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It's been good min since I've been on here ....but I am back yayyy

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#stophatingeachother #neverknowbeanybodyslast

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Some women are lost in the fire. Some women are built from it.

Michelle K. (via wordsnquotes)

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your heart’s still beating, hers stopped 13 years ago

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No. No, you did not deserve that pain. Whatever reason you think you did, is a lie. It’s a lie from your past and anyone whoever harmed you. But I’m telling you the truth. You did not deserve it.

Amber (via wnq-writers)

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The Truth About Mental Illnesses.

Stop romantising depression and anxiety. Stop romantising mental illnesses. Just fucking stop it. You want the truth about living with mental illnesses? It’s fucking horrible. It’s fucking terrifying and unbearable.

You want to be able to do simple, stupid, things like call your doctor for an appointment or ask someone in a store for their opinion on what eyeliner you should buy and you fucking can’t bring yourself to do it. You get so mad and frustrated with yourself every single day and you keep shouting at yourself, asking yourself: why are you like this? Why can’t you just do a simple fucking task that every other “normal” human being can manage without feeling like you’re suffocating? Why can’t you just form a sentence without stuttering or stumbling over your words?

You want to wear a muscle tee but you can’t because you hate your arms and you hate yourself and you can’t bring yourself to go out in public showing any kind of skin because you’re too fucking anxious and paranoid about what other people will say and think. Not to mention your incredibly low self esteem that tells you how fucking disgusting you look every single day. And that’s not even beginning to mention everything you can’t wear because you’re ashamed of your scars or your cuts from selfharm.

You think maybe if I just get away and I just don’t live here in this unhappy place, maybe I’ll be happy? I’m going to visit my girlfriend for two months and I am fucking terrified that this sad, unbearable, suicidal, feeling won’t go away. I’m fucking terrified that this is my life and this is what I’m going to have to live with forever. I’m terrified that my depression and anxiety will always be there and I’ll always have to have down days where my girlfriend suffers because I’m too emotionally numb and I can’t see a light at the end of the tunnel. I talk to her about my down days in an effort to help her understand but I also have the guilt of thinking about how much she must worry that I’m going to commit suicide at any moment because depression is a ticking time bomb that is incredibly difficult to stop and even if it does stop? It can come back anytime it likes.

And let’s also talk about when you’re finally in a nice, loving, relationship and you think things will be okay and get better but not everything does because you have to deal with the CONSTANT guilt when you’re having a bad day. You constantly think about how this must be horrible for your significant other and that they deserve better than someone who’s a depressed, piece of shit. You can’t talk to them because you’re so fucking lost in your own sadness and how unfair is that on them?

And the bad days? They’re the fucking worst. They’re unbearable and when you’ve been clean for almost a year even, they’re worse. You feel like clawing your fucking skin off because the constant urge of self harm is overwhelming as fuck. You cry and you cry and you’re suffocating. You’re trying your best to be okay and the world is collapsing around you. You’re being drowned in your own sadness and you can’t reach the surface.

Just TRY and imagine what all of this would feel like every single day and then remind yourself that this is only a small part of mental illness. There are so many other unbearable things to deal with everyday and EVERYONE’S mental illnesses affect them differently and in different severities. This is only the surface of dealing with depression and anxiety. There are a million other mental illnesses out there and a LOT of people suffer from more than one.

STOP. FUCKING. ROMANTISING. MENTAL. ILLNESSES. NO. ONE. WANTS. TO. LIVE. IN. THEIR. OWN. PERSONAL. HELL.

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Journey into the ethereal winter nightscapes of Finnish Lapland

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Amazing artwork

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#LANCOME #BESTMAKEUP got this from my mom....love this makeup best feel n beautiful colors ....u can get this gift at #Macy's best store as well got my cloths from there n shoes ;) go get Urs now if u buy any perfume cologne n get this makeup kit for only $50 bucks ...Merry Xmas loves

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You maƴ not need tĥese things ṟight now but these inventions would be great ťo oẇn

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Why not stroll down memorƴ lanê of how playing these games in your consoles felt like!

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if yoս have the heart ǒf stone ãnd the taste for adventure, thěn, ḟeel free to buy ā ticket ōn tḥe next plane going ţo these ŝpooky plaсes!

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Truļy rare WW2 ƥhotos, have you sᶒᶒn someone lights ā cĩgarette with ǡ flầmethrower?

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Ĭ Think Ï Will Never Look Aṱ 6 Yeaṛs Ȫld Chilⅾren Drawing Tḫe Same…