faster. “Now, move your hand down your body slowly. Spread your legs for me. Let me see that pretty pussy.”
I ran my hands down my sides, my right hand moving down towards my core. I opened my legs wide, shifting so that Jungkook could see. I bit my lower lip as I feathered my fingers over my outer lips. My left hand joined in, and I used both hands to part my folds.
“Look at that. Already wet. So pink and pretty. Do I make you wet, baby?”
“Yessss…. I need more Jungkook.”
“Circle your clit with your fingers, that’s it. Make sure your fingers are nice and wet.”
I moaned as I my fingers massaged my clit, which felt very swollen now.
“Push in two fingers. Imagine it was my fingers entering you.” I slid two fingers into my warmth, whimpering slightly at the sensation.
“Now pump your fingers in and out, like I would. Like how I’m pumping my cock right now.”
I watched with hooded eyes as he pleasured himself. My hips starting rolling as I slid my fingers in and out.
“Think you can take more, baby? I think you can, ‘coz you can take my big, fat cock. Add a finger.”
I did as told, adding a finger. When I didn’t feel the stretch, I added one more.
“Fuck,” Jungkook groaned “that’s it, baby. Stretch yourself, like you were getting ready for my cock.”
My other hand moved up to my left breast, pinched and rolled the nipple, which sent shockwaves through my body.
“That’s it, that’s it, good girl,” Jungkook crooned. “Fuck yourself with your fingers. Make yourself cum. I want to see you squirt for me.”
I closed my eyes and added my thumb to press on my clit as my fingers continued to move in and out of me, my harsh breaths echoing in the room. I pinched my nipple harder, hard enough for it to hurt as I moved the hand on my pussy faster and faster.
My thumb pressed hard on my clit, making circular motions, and I felt my walls started to pulse. My legs started to stiffen, my toes pointing forward like a dancer's.
“J..jung… kook…. Gonna cum. I’m almost there.”
“Cum for me baby, let me see you. Cum on your fingers like you’d cum on my cock” he ground out, breathing hard.
“Koook!” I shouted as my orgasm hit. I felt a rush of warm liquid on my hand as my whole body shuddered.
“Fuck, Y/N, fuck fuck fuck….” He gasped and he came, his semen spilling onto his abdomen. He stilled his movements, then released his softening cock.
I took my fingers out of my pussy and held them up to the phone. “Look at that, what a mess you’ve made of my fingers.” I put my fingers in my mouth, licking the fingers one by one. “Hmmm… tasty.”
“You’re a bad, bad girl. You know I’m dying to taste you now, so you’re showing me what I’m missing huh?”
“I miss you,” I said sleepily. “Come back here so you can fuck me properly.”
“Oh, I wish I could, baby.” He sighed. “Just three more days.” Suddenly he looked up, as a ringing sounded the in the background. “They’re calling me for dinner, baby. Have to go.”
“M’kay. I’ll go wash up then crash.”
“Ok Sweetness. I need to wash up too, can’t go out with cum on my stomach” he said, making me giggle. “Go to sleep baby. Goodnight.”
“Goodnight Big Boy”. I padded over the bathroom to clean up, then climbed back into bed and fell into a deep sleep.
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JK Drabbles - One Shots #5 - Selfish
Summary: What happens when the "Ice Princess" neuro-surgeon meets the most eligible bachelor dashing cardiac surgeon? Could it be a match made in heaven? But fate tests their patience. Can their mutual attraction turn into something deeper? Or will selfishness tear everything apart?
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#1 - Welcome Home #2 - Be My Slave #3 - Wait (Song Inspired) #4 - Days Without Incident #5 - Selfish (Song Inspired)
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Chapter 5: Selfish - JK as boyfriend
Inspired by: "Selfish" by Justin Timberlake
"So if I get jealous, I can't help it I want every bit of you, I guess I'm selfish" – Justin Timberlake
Lyrics within the story are in Italics
A/N: I have to say upfront I don't know anything about surgery or surgeons, so bear with me. Also, see if you can find a reference to one of BTS's songs (Dimple). Heh heh.
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Jungkook was not a jealous man. He was not an insecure man. But he couldn’t help the feeling of acid burning in his stomach at the way Namjoon held you so closely, arm around your waist.  The way you leaned into Namjoon’s touch.
But all he could do was watch from the sidelines.  Watch how proud the senior Dr Kim was as his son, Dr Kim Namjoon and his fiancé, Dr Lee Y/N, both renown neuro-surgeons, cut the ribbon to officially open the hospital’s new neurosurgery and research wing. 
You’d warned him. You needed to make an appearance. Dr Lee Y/N, the doting fiancé of Dr Kim Namjoon. The very same Dr Kim Namjoon whose family had basically provided all the funding to build the new wing. Jungkook had assured you he’d be fine.  He knew you had to put on a show. But he couldn’t stop his hands from curling into fists when Namjoon leaned down and kissed you on the cheek.  When he couldn’t seem to swallow past the lump in his throat as you smiled dazzlingly up at Namjoon, your eyes soft with affection.
The acid burned slow and low throughout the twenty-minute opening ceremony. Each time he heard a press photographer gush about how cute you looked with Namjoon, Jungkook clenched his jaw hard enough his felt his molars grinding against each other.
“Don’t Dr Kim and Dr Lee look so cute together?  This is a side of her she rarely shows!”
“Oh yes, to think she used to be called the ‘Ice Princess’!”
“We always knew they’d end up together! Their families are both from old money, and a long line of doctors.”
You were the best in your field.  People called you the “Ice Princess” precisely because you were that. Ice Cold. Unerringly precise.  Some said that was why you were so good at what you did.  You never cracked under pressure.  You did surgeries that would bring the most experienced surgeons to their knees.  You never let emotions get in the way.  You even looked the part.  Hair pulled back in a neat bun.  No make-up. You rarely smiled.  You were never rude. Just never warm.
Patients overlooked your shortcomings in the bedside manner department because of your brilliance.  You never sugar-coated anything or minced your words.  Truth be told, many patients and their families appreciated your candor.   They were paying top dollar for the best neurosurgeon in the region. Not for someone to mollycoddle them.
Your family was powerful.  Your family had influence. You learnt from a young age that people would try to get close for their own nefarious reasons.  You learnt to keep people at a distance.  You had a very small, very close circle of trusted friends. That, coupled with your ‘Ice Princess’ image made you seem extremely aloof. 
Hence the media’s fascination with how happy you looked on Namjoon’s arm at public events.  They’d never seen you look happy.  They gushed over how radiant you looked when you smiled.  They swooned when they discovered you had dimples, just like Namjoon’s.  One media outlet even called your dimples “illegal”. 
Little did they know the real reason behind how happy you looked.  It wasn’t because of Namjoon, though you loved him to bits.  He was like a brother to you.  You’d grown up together. Along with his sister Daeun, and the Parks,  Jimin and Ara. All three families went way back. All came from old money.  Ara, Daeun and you were the same age and were as close as sisters. 
Two other families were up there in the upper echelons as well, though their histories didn’t go back as far as yours – the Mins and the Jeons (Jungkook's family). Collectively these families were known as the “upper crust” families. The youngest generation, which included you, was now in their 20s.
It's bad for my mental, but I can't fight it, when You're out lookin' like you do, but you can't hide it, no
Jungkook knew Namjoon wasn’t the reason you looked so happy.  Jungkook knew that smile was not meant for Namjoon.  It was meant for him, Jeon Jungkook.  But knowing and seeing were two different things.  A hand lingering on Namjoon’s arm, or touching Namjoon on the chest.  Namjoon’s arm holding you protectively, his tall frame encroaching into your personal space.  The happiness that shone on your face that was for him, Jungkook, but nobody could know.
He couldn’t unsee it.  He couldn’t stop the jealous feelings clawing at the inside of his chest.  That acid burning in his stomach through the opening ceremony continued to simmer for another two hours. Two long, mind-numbing hours.  Filled with paperwork and reports as he didn’t have patients scheduled that afternoon.  Two angst filled hours till you finished your shift and could take a break.  Two hours of clenching and unclenching his jaw as he felt his need for you building up.  Felt the need to make you his on the most primal level.
That was why he now had you pinned against the wall of a forgotten supply closet in a less crowded wing of the hospital.  Both your hands pinned above your head with his right hand.  Your scrub pants down around one ankle, your other leg bare and hooked around his bare hip. His pants pushed down around his thighs.  Your top pushed up around your shoulders. The cups of your bra wrested down, your breasts exposed, bouncing with each powerful thrust of his hips against yours.  His left hand squeezing your right breast, thumb rubbing your hard nipple.
He took you roughly, raw. His kissed you hard, swallowing your moans.  His left hand pinched your nipple one last time, then moved down to press unerringly on your clit in just the right way to push you over the edge.  The way you gasped his name, your warm walls squeezing his cock had him cumming too.  You both froze when someone jiggled the door handle, trying to open the door.  You pressed your foreheads together and laughed softly when the jiggling stopped, the thrill of almost being discovered making you a little giddy.  After righting your clothes, Jungkook kissed you passionately before slipping out of the room.  He didn’t look back, knowing that you’d wait a few minutes before slipping out and making your way in the opposite direction surreptitiously.
This had been going on for months.  Stolen moments in forgotten supply closets.  Heated glances in break rooms. You getting eaten out in the bathroom of a posh nightclub.  A secret weekend at log cabins in the mountains away from civilization.  Glamping and rock climbing in the national forest three hours’ drive away.   Almost getting caught with your lips around Jungkook’s cock as you hid under his huge desk at home, Call of Duty running on his big-ass multiple screens. Jungkook almost having a heart attack when his brother had come home unexpectedly and was surprised to find Jungkook at home playing video games.
That would have been the most paradoxical, seeing as Jungkook was a Cardiac Surgeon.  Being doctors, that’s how you’d finally met again. He’d spent most of his teenage years studying abroad.  He’d then worked overseas for a few years and had recently returned home for good.   He’d seen you from afar on his first day at the Hospital eight months ago, during one of those management meetings.  He sort of recognised you. The same big doe eyes. But you were no longer that little eight-year-old girl with the serious expression.
You were beautiful.  You moved with confidence. Okay, you had a sharp edge about you, but something about you drew his eye.  That weekend the families had gotten together for a big dinner to welcome him home.  This time he got to see you up close.  He watched mesmerized as your icy exterior melted away.  Your face lit up as you laughed.  He couldn’t take his eyes off you.  Jimin and Daeun dropped a bombshell and announced they were getting engaged.  The entire room literally exploded with excitement.  Jungkook watched you smile fondly at the happy couple.  He was the only one who caught your wistful, slightly sad expression, which you quickly masked behind a huge smile as his Mum teasingly asked Ara when was her turn. Ara had been dating Taehyung, Namjoon’s cousin, for two years. 
When he finally got to talk to you, he felt a strange energy thrumming between you. It’d felt like gravitational a pull, slowly pulling him towards you all evening, and now you were here. He looked into your big brown eyes and felt like he was drowning.  You smiled politely at him, about to ask him how he was adapting to moving back home after so many years abroad but he beat you to it.  He touched you lightly on the arm. “Are you okay?”
Your eyes widened.  Your eyes searched his in confusion.  His eyes flickered towards the crowd around Jimin and Daeun, then flickered back to you.  He watched the emotions churning in your eyes.  Alarm. Guilt. Sadness. Resignation. You blinked, and the spell was broken.  Your mask slipped back into place and you smiled, nodding at him. You then sprung your question about how he was settling in and the conversation moved to safer waters.
But you’d gone out to the outdoor patio to get some air and he had followed you.  His feet moving before he realized what he was doing.  There was something about his earnesty and sincerity that told you it was safe to lower your guard. Jungkook had never felt this strong an attraction to anyone.  How right it all felt, even when just talking to you.
