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lenokka-blog · 9 years ago
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♥ ( thelxstlight.
@lenokka
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      “Sir?” Soft voice comes from the female standing near him, looking as if she had seen something unusual. “May I ask what that staff of yours is for? Not very many people… carry staves around in this day and age, I’m afraid.”
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‘ huh-----? ’   he pauses, nearly freezes, hands instinctively gripping around the staff in his hold the stranger speaks of. truly, it’s strange in the eyes of who know naught of who  ( and what )  he is: an individual so chosen, so blessed by god, walking with tragedy at his belt in tune with all the power in his own two hands.   ‘ it’s for using my magic, of course. for summoning, flying, using electricity... what do you mean by that? ’
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lenokka-blog · 9 years ago
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you know when you’re talking w/ someone and you just feel.. Warm. like.. not.. warmth temperature-wise but just this.. sense of overall coziness like on an emotional level speaking w/ them is the equivalent of whenever you step into a patch of sunlight… that’s something
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lenokka-blog · 9 years ago
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Influences made present in Konaru and Rou since they’ve became friends and grown as close to each other as they are now:
Konaru
Has actually grown to have more sass and speaks sarcasm more often. Zero isn’t happy about this part, even though he’s also partially to blame for Konaru’s sass.
He’s grown to be less tolerant of people using him. Because yes, he is always well aware when people are using his kindness now, but he has a good heart and wants to believe they’ll come around. He’ll tell you if you can’t get something out of him or not.
He actually curses when he’s angry. Do not make him angry, please god.
He’s taken up learning basic swordsmanship
Has put himself in less dangerous and life-threatening positions and have some value for his own life after having it beaten into his head ( literally ) that there are people who don’t want him to do that and would miss him.
New level of responsibility and seriousness obtained, though you can’t see it underneath his smiles because he’s still pretty easygoing. Despite his personality, he’s grown more organized.
Rou
Has gotten over his hate of summoners and guild’s because of being around Konaru and being slowly but surely exposed to guild’s and their environment. 
Accepted his abilities as a Lithicera despite rejecting them for YEARS ( which took a toll on his body ) through Konaru’s care and guidance and saying he’ll be there for him no matter what kind of magic or abilities he has, because he can relate being a Divus himself.
Has accepted his spirits ( Void, especially ) back into his life and willingly uses them as their master when the situation requires it.
Has grown more caring and open with himself when he was originally very bitter, angry, and closed off towards others because of the death of his parents and how they ‘abandoned’ him and his siblings. Like, he genuinely has gone out of his way to comfort other people and try to sympathize. He’s awkward about it unless you’re Konaru, Nari, or any of the Lithiceras but he tries hard.
Doesn’t give up on people. Whereas he used to just be like ‘whatever, let them do what they want’, he’ll go after someone if they’ll do something stupid. ( This is probably also reflex now because of all the trouble Konaru gets into. )
Bonus
They have an exceeding amount of trust in the other. If one’s in trouble, they know the other will come for them no matter how far or difficult it is. This is also present in battle -- if someone tries to attack them from behind, the other’s got him covered.
They can read each other at a glance and can understand what the other is thinking. ( Sometimes it’s a pain bc tfw you’re trying to bottle your feelings. )
Perfectly synced battle style and use each other’s moves to their advantage to win in battles. Literal unstoppable tagteam, you will fucking suffer.
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lenokka-blog · 9 years ago
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♥ ( liminalshade.
Kavya’s enthusiasm is undampened. So it not someone like they are, but it’s not a bad soul regardless. (Not that they actually know anything about souls or can see them, but believing the best in people is better than pessimism.) “Ooh, that’s good, too. You looked like light. Or water. Ice maybe?” Not quite one of the light spirits Kavya always has to deal with (and, at times, be unpleasantly babysat by), but closer to them than other humans. What an interesting human. Despite not being that which Kavya expected, still a good find. A human with many allies must be a special one, a good soul. “Sort of! A spirit, guardian, demigod. There’s a lot of words for me.”
