lamplight-nightmare

[lamplight-nightmare]

drugs are so fire

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you're in my sights, get ready to die

i load up all my guns

get ready for some fun

bringing you all down with me

say your goodbyes

[lamplight-nightmare]

i know i'm going down the drain

never had a single good day

every day, feel like shit and my head hurts

wake up again and it only gets worse

walk around feelin' like a damn zombie

i can't hear you, you can't help me

i know you hate me

i won't explain it

if there is a god, i know he hates me

if there is a hell, would you burn with me?

[lamplight-nightmare]

[lamplight-nightmare]

in a couple months you'll find my body on the shore

no guilt, anger, or torture anymore

whole life i've been feelin' bored

sick of growin' so complacent

always feel like i'm ignored

whole life is just a chore

we're disconnected like it's 1944

i got no service on my phone

who's around when i'm alone?

[lamplight-nightmare]

can't feel anything but atleast I have strong lungs

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i wanna die just not on my terms, need smth unexpected so when I get to walk the earth after the people who loved me can't blame me again

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yk i think the only reason I don't wanna kill myself is because the action itself is too risky and fear inducing. death itself as a concept is so enticing

[lamplight-nightmare]

i hate when i feel like this

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im so fucking pathetic

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my head hurts so bad

[lamplight-nightmare]

don't trip, don't fall for me

i need a smith & wesson, keep a weapon far from me

it's like, i just run away

i stay keeping secrets so i'll stay the same

holy bullet through the dome

i don't want no one else, i want you and just you alone

put my fangs against your neck and keep your blood inside a flask

your gaze is just like the sun, and it could turn me straight to ash

[lamplight-nightmare]

i'm no savior

yeah i know this

don't be obsessed

just approach this

with calm and collection

with affection

and you'll notice

there'll be no changes

because it's never enough to (i'm no savior)

just pretend to (yeah i know this)

be content with how things are (don't be obsessed)

but it's all i know (just approach this)

it's all i know (with calm and collection)

it's all i've known (with affection)

it's all i've known (and you'll notice)

and it's all i'll know (there'll be no changes)

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in the end

it all meant nothing

you've got no friends

all the people that you think that you know

well, they're laughing at you

you'll always be lonely

you'll always be broken too

[lamplight-nightmare]

trying, i'm trying, i'm trying today

i just bet on these dogs that keep losing each race, fuck

i reek of pity, i only bring shame

i'm so ready for adelaide

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so normal guys im so normal

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god i love you i love you so much