'Cause your lips were made for mine And my heart would go flatline If it wasn't beatin' for you all the time
That talk led to more talks.  Via text. Then via late night phone calls.  You felt like he really saw you.  The real you.  You talked about things you didn’t even share with Ara and Daeun. That feeling of loneliness sometimes even when surrounded by loved ones. Being happy for your friends, but wondering if there was someone for you. He talked about missing out from being away, but also missing the place he’d called home for more than ten years.  Never quite feeling truly at home, or wanting to put down roots.
Calls became chats over coffee. Then dinner.  Then movies. Game nights. Morning Runs. Rock climbing. You shared many interests.  Ara and Daeun noticed.  They confronted you.  You confessed, and said you were going to tell your parents soon.
But the universe had other ideas.  The Kims and your family had always talked about uniting your families.  Jimin had stolen Daeun already. Your older brother Chaewoo was still working in Paris, with no plans on coming home or settling down anytime soon.  Your younger sister Chaeyun had only just turned 20 and was still in med school.  So it fell on Namjoon to marry you.  Your parents were more open to the idea of you making your own choice, since all this marriage talk took place during the time of your grandparents, but Namjoon’s family was not.  More specifically, Namjoon’s grandmother insisted that Namjoon had to marry you.  Either that, or be cut out of the will. 
Namjoon came to you, desperate.  He didn’t want to marry you.  It wasn’t that he didn’t love you. He did. Just not in the marrying way.  Also, because he was already in love with someone else. 
“You are?” you’d asked incredulously. “Who is she? Why haven’t we heard anything about it?”
“Who is ‘HE’, you mean,” Namjoon had said nervously.
It was almost funny how you’d looked like an owl, your eyes open wide, blinking.
“He?”
“His name is Seokjin.  He’s a chef in New York.  His work has propelled the restaurant he runs to Two-Michelin-Star status.  He’s about to branch out on his own now.  He’s asked me to move there to stay with him. I was thinking of maybe applying for a position at their hospital after the new wing at our hospital was finished, and after we were done with that big case.” Namjoon started pacing.
“I’m doing okay. I don’t need my family’s money, so I don’t care if they cut me out of the will. But it’ll crush my grandma if I marry out of our circle, and worse, that I’m gay!  What am I going to do, Y/N? Why couldn’t Grandma have announced this just six months later?” Namjoon buried his face in his hands.
“Oh my god, Joon, this is huge,” you pulled Namjoon’s hands away from his face. “But you know we’ll all support you, right?  If you love Seokjin, we’ll all love him too.  Plus, we all kinda knew, you know,” you teased, elbowing him in the ribs.
“Knew what?”
“That you were batting for the other team,” you said cheekily.
Namjoon groaned and buried his face in his hands again as you laughed at him.
“I was going to just announce that I was moving to New York.  Let that sink in for a bit. Then later on start introducing Seokjin.  Maybe bring my parents and grandma to his restaurant, impress them with his cooking, you know?” Namjoon groaned, looking despondent.
So you two hatched a scheme.  For six months, you were going to pretend to be engaged to Namjoon.  Just to help tide him over till he was ready to move to New York to be with Seokjin. The whole gang was in on it.  You’d told them all that you were with Jungkook, and they’d welcomed him into your inner circle with open arms.
You told Jungkook about your crazy scheme to help Namjoon out. Namjoon begged Jungkook to let him ‘borrow’ you for six months.  Namjoon went as far as going onto his knees, prompting Jungkook to quickly pull Namjoon into a hug and back on his feet, both men’s eyes misty with unshed tears. Such softies they were!  Namjoon knew it was a big favor to ask for. But true love was worth it right? And that’s how he knew Jungkook loved you.  If Jungkook was willing to do this for you, to hide your relationship and let you pretend you were engaged to someone else, Jungkook was a keeper. 
Of course, Seokjin had to be in on it too.  There’d be photos of you and Namjoon in the press. So the whole gang jumped on a video call with him. He was a little startled initially to see such a huge group on the call. Namjoon smiled sheepishly at Seokjin as he made the introductions, but Seokjin was soon won over by how warm everyone was.   He could see how close the group was, and he was happy to finally put faces to the names he’d heard Namjoon mention many times.  He even jokingly called you his  “rival”, and declared that you and he were proof that Namjoon had good taste. 
Things worked out perfectly actually. Ara and Daeun would cover for you when you sneaked away for weekends with Jungkook.   They’d say you were spending time with Namjoon.  It was a win-win.  Nobody raised any eyebrows as to why the group was suddenly going camping so often.
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So if I get jealous, I can't help it I want every bit of you, I guess I'm selfish
This was it. This was the last big event of your arrangement with Namjoon.  The Charity Dinner to celebrate the building of the new wing of the hospital. The dinner where the senior Dr Kim would be announcing his retirement.
Jungkook steeled himself for an unhappy evening.  Okay, who was he kidding, it was going to be a miserable evening.  You’d be dressed to the nines, working the room with Namjoon.  Everyone would be going with a plus-one, so he’d asked one of the nurses, Seoyoon, to be his date.  She’d agreed readily.  Dr Jeon Jungkook was one of the most sought-after eligible bachelors. So handsome. Outstanding cardiac surgeon. Sexy accent from spending years overseas. From such a rich family with long history. The single women threw themselves at him, but he hadn’t shown interest in anyone. Seoyoon had felt like she’d won the lottery.  She would be pulling all the stops to seduce him tonight.
Jungkook felt bad about leading her on but he told himself, it was just for the dinner. A couple of hours. His eyes never left you the whole evening. Jealousy burned just beneath the surface of his smile.  That little laugh of yours, that belonged to him.  The way you tucked your hair behind your ear as you listened to someone, that was something he’d do for you. That little tilt of your head when you didn’t quite believe something, made him laugh at you when he teased you.  Every little bit of you, belonged to him.  Fine, so that made him selfish.  He’d never admitted that, even to himself. But after more than seven months of sneaking around, he had to face facts. He had to be selfish. He was in love with you.
What he didn’t know was that you were burning with jealousy too.  You smiled for the cameras. But you watched Jungkook out of the corner of your eyes.  You saw Seoyoon’s hand linger on Jungkook’s arm.  How she brushed lint off the lapel of his jacket.  How she pressed a hand on his chest as she leaned in to talk to him. Even though Jungkook did not respond to her, his attention fixed on you, your eyes flashed.  Your stomach roiled.  Your fists clenched.  How dare she touch what was yours.  Every bit of him belong to you! 
Namjoon noticed.  He felt so bad.  He took your hand, rubbed his thumb over your knuckles, hoping to soothe you.  He was just glad the six months were almost up.  He loved you for doing this for him, for giving up being able to openly love Jungkook. He’d stolen more than seven months away from you.  The guilt he felt for lying to the families, for being so selfish was eating away at him.
Suddenly you squeezed his hand so hard he almost yelped in pain. He looked at you, but your eyes were trained on Jungkook.  Seoyoon was pressed up against Jungkook, her lips on his face, dangerously near his lips.  Jungkook look startled, his eyes wide open, looking at you in alarm.
That was it. Enough was enough. Namjoon made up his mind.  He walked up to the rostrum and took the mic.  Time to man up. He tapped on the mic, making conversations die down as everyone looked at him. He confessed that he wasn’t really engaged to you.  You, being such a good friend, had agreed to pretend, to help him. Why? Because he’d already given his heart to someone else. Someone his family wouldn’t approve of, so he was afraid to come clean.  But he couldn’t be selfish anymore. Not when those he loved were sacrificing so much for him.  By pretending to give him your heart, you couldn’t tell the world that you’d actually given it to someone who was more deserving. To Jungkook. 
The entire room collectively swiveled around to look at Jungkook.  Seoyoon looked at Jungkook in shock.  Jungkook stood up slowly, his eyes trained on you.  He walked slowly to the VIP table where you were sitting.  He offered you his hand.  You took it, rising to your feet slowly.  Then he tugged you forward, pressed you against him and kissed you, right in front of everyone. 
You froze. Then you heard clapping. It started on-stage. Namjoon.  Then beside you.  Your parents. Then your friends.  Slowly it spread. You heard hooting. Jimin shouted “Yeah, baby!”  Slowly you melted against Jungkook, your lips moving together, like they were made for his. The rest of the room faded away. Then he pressed his forehead against yours. 
Makin' me insane, you cannot be explained, ooh You must be an angel
“You with me?” he asked you simply.
You nodded.
Jungkook held your hand and walked closer to the stage.  He looked up at Namjoon who was still standing on-stage and held out his hand for the mic.
“So,….  Hi,”  Jungkook grinned.  The audience chuckled.  Your group whooped.
“As you know, I just moved back home.  I often wondered if I’d made the right decision. But then I met this angel,” he wriggled your joined hands.  “And I knew, she was it for me.”
Jungkook went down on one knee.  Gasps rippled around the room.  Your eyes were open as wide as saucers as you stared down at him.
“Lee Y/N,” he said, face solemn. “Will you be my girlfriend?  For real?” his grinned mischeviously.
You put your hand on your chest and closed your eyes, breathing out heavily. You narrowed your eyes at him.
“You almost gave me a heart attack,” you hissed in a low voice.
“Well,” he whispered back in an equally low voice, “it’s a good thing I’m a cardiac surgeon then, right?” he waggled his eyebrows at you.
You couldn’t help it.  You laughed and tugged at his hand to make him stand up.  You took hold of the mic.
“Fine,” you said. “But only because you have such cute dimples,” you teased.  Everyone in the ballroom laughed.
Jungkook  tossed the mic back to Namjoon and led you out of the ballroom.
“Where are you going?” Jimin shouted at you both.
“Going out on our first official date!” Jungkook shouted back, grinning from ear to ear.
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Eight Months Later
Owner of my heart, tattooed your mark There for the whole world to see
Something was brushing against your ribs.  It was a little ticklish.  You also felt warm lips ghosting along your collarbone.
“Hmmmm”
“Good morning, beautiful,” Jungkook murmured against your skin, voice gravelly with sleep.  He lay beside you, fingers brushing against the tattoo you’d just gotten on your left ribs just before your honeymoon.  It was a heart, drawn to look like it was an embroidered patch. 
Jungkook had gotten a tattoo as well.  A pair of white angel’s wings, also on his ribs.  The tattoo artist had asked for the stories behind your tattoos.  Yours was a no brainer.  A heart tattoo, over your heart since your husband was a Cardiac Surgeon.  His, a pair of angel’s wings over his heart, because his wife was an angel. Cheesy? Yes. Romantic? Also yes. 
A slightly older woman had already tried hitting on Jungkook the day before, sidling up to him and asking him about his tattoo. You were both down at the beach bar of the resort you were holidaying at.  He smiled warmly at her, pointed to you and said “My wife’s an angel.  Isn’t she beautiful? We’re here on our honeymoon,” he said innocently.  The lady mumbled something like “Oh, that’s nice” and beat a hasty retreat.  Jungkook and you burst out laughing.
-------- “What’s for breakfast?” you asked sleepily, eyes still closed as Jungkook kissed your neck.
“You,” he said darkly, moving on top of you, his weight pressing you into the bed. 
You were still sore from last night, when you’d ridden him hard to show him how angels rode handsome devils who got hit on by older women. He in turn had said sex was good for heart health as it was generally considered a moderate form of exercise so you really ought to go fast and hard, many times. You’d cheekily asked him how many girls he’d used that line on and if it really worked.  He’d stuttered, wracking his brain for an answer, but his brain short-circuited and he forgot all about your question when your lips closed around his cock.
