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I have failed you, Anakin.

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The man he faced was everything Obi-Wan had devoted his life to destroying: Murderer. Traitor. Fallen Jedi. Lord of the Sith. And here, and now, despite it all… Obi-Wan still loved him. - Revenge of the Sith by Matthew Stover

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What does your heart tell you you’re meant for? Infinite sadness.

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2022 OBI-WAN KENOBI APPRECIATION WEEK

DAY 7: FREE DAY - I think Obi-Wan is barely holding it together in this scene and Ewan does an amazing job showing that control.

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“I’ll wait forever if I must.” — Emily Palermo, He Is Half My Soul

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You didn't kill Anakin Skywalker, I did.

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"anakin..."

"anakin is gone, i am what remains"

OBI-WAN KENOBI (2022)

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Qimir + 1x08

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Scary dog privilege

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THE ACOLYTE Episode 6 | Episode 8

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we have not touched the stars, nor are we forgiven —

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I understand why the cancellation of "Acolyte" hit me so hard. Some people might think it's stupid, some might laugh at me, but that's my story and I'm not ashamed to admit it to myself. I'm not ashamed anymore.

My country has been at war for three years now. I haven't lived in the future for a long time, only in the present, because I don't know what the next day will bring. Every day, news and real-life events destroy something inside me, break me, but I hold on, as I did for three years, and as I will continue to do.

I escape from the cruel, terrible reality into fandoms, into stories that I write myself. Acolyte has become such a fandom for me - and it is far from positive, of course, the story is quite tragic, and I admit, not entirely ideally created. Like any story, it has its pros and cons. But it is alive, it is a rare thing that inspired me, that made me smile in this terrible time. I even started writing a fanfic, which I haven't done for a very, very long time, because I simply didn't have the mental or physical strength.

Yesterday there was a full moon in the sky and I didn't sleep at that time because I was afraid that they would sound an air raid siren (as almost always happens here at night). And I looked at the moon and thought, what if I make a wish, something silly and simple, and it will come true? And I made a wish for a new season of Acolyte to come out next year or the year after, and I would watch it in my house, warm, safe, enjoying a new chapter in the story that I loved so much. Five hours later I read the news that the series was cancelled. I won't write about what it did to me. I just want to say to all those who are celebrating now and mocking those who are upset by this news: please be kinder. You never know what a person goes through who loves something and then has it taken away from them.

And for those who are as upset as I am, I will just say hold on. Thank you for being with this story. Please don't forget about it.

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the thing is, no matter how much i told myself to prepare for the worst, i guess i never actually believed they would cancel the acolyte. what i was dreading most up until a few hours ago was a 2+ year wait for season 2. but now that will never happen.

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May the force be with you, acolytes

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