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Drunk confessions - Yang Jungwon

Pairing: Jungwon x fem reader

Genre: Best friends to lovers?

Warnings: Mentions of alcohol, a little bit or angst (i think), not proofread.

Note: hellooo ^^ this is my first time posting and writing 😭 so feedback is appreciated! also english isn’t my first language, so I apologize for any mistakes, i hope you enjoy it :).

It was a chilly night; after declining numerous times the invitations from your friends they finally convinced you to go out for some drinks, you realized they weren’t going to give up, so you accepted.

You usually don’t drink that much but this time you had to —actually you needed to— because he was there. You felt how your face heat up and how your body tensed up whenever you were around him, you hated the reason it happened because this was something new.

You met Jungwon when you were in 6th grade, after he helped you get off a big tree because you were to scared to do it alone, after that he became your best friend; you were always hanging out together and telling each other everything.

But when you started university something inside you twisted, you had to admit that he was always cute, but as he grew up you started to look at him in with different eyes, you couldn’t explain why your heart fluttered every time you talked to him or you got too close, and that’s when you realized you liked him.

In an attempt to erase those new feelings, you started to distance yourself from him with the excuse you had a lot to study, but it wasn’t as easy as it seems, because you shared the same friend group and you saw him there whenever they met, so you started avoiding them too; saying you were too busy at the time and you would go the next time they met.

the absence of Jungwon in your life hurt you deeply, but you kept saying to yourself that it was for the best.

When you thought everything was over your friends knocked at your dorm and they convinced you to go out with them, so with no more excuses left you had to accept, and now the person you were avoiding for so long was beside you, and like always you became a mess; your cheeks were so flushed and your body was so tensed you couldn’t move properly, because you were scared of giving away the feelings you tried so hard to hide, so the moment you stepped on the bar you started drinking to ease your nerves.

“Stop, you’re going to get drunk!” Your friend snatched your cup, gaining a groan from you.

“I have high tolerance.” You lied, trying to get your cup back.

“Liar.” Jungwon chuckled.

“I won’t get drunk, i swear.”

You finally got your cup back and kept drinking, your friends got a little worried by your actions but they let you be.

After some time, you became a giggly mess; your vision was blurry and you couldn’t stand straight, it was time to leave.

“We need to take her back to her dorm.” Said one of your friends.

“I’ll do it.” Jungwon responded quickly turning to look at you, his eyes met yours for a moment before you turned your head away.

He took you by the waist to help you stand up but your legs were so wobbly you almost hit your head on the floor, fortunately for you he had amazing reflexes and held you in time, after some thought he lifted you up and put you in his back, your arms instinctively wrapped around his neck for stability.

He decided to take you to his dorm since he didn’t know where your dorm was, he didn’t have the opportunity to ask you since he didn’t see you often, you kept staring at the sky; even with your blurry vision the city lights and the stars looked beautiful, leaving you amazed.

“You’re so tall, like a giraffe.” You slurred, laughing.

He let out a little smile, his heart fluttered by your state. It’s been so long since he saw you, and in his eyes you looked prettier than ever, he missed your presence a lot but you always seemed to avoid him.

When he arrived at his dorm he searched for the keys, put you down carefully in his bed and helped you get your shoes off, after helping you get comfortable he took a pillow from his bed and threw it on the floor.

“What are you doing?”

“Im sleeping on the floor.” You gasped, grabbing your chest dramatically.

“No you’re not.”

“I already did.”

“Sleep with me, please.” You pleaded, stretching your arms to him. “I miss you.”

Those words made his heart melt, you felt the same way he did, so why did you keep avoiding him every time he tried to approach you?

After sighing he laid by your side, turning his head to look at you, you smiled at him before turning your head to stare at the ceiling.

“What are you thinking about?” He asked

“Nothing.”

He didn’t believe you, he knew your little habits whenever you were deep in your thoughts, how you would unconsciously frown and you started biting your lips.

“Im thinking about… some guy i like.” You mumbled.

His heart sank down, you had a crush on someone and didn’t tell him?

He knew you weren’t that close anymore but deep down it hurt him, he wanted you to be in your life again like when you were kids, but it was too late for it, and maybe… this was the last time he would be this close to you before you avoided him again, like you always did since a while ago.

“Is he handsome?” He joked sadly.

“A lot.” You smiled. “I get so nervous around him, that’s why i drank a lot today.”

His curiosity grew up, now he was determined to know who was the person who stole you away from him.

“He was at the bar?”

“Yup.” You closed your eyes, starting to doze off

“So… who is this secret person?”

“You can’t tell anyone.” You lifted your pinky, He chuckled intertwining his pinky with yours.

“Now tell me.”

“His name…” Your voice trailed off. “is… Jungwon.” You managed to mumble before falling asleep.

He blushed, his mind going blank. He never imagined he would be the one in your heart.

The truth is, he liked you since the day he met you, but he was too shy to say anything, so he kept his feelings hidden.

He stayed up late that night, his mind racing with millions of thoughts, he wanted to know if you would you remember your confession in the morning, or maybe he could finally confess his feelings and take you to a date, after a long time he fell asleep too.

The next morning you woke up with a headache, you tried to get up only to find a pair of arms holding you tight.

You turned to look at him, he was sleeping peacefully, his chest rising up and down, the closeness made you tense and blush, so you tried to get out from his embrace and leave without waking him up, but you failed.

He rubbed his eyes, his arms finally left your waist. “Good morning.”

“Morning.” You stuttered, trying to hide your blushed face

“How are you feeling?”

“Terrible.” You chuckled.

“Stay there.” He got up and left.

You couldn’t remember what happened last night, the last thing you remembered was being at the bar.

Jungwon came back with some pills and a glass of water, you thanked him and took them quickly.

“What happened last night?” You asked looking at the glass of water.

“You got drunk and i had to take you back to your dorm, but you never told me where it was so i took you to my dorm, i hope you don’t mind..” He looked at his shoes trying to hide his nerves, but you were too busy processing the information to notice that.

You blushed harder, and quickly put on your shoes to leave, but he grabbed you by your wrists to make you stop.

“Did I do something wrong?” He asked you.

“W-what? no Jungwon, you didn’t do anything.”

“Then why you keep pushing me away?”

“I….” You took a deep breath, you were tired of hiding your feelings, but you couldn’t tell him, not yet. “I can’t tell you, i’m sorry.” He didn’t say anything and let go of your wrists, you sighed, gathering your things before leaving.

“I like you.”

You stopped on your tracks, turning to look at him your heart was pounding and your mind was a mess. Did you hear him correctly? no, it couldn’t be…

“I… I like you.” He blurted. “and i’ve felt this way for a long time, but I was too scared to ruin our friendship.”

You opened your mouth, but the words couldn’t come out, everything felt like a dream, so you pinched his arm.

He winced. “Hey! That’s what i get for confessing my love to you?” He joked.

“I just wanted to make sure i wasn’t dreaming.” You both laughed. “I like you too, Jungwon.

“I knew that already.”

“Wait, what?” You blushed.

“You confessed to me last night silly, so i took the opportunity before you started ignoring me again.”

You blinked, you thought he didn’t notice the way you distanced from him, but he did, of course he would notice, you were best friends after all.

“Im sorry, for pushing you away.” You hugged him, snuggling in his chest, his arms surrounded your waist, and you stayed there for a long time enjoying his warmth.

“So… what happens now?” You asked him.

“Let’s go on a date.” He pulled away from you. “What do you say?”

“I’d love that.”