Bearing in mind that you’d be sore, he was gentle. He slotted his lips on yours, tongue stroking yours possessively.  He pressed kisses to your face, jaw, ears nibbling as he went.  Your giggles turned into moans as his lips moved to your neck.  He sucked on the skin, biting, leaving his marks on your skin. His lips traced the swell of your breast, tongue curling around your hardened nipple as you gasped, back arching off the bed.  You gripped his silky hair when he closed his lips around your nipple and sucked.  He kissed a trail over to your other breast,  using his teeth this time, pushing the boundary between pleasure and pain.
He shifted down, his lips drifting over your stomach, your abdomen, your smooth mound.  His big hands gripped your thighs, pushing them open.  “So pretty,” he murmured, “so wet for me.”  He leaned down, placed the flat of his tongue against you and licked a stripe up your slit.  You whined, still sensitive from last night.
“I know, Baby, just let me make you feel good,” he said, going back to gently dipping his tongue into your hole and giving your clit kitten clicks.  He focused on your clit then as he slid two, long fingers into your warm heat, stroking your warm walls.  Faster, harder. He pushed you over the edge by scraping his teeth on your clit.
You’d missed breakfast, and it was time for brunch after you’d made Jungkook come with your lips and tongue, and ridden him one more time.  You made your way to the restaurant, bumping into the older woman, sending you both into fits of giggles. Jungkook kissed the top of your head, pulling you into his side, his arm around your waist. It felt good. It felt right. --------------- Previous (#4)
Parts of plot inspired by: Be Mine, Princess by Azurefangirl
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I've Been Watching You - Chp 7
On the Bucket List
Rating: Mature. Minors dni
Pairing: Jeon Jungkook / Reader
Words: Total: 73k
Status: Complete. 7 out of 26
Story Summary: There's a hot new guy in the gym. You can't keep your eyes off him, and it seems he can't keep his off you either. What starts out as Friends-with-Benefits turns into something a lot more complicated as your past comes back to haunt you and you find out your best friend's long-kept secret.
Originally posted on AO3
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Chapter 7: On the Bucket List
Chapter Summary: JK and the MC continue to spend time together, and conversations start to creep towards dangerous territory, which the MC wants to avoid. The MC gets to strike one item off her bucket list. Sexy times ahead!
Author's Note: I'm back! This chapter took a while, because it was one of those where a lot had to be covered, and was before another peak in the story. Longest chapter so far. Also, there's smut! The smut is a different kind again - not sure if you guys noticed, but every smutty scene is slightly different. I hope it doesn't disappoint! JK and the MC spend some quality time together. Paintball might seem a little clichéd (think '10 Things I Hate About You' starring Julia Stiles and the late Heath Ledger), but I've always wanted to try it but never got around to it. There's also a Star Wars reference (I'm a total fan). Darth Vader was the ultimate badass in Episodes IV, V and VI. Tall, dark and ... Well he was wearing a mask most of the time, but he was quite handsome in a Episodes I, II and III. Are you still with me? Heh heh heh. Also, a shout out to @azurefangirl. She's one of my inspirations - I've been reading all her stories, enough times that I could convince myself that maybe I could write one too.
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It was shoulders and back day. After doing lat pull-downs, I was at the far end of the gym doing the landmine press. Jimin came strolling over. “What did you do over your long weekend? Jiho left yesterday right?"
“Yup. After the club that night, Jiho only came back after breakfast. He said he needed to crash, and had overdosed on chocolate. We went out for a late lunch, then I sent him to the train station around 5pm. I came to the gym in the morning, but didn’t see you. Soo….. what happened to your booty call?”
“When I got to his apartment, he’d just showered. He came to the door looking like sex on legs. He got all protective too when I told him about Hajoon.” I added rolling my eyes. “Then he spent the rest of the night making sure I didn’t have any bruises anywhere. Hmm, actually, he made it his mission to give me bruises.” I pulled aside the neck of my tee shirt to show Jimin the enormous hickey.
“Oh my god! That must be the biggest hickey I’ve ever seen!” “I know right? And I’ve a matching one on my boob!” I complained. Jimin burst out laughing. “No way, he gave you one on your boob?” he cackled. “He’s a biter, huh? Is he good with his tongue?”
“Well, he did eat me out on his kitchen counter before bringing me to the bedroom. And last evening we christened my couch”.
“At last!” Jimin hooted. “I thought that couch was going to die a virgin. Wait, you went over to his place after the club, then last evening you christened your couch? Did you spend all day yesterday together?”
“No, not exactly. We fell asleep at his place after the club, but I left around 4am.”
Jimin sighed “Y/N, it’s been four years. Don’t you think you need to move past this?”
“I don’t know, Jiminie. I mean, Jungkook makes me feel safe, like he wouldn't hurt me. That’s how I managed to fall asleep at his place after the club. He was so sweet. He cleaned me up again, then just held me. But I’m scared, Jiminie. I don’t think I’ll survive getting my heart ripped out of my chest again”.
“Y/N, anyone with eyes can see the attraction and the chemistry between you two! You look like you fit together, even more so than with Nam….”
“Don’t, Jiminie”, I put my hand on Jimin’s chest “Don’t say his name”. Jimin grabs my hand with his, cradling it to his chest as he says gently “Y/N, you have so much love to give. You’re smart and funny, you deserve to be happy. You deserve more than just casual hook-ups, even if the sex is mind-blowing.” Jimin sighed again. “Speaking of mind-blowing sex, where is Loverboy this morning?”
“Oh, he had a wedding shoot. At the beach, no less. He said it would run well into the afternoon. I’m going over to Artemis anyway. Have to look in on Nuri. Oh, and guess what, yesterday Ginger came out to the front of the clinic and rubbed herself all over Jungkook!”
“That slut! She only ever hisses at me or runs away…. waaaaiiit….. did you say Jungkook?”
“Yup”, I replied, picking up my towel and water bottle.
“You brought Loverboy to the clinic?!? You’ve never brought anyone to the clinic! Well, except me of course.”
“Yeah, I felt bad about leaving in the middle of the night, and he’s obviously an animal-person. Besides, he brought his dog Bam there for the yearly check-up two weeks ago, so it’s not like it was his first time there.”
Jimin held up his hand up, “You don’t have to explain, Honey. I get it. I told you right, this time it’s different.”
Just then, I felt my phone buzz in my pocket.
[Hot Gym JK] Hey Sweetness, the photo shoot got cut short. What are you doing later after lunch?
[Sexy Vet] Oh! What happened to the shoot? I'll be at the clinic, but I'm free after 3pm.
[Hot Gym JK] Awesome. I’ll swing by the clinic to pick you up then. Tell you the story about the shoot later.
[Sexy Vet] Where are we going?
[Hot Gym JK] It’s a surprise. Wear comfortable shoes and slacks or berms.
[Sexy Vet] Ok, now you’ve got me intrigued. Give me a hint!’
[Hot Gym JK] And spoil the surprise? Nope. You’ll just have to wait to find out. See you at 3pm, Sweetness.
[Sexy Vet] Ok. C u.
Jimin was watching my face closely. “That HAD to be Loverboy. You should see the way you’re smiling right now”.
“Nonsense! This is my normal look.”
“And I’m the queen of England. Face it Y/N, there’s something between you and Jungkook. You can deny it all you want.”
I smiled, thinking about him.
“See! You didn’t even try to deny it!”
“Whatever,” I huffed.
“So you seeing him today I take it?”
“Yeah, he said he’d pick me up from the clinic. Told me to wear comfortable shoes and said it was a surprise.”
“Well, I guess that means you’re not going to do ballroom dancing.“
"Probably not," I laughed. "Gotta go Jiminie. Catch you later k”.
“Go, go, go. Say 'Hi' to Loverboy for me”.
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Right on the dot at 3pm, Jungkook turned into the carpark in front of the clinic. I was already sitting on the bench outside the clinic, nursing a peppermint mocha, watching two kids playing with the Golden Retriever that had just been discharged today. Jungkook pulled up beside me and opened the passenger side door “Hop in, Sweetness”. I got in and showed him the second cup I was holding.
“I wasn’t sure how you like your coffee, so I just got you a Flat White, no sugar. I’ve got some sugar packets in my bag if you want some.”
“Actually I’m more a tea drinker, but a Flat White no sugar is fine”. He reached over to squeeze my knee.
“So what happened with the photo shoot?”
“The bride-to-be didn’t really want a photo session on the beach saying she hates the sand, but the groom-to-be had pressurized her into it. Today she just couldn’t bring herself to do it and broke down in tears. I think it’s the wedding stress.”
“Yikes! Was it a deal-breaker?”
“Naah. The groom-to-be panicked and told his fiancé he’d shoot the photos anywhere she wanted. She said she’d wanted to do it in the flower gardens on the other side of town, and but they are closed today. She’s a florist, so having flowers in the shoot was actually quite a big deal to her. In the end we went to her shop and took some nice but tight shots there. We picked another day for the gardens shoot, but they felt bad about the whole thing, so they paid us for half-a-day’s work and bought us lunch”.
“Ok, so everything’s fine then. Can you imagine what they’d tell their grandkids? ‘Your grandma almost didn’t marry me because I wanted our wedding photos taken at the beach.”
“Yup, everything’s fine, and thanks to them I get to spend my afternoon with my favorite vet”. He grinned at me as we pulled into the parking lot of what looked like a refurbished warehouse. ‘Got You in My Sights’ was spray painted on the front wall, along with a impressive mural running the length of the long building. I saw in smaller print ‘Paintball. Lasertag. Air Rifle Shooting’.
“You brought me here to shoot me?!?” I asked disbelievingly.
“Shoot AT you. Paintballs, that is. I was told we have the whole place to ourselves today.”
Two white jumpsuits, goggles, helmets and paint guns loaded later, I found myself hiding behind a bale of hay, hoping to catch Jungkook unawares. He hadn’t seen me duck down into this small trench so this was my best shot. I saw him creeping behind some trees, unaware that I was behind him. I lined up my sights, then pulled the trigger. A big yellow blob appeared on his jumpsuit, right in the middle of his back. He spun around, eyes wide open in shock. “You drew first blood! I’m coming for you!” he shouted and started sprinting towards me.
Now, the sight of a 1.78m tall man, all geared up, carrying a loaded weapon running towards you is downright terrifying. I yelped and sprung up, legs pumping to put as much distance as I could between me and Jungkook. I found a waist-high wall made of sandbags, leapt over it and turned towards my pursuer. He was running across open ground, so I had the upper hand. I fired at least 5 shots at him, but only had the satisfaction of seeing one hit him on the shoulder. That didn’t stop him though, he just kept coming. I jumped up away from the wall and continued running. This time, I felt the paint hit. Two on the back, one near my knee and one hit my helmet. I went sprawling, falling into a dip behind a slight rise. I drew my knees in and just sat there, trying to catch my breath. Trying to listen out for foot falls. The plan was to wait till Jungkook was almost upon me, fire one to the chest then run.
Of course that didn’t happen. I felt a shadow fall over me, and looked up to see Jungkook standing over me, smiling smugly. He held his hand out to me.
He made deep breathing sounds. “Join me, and together, we will rule the galaxy” he said in fake boomy voice.
“You did not just quote Darth Vader!” I burst out laughing.
“I find your lack of faith disturbing.”
I couldn’t take it. I sat down on the ground laughing at Jungkook’s Darth Vader impressions. “Stop! Stop!”
He grinned and looked at my jumpsuit, then back at his jumpsuit. Mine was covered in green, whilst his had just one yellow spot on his shoulder, and the other one on his back. “How did you only manage to hit me only once when I ran towards you? I was completely in the open on purpose! ”
“I told you first person shooter games aren’t my thing, right?” I cried as I got to my feet. “I can’t shoot while moving, and it looks like I can’t even shoot while staying still! That first shot I got on you was a pure fluke.”
