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Earth, The Black Marble

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wtf

A strange metal monolith has been discovered in the remote region of Utah’s Red Rock Country. It was discovered when state officials were flying over southeastern Utah looking for sheep as part of a routine task.

From a helicopter, officers from the Utah Department of Public Safety spotted a large metal monolith — a single block of metal — last week. It was sitting in Utah’s Red Rock Country in the southeast. Officials have no idea how or when it got there — or who might have placed it.

It is ~12 feet tall and looks as though it was planted there.

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wouldn't be cool haha - hopefully that never happens

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I'll start my fitness program tomorrow - because thanks to fucking corona, I weigh 10 kg more than a year ago. i hate my body right now. I want to finally feel good again and I want to be able to look beautifu in a bikini and not like a sea horse. So now I keep watching my series and try to sleep.

- until tomorrow to nobody (since nobody reads my posts haha) but that doesn't matter to me. goodnight tumblr 

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I could never be a psychologist either - I could never put myself in the shoes of this person or feel empathetic for someone like that. if someone like that sat across from me and explained his train of thought to me - i would get up and leave the room. I have so much respect for psychologists / policemen / detectives etc. 

I mean how? 

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am I the only one who finds murder docus very interesting?

I just can't agree with my conscience why people kill other people. how can you be such a moster? what must go on in these heads? i will never understand it's disgusting and terrifying.

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Hohe Wand - Lower Austria 

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& today was the first beautiful sunny day this year. 

Everyone who lives in Austria must definitely go to the Hohe Wand in Lower Austria. The landscape is beautiful in both, summer and winter. Hiking frees your soul and is so good for you. I am really lucky that I live in Austria. We have the mountains, we have beautiful lakes, we have beautiful places and cities - everything is well looked after. I am so grateful to live in this beautiful country.

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So today I got an Apple Watch for Valentine's Day - I really have the best boyfriend in the world but I still worry. idk 

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I am sure that nobody reads my posts but I think it's cool to post my thoughts somewhere where nobody knows me.

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Yesterday I finished the documentary > so she killed herself. so sad.  I can't imagine how hurtful it had to be for the family & I read through her Tumblr .. she was a really smart girl. 

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ok, i finish watching the Netflix documentary. Really scary! and I will certainly never travel to LA alone, that's for sure haha.

But honestly > either she was mentally sick and killed herself or someone murdered her and put her in that water tank. I do not believe these conspiracies > that the police received hush money or that she was a biological weapon - wtf haha

When people have too much time and think too much -> only bullshit comes out.

But it's a very dark place, I would never sleep there. Maybe it's cursed - maybe not, who knows? But it must be a very sad, dark and gloomy place. 

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Fun fact - I came across Tumblr because of the Netflix documentary about the Cecil Hotel. Wow haha, I didn't know that there was still something like this.

I'm not usually a person who posts my thoughts on social media because I think this social media world is toxic, I mean look at instagram - I hate this fucking platform. Everyone uses this fucking filters and EVERYBODY is editing their bodies or faces. IT’S ALL FAKE - its bullshit -> but here on Tumblr it seems different - feels like old school.

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I'm really looking forward to life on the country side, but this fear just haunts me. I overthink everything and I fucking hate it. 

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& I really have the BEST boyfriend in the world but I can't get rid of the feeling that after a while he won't love me anymore. I don't know why I think like that, but I think the history with his ex is messing me up. I'm just scared that I'll give up my whole life for him and then he'll let me down. My life would be over, I don't know. 

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I know myself, when something becomes too much for me - I close myself off to other people and eat this anger into myself. I hope I do not disappoint my boyfriend and that I only live there for a short time and then move back to Vienna. I’m kinda scared ...

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Today we were in the house and discussed everything with the building planner - it's getting closer and closer and the strange thing is, I want to move there and it also feels like home, but I'm afraid that my relationship will suffer as a result or that everything will just become too much for me.