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Save my babies T_T (V's route postponed to september)

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Winter finally grew brows…😭😭😭thank u ms.author

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Current status:forever damaged by mystic messenger 😢😭😫

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Saving words from inskinned. Thank you.

it is okay to not be good at something the first time, even if the expectation is that you will be. it is also okay to not be good at something even if you were good at it at first. 

we have this idea of success where if you show the slightest ability in something, particularly academics, they push you. they push you hard. “what do you mean you don’t understand this next unit of math? you were doing so good the first semester!” “if you just practiced more, you’d be better, you started so strong…” 

any love you have for your talent dries up like this. worse is when you already love your talent and have to face the dry spells with no voice but your own saying: “why can’t you draw?” “why can’t you write?” this is what is supposed to be your future, after all. this is what they’re all proud of you for.

but it is okay to be bad at something you were once good at. i know they will act as if you poisoned them, and i know you will internalize that voice and play it loudly while you’re trying to sleep. but it isn’t true. sometimes we are blank, and that is hard enough to get through without wondering why we aren’t good for anything. 

i spend hours staring at a blank page because i’ve always been so good at writing. i have to hold up every work to my last “best piece”. if i don’t get an A on every essay, is there even anything good about me?

it is okay to fuck up it is okay to fuck up hard it is okay to fuck up hilariously. it is okay to forget your negative signs and only get a B, to write poetry that’s basically a joke, to start typing a story and somehow end up with exactly 2 lines before you realize you’ve got nothing to say. it’s okay to be bad, to be awful, to not understand. 

we are all learning. we are all growing. we will have a good day again. i don’t care what your parents say or your teachers or really anybody. i care what you think about yourself and that’s about it.

yeah, you drew a picture of a snake that looks like a limp noodle - but you kept going and honestly? that’s bravery.

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SENSEI SQAURED

Source: from Twitter- @whoknowsmika3

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Haha buddy don’t ask me; I haven’t even learned how to operate this human meat vehicle without occasionally letting out the feral lizard screeches of my true form

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there will be people who use you. they are good at getting close so you care about them. when they see your scars, they’ll flash their own. you will feel kin to them. you know what it is to struggle with things.

and at first you think: they’ll help me if i help them.

but it doesn’t happen. you love them deeply so you always pick up the phone. it doesn’t matter that you have a test the next day or that you’re going through things of your own. you support them.

they are good at pretend. they will play like they are your friend, so you endlessly give to them. after a while you realize: it really doesn’t matter what’s happening in your life, some more pressing emergency is always happening to them. it is a hard thing to recognize, because you don’t want people to hurt like you do. 

i have a friend who never asks me if i’’m okay. she only ever texts me to tell me she wants to die, but never goes to therapy or does any of the things i tell her to do to help herself. once when i came back from my grandfather’s funeral she demanded to know why i’d been gone, and when i explained, she said that without me, she’d almost passed out of this world. i had to lay down on the floor; nothing made sense anymore. i want her to get better. i want to help.

but there are people out there who will use you. who don’t care about getting better, they care about you giving up your time, your effort, your everything. until you are drained of it. i don’t mean those who give back, who will gladly do anything for you, who you know you can trust. who you don’t mind giving up the test for, because you know they’d do the same in a similar spot.

i mean those who don’t know you. who pretend that they care about you but are using your empathy as a sore spot. who take more than they need. who demand your attention all of the time but don’t care if you bleed.

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Lol.this

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When you wake up to an "anime sky" 😍 #blessedsunday

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Reblog if you're a Safety Blog

Reblog this and other people will know they can come to you if they’re feeling bad and they won’t be judged for it

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i am sorry that someone out there made you distrust love. that they walked into your life and broke apart the most beautiful feeling there is. that now you don’t trust family, don’t trust friendship. that you live waiting for people to abandon you, that you leave early so they don’t leave you.

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That wink just melts my heart 😍

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Asdfgjkl! Chapter 17!

Download: tr.im/tclp17 Or read more under the cut!

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A perfect day for halo-halo Happy Birthday Ta! 😁🍧

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(QQ Sweeper) 【Chapter Translation】 Motomi Kyousuke - Chapter 10

The one and only girl he ever loved…

This marks the completion of volume 2!!! 5 more chapters to go~

Chinese Scans are HERE.

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