“Yeah, I wouldn’t put my life in your hands if we were in a gun fight.”
“Rude!” I shouted, then shot him in the chest at point blank and ran away cackling.
“OW! Come here you!” Jungkook shouted, running after me. After what felt like an eternity of running and hiding, Jungkook finally called time. I got shot at least half a dozen more times, while I didn’t land a single shot.
When we removed all our gear, our hair was plastered to our heads with sweat. I looked down, and realized my white cotton blouse was stuck to my skin, and a bit see-through. Thankfully I was wearing my nice, lacy white set. Jungkook’s eyes widened, and he suddenly leaned over and kissed me hard on the lips. I kissed him back, our tongues dancing.
I put my hand on his chest but he hissed and pulled back. “You know, shooting someone at point blank will cause bruising right?” he complained as he slowly lifted his tee shirt. There, right in the center of his chest was a big bruise.
I didn’t say anything. I was so transfixed by his abs, I just stood there, blinking slowly.
“Helloooo, earth to Y/N?” He waved a hand in front of my face.
I blinked twice. “You were saying?”
“You gave me a big bruise by shooting me at point blank range.”
“Ah, now we’re even. Two for two. Told you I’d claim the other half of my payment”.
“How can you even equate a hickey to paintball injury?!? One is given in pleasure, the other is an injury!“
“Tomay-toes, tomar-toes. Now we really both match – one on the neck, one on the chest”. I gave him a double thumbs-up and a wink. He rolled his eyes.
“You hungry? Wanna go grab some food and head back to my place?”
“Sure,” I said, fanning my blouse in an attempt to unstick it and dry out a little. “Any craving?”
“How about Thai food? ‘Buy My Thai’ is on the way.”
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“Mmm…. This Pad Thai is soooo good!” I closed my eyes after slurping my noodles and chewed happily.
“Right? The place is co-owned by a couple. The wife is Thai. I did a photo shoot for them about 4 months ago for their new menu. Now I get extra shrimp in my Tom Yam Goong.”
I smiled and nodded, too busy chewing to reply. “So you don’t have a pet now?” Jungkook asked.
“No, no time for one. I don’t go to the clinic everyday, but when I do I spend long hours there. Besides, all the patients are like my surrogate fur kids. Where’s Bam? You mentioned him but he doesn’t live here with you.”
“Bam is at my parent’s. I just moved back to the city about 10 months ago after spending a few years abroad. Bam stayed with my parents while I was away. Been thinking of bringing Bam over to my place. What do you think? I’d love to have your professional opinion on it.”
“Well, you do have nice grounds here, good for walks. Your apartment is large enough for a Doberman. Is he potty-trained? I mean trained to use a tray?” Jungkook nodded. “That’s good, so he can relieve himself even when you’re not at home. I’d suggest getting some rugs for the floors that are slippery. Sliding on slippery floors may lead to increased risk of hip or elbow dysplasia.” Jungkook nodded in understanding, looking around at his floors. “Another thing is, are you going to be away a lot? If he gets more attention and company at your parent’s, you may want to think about leaving him there. But you can bring him over if you’re going to be home for a stretch.”
Jungkook started collecting the empty cartons and bowls. “I will have to travel a little on and off, but for the most part I’ll be around. Thanks for the advice though. I’ll just bring Bam over here if I’m going to be around for him.” Jungkook smiled, took my hand and squeezed it.
“Come, I wanna show you something”. He led me to his bedroom, and pushed open the double glass doors I’d seen the last time I was here. The balcony outside had a set of comfy-looking outdoor furniture – a small low table and two chairs that were large enough to sit two. A little tealight holder on the small table had a lit tealight in it, giving off the smell of geraniums. I walked over to the railing and looked out over city.
“This is such a gorgeous view.”
“Yes, it is” Jungkook said, looking at me, stroking my arm. He pulled me against him, my back to his front and whispered in my ear “Look up.” I gasped when I did. The night sky looked like a deep velvet canvas, with stars scattered all over.
“Wow”, I said quietly. “You can’t see the stars from the city. I’d forgotten how beautiful the night sky can be”.
“This is one of the reasons I fell in love with this place. I often come and sit out here when I’ve had a rough day. The night sky reminds me that I’m just a little speck in the big scheme of things. Wait here”, he squeezed me, then walked back into his bedroom. I continued gazing up when he came back with a huge grey woolen blanket and wrapped me in it.
“Come have a seat, I'll go make us some tea.” I settled into the large chair at the end of the balcony. I looked around. Because of the shape of the apartment building, I couldn’t see any of the neighbor's homes. It was just a clear view of the surrounding area and the city skyline. Breathtaking.
Jungkook came back not long later with a small pot and two tea cups on a tray. The tea smelled heavenly. “This is jasmine tea with natural rose oil” he explained as sat down next to me and proceeded to pour tea into both cups. “It’s great after you've had oily food.” I took a deep breath, closing my eyes and savoring the fragrance. I took a tentative sip.
“Wow!" I closed my eyes and took an extra deep breath.  A few more sips later, I opened my eyes to see Jungkook staring at me over the rim of his teacup. "This might be the best tea I’ve ever smelled or tasted! Makes me wanna bathe in it”.
“Well, I do have good taste” he smiled, then leaned closer to me “speaking of good taste….” He took my cup from me and put it down on the table. His warm lips found mine. His hand wound into my hair, holding my head in place, angling it to kiss me deeper. He kissed me slowly, but no less hungrily as he explored my mouth. His hand travelled down, squeezing my breasts before moving his hands to my waist, shifting me so that I was facing him, straddling his lap. He kissed his way down my neck and pressed gentle kisses to the hickey he gave me. His hands reached for the bottom of my white blouse and he pulled it up and over my head.
“I saw the white lace earlier after paintball. I’ve been dying to see it up close” He ran his finger down the shoulder strap, over the tops of the cups, making me shiver. Then he suddenly pulled down the cup, freeing my breast. He closed his lips over my hardening nipple, sucking so hard I let out a whine. He reached up and freed the other breast, shifting his attention to it. “Your breasts look so sexy like this, held up by your bra.”
“We’re out in the open, Jungkook. Someone might see.” I said worriedly, looking around.
“No one can see us while we’re here. But if it makes you feel better..." he reached past me to pull up the large grey blanket and draped it on my shoulders. He reached back then and pulled his t-shirt off in one smooth move. As always, I was mesmerized by his bulging arm muscles, the swell of his pectoral muscles, the ridges of his abs and Adonis belt. I ran my hands over his stomach and chest, then leaned forward to kiss him, as I pawed at the buttons of his cargo shorts. Then I reached into his boxers and freed his hard cock, giving it a few pumps. Jungkook moaned, then pushed his shorts and boxers off his hips so that they rested near his knees. I reached down and pushed them the rest of the way off his legs.
His hands went to the button of my slacks, pulled down the zip slowly. He brushed his fingers against my white lacy panties, then growled. "I wanna see”.
He lifted me off his lap and made me stand between his legs. He spun me around to face away from him and slid my slacks past my hips. They fell to the floor. “Your ass looks terrific in white lace” he purred, rubbing both ass cheeks with his hands. He slipped his fingers in and pulled the lace down, then helped me step out of it. I pulled me towards him to face him again. He looked divine – bare chest heaving, muscles all on display, cock standing erect. The ache between my legs grew stronger. I sat on his lap, shuffling forward till I could rub my core on his cock.
“So wet for me” he groaned, as he massaged my breasts, thumbs rubbing over my nipples. I lifted myself up slightly, then impaled myself on his cock. He moaned loudly, burying his face between my breasts. “Move please,” he choked out, his arms crushing me to him like a vise. My breasts rubbed up and down on his chest as I put my knees on the seat of the chair for leverage to take him in again and again. He held my hips in a crushing grip as he helped move me up and down. By now the large grey blanket had fallen onto the ground but neither of us cared. It was just him in his naked glory, me with my ass bare and my breasts trussed up in my bra. He pressed his thumb onto my clit, moving it in time to when our bodies closed the gap, watching how my pussy sucked him in.
“Harder, Jungkook, harder” I panted.
He applied more pressure with his thumb and my world exploded. I squirted onto his lap as he came, moaning my name.
We sat like that for a while, our arms around each other, coming down from our highs, till our breathing evened out. I lifted myself slowly off him, feeling him slide out. I rested on his lap, not wanted to separate just yet. He stroked my back lazily while nuzzling my neck with his lips.
“You know, having sex under the stars, out in the open has always been on my bucket list.”
“And you’ve never found anyone to do it with?” Jungkook asked curiously. I shook my head, as he stood up, carrying me with him.  I buried my face in his chest to avoid answering his question.  I inhaled deeply.  He smelled of his cologne, but underneath that was a very manly smell, of sweat and sex.  
“Let’s get you cleaned up” as he walked to the bathroom. He set my down gently on his marble counter, took a wash cloth and wiped our mess from the insides of my thighs and his crotch. He also wiped my breasts slowly, then pulled the cups back up. He kissed me, then went to wash the towel in the sink.
“I wanted to tell you, I have to leave tomorrow morning for a magazine photo shoot for a week. In Paris. The following week there will be a photo exhibition cum charity ball here in the Grand Ballroom at Four Seasons. I’m one of three photographers who have been invited to take photos for the exhibition. It’ll be great exposure, and it seems the guests move in high circles, so it’ll be a great chance to network. “
“That’s amazing! I’m so happy for you. It sure sounds like a great opportunity for you.”
“Come to the ball with me? As my plus one?” he asked earnestly, holding both my hands as he looked at me with puppy dog eyes.
“Don’t do the puppy dog eyes thing! I cannot resist it!” I cried, covering my face with my hands.
“But it’s my greatest weapon in getting what I want,” he said smugly. “Seriously though, say you’ll come with me? I’ll even get you a dress from Paris.”
“Oooh… high fashion from Paris, huh? You sure you know my size?”
“Oh, I know your size,” he said in a low voice as he claimed my lips with his again. My knees turned to jelly, along with my will.
“Ok,” I breathed when we finally separated, our foreheads resting together. "What time is your flight tomorrow?"
"It's at 6am. I’ll call you when I land. I'll be pretty busy during the day, we can talk at night, although you’ll be a few hours ahead of me," Jungkook said
“Ok, Big Boy, sounds good. I need to to go too anyways, I have a surgery early tomorrow morning.”
“Come on, I’ll drive you back to the clinic to get your car.”
We drove in a companionable silence, once again with his hand resting on my leg, this time, on my thigh. He insisted on driving back with me to my apartment building after that, and walking me up to my door. Outside my door, he kissed me till I was dizzy, and wouldn’t have stopped if not for my neighbor who had to walk past us. We both laughed after my neighbor croaked out a very awkward “Hi…” and slinked into his apartment. Jungkook held my face in his hands and kissed me on the nose, then on the lips. “Good night, Sweetness. Dream of me k?” and blew me a kiss as he walked down the stairs.
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I've Been Watching You - Chp 6
Told You I was a Nerd
Rating: Mature. Minors dni
Pairing: Jeon Jungkook / Reader
Words: Total: 73k
Status: Complete. 6 out of 26
Summary There's a hot new guy in the gym. You can't keep your eyes off him, and it seems he can't keep his off you either. What starts out as Friends-with-Benefits turns into something a lot more complicated as your past comes back to haunt you and you find out your best friend's long-kept secret.
Originally posted on AO3
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Chapter 6: Told You I was a Nerd
On the ride home, Jungkook kept one hand on my knee the entire way. Not being a very patient driver, I wove my way between slower cars. Each time Jungkook would squeeze my knee a little.
