ladygudaiva

[ladygudaiva]

Ya Allah bahkan tuk berharap aja aku takut

Maafkan aku yaa Allah

Apakah aku terlambat memohon pertolonganMu?

Jangan sandarkan semua padaku seorsng diri ya Allah sungguh ku tak sanggup

[ladygudaiva]

Taeeeeeee😪

[ladygudaiva]

Actually

I feel it!!

Im afraid to laugh because i dont wanna cry anymore

I cant handle myhearth if i sad again..

Im scared to lost my soul in deep inside Allah...

Help me Allah😔

[ladygudaiva]

Hii lady gudaiva

Hii lady gudaiva

How r u

How can i explaind mw soul

Even i dont know to how

Its very empty in myhearth

So fast Allah give me the big problem

In our household

Allah sometimes i wanna give up

But when i remember all of this is praying to u

Thats gimme a strongs

[ladygudaiva]

Hi thankyou always here if i need to talk...

I just come to tell mybad story--sorry ;(

I will start for tell about my happy story too for next!!

But today im really sick, suck and i dont know why??!!

A world really feel lonely--

So many regret in my life- so many things that shouldnt i do for the past!! I need to peace with my own self but why so hard??

Now, my body feel what my think and my hearth feels!!

And all my body & soul sicks so much!!

Somethimes i just need alone but hurt to feel lonely..

Astagfirullah just astagfirullahaladzim....

[ladygudaiva]

O Allah this year is the second years of our marriage!!

I cant imagine what will happen next, i just pray to U wish we will stay for eachs other untill ur jannah

Bismillah ya Allah anything happen please cant make us to devorce or lose our loves to each other, make us always needs and peach full of love aamiin🌸

[ladygudaiva]

My mood booster!!🤎

[ladygudaiva]

Alhamdulillah ala kulli hal❤️‍🩹

[ladygudaiva]

1st anniv barakallah--but we must still fighting for everything!!

Calm down for anything makes me breakout, istigfar the best medicine and only Allah swt will give best for me, Allah is so kind to me...

Thanksfull Allah swt...

[ladygudaiva]

Oh Allah First year our marriage subhanallah U give us a big test to make us stronger one others, almost i give up to this but thanks Allah u give us more big spirit to can way it all..

So until 2 moths again u make us have a long distance marriage i wish it will end, we can live together never have a long distance anymore forever n ever..

Allah save our marriage please Allah

Just only for u i have a big HOPE!!

Aamiin

[ladygudaiva]

Sudah tidur dari jam 9 an batibaa ke bgn krn suami tlpon and say km gk kangen ama aku?!!

Wohooo helloww aku apa km yg gk kangen' gw jawab aja bgitu

Lgsg kiss kiss kiss muaach blsnyaa

Yup!! Thats life--thats Human-- soo

Jalanin ajaaa--aku bisa apaaa

[ladygudaiva]

Gimana mw jadi ayah!!

Jadi suami aja belum lulus

Masih banyak ujian yg di skip, masi besarin ego,

Ya panteslah klo kmren anak gw meninggal,

Kasian jg kali ama gw klo harus berkorban sndirian,

Skrg gtw dah gmn cuman bs pasrah aja udh,

Pokoknya klo mw dibilang kapok ya kapoookkk bgt

Ama yg namanya laki2..

Ya ujung2nya bgitu...

Ambigu kan kata2 gw bodonamat ah

Pkok ya cuman mw tenang dan skrg belajar bomad, kasih hari pikiran lu istrahat kasiab terlallu lelah dg OT ku

[ladygudaiva]

Sampai ya kmren tuh denger ceramah

Tersenyum kepada suami setulus mungkin lebih sulit bahkan buat orang yg ahli ibadah sekalipun gtu katanya

Karena memang godaannya luar biasaaa, dekat aja suami gw megang hp maen game mulu

Jauh makin makin sering maen hp kan gk ke kontrol

Ya Allah aku masih terlalu longgar ya berdoa padamu jd sekuat apapun ikhtiarku belum bs mendapatkan hasil

Tolong ya Allah apapun keadaannya saat ini lindungi selalu rumah tangga kami, buatlah kami slalu bertahan sampai titik terakhir untuk mendapatkan sakinah till jannah aamiin dunia wal akhirot..

Lahaulawalaquwatailabillah

[ladygudaiva]

Ya Allah makanya menikah itu disebut ibadah karena jalaninnya luar biasa Subhanallah beratnya,

Setiap hari bs 80% hawa menjengkelkan hadir di tengah kami,

Harus terus sabar sabar sabar tanpa batas, seperti yg Allah janjikan surga hadiahnya, tapi memang tidak semudah itu menggapai surga..

Luar biasaaaaa.. nikmat mantap!!!

Soo wasalam bobo dlu

[ladygudaiva]

Benci bgt jadi org jantungan!!!

Always parno ini itu...

Kesel bgt yaa Allah

[ladygudaiva]

Sucks!!!!

Its never work it if have a lobg distance between us

Ah bullseet i hate this situation fuck me up!!!

[ladygudaiva]

Ooo Allah make me always remember U

Anytime, anywhere

Gimme tawadu Mu ya Rabb