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I’m so sad and destroyed inside. Every day I make some semblance of progress, only to have it flushed away in an instant by another intrusive, horrible remark. I’m trying everything to put myself back together. The funny thing is, I am working my hardest ever to do so. I have grown tremendously in the absence of a heart.

Anyways, I did some art therapy and I got terrified of the abstract art that I drew. I had to put down my pencil for a while and switch to writing.

I’m really proud of several pieces that were less dark. I want to post those but some of them feel too personal to share.

How do I externalize my emotions? I want to eject these feelings because I don’t want to reject them.

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Obi-Wan Kenobi! 

Didn’t know who to draw so I took a crack at the Beard Master. I really wished I have a working tablet right now to line and color him! With that look, he can surely negotiate anything :^) 

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I got some fic requests. I just got slammed with work. I’m sitting now to think about how i’ll write them... or draw them... 

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Case Study

Happy birthday to @hearthehowling ! Here’s Viktor x Caitlyn! It’s been 7 years! Can’t believe you’ve seen my Viktor blog art then and stayed until now. But welp here’s the difference! I am so thankful to be able to celebrate things like this with you now. You’ve been so impactful in my life. I want to wish you the best as always!! You can and should definitely pin this picture up on the board of my lame drawings whenever I can get this to you (please hide the bad ones under it lmao)!!!!

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Sketch Requests. They’re labeled in captions. 

@srdelve @chipsncookies @kilosophy @darkseraphscorner @ironwroughthero

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I must see more Medic... Your art is godly 😩

More Medic is coming! Keep spamming E!!! Here’s a sneak peek. I have the entire picture fully linearted at the school Cintiq lab. I just need to repair my tablet and it’s Medic time. 

I started drawing more Medic because I also needed more Medic. Thank you!! This cheered me up! 

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Summer Class Done = Art Time

Real quick. I had the worst teammate in the history of my academic career. They somehow managed to make an easy project a living hell and turned single-handedly hijacked our 10 minute presentation and turned it into a 55 min one. 

Anyways. I see your inboxes. I got some art piled up. I have to buy a new tablet cord and then I can pump out some art. 

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inboxs you?

This pleases me. The inbox needs a good dusting.

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Detective Ludwig:

They say one must think like a criminal to catch one. But what does it say about the Detective if he’s just too good at his job? For now, there’s a chain stabbing spree to stop and a killer to arrest!!

I really like this AU idea where Detective Ludwig is walking a fine line. Rumors are floating that he could snap at any moment -- that maybe he’s the killer. He hears voices in his head. Isn’t it strange that he never flinches at what he sees on the job? Some think it’s because he enjoys his work more than he should. The other camp think he’s just being efficient.  

Anyways, the Medical Mystery is my favorite Medic cosmetic.  

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Rip Tablet for a While

My tablet USB Type B cord’s mouth is bent so the tablet isn’t connecting into the socket. I can’t do digital art at the moment. I was borrowing this tablet from a friend too so I need to get it fixed asap. I’ll just have to buy another cable. I was desperate and tried my 12 y/o tablet and yeah it ain’t responsive either.

Fill my inbox, ask questions, or something. Maybe I can doodle in my sketch book or churn out short drabbles in the interim 

(.﹒︣︿﹒︣.)7

(I’m also active on Twitter)

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Heck yeah! An Engineer icon for a friend! Fun fact: I have like 13 mins on #TF2 for Engie lol.

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Adding the sketch here. Too fond of this style. Tbh this is probably what I’d consider my art style. Anyways, Medic looked a bit young here.

Hallo, Fräuleins~

I’ve been thinking about this for too long. 

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Happy birthday, Fräuleins! 

Many birthdays lately! Friendly Medic holding the camera awkwardly. If it’s your birthday, happy happy birthday to you too then! 

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Modern AU Hart Vortex

Just imagine what impeccable suits they’d all be wearing. 

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Hallo, Fräuleins~

I’ve been thinking about this for too long. 

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Just got back into TF2. Learning and practicing how to draw best Doc.