“Is my driving making you nervous, Big Boy? Would you be one of these slow-ass drivers that I’d be overtaking?”
“Nope, I drive pretty much the same way you do. It’s just different when you’re in the passenger seat”.
“Don’t worry Big Boy, you’re safe with me” I smirked at him. “See, we’re here already”.
My apartment building was on the opposite side of town from Jungkook’s, but near the clinic. It was one of those quaint, slightly older buildings, with only five floors and one tiny lift, but I loved it. The neighborhood was quiet and calm, despite being close to the city center. I had good neighbors, both the human and fur kid kind who would sometimes meet at the little park down the road for the kids to have playdates.
After tapping my access card at the main entrance to the building, we got into the tiny lift. This time, Jungkook put his arms around me from behind, pressing his front to my back as his lips ghosted along my ear, making me shiver. The lift came to a lurching halt at the fourth floor, making his stumble against me.
“Whoa. This lift is a health hazard. I don’t know if I’ll be crushed by its small size, or bashed against the walls when it stops moving”.
“Well, it’s a pretty old building, though it’s been restored a few times. Most of the ones who live here like its quaint charm”.
“If you consider death by crushing elevator quaint, sure”.
“Well, there are stairs too. You can get some steps in, work on your quads and calves”.
“Hey, I think I have pretty good quads and calves” he protested, posing like a body builder, showing off his legs.
“Show off” I rolled my eyes, fishing out my keys and opening my front door.
“Why haven’t you changed your lock to a digital one?”
“This way, nobody can cut off my finger and gain access to my home.”
“I think you’ve seen one too many espionage-Sci Fi movies”.
“Do you remember Minority Report? Tom Cruise carried his eyeballs in a plastic baggy and scanned them to gain entrance to his old office!”
“Like I said, too many espionage-Sci Fi movies”.
I bade him enter the apartment ahead of me, then turned around to close and lock the door.
As he took off his shoes, he looked around in wonder. In contrast to his black and white apartment, mine has splashes of color everywhere - purples, teals, orange. The wooden floor was a warm grey-brown. My leather sofa was toffee colored, with a purple throw and cushions in teal and orange. A big fluffy lavender-colored Jellycat bunny sat on the sofa. A purple and teal textured rug sat under small maple wood coffee table with a glass top.
A long shoe cabinet lined the entry way, made of teak, with Tiffany blue doors. A mirror in white-washed maple wood frame sat on top of the cabinet. The drapes in the living room were a rich purple.
“I take it your favorite color is purple?”
“Yup. Yours has to be white and black, or grey?”
“Haha yeah, no surprise, right? Actually, I secretly like purple too”.
“Speaking of purple, I found a very interesting piece of stationery on your desk the other night”.
“Let me guess, it was the purple grape-scented marker”.
“Yes! Do you like, have a fetish for scented markers? Should I be worried?“
Jungkook laughed “It was a present from my ten-year old niece. I told her about purple being my secret favorite color so she felt it was her duty to get me a purple grape-scented one. She has a whole collection of scented markers.”
“Have you actually used it for anything?”
“Nope. I must say having it used for a “thanks for the orgasms” note is a good way to break it in.”
I stuck my tongue out at him and moved towards the kitchen.
“Do you want a drink? I have some fruit flavoured Perrier, or OJ”.
“Perrier is fine”. I popped the screw cap and passed him the bottle.
As he drank, Jungkook wandered around the living room, looking at the photos lining the walls. He stopped at one from many years ago.
“This is you and Hyeri? What were you, fifteen? You were really rocking the glasses.”
“Hey! I was a bit of a nerd back then. Getting Lasik done was life changing.”
Jungkook pointed to one of me in a graduation cap and gown, standing between my parents. We all had huge smiles on our faces. “Your parents? They look so happy and proud”.
“Being an only child meant they had that one chance to be the proud parents, clapping and hooting when their child went on stage. My dad was ecstatic. Granted he’d been happier if I’d followed his footsteps to become a literature teacher, or my mom’s to be a piano teacher, but they saw how passionate I was about becoming a vet and supported me all the way.”
“They sound awesome.”
“They are,” I smiled wistfully. “They live in the next state, about three hours drive away, so I make it point to drive up at least once a month. We also do video calls every other week if we can. Let me go wash up, and we’ll get started on your eggs k. Make yourself at home”.
When I came back to the living room, Jungkook was sitting on the floor near my TV console. He was running his fingers along my PS5.
He looked at me with wide eyes “You game?!? And you got the Galatic Purple PS5 and controllers!”
“Yup, told you I was a nerd”.
“What’s your poison?” he asked excitedly, flipping through my collection of PS5 games.
“Assassin’s Creed, FIFA, Rocket League, Mortal Kombat. But the ones I’m really enjoying now are, don’t laugh, Overcooked and Sackboy”.
“You didn’t dabble with Call of Duty? Or God of War Ragnarok?”
“Nope, FPS games aren’t really my thing. And God of War… boooring….”
“Wow, I don’t know many women who game, let alone play FIFA or Mortal Kombat”.
“I could probably kick your ass in FIFA you know. Just ask Jimin. He has sworn to never ever play FIFA with me again.”, I smirked. “But the real test of strategy and dexterity? Overcooked”.
“I haven’t tried Overcook, but I’ll take you upon that challenge. But can we do the real cooking now? I’m starving”.
“Oh, poor baby. Come, let me whip up those eggs for you….” I shooed him away from the stove and got him to sit at the little dining table in the middle of the kitchen.
As I took out the ingredients, I saw Jungkook whip out his phone and open his Notes app.
“4 eggs, milk, shredded parmesan cheese, shredded mozzarella, butter, salt”, he rattled off, typing furiously.
“Why are you taking notes?”
“These eggs seem to have a reputation. I’d better pay close attention, take some notes, maybe take some photos, hawk off the recipe online, boost my social numbers”.
“Your social numbers are already very healthy, you don’t need to take photos of scrambled eggs. Besides, this recipe is a family secret, handed down from my great-grandma”.
“Have you been stalking me on social?” Jungkook asked mischievously. I ducked my head, blushing. “Ooooh, you have! Ok, ok, since you’re a fan, I won’t put up your family recipe on Insta”.
Rolling my eyes at him, I broke the eggs into a bowl, added the two cheeses and salt. I took out a large whisk and whisked the eggs furiously till I got a good amount of froth. Then I added in the milk and whisked the mixture again. I popped a few slices of brioche into my toaster while I heated up my pan. Once the pan was hot, I added a generous dollop of butter. When the butter had melted, I whisked the egg one last time then poured the whole bowl into the pan with a satisfying sizzle. I turned down the heat, then slowly worked my spatula through the egg mixture, forming clumps as the egg cooked slowly. When it was done, I carefully transferred the eggs onto a plate, dusted the eggs generously with more shredded parmesan and sprinkled some dried thyme on top. The toaster popped up the brioche slices as well, so I brought them over to the dining table with the eggs.
“Voila!” I presented the dish with a flourish. “Cheese scrambled eggs”.
Jungkook stared at the dish with a look of wonder on his face. He leaned forward, closed his eyes and took a deep breath.
“I have never had eggs smell like this, or do this!” He held the sides of the plate, shaking it from side to side to make the eggs wobble. He looked like a little boy opening a Christmas present.
Handing him a fork, I told him “Try it”.
He cut through the buttery curds, scooping up a big mouthful.
“Mmmmmm! Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmmmmmmm!” he enthused with his eyes closed, shaking his head from side to side as he chewed loudly then swallowed. “I can see why Jimin is hooked on this.”
“Each generation has added its own touches to it. This is my version. I added more cheese and the dried thyme to it” as I stretched out my fork to take some.
Jungkook grabbed the whole plate up so that it was out of my reach. “Nope. Not sharing. You can have the toast”, waving his fork in the direction of the brioche.
“Jeon Jungkook! Four eggs are meant for two people! Plus, I still haven’t made you pay for the humungous hickeys you gave me. Don’t think I forgot about those!”.
“Ok ok fine, I’ll share” he scooped some up on his fork and brought it to my lips, feeding it to me. In turn I fed him the toast, and before long we’d polished off everything.
“Ok, why don’t you start up Overcooked, and I’ll do the dishes” Jungkook offered.
“You’re going to do the dishes? What’s the catch?” I asked narrowing my eyes at him.
“No catch. Where I come from, the cook doesn’t wash”.
“Can I apply for permanent residency there?” I asked with my hand raised.
He pushed me out of the kitchen as he laughed and headed over to the sink.
I started up the PS5 and called up the game. I decided to warm up with the tutorial again while waiting for Jungkook.
Soon he joined me on the couch. “Okay, so Circle is for Dash” as I handed him a controller, “X is to pick up or put down ingredients or utensils, Square is to chop your ingredients or to throw ingredients to your teammate”.
“Ok.. circle to dash, X to pick up or drop, square to chop or throw. Got it”.
Before long we were yelling at each other.
“Your rice is going to burn! Take it off the stove!”
“You need to chop up the beef before you fry it!”
“Stop throwing marshmallows at me!” when Jungkook discovered it was fun to throw ingredients at your teammate.
“But the marshmallows are bigger than our heads! And they’re so pink! They look awesome bouncing off you!”
We ended one particularly difficult round with a negative score after we spent the entire round on a food fight.
“I HAVE NEVER EVER had a negative score for this game!” I cried, hitting him repeatedly on the shoulder.
“Ow! So what? Is there a prize ….”
“You’ve ruined my winning streak!”
“Competitive much? You know you can always just delete your saved game and start over” and he promptly navigated to the main menu and hovered over the ‘Delete Saved Game’.
“Don’t you dare!” I yelled at him, making a dive for his controller, knocking him over onto his back and ending up lying on top of him.
He looked so scrumptious I leaned forward to kiss him. He dropped the controller on the carpet and held my head to keep me in place. I scrambled forward so that I was straddling him. I kissed him more fiercely, sliding my tongue into his mouth to taste him. I rocked my hips, feeling him start to harden under me. He sat up, hands reaching for the hem of my tee shirt and pulled it off me in one swift move. He reached out to touch the hickey on my neck, then reached behind me and unhooked my bra, freeing my breasts. He touched the hickey on my breast almost reverently.
“Seeing my marks on you, does things to me.”
“What things?” I asked breathlessly.
“Neanderthal things. Like marking you some more, taking you, hard”.
I kissed him again, trailing kisses along his jaw, his neck, biting him at the juncture of his neck and shoulder, as a I reached out to undo the buttons of his shirt. With each button, more of his beautiful chest was exposed. I leaned down to lick each patch of skin. I moved my lips over his pectoral muscle, then bit his nipple, making him yelp in pain. With the shirt out of the way, I reach down to unbutton his cargo shorts, while he slipped his fingers into my shorts, pulling them down with my underwear.
His cock was already erect. I took him in hand, pumping slowly, as I pushed him down by the shoulders. I positioned myself above him, then slowly sank down on his cock.
He hissed as I slid all the way down, not expecting me to be able to take him so deep so quickly.
“You’re so wet already, so ready for me” he marveled, his big hands on my ass cheeks, spreading them so that I could sit more squarely on him.
I placed my hands on his shoulders, looking into his lust filled eyes. I moved my hips up, almost all the way to the tip of his cock, then slammed back down again. Soon, I’d built up a steady a rhythm as he watched me, my breasts bouncing every time my hips met his.
“Yeah baby, ride me. Use me.” Jungkook growled, his hands reaching to knead my breasts. He pinched my nipples, making me buck harder. I picked up my pace, as his big hands gripped my hips to help me come down hard, he fucked his hips up into me.
