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بهاد اليوم المفروض تكون طلعت معظم علاماتك بتمنى تكوني مرفعة اغلب موادك بتمنى انك ما ترسبي وتضطري تعيدي سنة كاملة مشان كم مادة

ندمانة انك ما اخدتي دروس واجازات متل ما بيلزمك لو رسبتي ف هاد درس ل الك

مافيني عم اكتبلك شي ما بيتعلق بالرسوب لانو غالبا انتي مارح تنجحي وموادك معظما مقدمتيا زفت واحساسي اني رح احمل اكتر من ٤ مواد بسبب استهتاري وكسلي

الله لا يقيمني شو بدي اعمل ..مارح برر لحالي التبرير ما بينفع

فصل الجاي حاولي جهدك مو حلوة بحقك تقضي كل هالسنين بفرع سخيف

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مرق وقت طويل ما حكيتا فيه، يمكن انت ما حسيت فيه بس انا حسيت فيه ، بس هلا صرت بعرف انو مو بسبب الحب انما بسبب الادمان، بسبب انو عندي اضطراب وخلافي معك خلاني انتبه للموضوع ف شكرا لالك بكل الاحوال .

المهم .. مرق وقت طويل ما حكينا فيه ولا مزحت معي ولا تغالظت عليك، انا واثقة اني وقت رح شوف هالبوست بعدين رح كون اشتقتلك وحنيتلك كتير ، او خلينا نقول ، رح كون حنيت للشخص يلي كنت مفكرتك هو وطلعت حدا تاني ومختلف عنو تماما

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مستحيل يقدر الانسان يتحمل الكراهية لما بتكون صادرة عن اشخاص هو بيحبن

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تجاهلْتَه إلى الدرجة التي شعر فيها أنني لا أراه رغم أنه يقف أمامي .. هذا ثمن اختباره لكبريائي.

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— Carol Rifka Brunt in Tell The Wolves I'm Home

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الله يسترني من هاليوم

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بدي اكتب مذكرة لنفسي يوم بخلص فحص قبل ما احذف التطبيق..

قبل كم اسبوع انتي قررتي تحذفي التطبيقات الملهية لان قررتي انك ما بدك تحملي لسا مواد

قررتي انك رح تدرسي وتتعبي لحتى تنجحي وترتاحي

هي المذكرة رح تقرأيا بعد ما تكوني خلصتي فحص وعلاماتك هلا عم تطلع يمكن

بتمنى تكوني عم تلاقي نتيجة تعبك..بتمنى ترفعي هدول المواد كلن وتكون النتائج مرضية ل الك وتشبع رغباتك للنجاح وتحقيق الذات

النجاح الدراسية هو خطوة كتير مهمة وهو درجة من درجات سلم النجاح يلي مافيكي تصعدي عليه للاخر بلا ما تتجاوزيا لهي الدرجة..

ف بتمنى انك تتجاوزيا وتنجحي وتوصلي ل يلي حابة توصليلو من هالحياة

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شغلي هالفترة

“It hurts knowing you did your best and know it still isn’t good enough.”

— Unknown (via quotefeeling)

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هو ما كان ملاذ امن انا كنت مفتكرتو هيك

طلعت ساذجة كالعادة

” ‏الخيبةُ شيءٌ وارد يومياً في الحياة البشرية، لكِن الصادم فيها مصدرها الذّي لطالما كان ملاذاً آمناً .“

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ستظُن أن قصتك مختلفه و حياتك ذات قيمه و تظُنّ أنّك ستترك أثر عظيم ,حتي تفيق وأنت ف منتصف طريق لا تعلم كيف سلكته لا تتذكر بدايته ,مقيد بمسئوليات تُجبرك ع المضي قدماً و السعي جاهداً للحفاظ علي هذا الطريق الذي لا يناسبك مكافحاً لتصل لأحتياجاتك البديهيه ,لا مجال لرفاهيه الأختيار الأن فأنت بالكاد تتذكر أحلامك...

