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She may think you're cool but did she confess her inhumanity to you? I didn't think so.

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oh to nawing on this...

Roe deer remains in Haukijärvi, Hämeenkyrö, Finland - January 2023.

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alterhuman culture is bark bark bark bark bark

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want to bite and chew those i adore

love is stored in the chomps

c'mere, lemme bite ♡

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i am a dog. i am domesticated by i am not tame. i am a livestock guard. i desire to dominate and control. i want to use my teeth and body to force any threat i see into submission or death. i want to nip at those i protect as simple corrections. though even with my own partner id take full enjoyment in ripping up his skin a little hes just a little bunny n i get hungry n violent n domineering. i am a dog but i want blood across my muzzle and soaked into my chest. i want the wounds and scars of my fights with any threat i decided to take on. and frankly i want to smell like hot grass and livestock, on wet days like a stinky wet dog and fresh rain. its not a palatable smell to most but to me, its my smell.

I want to see more portrayals of raw nonhumanity.

I want us to talk about ALL aspects of nonhumanity. we can talk about wanting to play fight, to chase prey, to long for missing extremities, but we should also be talking about wanting to roll in filth, wanting to mark your territory, urges to eat your young, and everything else that's "gross" even if it’s uncomfortable. Nonhumanity is weird and gross, it makes you want to do things that humans don't do. We don't exist to be palatable images of "human who identifies as an animal (but only in the cute ways).”

There is a unintentionally upheld standard that you have to make an image out of your identity, it HAS to be pretty and digestible for other people, your nonhumanity MUST to be organized and palatable. it can be "edgy" but it can't be too weird otherwise you're too weird. Why bind your existence to an idea of normalcy? Why stifle yourself in order to conform to the standards of a world that will never accept you? Why strive to be accepted by those that will never truly listen to you?

You are more than aesthetic photos and gear and silly posts!!! You are full of depth, you are a grotesque experience and you are made of blood and bones and guts and thoughts and instincts, and all of that should be treated with as much weight as it can be! You are allowed to be “Off.”

Interrogate your own discomfort around your identity, let yourself be okay with the things that are uncomfortable!!! You should relish in your own nonhumanity, you should wholeheartedly project the nasty and weird and angry parts of existence as an animal, they are just as real and as tangible and beautiful as your collars or your masks or your tails or anything else you hold dear. yeesh!

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I crave the feeling of blood on my muzzle

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need to play in the water 3: nneed to make a mess n Shake my fur all over myboyfriend ,, wanna tackle other dogs n splash around

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puppy want a treat?

puppy want a fucking break from it all

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A magical fairy walk 🌱🧚🏼‍♀️

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the dog urge to jump on your favorite person to say hello when you see them

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bitey puppy mode activate

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being a psychological therian due to being trans and nuerodivergent is so interesting. like when i was growing up i was rlly like "why do i feel so wrong in my body?" "why am i so fixated on animals?" "why do i feel such a big disconnect from people?" "why do i get treated so different?"

and like all these years later ive found the only logical conclusion . Dog

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I’m looking for more canine non-humans (especially wolves and wolfdogs) to follow! Please reblog this post if you are one. 🐺

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