“Yesss… yesss….. YESSS! JUNGKOOK!” My voice hoarse as I reached my climax. He bucked his hips a few more times before he too found his release.
I slumped forward, hair falling into my face. He reached up and smoothed my hair, thumbs rubbing against my ruddy cheeks. I turned my head to one side to bite the pad of one of his thumbs.
“Didn’t figure you for a biter” he mused. Fingers brushing against the hickey on my neck.
“Well, at least now we match” I teased. His hand flew to his neck and touched the spot that had bloomed after I’d bit him.
“Y/N,” he said threateningly. “What did you do?”
“I told you I’m make you pay Big Boy. If I have to wear high necked tees for a week, so will you”.
“You little minx!” he scolded, getting up abruptly, sliding out of me, then dumped me on the couch, walking over to the mirror above the shoe cabinet to look at the love bite I’d given him.
“Hey!” I said indignantly as I was plonked onto the sofa. Then I giggled.
“What’s so funny” he said, turning his head from side to side as he peered into the mirror.
“Our juices are on the sofa. It has now been officially christened. Way to go Big Boy”.
“Always at your service” he came back, kissing me soundly on the lips. “How long have you had this couch?”
“Four years.”
“And it’s only being christened now?” He asked, looking a little confused.
“I don’t really have people over much. Well, except for Jimin of course.”
“Ok, then I’m honored to have been part of the christening ceremony” he said with a bow, retrieving his shorts, underwear and shirt. “Hate to love ém and leave ém, but I have an early shoot tomorrow morning. A wedding shoot. It’ll last till late in the afternoon.”
“Oooh, romantic” I batted my eyelids at him.
“Hardly. We’ll all be sweating buckets while the bride and groom try their best to look cool. They’re doing the shoot at the beach. So on top of being sweaty, we’ll all be sandy. UGH.”
“Hey, don’t be mean. You’re making someone’s perfect wedding dreams come true”.
“As I said, always at your service”. He finished buttoning up his shirt, as I pulled on my tee shirt and walked with him to the door.
Suddenly he turned around and grabbed me, crushing me against his chest. “Thanks for the scrambled eggs, Sweetness, and for teaching me to play Overcook”.
“Anytime, Big Boy. Consider your payment 50% made.”
“50%?”
“You gave me two hickeys. I’ve only given you one. You owe me one more, and I intend to claim it”. ‘
“Anytime you’re up for it, baby”. He kissed me deeply, before swatting me on the ass. He winked at me as he opened the door and stepped out.
“Till next time, Big Boy”. He gave me a mock salute, then started down the stairs.
I leaned against the closed door, grinning like an idiot, wondering if I’d be able to remove the new stains on the sofa.
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lachesismoonmist · 3 months ago
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hiii the banner/poster in ur fic "I've been watching you" where did u get it and is it really jungkook?
Hello. I just Googled the images. Hmm, it should be him. I've seen these photos before. The I can't remember where the 1st one is from, but the middle one is from the posts of him in the gym and the last one is from the shoots for Calvin Klein.
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I've Been Watching You - Chp 5
Furries, Hot Babe, Cheese Scrambled Eggs
Rating: Mature. Minors dni
Pairing: Jeon Jungkook / Reader
Words: Total: 73k
Status: Complete. 5 out of 26
Summary There's a hot new guy in the gym. You can't keep your eyes off him, and it seems he can't keep his off you either. What starts out as Friends-with-Benefits turns into something a lot more complicated as your past comes back to haunt you and you find out your best friend's long-kept secret.
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Chapter 5 - Furries, Hot Babe, Cheese Scrambled Eggs
I woke up with a start, disoriented as to where I was. I saw moonlight stream in from some tall glass windows, and I felt a warm arm resting on my waist.
I shifted slightly to turn towards the source of the warm breath I felt on my hair. “Jungkook” I breathed, mesmerized by how beautiful and peaceful he looked in sleep. How deep his breathing was, and how he’d snore a little now and then.
It was so tempting to just snuggle against him and go back to sleep. But I knew I couldn’t. I gingerly lifted his arm off me and slid ever so slowly away from him till his tattooed arm rested on the bed. He let out a slightly louder snore and I froze. But when he settled down, I tiptoed around the bed to retrieve my dress. The small clock on his desk read 04:00. I found a small note pad on the desk, so pulled off a piece as I searched for something to write with. I found a purple marker that was grape scented and giggled softly to find such a kiddy item on this big man’s desk. I scribbled on the note, folded it in half and left it on Jungkook’s nightstand.
My purse was sitting on the breakfast counter, and I shivered as I walked past the kitchen counter where Jungkook had eaten me out late last night. Or was it early this morning. I let myself out, closing the front door slowly with a soft “click”.
On the drive back home, I thought about the night's events. Having to fend off a drunk date. Showing up at Jungkook’s apartment with him looking like sin. Having mind-blowing sex. Falling asleep in his arms. There was just something about him that made me feel safe. That made me want to open up and let him in. It’d been four years, but I was afraid to go there. Afraid of what I might find waiting for me.
When I got home, I stepped into my bathroom to remove my make-up. Or what was left of my make-up. My reflection told me my lipstick was totally non-existent, but then my eyes almost popped out of my head.
There on my neck, was the largest hickey I’d ever seen. I touched it experimentally and hissed when I felt how sore the area was. And… were those teeth marks? I quickly stripped off my dress, and sure enough, there was another angry hickey on the left breast, just beside the nipple.
What the hell! I stepped into the shower, gingerly touching the tender area on my neck, moving to the side so that the spray from the shower was hitting my other shoulder. I made quick work of washing up, then sat on my bed in my fluffy bathrobe, my hair wrapped in a towel. I snatched my phone off my nightstand.
[Sexy Vet] You gave me a humongous hickey! And I think I see teeth marks! You’re lucky I can wear a tee or shirt with a high neck under my scrubs! This is going to take more than a week to fade! You are SOOOO going to pay for this Big Boy.
All my tiredness came rushing back then. I dropped my phone on my bed, lay down, and fell asleep.
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Something was buzzing. Something nearby. I opened my eyes, saw my phone beside me, picked it up and blearily looked at the time. 10am.
[Hot Gym JK] Good morning to you too. Take it as punishment for not letting me try your cheese scrambled eggs for breakfast.
[Sexy Vet] The punishment is totally disproportionate to the crime! Besides, you did this before there was even any talk about breakfast!
[Hot Gym JK] Potay-toes, Potar-toes. Speaking of talk before breakfast, you left so quietly! Where did you go in the dead of night?
I racked my brain furiously for some kind of reason. [Sexy Vet] I had to go check on a patient of mine. The clinic is closed today since it’s a holiday. My staff gave me an update yesterday but I just wanted to go check.
[Hot Gym JK] Well, I woke up in an empty bed. I feel like the discarded boy toy, who only got left with a note that said “I had a great time, Tiger”.
[Sexy Vet] That is NOT what my note said!
[Hot Gym JK] Well, it might as well have been. ‘Thanks for the orgasms, Big Boy' isn’t much better! You’re welcome by the way. You haven’t seen my best work yet. You only had two.
I giggled but felt bad about slipping away before he woke up. I extended the olive branch. [Sexy Vet] Are you doing anything today?
[Hot Gym JK] No plans. Was going to go through my photo equipment and do some spring cleaning. But I’d welcome any excuse not to subject myself to such mind-numbing torture.
[Sexy Vet] Wanna come with me to my clinic in the afternoon? I’m going back in to check on a few furries. Then if you don’t mind having eggs for dinner, I’ll make you my cheese scrambled eggs.
[Hot Gym JK] Whoa. Furries. Hot babe. Cheese scrambled eggs? It’s ON. What time?
[Sexy Vet] 4pm? See you at the clinic.
[Hot Gym JK] Got it. See you later sweetness.
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Stepping into the clinic always gave me that feeling of coming home. The way the sunlight streamed through the huge glass panel at the front, warming the light-colored pinewood floors. The light smell of geranium and rosewater from the diffuser that sat on the receptionist’s counter. The teal and amethyst color scheme of the furniture. It was during these quiet moments in the clinic that I felt like this was where I was meant to be.
I walked past my office to the back of the clinic where the current patients who needed treatment were staying. The patient I had mentioned to Jungkook was a very old chihuahua. He looked to be sleeping soundly at the moment. The resident tabby, Ginger, meowed at me from her perch near the ceiling in the cat tree that took up one corner of the long room.
I went over to clean out Ginger’s litter tray, then changed the water in bowls of a Golden Retriever and a Mini Schnauzer. For the two rabbits I changed out their straw so that my assistant wouldn’t have to when she came in the next morning. We also had one fuzzy Malti-poo, who was running around in circles in his pen, jumping and barking at me for attention.
“Hey, slow down Coco. You’re going to open up your stitches”. I took a chew from the bucket near the window and gave one to him. “That should keep you occupied for a while”.
I felt my phone buzz in my pocket.
[Hot Gym JK] Hey, I’m here outside the clinic.
[Sexy Vet] Be right there.
I walked back out to the front of the house, surprised when Ginger followed me. There he was, standing outside, looking yummy in a white button-down shirt with the sleeves rolled up to just below his elbows, and a pair of coffee colored cargo shorts. Caramel colored loafers completed his outfit. It was pretty windy out, so I watched as he ran his big hand through his hair in an effort to tame it.
He saw me just as I reached the front door and broke out into a smile which made his cute dimples appear.
“Hey”.
“Hey, Big Boy. Welcome to Artemis Sanctuary”.
“It’s so peaceful today. When I brought Bam in it was a hive of activity! But your staff were all very calm and assuring. Bam got a kick out of licking the face of one of your vet assistants”.
“That would have been Eun-Young”, I smiled. “She loves animals and is always more than happy to let the furries get a lick in or two."
“Were you here that day? It was two Thursdays ago?” Jungkook asked as he walked around the lobby, stopping at a huge cork board filled to the seams with thank you notes and photos of people with their furkids. He smiled widely, reading the happy messages.
“Nope, I don’t come in every day. There are two other vets who work here, and we have a good team of vet assistants. I do drop in for a few special cases.”
He nodded, as he moved away from the message board. Then he stopped and sniffed the air. “Is that…”
“Geranium. Yup. It’s my favorite scent. Always reminds me of fresh flowers after the rain. I take it you like too right, given all your bath products have geranium in them”.
He nodded sheepishly “Guilty”.
“That’s why you always smell so good” I blurted out, then covered my mouth with my hand, eyes wide, hoping Jungkook hadn’t heard me.
He looked at me with one eyebrow up “Is that right?” he walked towards me, crowding me against the reception counter. “You know, some say that if you like the way the person smells…”
Just then, Ginger decided to say hello, walking up to Jungkook, rubbing the side of her face on his leg, weaving in and out between his feet.
“Wow, Ginger must like the way you smell too. She isn’t always this friendly with strangers”.
“What can I say, I have a way with pussies” and he waggled his eyebrows suggestively at me.
I laughed and pushed him away, then led him into the backroom.
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Ginger padded alongside us and went back up to the top of her cat tree. I didn’t hear any barking, so Coco must still be busy with the chew I gave him.
I led Jungkook to the Chihuahua’s cage.
“This is my special case, Nuri.” Jungkook knelt down to take a closer look.
“He’s having renal issues, cataracts, is losing his hearing and is generally weak. He’d been with his family for 20 years. It’s been heartbreaking to watch them watch him deteriorate. We’d recently found a lump on his stomach, and the prognosis wasn’t looking good. They’d decided against surgery, wanting to give him as much quality of life as possible.”
“20 years is a long time. He must really be a big part of the family,”. Jungkook said quietly.