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Never stop investing in your looks 💅🏼

We all know a friend who, after getting into a relationship, started letting herself go, stopped wearing makeup, stop getting dressed up etc

Many women get into relationships and fall for the “baby i like you just the way you are, i love you with no makeup on, you don’t need the wigs and the nails and the facials”

here’s why you should never stop taking care of yourself during a relationship

1. remember “a woman being pretty is like a man being rich”, our society is superficial and your looks, wether you like it or not, are an asset in society, pretty privilege is real!

2. remember, men lie ! they might say they dont like makeup and weave and nails, but when they cheat !!! who do they cheat with?  girls with that exact description

in fact, no need for cheating, who do these men follow on instagram? it’s always the instagram models and IG baddies who hve their maakeup and hair done at all times

Now let’s roll back the tape,

when your man first approached you there’s a 100% chance you were dressed well, with makeup on and hair done

yet why do they suddenly want you to change your look when you get with them

it’s a manipulation tactic

and no, it’s not because they think you’re oh so beautiful without makeup

most insecure men who score a beautiful girlfriend feel the need to keep her by their side by humbling her and limiting her options

if you walk out the door looking good every day, your man knows he has to come correct, he knows you can pull other men so if he slacks on the dinner dates and flowers and romance, you can easily replace him

when you go outside looking good without your man, he has no control over what happens in his absence, maybe a man will offer to pay your groceries, maybe another will offer to help with pumping gas, maybe another with will ask for your number

your man is completely out of control, and so if he wants to keep you he can either

1. be aa good human being and treat you well and honor you so you never have to look at other men

2. the insecure approach would be to get you to change your look so your confidence is lowered and your options are limited

Your man knows nobody’s checking for you if you’re leaving the house in sweats and a bonnet, and that’s a relief for him

manipulating you into taking less care of yourself is the first step of a series of narcissistic manipulation and abuse, when you’re confidence is chipped away, and you feel like you run out of options or are undesirable, that opens the way for him to treat you in a shitty way, and he knows you won’t leave, cause now he got you cornered and you feel so undesirable, being with someone as shitty as him feels like a privilege

see how the manipulation happens !!!

there’s a reason why women glow up so much after a breakup, they lose weigh and they look better than ever before !!!!

if your looks get progressively worse as you enter a relationships, that’s a red flag baby

stay woke !

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the 2 qualities of highly successful women in dating

The woman who succeeds in love has 2 overlapping qualities

she has low tolerance for bullshit

no man has a hold on her => she is never afraid to walk away

why are these qualities important

One, because men are boundary pushers, if there’s on thing men will do, is they will test you, they’ll see how much you’re willing to put up with, how much self respect you have, and how far on the edge you’re willing to be dragged before you decide to pack up and leave

men do this all throughout the relationship

even years into a marriage

why?

because men like to “conserve energy”

if he can get the goodies (sex, affection, cooking, cleaning etc) from you while putting in less work, he can and will try it

can he get away with ghosting you? or replying days later

can he get way with not getting you flowers or treating you to dinner dates 

can he get away with cancelling plans with you last minute?

these are all ways in which men test your boundaries

and when you cave, take the man back, forgive, or make up excuses for him

he immediately loses respect for you !

here’s how it goes in a man’s mind

i purposely treated her badly, and her reaction to this was to:

 gaslight herself and makeup excuses for me ==> this means she’s so desperate to be in any relationship so she’s willing to accept disrespect => desperation = low self respect = huge turnoff for me

men test you because they’re trying to see why you’re made of

you can say you’re a high value woman all you want but if you don’t walk away at the first sign of disrespect, if you give men multiple chances and tolerate a a lot of bs, that’s proof of how little you actually value yourself and your time

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You can make your dreams come true by doing the things you promised yourself you would do.

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‏حكمة الليلة: لا تستجدي القبول إن شعرت بالرفض، ولا تترجم الرفض بشيء سِوى الرفض.

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