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They still don’t know what exactly they are, but having a couple words to throw at people makes things a bit easier. 
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‘ look like light, huh...? ’   he repeats it slowly and curiously, picking apart the phrase with the cant of his head. truly, it’s a fitting word to describe him ----- a boy of light, chosen by god, he who bleeds GOLDEN DUST instead of blood when death threatens to seize the beat of his heart. though a life he never wanted, he lives it all the same.
( but yes, at the same time, there a lingering chill inside him; a part of him he’s closed off, ignored, tried to press against the farthest corner of himself so no one ever sees the UGLY / the DARK. )
‘ that’s interesting! i’ve never met a demigod before, i believe? ’   he’s known immortals such as nari and leef, the great dragons, even god themself -- but not a demigod. or perhaps they’re the same thing?   ‘ what is that like? is it any different than being a human? ’
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lenokka-blog · 9 years ago
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@cervivial.
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‘ are you a joker magician? you have so many cards -- i’ve never seen so many on one person before! ’   perhaps on a certain master joker magician when he came to stop by, bad memory and all, to see his one and only student. mana was always happy to see him when he came, and konaru thought of the man fondly.   ‘ that’s so amazing! ’
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lenokka-blog · 9 years ago
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Cute Divus things about Konaru
He has a wonderful affinity with animals. They really like him, and even his presence alone is more than enough to calm an angry animal down. ( Naturally, because he’s more or less a ‘child of god’ and when you meet someone with such a presence, you chill out. However, legendary beasts such as the Great Dragons and things that bear a similar power level or aura... Do not apply. )
He’s a very peaceful person, but in contrast, if he were to get angry, the animals around him would react to it and therefore most likely freak out or attack in his place, even.
Being around him is a good influence on other people. Because of his caring and giving nature, people instinctively start to take better care of themselves and have a more positive outlook on life because of his influence. ( See: Rou Albastian and the other two Divus. )
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lenokka-blog · 9 years ago
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who up hit that like button for an a starter from my angel
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lenokka-blog · 9 years ago
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inhales.
STARTS SCREAMING ABOUT MY SON.
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lenokka-blog · 9 years ago
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lenokka-blog · 9 years ago
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Konaru: GOOD MORNING TODAY’S GONNA BE A GREAT DAY!
Rou, over his breakfast plate: shut the unholy hell up
Konaru: haha yep, there he is. my best friend. an absolute delight, i love him, what a great pal, so gr
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lenokka-blog · 9 years ago
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Nari and Rou are a gift and also important. Especially Rou who is Konaru’s best friend even if he’s a tsundere emo shit.
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lenokka-blog · 9 years ago
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lenokka-blog · 9 years ago
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            you are 14.
you are a precious child, innocent and selfless, coddled by those that adore you so, those that know very well that you live day by day with the possibility of harm teetering between existing and mere hypothesis. your brother who raised you adores you, he wants to keep you safe, but no one can teach you the truth of WHAT you are more than yourself – so you go. you leave the safety of your city behind; to journey and discover, to become stronger, to be capable of protecting yourself and those you cherish so dearly. you look for crystals blessed with unimaginable power to prove your worth; to prove that you’re capable of being independent, that you can protect yourself, that you don’t need to worry anyone.
you can’t count how many times you’ve almost died for the sake of others.
but you tell yourself, singing it like a mantra: you need to be stronger. you promised you’d come back strong. you can’t die, you can’t die, can’tdiecan’tdiecan’tdie–
it’s a year later when you see his face again with those two at your side, devoted as you are. how relieving it is.
           you are 15.
your life becomes so picturesque, perfect just the way you imagined it. your best friend is your partner in crime in the guild that raised you. after a year of traveling, you still walk hand in hand with your two closest companions. nari, sweet nari, the mother to you and him, after being lost for so long she finally finds it – her memories. her family. she’s at peace with her existence. 