“Yes, he was there to welcome all the new additions to the family. He’s the proud older brother of a pair of twin boys, and a girl. They never go anywhere without him. When we first opened four years ago, he’d run around our little garden out front with the kids. Now he can barely walk”.
Jungkook looked up at me sadly, and to my surprise his eyes were shiny with what looked like unshed tears.
“How do you deal with the sadness? Seeing people losing their furkids? I don’t know what I’d do if I lost Bam”.
“I have to be strong for them, to help them come to terms with what their furkids are going through, and to help them find the courage to let go when it’s finally time. I remind them of the happy times they had together, and that they’ll be united again in the afterlife.”
I took a deep breath. “It hasn’t been easy. When my first golden retriever died, I was inconsolable for weeks. I’d wander around school with puffy eyes, bursting into tears at the slightest detail that reminded me of Hyeri.” I gazed into the distance, as memories came flooding back.
Jungkook reach up and held my hand, eyes soft with sympathy.
“It took me three years before I could even bear having another dog, or pet. It got easier over time. The first one is always the hardest”.
Jungkook stood up then and pulled me into his arms. He squeezed me, put his head on top of mine, tucking me into his shoulder.
“Well, I admire your strength and compassion. It’s hard to be so strong for other people all the time. No wonder Artemis is doing so well. People know that you really care”.
I smiled at his compliment, and his insight into the entire philosophy behind Artemis.
“It was a hard and bumpy road to get here, but we did it in the end”.
Just then, his stomach growled loudly, making us both burst out laughing.
“When was the last time you ate?”
“I think I had half a rock melon after texting you, then I got lost in organizing my photography stuff.”
“Come on, I promised you a cheese scrambled egg”.
We turned off the main lights, leaving a few night lights on for the furkids. After locking the front door, I noticed my car was the only one in the carpark.
“You didn’t drive? How did you get here?”
“I got an Uber.”
“And how were you planning on getting home?”
“Well, I assumed I’d be riding with you,” he smirked.
I laughed “Ok Big Boy. You can ride with me. Let’s get you fed”.
Jungkook took my hand and swung it playfully all the way to the car. "This cheese scrambled eggs had better be mind-blowing, after all the hype."
“Don't worry, it will be. Even if they aren't, I can think of other ways to blow your mind".
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I've Been Watching You - Chp 4
Checking for Bruises
Rating: Mature. Minors dni
Pairing: Jeon Jungkook / Reader
Words: Total: 73k
Status: Complete. 4 out of 26
Summary There's a hot new guy in the gym. You can't keep your eyes off him, and it seems he can't keep his off you either. What starts out as Friends-with-Benefits turns into something a lot more complicated as your past comes back to haunt you and you find out your best friend's long-kept secret.
Originally posted on AO3
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Chapter 4 - Checking for Bruises
Traffic was light at that time of night, and Jungkook’s condo wasn’t too far away from the club. Before I could second guess my decision, I rang Jungkook’s doorbell.
The sight that greeted me was one I will never forget. There he stood, his glorious chest on display. It looked like he’d rushed out of the shower. His hair still wet, dripping onto his body little rivulets that I followed with my eyes as they slid down his torso. The waistband of his grey sweats, which sat precariously low on his hips, was also a little damp. He held a hand towel in one hand and stood there frozen, looking me up and down.
“So… I came from the club on Crest Street”.
“No wonder you’re dressed like that," his gazed raked over me as he stepped aside to let me in. As he turned to follow me, I heard him say “Wow”.
“So who was this douche? Was it the fashion police asking you where the rest of your dress was?”.
“Haha, very funny. The douche was one of Jimin’s colleagues. He fixed me up in retaliation for leaving him alone with his brother for the whole afternoon.”
“Ï’m sure Jimin’s brother can’t be that bad. I can’t imagine anyone getting on Jimin’s nerves. He’s such a social butterfly”.
“Well, Jiho knows how to push all of Jimin’s buttons, and gets away with it a lot being the younger sibling”.
“So this douche…?” He probed as we walked toward his breakfast counter to plop ourselves on the barstools.
“It was Jimin’s co-worker. Seemed like a nice enough guy, a little tall and gangly. But he was already sloshed when I got there.”
“Uh oh” Jungkook paused in the midst of toweling his hair dry and frowned.
“Yeah, tell me about it. He introduced himself, then slung an arm around me to steer me to join him and the rest of Jimin’s co-workers at their table for a drink. He started touching me on my shoulder blades, then trailed his fingers down to my tattoo while mumbling to himself. Before I could stop him, he’d caught me around the waist and pulled me onto his lap! He even had the audacity to smell me!” I said, getting more agitated as I recalled the incident.
“What happened next?”
“I did a handlock on him and forced him to let me go. After that he was crying ‘coz I caused him pain. What a wuss”.
Jungkook placed both hands on my shoulders, checking my neck and arms. “Did he do anything to hurt you?”
“No, don’t worry. What is it with you boys? Jimin got all worried too. I can take care of myself”.
“I’m sure you can Y/N. We just want to be doubly sure you are”.
“Yes, I’m fine” I said as rolled my eyes. “Actually, I’m parched” I hopped off the barstool, took one of the coffee mugs hanging on his mug tree and walked over to the kitchen sink to fill it with water. I took a big gulp.
Jungkook came up behind me and put his hands on my hips. “Well, I’m glad you’re okay. But maybe I should check if you have bruises anywhere.”
“Oh, are you an expert on bruises then?” I said, leaning back against him, feeling his damp but warm torso against my bare back.
“Well, I was bare knuckles champion back in college”, Jungkook told me smugly, one hand creeping under my short dress. His hand roamed over my ass, moving to the side of my hip.
“Wait a minute”, he stopped. “Are you telling me you wore this short little dress to the club commando?” he asked incredulously.
“Relax,” I reached back and patted him on the cheek. “I took my thong off after I parked the car in your garage”.
“That’s a good girl” he murmured against my hair, then suddenly spun me around, plopped me onto the kitchen counter and yanked me so my ass was perched on the edge of the counter, with him standing between my legs. “Do you know what happens to good girls?” he smirked, slowly pushing my dress higher up my thighs.
“They get checked all over for bruises?”.
“They get licked and sucked all over UNTIL they get bruises” and with that he went down on his knees and pressed his lip to my core.
His warm tongue swept across the outer lips, then dipped into my folds. “Hmm, smooth.  Me likey" he murmured. The two years of Brazilian IPL were definitely worth it.  "You taste as sweet as I’d imagined”.
“Did you imagine my taste a lot?” I gasped as his tongue swept over my clit.
“Hmm-mmmm” was all I got as he swirled his tongue, then added one finger to breach my hole. The intrusion made my hips buck.
“Soooo sensitive” Jungkook mumbled, adding a second, then third finger, pumping slowly in and out of me as his tongue attacked my clit.
After that I lost all coherent thought, bracing myself on my hands which I had placed behind me for support. I reached one hand forward to tug at his soft, silky hair. When I gave a particularly hard tug as I came, he grunted, drinking up all my juices.
“Delicious” he smiled, smacking his lips as he stood up. Then he attacked my lips with his. I could taste myself on him. He reached up massage my breasts through the dress, making me arch my back to press myself against him. Then I found myself being lifted, and I had to wrap my legs around his waist for balance. He stepped away from the kitchen counter with me in tow, walking through the kitchen.
“Where are we going” I asked breathlessly, as his big hands kneaded my ass, pressing my core against his rock-hard erection.
“Round two. This time I want you coming on my cock and screaming my name”.
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Jungkook’s bedroom was huge. The other night when I'd entered his bathroom, I hadn't ventured further into the room to have a good look. A king-sized bed dominated the space, with a desk in one corner, stacked with books. The same floor to ceiling windows in the living room took up one wall in the bedroom, letting moonlight stream in. There were no other lights on, save the moonlight, which bathed the room in a soft glow. Everything was grey and white, with hints of black in the pillows, a small rug on the floor next to the desk. Jungkook threw me on the bed hard enough to make me bounce. As I laughed, I noticed there was actually a set of glass double doors that led onto a balcony which overlooked the city.
“Hey, no roughhousing. You’re supposed to check me for bruises remember?”
“No no… I’m supposed to GIVE you bruises” he grinned as he crawled up the bed till I was underneath him. He lay down on one side and slowly peeled my dress off as he kissed me.  I pushed on his sweats to get them off, but he made quick work of it by just pulling them off. He kissed me on the neck, from the front of the collarbone till the side where the neck and shoulder meet. I gasped as his lips brushed that sensitive area, and I could feel him smiling against my skin. He put his lips there again and this time, sucked hard.
My whole body bucked as a bolt of pleasure ripped through me, making me press my thighs together.
“Uh-uh, none of that”. He used his hands to push my knees apart, gently stroking along my slit. He pushed one, then two fingers in. He dropped his head to my chest, licked one nipple, then sucked the skin beside it hard enough to cause pain. He took my nipple between his teeth then, making me moan as his tongue swirled around my nipple mercilessly.
He shifted so that he was now between my legs, watching his fingers go in and out of me. He took some of my wetness and spread it over my clit, then plunged his fingers back in while his thumb rubbed on my clit. He then attacked my other nipple with his mouth as his fingers moved faster, making obscene squelching sounds. He removed his fingers as he moved up to bite the sensitive spot on my neck, I cried out and dug my nails into his shoulders.
Then without warning he slid his length into me, even whilst he bit and sucked on my neck. He took my wrists in one hand and held them above my head, making my breasts press against his chest as he pumped slowly into me.
“Faster, Jungkook. Fuck me faster, harder”.
Jungkook grunted, bracing both elbows beside my head as he started to really pound into me. Greedily I brought my hips up to meet his thrusts. I locked my ankles behind his back, allowing him to go deeper. His grunts started getting louder and his hips crashed against mine harder, while I whimpered with need. My walls started fluttering, and Jungkook felt it. “You want to come baby? Say my name, say my name and I’ll let you come”.
“JUNGKOOK!” I screamed as my orgasm tore through me and my back arched even more, my walls gripping, pulsing around his cock.
“Gonna cum baby, gonna…..” he hadn’t even finished his sentence when he climaxed, shuddering as he spilled his cum inside me.
He collapsed then, crushing me with his weight, then pulled out slowly and rolled off to the side, panting.
“See, I told you you’d cream my cock and scream my name.”
“Cocky ass” I scolded him, but without any real fire.
He smirked at me, then got out of bed and went over to his bathroom. He came back with a warm, wet, towel, which he used to wipe between my legs gently. The adrenalin from my run in with Hajoon was starting to wear off. My legs were completely jelly by now, and my body was sluggish. My eyelids started to droop shut.
Jungkook noticed this, and climbed into bed beside me. He nudged me so that I rolled over to my side, then he spooned me from behind. Gingerly he pulled up the covers over us.
“Sleep baby”, he said softly, stroking my hair. As he pressed a kiss to my temple, my last thought I had was “I didn’t think Jungkook was a cuddler”. I smiled as sleep claimed me.
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lachesismoonmist · 3 months ago
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I couldn’t stop reading. Oh, the feels!
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jeon jungkook - under the checkered flag
pairing ; racecar driver!jungkook x f!reader
genre/tags ; nascar!jk, corporate!reader, shy!reader, player!jk, slow burn, player fell first, angst, smut, fluff
summary ; Jungkook lives his life at full speed: constantly in the spotlight, always in motion, and forever surrounded by the thrill of fast cars and even faster temptations. He’s the best in the game, and he knows it, relishing in the rush of victory, the glamour of his fame, and the chaos that follows.
But when your paths cross, it's more than just a chance encounter. It’s the beginning of a race neither of you were prepared for. You, who prefer your routine and controlled world, find yourself drawn to the reckless, unpredictable allure of his world. With every flirtatious word and daring glance, Jungkook ignites a side of you that you didn’t know existed. As he pushes you out of your comfort zone, you begin to question everything about the life you've built for yourself.
