lavendermousey

[lavendermousey]

Starting tomorrow i will be trying to better myself,

My goals:

🤍eat lesser and less sugar.

🤍try to read for at least 20-30 mins a day in my native language

🤍exercise at least 30mins or up to 2hrs

🤍study more, be more mindful, respect my surroundings more

🤍reach 60kgs this year

Current stats:

🦕weight, 71.6kgs

🦕height, 176cm

Good luck Mouse, you will need it. Stop f ing it up.

[lavendermousey]

Jello,

Ive always been fat. For every waking moment, i have thought the same thoughts over and over again: “Im too fat”. No matter what anybody said or what the scale showed i was stuck in my head, I’ve been too fat, fat… and average. I need to lose the weight because it feels so lonely to be in my head and think about the way I look from every angle, how i look while drinking water or even how fat my breathing sounds. I cant help myself, I’m fat again and i truly have lost all the progress I’ve made. Im a smart girl and i’ve been told that i am pretty as well.I work hard but i don’t see progress in myself, i wish to be a good engineer, writer, daughter, girlfriend and some day a mother. But if i cant fix this rot in my head which is just associated with my piggy legs and spilling stomach, how dare i say i can do anything.

I promise to fight with myself as ive been fighting with my ednos for the past two years…this time i will succeed and prove myself right for once.

I will do my best and become the better me. :)