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Nobody talks about how hard it is to face people again after you've had an episode in front of them

Once they've seen you do full-force into self-destruct, they always look at you with a sense of wariness and like you're not the person they thought you were

The shame makes me want to rip my skin off

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always stuck between "why does it matter if this is bad for me i'm going to die anyway" and "i'm never going to get better if i keep doing these things"

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You will be looking for me in every person you meet, while I’ll be hoping to never meet anyone like you.

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“Sometimes, all you can do is lie in bed, and hope to fall asleep before you fall apart.”

— William C. Hannan

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I don’t struggle with sh, I’m very good at it actually

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i've had anger in me since i was 9 years old and it hasn't left since.

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thinking how sebastian has canonically admitted he sometimes teases ciel by delaying responding to his call, even in genuinely dangerous situations, because he loves the desperation in ciel's voice when he's calling for sebastian repeatedly. like. who is doing it like these freaks. nobody. 13 year old satanic ritual abuse survivor and his emotional support demon obsessed with eating his soul turning every life or death situation they're in into a weird bdsm game that makes everyone trying to kill them profoundly uncomfortable.