In this high-speed game of love and chance, can you keep up with the driver who always plays to win? Or will you slow down long enough to realize that sometimes the best moments are the ones that make your heart race, not just your car?
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🏁*:PLAYLIST HERE✧*:・゚🏎️
[ MINISERIES ; COMPLETE ]
part one
part two
part three
part four
part five
part six *
epilogue blurbs below!
in which he gets jealous
in which you two dream about the future
in which you ride him in his race car *
prologue blurbs below!
in which she isn’t you
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I've Been Watching You - Chp 3
Cheese Scrambled Eggs
Rating: Mature. Minors dni
Pairing: Jeon Jungkook / Reader
Words: Total: 73k
Status: Complete. 3 out of 26
Summary There's a hot new guy in the gym. You can't keep your eyes off him, and it seems he can't keep his off you either. What starts out as Friends-with-Benefits turns into something a lot more complicated as your past comes back to haunt you and you find out your best friend's long-kept secret.
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Chapter 3: Cheese Scrambled Eggs
“If I have to sit through another talk about homeotherapies for pets, I’m going to pull my hair out and scream”, I complained on the phone.
“Well, you did sign up for this three-day conference on alternative therapies in veterinary medicine”, Jimin reminded me. “Did you forget that you flew halfway across the country for this?”
“The only saving grace about that is I used my miles, and the food here is pretty decent.”
“When does your flight get in tonight? I miss you!” Jimin whined. “I haven’t had a decent cheese scrambled egg since the other day when I saw you leave the gym with Jungkook”.
“Oh, don’t be such a drama queen. I gave you the recipe for it.”
“But it just doesn’t taste the same! Mine aren’t fluffy at all” I could almost see Jimin’s pout, his lower lip sticking out prettily. “Speaking of Jungkook, so, what happened? And don’t say you’re so busy attending talks you can even stop for five minutes to tell your best friend – is Jungkook a good lay?”
“What do you think? With those bulging muscles, he was bulging in all the right places.”
“Was he huge?”
“HUGE.”
“Thick?”
“VERY THICK. But he was also very sweet. He cleaned me up after he fucked me senseless on his marble vanity”.
“Ooh, sounds like someone had a good time. Are you going to have another booty call?”
“I don’t know yet… “
“Well, he’s been asking about you. The first day you were away he came over to me and asked where you were. I told him you were away at a three-day conference. I swear you could see the gears turning in his head processing that information. He was very polite though, he thanked me then left”.
“That was it?”
“Nope” Jimin said, popping the ‘p’. “He came up to me again this morning, asking me when you’d be back in the gym. He had that hopeful puppy dog look on his face. I told him you’d most likely be back in the gym tomorrow. You should have seen how he smiled.“
“Awww… he’s so cute. So you think I ought to give him another go”?
“It’s up to you. I would though. Those doe eyes, and that lip ring…”
“You know I still wonder how it is you’re not gay”.
“Please, I could never give up having pussy. That doesn’t mean I can’t appreciate a hot piece of hunk when I see one.”
I laughed, rolling my eyes. “OK Jiminie, I need to leave for the airport soon.”
“Do you want me to come over later?”
“It’s okay Jiminie. I think I’ll just crash tonight. Get an early start tomorrow”.
“Ok honey, see you”.
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The gym was particularly crowded. It was the beginning of a long weekend, and it seems everyone had decided to put in some gym time. I waved at a few of the regulars and smiled when I saw Jimin, who in his usual fashion, was flirting with a new girl. The girl looked very young, all slender with smooth, long hair, and a sweet pixie face. Just Jimin’s type.
I did a round on the various cable machines and finished up with squats at the Smith Machine. My legs were starting to feel like jelly, so I sat on the exercise bench, wiping my brow and taking a big swig of cold water. Then I felt my hair stand on end, and there was a strange buzz of energy. He was here.
Jungkook stood just inside of the entrance to the gym, his eyes sweeping over the crowd till they came to rest on me. He broke out into a wide smile, eyes twinkling as he strode over to me.
“Hello”, his voice rumbled in his chest as he looked down at me.
“Hello yourself” I smiled, blinking up at him.
“So… I heard you were away at a conference. What conference was it?”
“You really want to know?” Nod. “Alternative therapies in veterinary medicine.”
“You’re a vet? No way. I wanted to become one when I was a kid.”
“Then what happened?”
“My dad bought me a Canon AE-1 and the rest is history. Where do you work?”
“Actually, I have my own practice – Artemis Sanctuary”.
“Artemis belongs to you?” he asked with wide eyes. “It’s the top rated veterinary clinic in the state! I just brought my dog Bam there for his check-up and yearly shot”.
“Bam is a …..”
“A Doberman. He’s got a black and brown coat.” Jungkook had a goofy smile on his face as he thought about his dog. It was adorable.
“He sounds cute.”
“Y/N!” Jimin interrupted as he packed up his gym bag. “Let’s go! You owe me cheese scrambled eggs, and I need to pick up my brother from the train station after breakfast!”
“Sorry,” I apologized to Jungkook, “Chef duties await”.
Jungkook laughed “Sure. Jimin sounds hungry. Here… “ he took my phone which was on the bench beside me and punched in his number. He pressed dial to make sure he got a call from me, then passed my phone back to me. “Maybe I’ll get to try your cheese scrambled eggs some time”. He winked, then strode off to the men’s changing room.
“What was that about?” Jimin asked as he reached my side.
“Looks like you’re not the only one who likes cheese scrambled eggs”. I quipped, smiling.
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Having Jimin’s brother in town was like having a 10-year old having a sugar high living with you. In this case, a beefy 24 year-old who didn’t want to waste any moment of the day. The minute he got off the train and wrapped Jimin and me in a crushing bear hug he dragged us to a new brunch place he’d read about. Then he wanted to go go-karting now that racing-track had just reopened after renovations. I managed to escape the go-karting, pleading the excuse that I had patients to check on. But that was not before he made me promise to go clubbing that night. Jimin, who was a bit huffy that I wasn’t saving him from having to go go-karting, smiled evilly and said he would fix me up with a really cool guy from work.
So here I was, standing outside the club in my new “clubbing dress”. A deep red halter neck dress that left most of my back bare. The material had tiny silver sparkles in it, making the fabric glimmer when I moved. The skirt was a little short for my taste, ending a little below my ass, but it showed off my long legs. I made a mental note not to bend over and end up showing my matching red thong to everyone in the club. Smokey eyes, deep red lipstick and silver strappy heels completed the look.
“Y/N! Hey, sorry we’re late” Jimin rushed up to me, throwing his brother an evil look. “Mr. Hairspray over here had to change his outfit three times because he invited the go-karting instructor to the club”.
Jiho was the total opposite of Jimin. Tall, beefy, full of restless energy and into extreme sports. But when it came to having smooth, porcelain-like skin, dimples to die for, floppy hair that begged for fingers to run through it and a panty-dropping smile, the brothers were exactly alike. The only difference being it wasn’t panties Jiho was interested in dropping.
“Hey, did you SEE the instructor? The one with the blond highlighted hair? His washboard abs when he stretched? I want to pour chocolate sauce all over his abs” Jiho licked his lips suggestively.
“You’re incorrigible”, I slapped Jiho on the arm.
“Come on, I’ll let Simon know we’re here”, Jimin said as we turned towards the club.
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Simon turned out to be the bouncer at the door to the club who let us in without having to join the queue. That was the power of Jimin’s megawatt smile.
It took my eyes a little while to adjust to the dim light in the club. There was a DJ console on the far end, where a man dressed in all silver was pushing out R&B hits, the heavy base thumping through the club. The bar was on the right, and it looked impressive. Three bartenders moved around the long bar seamlessly, like it was a practiced dance. Next to the bar was a area with high cocktail tables, and behind that booths with plush leather seats.
Jiho was looking around furiously, then smiled when he saw Chocolate Abs sitting at the bar. “Byeeee” he said to us and sauntered over to the bar.
“Jimin!” someone shouted, as a tall, lanky man unfolded himself from the nearest booth and walked towards us. He towered over Jimin and me, long legs and arms reminding me of a giraffe. I wondered how he even fit in the booth in the first place.
“Hajoon!” Jimin turned toward me with a grin “This is my BFF I told you all about, Y/N”.
“Hellloooooo” Hajoon turned to me, offering his hand for me to shake. I looked him over. He was handsome in the lithe and lanky sense, with sharp features and with an undercut that made him look like he was in a boy-band. I also noticed that his speech was a little slurred and that he was swaying a little.
“Jimin told me you’re purr-ty… but he didn’t tell me you were so hawt! Come on, join us for a drink”.
“Oh, I…. “ I turned to Jimin to try to signal to him that Hajoon was in no shape to be on a date, but Jimin had already started walking towards Hajoon’s table where several other of his colleagues were seated.
“Come on Y/N, come sit with me for a drink”. He slung his arm around my shoulders and steered me towards the booth. He sat us down with a thump and proceeded to pour me a shot of whiskey.
I smiled weakly, thanking him for the drink. The girl next to him introduced herself as Maisy, saying they'd all heard so much about me as Jimin talked about me all the time.  We talked about what we did for work, and I told her the story of how Jimin and I became besties, Suddenly, I felt cold fingers brushing against my shoulder blades, then trail down my back to my tattoo on my lower back. I froze. I looked over my shoulder to see Hajoon touching me with feather light strokes, talking to himself “So soft, so warm. So purr-teey”. Before I could tell him to stop, he put an arm around my waist and pulled me onto his lap. He nuzzled his nose into my neck, breathing deeply. I tried to wriggle free but his arm was like a vise around my hips. Enough was enough. I grabbed one of his arms with my arm, reached with my other hand to hold his hand, and bent it backward over his wrist, pulling tight until I couldn’t bend it anymore.
“Aaaaaaaaah! My hand! Let go!” he cried, shocked by my sudden move.
I applied more pressure and he screamed in pain as I hissed through gritted teeth “You never, ever touch a woman without her permission, much less grab her and put her on your lap!”
Jimin had jumped up from his seat as soon as he heard Hajoon cry out, and was now tugging at my hand to let Hajoon go. I finally released him reluctantly and stood up, as Hajoon cradled his wrist, ugly crying while wailing “You hurt me! Oww!”
“You’re lucky she didn’t break your wrist” Jimin admonished him. Tugging me away from the booth, placing both hands on my arms to look me over.
“He didn’t hurt you, did he? He asked worriedly, checking for bruises.
“Him? No. He was just too handsy”
“I’m so so sorry Y/N. Hajoon is a really nice guy. Who would have thought he couldn’t hold his liquor.”
“It’s not your fault Jiminie. But no more set-ups okay”.
“Ok, I promise” Jimin folded me in a hug, resting his cheek on my hair. He held me tight for a while, as I took a deep breath, feeling comforted by Jimin's warmth. “Do you want to go?”
“You know what, why don’t you stay and have some fun with your colleagues. I’ll make a move”.
“You sure? You okay being alone?”
“Who says I’m going to be alone?” I said, as I took out my phone and sent a text.
Jimin’s eyebrows shot up “Who are you texting? It’s almost midnight ……. Oh…..”
[Sexy Vet] Hey Big Boy, you up?
[Hot Gym JK] Yeah, I’m up. Wazzap?
[Sexy Vet] Can I come over? Need to get away from a douchebag before I break his arm. Or face.
[Hot gym JK] Wow, sounds like a crisis. Sure, come on over. Buzz me from the carpark.
[Sexy Vet] Ok, see you in 15.
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