lavender-void
how do i function .?
im a needy whore...
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#looking and reflecting. yeah. i am a crazy ex gf who stops at nothing to make her pain and suffering known#it’s kind of hard to elegantly just take it#it’s such bullshit#i need to move on but i just love love love beating dead horses
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Yeah.
#i’m just a crazy ex gf who is salty that no one can stay faithful to me in an already unstable attachment style#i just want to matter to someone as much as they matter to me and i guess it is too much to ask for#i’m just mean and bitter and jaded#and he’s a bigger person who is too mature for me#a mature person who made the wrong choice and broke me all over again
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I’m tired.
#i’m just so tired#all this anger is so empty bc i know i’m being#i’m just so empty#all i ever wanted was him and it wi#all i could ever wish for is if we went back in time and he just didn’t make such a stupid decision#idk. all i do is dwell
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ahahaha
#i wonder how many people believe i’m the crazy ex gf#like. i ducking doubt he’s been truthful about his role in him cheating on me#like yeah of course i’ve fucked up and tbh i know that making this public diary is so detrimental to myself in the long run but right now#i can’t give a single fuck#and i know it’s fucked#i know it’s super unfair#but that does not outweigh how fucking awful this is to be entirely retraumatized
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#no i told him from the very beginning that i’m mean and an awful person and i warned him what would happen#you gave me the world and then ripped it out from under me for some bitch you knew in high school#like and then the whole thing where his mom literally deactivated the gift card she gave me?#like. what??#it’s literally a gift but you can revoke it if your son suffers the consequences of his own actions???#i’d have two nickels#i wasn’t fucking kidding when i said i had done this rodeo before and the fact that they always bring up how their parents made it through#i’m literally a child of divorce (twice!) and you think it’s comforting to tell me your mom wasn’t brave enough to leave? idk. i don’t like#when people use me as a doormat#🙄🙄🙄
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Lighthousekeeping by Jeanette Winterson // quote by Tyler Kent White // The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde // Would That I by Hozier // Untitled by @saltedmiracles // post by @normal-horoscopes // “Survivor’s Guilt” by Patricia Kirkpatrick // Untitled by @inkskinned // “Fire and Ice” by Robert Frost // “Birds on a Power Line” by Darshana Suresh
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“French Novel” by Richie Hofmann // “Poem for My Love” by June Jordan // “Greetings My Dear Ghost” by Mary Ruefle // Quote by Franz Kafka // A Month in the Country by J. L. Carr // Any Way the Wind Blows from Hadestown // “That Map Of Bone And Opened Valves” by Ilya Kaminsky // The Sound and the Fury by William Faulkner // post by @exit152 // “The 7:10 Train” by @imperiallefty
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“A Streetcar Named Desire” by Tennessee Williams // Post by @foxyvalley // “Resignation” by Nikki Giovanni // Never Let Me Go by Kazuo Ishiguro // “uncontrollable” by @bonemeadows // “Looking for Love” by Don Pomerantz // The Little Mermaid by Hans Christian Andersen // excerpt from Anton Chekhov’s notebook // “petrichor (they invented that word for you)” by @twoupee // Never Let Me Go by Florence and the Machine
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“Postcolonial Love Poem” by Natalie Diaz // “Cradle” by Anis Mojgani // Bury Me Face Down by grandson // Tender Is The Night by F. Scott Fitzgerald // Post by @starei // “Sowing” by Audre Lorde // Untitled by @cielosky // “Love Poem: Mermaid” by Donika Kelly // “Outbound” by Hieu Minh Nguyen // “That Little Bird Was Not Okay” by Heather Christle
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Aware, Poetic, Benevolent.
Aesthetic/ Moodboard Post for: Pisces Sun & Virgo Moon | Info on Sun & Moon signs | Requested by sumbees + bukkakebaby1 + shayburry + piscesboysstuff
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VIBE CHECK *cups your face and kisses you till you're breathless*
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Someone spoil me this valentines day and send me a giftcard 💕💕💕💕
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A concept: me laying heavy on top of you with ur legs wrapped around my waist n my face buried in ur chest until we either fall asleep or start fucking again
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