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Ordered a stick and poke tattoo and gave myself this. I helped chelsea tat the Nordic rune for peace on her back too. Oregon has been amazing and honestly I almost don't want to go back.

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Today I flew to Oregon to live and work on a farm. Its a bit overwhelming and kind of scary. I guess I'll learn a lot about myself the next two months.

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Goals to be more like the me in high school

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Preparing for trouble ✨

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“Follow the voice of your heart, even if it leads you off the path of timid souls. Do not become hard and embittered, even if life tortures you at times. There is only one thing that counts: to live one’s life well and happily…”

— Wilhelm Reich

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“Depression is the inability to construct a future.”

— Rollo May, Love and Will

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whats the hardest thing you ever had to admit to yourself?

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I worked 1pm to 1am yesterday and then 9am to 9pm today. I'm running on 2.5 hours of sleep and water. Water is the only thing I've had all day.

Work was long tiring and stressful. I really wanted to come home and drink with my housemates, but they aren't even home.

I think this is the first time I'm drinking alcohol by myself??? Had a couple shots of vodka to wind down because I think I'm going to do keto for a month.

I'm out of anime to watch. Looking for cute, slice of life to end my nights with joy and happiness. Pls send me recommendations.

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Today I had an impromptu interview for assistant manager position at a new restaurant my company is opening. Shabuya in fountain valley. My General manager forgot to tell me about it and I didnt know until 15 minutes before my interview. I was super nervous and I didnt know what to expect. I havent had an interview in like 5 years. I think is did okay, the corporate guy said he could tell i was hard working, and diligent and that i just needed some more experience in upper management. They didnt really tell me what's going to happen, but my General manager told me today he's going to quit and he wants me to be the new GM of our store so theres that too. I'm kinda excited, kinda scare. I dont know what's going to happen.

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Gay guys grow up not knowing how to be friends with men due to being picked on and seen as an outcast by men through their formative years and not knowing many other young gay boys, to the point that they have trouble even being friends with other gay men once they are old enough to be around other successful gay men, and honestly? It shows.

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Today's been a good day. I gymmed, went to work, drank tequila and ate kbbq with my coworkers, got Blue Bowl on my break and I have the next 3 days off.

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This is amazing news especially considering their president

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did sandra oh win any awards for this? 

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I had a really good time today! I had like 4 margaritas and did open mic for the first time ever. Everyone was super friendly, I got 3 people's number. No one believes that I'm shy and awkward. I swear I'm an introvert 😅😅😅

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I texted my friend if she wanted to hang out today and she invited me to this.

I thought the title was cute. It's like a blind date for strangers to meet new people with similar interests??

I'm a bit nervous cuz I'm a shy boy, but also excited to work on my people skills. Also who doesnt love tacos and margaritas???