things seem to finally be falling into place.
rou, too, despite it all, seems to accept what he is; accepts the fact that it does not change him, and he learns that are others that share his fate – and he takes responsibility, like the warm person you know for him to be. ( of course he blames himself, for such TRAGEDY is caused by his own blood, his own brother, a traitor. )
of course when he asks for your help, you offer it. it’s your job to help, to protect, to make people happy. the new friends only make your life all the more exciting. the fact he can come to terms with his existence makes you the happiest you’ve ever felt.
you’re still left.
you still don’t know who or what you are.
you think, deep down, maybe there isn’t an answer after all despite your desperate searching.
          you are 15 and a half.
you regret your searching. you regret wanting to know. you want to go back to peaceful days filled with laughter and smiles and living in your own ignorance. please save me i don’t want to know.
you understand what true hate is for the first time, and its form is nearly your mirror. ( in the end, perhaps that’s saying something in itself. ) he’s your uncle, he says, from the very beginning of your family lineage. an immortal with GOD themself at his belt, he’s stronger than you and you hate it.
you lose control of your own body to him, forced to face powers you sealed away years prior. the fear of being called a MONSTER rises up from the depths of hell with a fury, and never did you think you could throw up whilst your consciousness was somewhere far away from your body.
SPARE ME, HOLY ONE. O’ GREAT CREATOR, I BESEECH THEE—–
in the end, you never had a choice but to accept yourself just as your friends had – only the truth isn’t pretty like theirs. it’s ugly, it’s black – YOU ARE A MONSTER WITH BLACK LIGHTNING CRACKLING AT YOUR WAITING FINGERTIPS!! and in the end, you’re not the same when you finally come back, when that seal is finally broken just as intended. you’re scared, terrified, you begin to be less and less honest with the person you trust the most. ( and you know he sees it, you filthy hypocrite. )
‘it can’t get worse,’ you tell yourself. ‘this is the end of your suffering,’ you say – but you’re still wrong.
you meet your real family you were stolen away from. you meet a mother you’re a spitting of, a father whose eyes beam so proudly when he knows naught a thing about you but your name, a brother who LOATHES you for the fact you were stolen away and caused such grief only to come back when they were moving on.
you can’t blame him. you hate yourself too. unlike rou and nari, you are not at peace with your existence. rather, you’re farther away from it than ever before.
things are spiraling down and there’s nothing you can do about it but wait for impact.
         you just turned 16.
you meet him again, the man that wears the lie of saying he’s a part of your family. ( you can’t believe him, he’s too selfish, too wicked, there’s a twisted glimmer in those eyes that serve as a mirror to show your paralyzed reflection. ) you want to know why he torments you so – and you wish you didn’t, in the end. he gives you the truth at its core: why you are YOU, why you were chosen, what it means to be a DIVUS in the most horrid way possible.
you relive the suffering of millions, all of the pain and genocide flashing behind your eyelids every time you dare to blink. screaming, begging, writhing, pleading – you grip at his clothes, you beg him to stop, you say it’s enough. YOU DIDN’T WANT THIS! 
you want your innocence back.
he tells you innocence was never meant to be something for you.
you’re not as strong as you thought, so you just run away from it all. away from your family, away from your friends, you run to the end of the world and want to die alone like you deserve. as a divus, that destiny is all that waits for you anyway. the nightmares from all the deaths you’ve seen make sure you never forget that.
mirror mirror on the wall, who’s the loneliest of them all?
