lars-pinfield

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Do you have a middle name?

Yes, Joseph, I chose it myself.

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i just shit my pants

And why did you think I had to know that?

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faggot

Don't appreciate the use of slurs- but yes. Your point?

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HEY GANG!! So general update and explanation of a lot of stuff cuz WWOO

I have. Not been doing so hot. Went into a bit of a depressive slump: staying inside, doing nothing all day, procrastinating ect

I've been putting off a bunch of stuff that sort of all came to a head yesterday, considering a lot of my deadlines and stuff are for this week. (By "deadlines" I mean points that I assumed I would have everything done by, y'know? Like "oh by my birthday I'll have a clean room" or "oh by results day I will have sorted out xyz") I had a teeny weeny worst meltdown I've ever had which was a bit of a wake-up call, y'know? I can't keep going like I have been.

SO I've actually decided to take a bit of a mental health break. A lot of big stuff is happening in my life and I need the space to sort everything out + take care of myself.

I'm gonna take a step back from rp for about a week, I might update one account, but I won't be engaging in any major events, y'know? I just don't really have the mental space to deal with it all. If I rp I wanna keep it light, no pressure. Just like- answering silly asks or something.

ALSO these next few days I am gonna be offline a lot more. That was gonna happen anyway tbh cuz GANG!! I'M TURNING 16 ON MONDAY!! AAAAAAA!!!!

But yeah tomorrow mum's taking me out again, Monday I'm seeing family, Tuesday I'm out with friends, ect.

I'm still gonna be on to talk to everyone and stuff don't worry! Just less than normal- because before I was literally online from the second I woke up (noon) to the second I went to bed (8 am sometimes. Remember when we did that for like a week straight Marv? Fucking insane what is up with us (depression))

SO!!! TLDR: Your girls taking a break from being active on tumblr, will still be on discord just not 24/7, and I'm taking a brief roleplay hiatus

Reblogging this to all my rp accs :3

Love you all! <3

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are you a kissboy

??? What does this mean???

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Thanks, I appreciate the reassurance.

Don't count yourself out just yet, but it's fine. Don't worry, really. It's more of an interesting subject rather than something that needs to be solved.

I might look into some texts tomorrow, most of my research has been online but I have a contact at the library so he might be able to help?

Have you been up to anything interesting recently?

Hello again, sorry for the bother Mr. Spengler, just wanted to ask how research is going? Nothing's really come up here

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(ooc: I WAS IRRITATING MYSELF BY FORGETTING TO SEND MORE ASKS TO ELIJAH IM SO SORRY have this idiot /aff :3)

Ah, Lars- Good to hear from you, you're no bother. Although, research is.. difficult. I hardly have anything to go off, and there's not many texts on the matter, of course. Sorry to hear nothings really come up, you have more equipment as well, there's hardly hope for me, ha.

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How did coming out to your parents go?

My mum was surprisingly supportive. I first told her I felt like a boy when I was 8, and even though she didn't understand what it was, and still called me by that old name, she said I could be whatever I wanted to be.

I came out to her again when I was 20, she was, again, surprisingly understanding. It was the early 2000's, so being trans wasn't as unheard of as it was in the 80's.

She told me she loved me, and that was that really. She had a few questions of course but I was more than happy to answer them.

I came out to my dad at around the same time, but the less said about him the better, if I'm being honest. Let's just say that I've been on T for Ten years and he still calls me his daughter.

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Do you have any kids? So no would you like any in the near future?

I don't have any children, no. I don't currently really have the time to take care of a child, and I don't know that I'd want to.

I don't see children in my near future. And I am getting older, so if I ever change my mind, I'll likely adopt or foster an older child. For now, I don't want any.

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What do your parents think of you being a ghostbuster?

My mum is very supportive, she's just happy that I've managed to get a job doing something I love- even if it's on the other side of the world.

My dad doesn't know what I do, I don't think. I've told him quite a few times, but I'm fairly certain he's still under the impression that I've gone into accounting, or something similarly boring.

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Hi Mr. Lars! What made you want to be a ghostbuster?

Hello.

Originally it was a desire to prove them wrong, I was a scientific child- and therefore a sceptical one.

By the time I had successfully taught myself the science and accidentally proven them right, I was invested. I wanted to find out more.

I studied para biology at uni, then moved to America to track Mr. Zeddemore down and ask for a job. He provided me with one, and here we are.

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(ooc: hey guys sry for not being on today, i'll be back either later tonight or tmr <3)

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What if I died early would you be sad.

Of course I would- I'd be devastated.

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Course, Egon.

Oh. That’s gore. That’s gore of me.

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Frankly, I don't think an interesting death matters. You had one hell of an interesting life.

Oh. That’s gore. That’s gore of me.

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That's just factually incorrect.

You spent your life working against Gozer, protecting your friends and family. I'm sorry you had to find out about all this this way but-

Egon I truly believe that you're the most interesting person in this universe.

Oh. That’s gore. That’s gore of me.

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..Cardiac Arrest, so I'm told. I'm so sorry, Egon-

Oh. That’s gore. That’s gore of me.

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Oh.

... Yes. You did. Well, you're still very much here- but- yes.

Oh. That’s gore. That’s gore of me.