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happy 6th monthsary,

time flies so fast, ain’t it. it felt like i just knew you yesterday, yet again it felt like we’ve known each other, before, in our past life, for a long time already. thus, this a simple letter of love from me to you on our 6th monthsary.

first of all, i want to greet you again a happy monthsary, i admit these past few months fate hasn’t been so good to us, ain’t it. we stumbled on rocks as we push ourselves through this so called life, things hasn’t been so good to us that it somehow made us grew apart from each other, thoygh we both know we couldn’t just live a life without the other. i guess what is it that i’m trying to say is that, even after all these time, i’m still into you. i’ve seen your demons, seen the bad in you, seen you at your worst, and it did not made me love you any less, if not, it made me love you better, understand you better. i learned to work around your differences, your attitude, and you, entirely as a person. i think if you love someone too much you wouldn’t care about how difficult it is being with them, because there’s no such thing as difficult when you love someone so deeply you’re willing to put back the smile on their faces each and every time they are down and unhappy, because there’s no such thing more painful than seeing them suffer in pain, and more importantly, there’s no such thing as the most important when you’ve already built your world around them, setting them into a pedestal, and making you look at them with eyes full of love and adoration. there’s no such thing as loving someone only because they are lovable in their good days, but true love is felt when they’re least lovable, trying to stay when they’ve push you away, hence making your love stronger as each time passes. what is it that i’m trying to say? i love you not because you make me laugh when i’m down, not because you make me happy when i’m sad, and not because you make me feel beautiful when i feel ugly, but i love you because you make me cry when we fight, you make me question my choices and my decisions in life, i love you because you are you, and you’re one in a million. i love you because you are imperfect with lots of insecurities and fears hiding at the back of your eyes, i love you because you are weak when you’re sad and you easily succumbed to sadness, i love you because you are you, you are mine and i am yours, truly and faithfully.

secondly, thank you for your existence in my life, without you i wouldn’t have appreciated little things in life, without you i wouldn’t have known the reasons as to why bad things exist in our lives, i wouldn’t have known a value of a moment, and i wouldn’t have known happiness. what more can i say, you’re the will who keeps me going. though at times i know i’m hard-headed and clingy, and moody. ugh. please do understand me. i’m working to be better for you, for us, and for me as well. and forgive me if there are times as to wherein i couldn’t treat you better enough, and when you’re moody and i became moody as well. i guess i’m just too sensitive, but always know that there isn’t a time in mg life as to wherein you’re not on my mind, whether i’m busy or just lazing around, it’s always you whom i’m thinking.

all i want for you is to prosper in life, and thus don’t let insecurity and negativity gets the best of you, i know it’s hard, yeah? i know that but don’t let the slightest and littlest things affect you right away. take deep breaths, and learn to accept your mistakes. again, that’s why i’m here, right? i will never ever give up on you, babe. and i will not leave you, as long as i can still be by your side, i’ll do the best that i can to make you happy. once again, happy monthsary and i love you so much.

- lovey.

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you are my happiness. - july 06, 2017.