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[ ;; ] I hate to do this but until I make decisions on what to do I'm putting this blog on HIATUS  reasons under cut: catch me on Nadia and Felicity for now <3

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[ ;; ] my next two cosplays are gonna be fantastic...if i can pull them off.

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[ ;; ] still alive. still trying to find my muse. whole day off tomorrow. we'll see what happens <3

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How about instead of “I should be doing threads,” (◡‿◡✿). It should be “I should be doing what makes me happy.” (◕‿◕✿) If someone is being pushy, or you’re just not comfortable, — or Hell, you don’t even have to feel like it — it’s okay to reply to threads late, or not at all. (◠‿◠✿)

I know it’s hard. I know it’s stressful, but pushing yourself to do things won’t make you happy. (◕︿◕✿)

Take compliments. Relax. Do a bunch of ask memes, hang out with friends, enjoy yourself however in the world you want! If you’ve got good roleplay partners, they’ll understand. (◡‿◡✿)

Roleplaying is about fun — and I guarantee, once you stop beating yourself up so much, you’ll be happier. Have some confidence in yourself, stop trying to match up to others! Because when it comes down to it, you’ll always be you.

And that’s a-okay. (◠‿◕✿)

PSA.

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[ ;; ] i think a teen wolf marathon is in order this weekend

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[ ;; ] trying to write a drabble. still feel like my writing is shit. i know it's not. i'm not fishing for compliments anymore. i'm just...i don't know. i need a breather. i'll be on skype and kik if you need me.

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[ ;; ] ugh self why you hit reblog when you didn't mean to

im gonna go stare at the new blog i made

see if i can do anything with it

my head keeps saying i'm failing at scott

i might just need to go write some poetry. get back to y roots. write the things i feel really good about.

something long and blossoming

like...i don't really want to abandon this blog?

i love this blog

i love this url

i love the people and the friendships

but maybe i just need to drop all the threads in my drafts. not drop all the plots just the threads and start over.

and go back to writing 10 threads tops

pouring my heart into paragraph after paragraph

giving my all to scott again

i feel like i'm not giving my all to anything im writing anymore

yes that's it

that's what i'm feeling

fuck

that's big

that's important

even this is helping

writing helps me which is what hurts wheni feel like i'm failing

ok ok i'm gonna go ask anne for a prompt and just write.

<3

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What do I like about Bee's Scoot? Well one, he's Bee's and she's stinking fantastic. Two, I feel like he's actually pretty real through everything he does. Like Bee's Scott is one of the most life like and excellently portrayed Scott's that it just blows my mind. I feel honored to know her and read Scott's adventures.

I'm just really glad you are here and I'm really freaking glad you love Scott.And I'm sorry I take 8 years to reply and I feel like such a bad rp partner.But I love you so so much.

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I love the range of emotions that you're able to convey with Scott, it'd be easy to just focus on one over the others, but your Scott is so incredibly well rounded. I can hear Scott in everything you write, from the first moment I saw your writing, I couldn't wait to read more. You capture Scott's essence, his protective nature, his fire, his passion, his fears, his grief, his love, and I could go on and on, but there are no words for how much I love you and your Scott. <3

Abby you're gonna make me cry dklfgdflkjgI love you and YOUR writing and I just...thank you. thank you. you. thank you.

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Because you agreed to play with me even though I'm an OC blog. You're always nice and considerate. You're really fun. And your writing/Scott is amazing.

but you're such a darling and I'm honored to write with you and I always will be.

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I love how diverse your Scott is. You can play him canonically, AU, semi canon, whatever floats you and your partners boats. I love that you find ways to fit him int AU's and Crossovers so perfectly and with such ease. It's more than obvious that you know Scott well and it pays off. I just love everything about him. From his head to his toes.

i just....thank you. i love you lea. and those words, all those words, they mean a lot.

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You will always be the Scott to my Stiles. I can't even pinpoint what it is, exactly, but Stiles is so attached and so am I. It's probably a matter of chemistry, really. You understand Scott, you get that he's a horny, silly teenager, but you also get the responsibility that weights him down and stops him from just living his life. Your Scott is beautiful and your writing inspirational, and I love you.

and you always know the right things to say to make me feel better.i love you a lot.the stiles to my scott always no matter what.but also thank you? thank you for appreciating and loving the fact that Scott has so many layers. There's so many emotions behind that puppy dog face and that's what I love about him as a character and sometimes I feel like I go away from it? Like I've lost him? Maybe that's why I'm in this slump. I feel like I'm losing him. but maybe I didn't?

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you're the cutest cutie with a rockin' booty

boyfriend why.

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There are a thousand other rp blogs for the canon character I play. So what do you like about MINE?

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[ ;; ] hi?

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"Cora, do you ever care?"

"Do you honestly think I care?"

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"I do live by own advice Tris.      Sometimes.    Usually. I usually live by my own advice I swear."

"Just sayin’."

"I mean— You’re all wise and inspiring and shit like that— but do you ever listen to you’re own advice? You might want to start because that’s something you should live by."