                ( … IT’S YOU, KONARU. )
        you are 16 and a half.
the days blend together. everything is the same as the day before and the day after. the sunshine in your eyes are no more, but perhaps that, too, was something not meant for you – it was just a fallacy. you will die eventually, you think, as months pass… but to the very end, you’re not allowed to have what you want.
in your self loathing, in your fear, you forget the most important thing: that he said no matter how far you went, he would find you– And he does.
for the first time in years does he show pure rage, pure hurt, pure confliction and not hesitating to swing his sword despite how you can feel the desperation in his swings that scream ‘PLEASE SHOW ME YOU WANT TO LIVE’. it’s in between the cuts and screaming that you wonder why you’re fighting back – and the moment you let your guard down, you’re touched for the first time in what felt like an eternity.
someone so strong and independent in your eyes quivers and shakes, nails digging into your skin, tears dripping onto your bare arms. his voice is cracking, a sob: ‘don’t keep trying to die without me, i can’t take losing you’.
and you break. you cry, you wail, you lay out all the lies you hid from him – he says he knows, but you say them regardless – and dig your nails into his clothes, wheezing out into his worn scarf. you’re not strong, you can’t do anything on your own, everything is too much now, but your best friend accepts it all regardless.
how could you forget you once did the same for him?
‘ let’s take the long way home, konaru. ’
       you are 17.
perhaps you still haven’t completely accepted who you are – but in the end, perhaps you never needed to to be yourself. even if your existence is written with the blood of the TRAGIC, you want to exist for them.
you’re not normal, but you’ll be okay.
your family says they’ll make sure of that. rou says he’ll follow after to bring you back no matter how far you run, so run if you must.
                 you were never as alone as you thought you were, blessed boy.
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lenokka-blog · 9 years ago
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♥ ( liminalshade.
@lenokka fuck u u get a starter
Man clad in white who luminesces, almost, especially in contrast to the shadows that child prefers to stand in. They watch him progress with eyes wide and enraptured– all four, like a magpie after some shiny object. Bright, pretty, powerful. Something calling.
Who is Kavya to resist impulse? They bound over, ill-fitting boots warning of their approach with notable clomp clomp clomp noises until they can hop into pace alongside the luminescent.
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“Are you a spirit?” Asked unabashed, something hangs around this man and maybe he is one like the godling is. Not quite, the air isn’t right for another god, but maybe a champion or a possessed.
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curiosity abound in galaxy eyes, blinking incredulously and curiously at the sound of steps that near him. steps grow slower as they draw near, and soon, he finds a stranger at his side with eyes of which he’s never seen.  ( he’s heard about it, most certainly! the eyes of those from another country far away, those who see far better then he. what sort of luck has he ran into today? )  the question comes abrupt, out of nowhere, but it’s certainly not UNWELCOME. the blessed child smiles all the same, head moving to shake in gentle disagreement.
‘ i’m not a spirit -- ah, but i have 9 of them! ’   he corrects.   ‘ i’m just a... human, but i’m a little special, so suppose my aura might come off that way. are you a spirit? ’
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lenokka-blog · 9 years ago
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who up hit that like button for an a starter from my angel
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lenokka-blog · 9 years ago
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♥ ( siderion.
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          ❛   — haah? what if i said world domination &&. destruction was my wish? would you say i deserve to accomplish that?    ❜    let out that roar, a quaking cachinnation deep within tragedy-scratched bones, god, does his throat burn  (  push those memories away. you’ll bleed — and flush your ichor ‘till, damned, you fall from the heavens, sick boy!!  ).
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pallid border purse, contemplation rising, brows furrowing with transparent concern. memories flash behind his eyelids ----- what does it mean for world domination? for destruction?  ( those who had wished for it in the past only ever failed / only ever met their death. )   ‘ ... then i’d say i’m worried for you, and that you’re lonely. ’   words are only ever honest, painted in the gold that drips from his heart; how he tries so hard with every beat of it despite the weight it holds.  ‘ because... the people i’ve met who wanted that were lonely and hurting. wanting something like that only kills you in the end. ’
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lenokka-blog · 9 years ago
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only like... 3 and a half people have ever genuinely made konaru mad/angry/absolutely livid in his life i’m pretty sure. other than that he’s just loving and forgiving to everyone oops.
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